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12.18.22

so much has happened this past year but i won’t get into it. just wanted to rant about how i miss mah girl a lot. going back home for the holidays suck even more because i have to leave her behind. i hope she’ll agree to come with. it doesn’t feel the same without her. i can’t wait to see her in 12 hours, can’t even fall asleep. i just wanna be beside her and give her all the hugs

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Your fortune for today :-)

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12.10.21

:/ you probs don’t like me in that way, but could you let me know?

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11.22.21

I always get myself stuck in sticky situations and I really don’t know what to say. How did I bring this upon myself? Like we’re friends but not just friends, and there’s this tension in the air when we hang out that makes it feel like a date every time. And then sometimes you flirt or say things that friends wouldn’t say to each other and like🙃 If you could let me know, that’d be great pls and thank you.

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9.15.21

I might not be confident in myself and in a lot of aspects, but I won’t let you make me feel small for just being me. I went through so many things to get here and I know I should give myself more credit than I do, so don’t stop me from taking up the little space that I want. Back off bro. I shouldn’t have to fight to be seen. To just exist.

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8.25.21

I’ve been reading manga a lot so ignore this weeb analogy but I feel like Kurokawa in Failed Princesses. Like this girl I’m going on a date with is like a true genuine nice person and I’m like…not LOL. I feel like I’m boutta catfish her💀 mostly personality-wise but maybe somewhat body-wise too bc I let myself go a little🤡 quarantine really made me introverted I’m scared it’s gonna be awkward. and I feel like lowkey that I don’t deserve it or that these things never work out for me. So I’m actually genuinely surprised that she ended up being free and stuff. And also it’s kinda bonk how my friends going on the trip too don’t have a positive reaction when they’ve been telling me to get out there and try to talk to ppl etc etc. not to make it a queer and straight thing but IMO it would’ve been different if someone else had a date w a boy. Orrrr maybe it’s like a me thing. Like I feel that i follow what they do all the time bc I’m very lax and chill, but when I become more decisive and wanna do something or go somewhere, they’re never down. 🥴 like damn ok.

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8.24.21

Posting here bc too many ppl follow me everywhere else LMAO. Talking about the same stuff kinda gets old. I’m getting tired of being negative and talking shit. Let’s talk about how we’re doing or like some random thing you learned in class or how this or that happened. And sometimes I think my friends pick fights w too many ppl for no reason. Or maybe things happened and it’s not really that deep and they were there for you in times of need too, so don’t be so mean yknow. Sometimes it makes me think if there’s things they say about me to each other too. but anyway, all we do is talk about the trip or shit talk and I’m really not about it. I wonder if our conversations will kinda evolve over time once school becomes a memory and not something so recent.

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i want to be soft again but i have so much anger in me 

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So, I’ve been pulled over a few times in my life. Not many, but a few. And I’ve also been in a couple of cars that got pulled over. And let me tell you, if you were actually doing something wrong, the officer doesn’t make any small talk, just straight into “I clocked you doing 70 in a 55.” The only time I’ve ever gotten the “do you know why I pulled you over?” was the time when I wasn’t doing anything wrong, and I got let go even though he insisted to the end that I was doing 87 in a 70 (white privilege at work).

“Do you know why I pulled you over?” is a trap. It means there’s a good chance the officer doesn’t actually have a good reason to ticket you, and is trying to get you to waive your 5th Amendment rights and incriminate yourself. If you make a guess, that’s a confession of guilt.

But there’s another trap, that I’ve heard of but haven’t yet experienced. It’s “do you know how fast you were going?” With that one, they’re hoping you’ll say no, because then they can name whatever speed they want – you just said you didn’t know how fast you were going, if you deny the speed they name then you’re lying to them.

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animation of charmander makin some pancakes

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6 Years (2015)

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I hate having a body, it’s so high maintenance! Shower this, eat that, drink this, sleep that, it’s all very stupid

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8.6.2020

Blessings upon blessings. Where I am today is because of God and my hard work and a lil bit of luck here and there. Dad kept saying this today: “This was meant to happen. Everything is falling into place.” The future that I’ve been carving for myself looks just a bit closer than the day before, so that’s all that matters. Thank you God for giving me these moments🙏🏻🙏🏻