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honey-on-your-tongue ¡ 1 hour ago
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Servant Simon Riley and Princess reader. ☽ Part One ☞
The news spread like wildfire within the Kingdom. You, the Princess, had chosen a common blood to be your husband. A servant.
Simon couldn't believe it, he felt all eyes on him as you were both dragged to your father's office. Blood rushing in his ears, struggling to fully process the situation.
"What were you thinking?! He is a common blood!" Your father shouted, pacing back and forth as your mother tried to calm him.
"I chose Simon! You and I both know that you cannot go against my choosing once I have made that decision!" You snapped.
Your father glared at you, demanding that you and Simon get out.
You glance at Simon every now and then as the two of you walked down the corridor. Staying silent, too scared to speak. But Simon does it for you. "Why me?"
You don't hesitate. "Because you're better than any of the suitors presented to me. You were merely yourself, rather than putting on a show like a male bird"
Simon grunted quietly, the corners of his lips giving a small twitch.
"I have one request, Princess" Simon said quietly.
"Make it"
"I wish to receive enough knowledge and education to become knighted"
You blink at Simon, everything making sense now. Why he was so serious, why he had the muscular build that was odd for a mere servant. "Of course" You say softly.
After that, you tried your best to educate Simon. Teaching him how to read and write, the history of the Kingdom. Simon tried his best to understand everything, but he struggled with the reading part especially.
"It's okay, Simon" you said softly, watching his brow furrow deeply, fist clenching in pure frustration.
"Why is this so Gods damn difficult?!" Simon growled, and you carefully place a hand on his thigh for reassurance; but when you notice how he tensed, then leaned into it so your hand would graze the growing bulge in his pants, an idea struck.
"Try again" you murmur, reaching under the waistband and pulling out his hardened cock.
"Princess-"
"Just trust me" you instruct gently, nodding at Simon to continue.
Simon began reading out loud once more, your hand beginning to stroke him; keeping a firm grip stroking from base to tip, making sure to squeeze around the head before gliding back down again.
"Shit-fuck" Simon groaned, and you immediately stopped moving your hand.
"A future King should not curse" you smile in amusement "keep reading"
Simon let out a shaky breath before continuing to read, his hips shifting every now and then when your thumb brushed against his frenulum.
You moved faster as Simon began to read at a faster pace, assuming that when he finished you'd let him come.
You smiled at his eagerness. Swiping your thumb over his slit.
Simon finally finished reading the text you'd written him, and his hips were bucking far more frequently.
You lean in, kissing and nipping at his neck "You did so good, Si. You're gonna make an amazing Knight, an even better King"
Simon slammed his fist on the table, biting out a growl as his seed covered your hand.
You smile again. Letting Simon recollect himself; before you lick your fingers clean, Simon unable to look at you without his cock throbbing.
"I think this is a perfect way for you to learn things, Si"
⛧°. ⋆𓌹♰𓌺⋆. °⛧
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honey-on-your-tongue ¡ 2 hours ago
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dirty pictures
── .✦ Clark Kent x fem!reader
synopsis: you send Clark naughty pictures of yourself while he's at work — a drabble
cw: naughty pics, Clark gets hard at work, more insinuation than actual smut
wc: 591
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His phone dings just as he's finishing up an article. He's been typing away, writing and rewriting sentences over and over until none of the words make any sense. So when he sees your name in the notification bar, he's relieved. He could use a little break, especially talking to his girl.
He opens up the text, his heart lurching out of his chest when he sees it's a picture of your reflection in a full body mirror, wearing one of his shirts and a pair of his boxers. One of your hands is under the fabric, between your thighs, a wet spot at the front, and you've got this little grin on your lips, smug but also innocent.
Like you don't know what you're doing to him.
He inhales a sharp breath and places his phone upside down, glancing around to make sure no one's seen. Another notification dings and butterflies fill his stomach.
He opens the message with shaky fingers.
I miss you, you've texted, almost sweetly, as if you didn't just get him hard at work.
He glances at the time. 4:17 p.m. Only 43 more minutes. 43 more minutes, and Clark will be free to go to your place and have his way with you.
Until then, he has to keep his mind about him and prevent himself from having a mini heart attack.
I miss you too, he texts back, but I don't send you these kinds of pictures when you're at work.
You send him another picture, his shirt pushed up over your breasts, one of your hands pinching a nipple. God, he wants to bury his face in your tits.
Just hurry back home, you reply.
Clark's heart is racing, his cock getting hard in his pants at the thought of getting home and getting into you.
I can't leave before 5, baby. Especially since I'm always late.
Another picture rolls in, a selfie of you lying face down on the bed, pretty lips pouting, beautiful tits on full display.
I'd make it worth your while, you text.
I can't leave before five, he repeats.
You send one more picture and Clark swallows down a groan.
Displayed on his screen, in all her perfection, is a picture of your cunt, fingers spreading your folds wide open so he can see how wet you are.
His mouth waters and his cock twitches in his pants, now standing at attention. He tries to adjust it as discreetly as possible.
You're mean, he texts.
Because I miss you, you respond.
He rolls his eyes, but an almost goofy smile has taken over his lips. He's never going to get sick of hearing how much you want him.
Please, just behave until 5? Can't get any harder at work or it'll be awkward for me to walk home after, he writes.
Fine, comes back your reply, and he breathes a little easier. Not that your promise of being good solves the tent in his pants, but at least it won't get any worse.
At five o'clock on the dot, Clark's handed in his — hastily finished and messy — article to the editor and is rushing out of the office, counting the minutes until he gets to your place so he can give you the proper attention you've been requesting. And also, maybe, so he can get some payback for your little stunt.
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honey-on-your-tongue ¡ 2 hours ago
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dirty pictures
── .✦ Clark Kent x fem!reader
synopsis: you send Clark naughty pictures of yourself while he's at work — a drabble
cw: naughty pics, Clark gets hard at work, more insinuation than actual smut
wc: 591
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His phone dings just as he's finishing up an article. He's been typing away, writing and rewriting sentences over and over until none of the words make any sense. So when he sees your name in the notification bar, he's relieved. He could use a little break, especially talking to his girl.
He opens up the text, his heart lurching out of his chest when he sees it's a picture of your reflection in a full body mirror, wearing one of his shirts and a pair of his boxers. One of your hands is under the fabric, between your thighs, a wet spot at the front, and you've got this little grin on your lips, smug but also innocent.
Like you don't know what you're doing to him.
He inhales a sharp breath and places his phone upside down, glancing around to make sure no one's seen. Another notification dings and butterflies fill his stomach.
He opens the message with shaky fingers.
I miss you, you've texted, almost sweetly, as if you didn't just get him hard at work.
He glances at the time. 4:17 p.m. Only 43 more minutes. 43 more minutes, and Clark will be free to go to your place and have his way with you.
Until then, he has to keep his mind about him and prevent himself from having a mini heart attack.
I miss you too, he texts back, but I don't send you these kinds of pictures when you're at work.
You send him another picture, his shirt pushed up over your breasts, one of your hands pinching a nipple. God, he wants to bury his face in your tits.
Just hurry back home, you reply.
Clark's heart is racing, his cock getting hard in his pants at the thought of getting home and getting into you.
I can't leave before 5, baby. Especially since I'm always late.
Another picture rolls in, a selfie of you lying face down on the bed, pretty lips pouting, beautiful tits on full display.
I'd make it worth your while, you text.
I can't leave before five, he repeats.
You send one more picture and Clark swallows down a groan.
Displayed on his screen, in all her perfection, is a picture of your cunt, fingers spreading your folds wide open so he can see how wet you are.
His mouth waters and his cock twitches in his pants, now standing at attention. He tries to adjust it as discreetly as possible.
You're mean, he texts.
Because I miss you, you respond.
He rolls his eyes, but an almost goofy smile has taken over his lips. He's never going to get sick of hearing how much you want him.
Please, just behave until 5? Can't get any harder at work or it'll be awkward for me to walk home after, he writes.
Fine, comes back your reply, and he breathes a little easier. Not that your promise of being good solves the tent in his pants, but at least it won't get any worse.
At five o'clock on the dot, Clark's handed in his — hastily finished and messy — article to the editor and is rushing out of the office, counting the minutes until he gets to your place so he can give you the proper attention you've been requesting. And also, maybe, so he can get some payback for your little stunt.
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honey-on-your-tongue ¡ 16 hours ago
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SOMETHING TENDER. ONESHOT
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It’s something tender, aching pitifully in his chest like an untended bruise... but pain is so easily drowned by indulgence.
TAGS: fluff/smut, mild angst in the beginning, soft dom/sub dynamics, penetration, consent checks, keeping quiet, fucking in the childhood bedroom, brief inserts of reader's parents, female reader with female parts, canon!simon, mutual indulgence, edging, dacryphilia.
4.5k words. - happy birthday, @avgdestitute
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The room is well-furnished, walls plastered with some tacky wallpaper and decorated with family photos. It’s not small, but it’s not extravagant either–it’s homey. It’s enough for Simon to gather some understanding of how your childhood went.
His eyes focus on the tablecloth. It’s faded from years of wear, the patterns succumbing to an off-white. It feels stuck in a time he hasn’t ever experienced, a childhood he wishes he had. But he has you, and you’re his taste of joy, a sweet burst on his tongue he’d forgotten the taste of. Compared to you? Simon was ruinous, a catastrophic blend of desecrated skin and emotional stagnancy. 
You made him feel less like an amalgamation of trouble and more like a quietly fading scar. 
Relationships tend to shift, when Simon is added to the mix. They fall apart when he pulls away, and he’s used to it. You’re the only one that has stayed, and he’s thankful–it doesn’t stop the nerves from bubbling up and eating at his stomach.
Especially now, in your childhood home, your parents sat across from the two of you. The meal prepared in front of you is nothing short of delicious, flavours melting into Simon’s tongue. It’s a far cry from the harsh tastes of the MREs he eats on missions. 
The food on the table is straight from England. He supposes they’d tried to make him feel welcome–he’s antsy despite it, his hands fidgeting with your fingers in his lap. It’s something tender, aching pitifully in his chest like an untended bruise. 
It’s not you or your family. It’s him, and his inability to find peace in the aggressive roaring of his mind. You seem to sense his unsettled twitching, offering his fingers a gentle squeeze, a reminder that it’s at his own pace. And it is, really–he was the one who had suggested meeting your parents, though he’d only done it because he thought it would make you happy.
It does, and he’s proud that he’s managing to keep up with you, somewhat. Your parents are kind to him. Your mother is doting on him like he’s a wounded puppy, constantly peppering him with, “Oh, Simon, dear, you must be hungry, the drive was long. Here, have more–you’re a man, after all. You must eat a lot to keep your muscles.”
And Simon is happy to oblige, too used to counting rations and measuring the food in his pantry. 
They don’t push his military career, or ask what he’s done, instead they goad him on his hobbies, his favourite drinks, what kind of animals he likes. It’s good, for once, not having to dodge prying questions with carefully structured answers. Maybe you’d asked your parents to go easy on him. It’s just another reason why he can’t seem to let you go. 
Eventually, conversation dwindles. Simon is sucked into cleaning the dishes with you, a chore he is happy to complete–it fixes his urge to do something with his hands. You’re leant against his side, ear pressed to the bulk of his shoulder, drying off the plates that he hands to you. 
He runs each plate under the water, rubs the soapy sponge over the dish and removes the residue left from the meal, before passing it to you. It’s methodical and mindless, a pleasure to his usually chaotic mind.
The night quiets. You’re all herded into the living room, sat down on a large, worn brown sofa, piled side-to-side while some romcom blasts in the background. You’re pressed to Simon, his hand a comforting warmth against your thigh. Your own hands are gently wrapped over his hand, feeling the way his fingertips twitch and tense as he subconsciously reacts to the show.
He’s relaxed, two fingers pressed up against the soft skin of your wrist where he can feel your heartbeat. It’s a grounding motion, something that he finds himself doing more often, as of late.
Outside, the sun slinks slowly over the horizon like a cat preparing for rest. It ends the night in a graceful pink flush, before descending into quiet blackness. The lamp beside the television is the only thing illuminating the room, casting it in a dim yellow glow. The scent of your shampoo wafts into Simon’s nose, his chapped lips pressing absent-minded kisses to the soft strands.
Your breathing slows. He knows because he counts the seconds in between each exhale and inhale, something he’s learned to do when he lies awake at night, sandwiched between the bed and your body. It’s meditative, a sort of calm sinking into his bones. He sits up slightly, pressing you closer. 
You sigh in your sleep at that, head falling into the crook of his neck, squeezed between the line of his jaw and the muscles of his shoulder. Your hand flexes against his pec, and it brings a soft curl to the corner of his lips, stretching the white scar that runs across the side of his mouth.
“She’s asleep,” he murmurs to your father, who had long sent your mother off to bed, now only here on the basis of making sure you didn’t fuck on the couch, or something. That, and he seemed to really enjoy what was on the screen, even as he pretended to be disinterested.
Your father waves him off with a nod, something about getting you to bed. Simon hoists you up in his arms, your legs hooked around his hips. He murmurs sweet nothings against your forehead, his head craned down to watch his steps as he makes his way to the staircase. He moves with precision, making a conscious effort to not jostle your sleeping form.
Your bedroom is easy to find, with the help of your dad.
Simon offers a whispered ‘good night’ over the top of your head to your father, who retreats into the master bedroom with a wave and a half-smile. He flicks on the nightstand lamp, illuminating the room. Your room remains as he’d seen it in childhood photos of you. Pictures hang on the walls, some more dignified than others–a few are drawings made by a younger version of yourself, awkward looking animals and stick-figures of you and family.
Your bed sits in the corner of the room, a double bed–enough to fit the two of you, though he supposed you’d make it fit if it were any smaller. It was often that your clingy self would wake up on top of him in the mornings regardless.
He sits on the bed, sinking into the soft sheets. A soft ache blooms in his heart, the sweet innocence of the room blocking his arteries–his chest hurts with warmth. He sits, absorbing the nostalgia of a childhood he never had. It hurts more than he’d like to admit, knowing that he’d missed out on being normal. 
He pulls back the covers and places you into the sheets, crawling in behind you. He wraps an arm across your chest, his leg hooking over yours. He sighs, sheets rumpled around where his arm displaces the edge of the Hello-Kitty themed duvet. 
Time ticks by slowly. He counts in intervals of sixty, counting every minute that slips past. It’s a tactic he uses when he’s bored, or when he’s trying to keep still on a mission. He counts until he gets restless. He’s unable to find sleep as usual, the sheep he’s trying to catch slipping from his grip.
His limbs are starting to go numb, especially where your head has shifted to rest against his bicep. He was sure that his arm was going to fall off, if he left you to it for a few more hours.
He pulls himself from you. In the quiet of the night, it feels like every rustle of the sheets and twitch of his muscles is exaggerated, like it might wake you from your rest. He slips out from the bed, socks meeting the hardwood floor.
His arms raise over his head, muscles tensing and stretching as he arches his back in a catlike stretch. His shoulder pops at that, to which his head immediately darts to examine if you’d woken up yet. Of course you hadn’t–you’re not nearly as light of a sleeper as the Lieutenant.
He takes a moment to watch you whilst you sleep, studies the hair that’s fallen over your face that moves with every exhale you take. He moves from your side then,  deciding to busy himself with looking around your childhood room. He’s not snooping, he’s just… admiring.
He moves silent, every bit the ghosts he’s named after. It doesn’t stop you from rousing at the lack of a pillow, or rather bicep. You stir, rolling so that your arm hangs off the bed, your face pressed firmly into the soft of your actual pillow. You stay there for a moment before you need to breathe, dropping off the bed and leaning against the bedframe.
Simon watches you with an amused quirk of his lips, sighing at your awkward attempt at slipping out of bed. “Ain’t much of a way to get out of bed, love. Y’know, y’ve got legs for a reason.”
“Mph. You’re the one still awake,” you murmur into the dark, your arm reaching behind you to steady yourself on the bedframe. You push upwards, fingers reaching blindly for the cord on the lamp, eyes squinting through the dark. You catch a glimpse of the moonlight reflecting on the metal cord, tugging on it triumphantly.
It brightens the room immediately, and you wince back at the light that floods your vision. The lamp isn’t strong enough to cast the whole room in glow, but it’s enough to emphasize shadows, furniture, and Simon’s shape, leant over your desk.
“What time s’it?” you mumble, plucking at hair that had decided to crawl into your mouth when you’d smothered yourself into the pillow. 
Simon’s head tilts downwards to squint at his watch in the low light. “It’s four in the morning, baby. Go back to sleep, ey? We’ve gotta drive back in the morning, and I don’t want you grumpy when you’re in my car.”
You huff, glaring at his back, “You’re the one who’s up.”
He can’t really refute that. He is the one awake now, but you’re the one who’s drawing attention to it. You should know by now the soldier can run on two hours of sleep for a night and still behave the same in the morning. He watches as you stand, dusting off your pants for no reason other than habit. 
You come up behind him, his eyes watching you with genuine adoration, following you as you sleepily stumble until your warm cheek meets the cool fabric of his t-shirt. A huff of air escapes his lungs as you drape yourself over his lower back, arms wrapping around his midsection like a sleepy koala to a tree.
“Fuckin’ crushing me,” he mutters, his hands moving from the desk to cover yours around his waist. 
“Mmph, shouldn’t have… gotten up then,” your words are muffled by his shirt as you press yourself into him, head nuzzling into where his spine dips between the planes of his back.
He sighs at that, tugs your arms off him enough for him to be able to turn so that he’s facing you. He cups your cheeks, and peers into your tired eyes, the pretty way you blink up at him slowly like a sleep-drunken cat.
“You’re…” he sighs, breath fanning over your face, “Stubborn.”
“Romantic,” you reply, your voice carrying a teasing lilt. 
“Go back t’bed, love. M’just not tired, but you are,” his back hunches, his neck craning forward to come close enough to you to press his forehead against yours. 
You lick his nose. He blinks in mild surprise, the skin on the bridge of his nose scrunching in mild distaste. He pulls back, his palm smoothing over his nosebridge to wipe off the saliva you’d left on him. “Bratty fucker.”
You rest your cheek on his left pectoral with a cheeky grin on your lips. He sighs, almost as if he was disappointed by your actions, but the way his heart picks up its pace under his skin tells you all that you need to know.
“Go to bed,” he insists again, his fingers lacing through your hair. His other hand slips down your back, finds purchase where your back dips slightly. 
“I’m not tired,” you mutter, biting into your lip. You tug at his shirt with a hand, blinking up at him with sweet, pleading eyes. 
He sighs, his head falling back slightly. “You’re trying to provoke me,” he accuses, his fingers tensing against your skin.
“Provoke you?” you huff softly, nose pressing into the cotton. 
His hand in your hair tugs a little harder, tilting your head back so that you look up at him. You inhale a deep breath, both out of knowing you’re probably getting yourself in trouble, and also from the lack of oxygen from suffocating yourself in the scent of his body wash. “Reckon you’re tryin’ ta rile me up.”
“Pfft, I’d never–” 
He tugs on your hair again, and you stop. While you’re keen on getting in trouble, you’re not exactly keen on the kinds of punishments he’s given you in the past–while they were hot, they most definitely weren’t meant for your parents to overhear. “Well…” you swallow, saliva settling thickly in your throat, “I’m not going to bed.”
Strike three. He stiffens at that, blinks at you, interest in his eyes. “We’ll fuckin’ see about that.”
He lifts you up gently, carrying you to the bed with a strong arm under your thighs, his other arm bracing your back in case you decide to make any sharp movements. He’d never dropped you before, and he was most definitely never going to have a first. He places you on the bed gently, tugging away the rumpled sheets and piling them up towards the foot of the bed. It’s just enough space for him to crawl on top of you, an arm bracing himself over your head. 
He looks down at you with a clever smile. “You’re not sleeping, huh love? Guess I could tire y’out, if you asked nicely.”
“You’re a fucking tease,” you grumble, a flush spreading up the back of your neck and flooding your ears a pretty pink.
“Did I say I was teasin’? Ain’t teasing you, love. I’m offering,” he straddles you, both knees pressed into the bed beside your waist, careful not to lean any of his weight against you. His hand trails down your cheek, smearing against your lower lip.
Your tongue darts out to taste him, the salt of his skin settling heavily in your taste buds. He bites his tongue at that, his jaw shifting with his teeth as they grind together. You’re such a damn tease.
He’s pretty like this, illuminated by the lamp post and nothing more. You want to suck his thumb into your mouth, blink up at him prettily and coax him into pulling his cock from his pants, tease him into stuffing it down your throat. To your dismay, he pulls his thumb back, patting your cheek condescendingly.
A rush of cold ran over you as he drew back completely. Maybe it was a mixture of his words and his condescension, but you could vaguely feel the soaked fabric between your legs as a chill ran down your spine.
He ran his fingers down your neck, to your chest–were you breathing heavily? He was ruinous, in all of the good ways. Goosebumps erupted from where his fingertips drew gentle touches down the curve of your breasts, pinching at your nipples through your cotton sleepshirt. “You be fuckin’ glad we ain’t home,” he murmured breathily, “Would fuck your brains out, but y’ve gotta be quiet, don’t you?”
“Quiet,” you repeated. You could be quiet if he behaved himself, and knowing Simon… he rarely did.
“That’s right,” his eyes shifted from where your nipples peeked from under your shirt to your eyes, “You can be quiet, can’t you?” it doubles as a check-in, with the concerned pinch between his eyebrows, and how he studies your facial expressions as if they might give any negative indication.
You nod. You really weren’t sure if you could, but you were too desperate, too needy for the slightly visible bulge under his sweats. 
With your consent, he cooed at you, “That so, baby? Wish I could gag you… mh, but you need your panties, don’t you? Y’didn’t bring a spare for your overnight stay? Silly girl. So absent-minded.”
You whine at that. Your hips twitch under them, rutting up against the apex of his thighs. He raises an eyebrow, as if to ask you if you were sure of what you were doing–you were already in trouble. You wouldn’t want to push him further.
You still. He clicks his tongue approvingly, shifting off of you. His hands are gentle as he shifts you out of your clothes, folding your t-shirt and pants into a neat pile for the morning. He places it on the nightstand beside the lamp, before watching you for a moment. You’ve wrapped your arms around yourself, shivering. 
You’re not shivering from the cold, you’re shivering under his scrutinising gaze, cheeks flushing pinker when he doesn’t move to take his own clothes off. Humiliation burns at your ears, creating a soft buzz in the back of your mind. 
He sits back against the headboard, patting his thigh. You’ll sit on his lap all nice and pretty, like he wants. It’s one of his favourite ways to take you, when you’re straddling his lap, your chest pressed to his. It gives him a pretty view of the way your tits bounce, and how your cunt swallows his cock greedily. 
Not to mention that when he demands you ride him, offering no help, it’s a gorgeous sight to have you crying into the crook of his neck about how he’s so big and you ‘just need his help.’ 
He smiles, hands gripping your hips to shift you over the bulge in his sweatpants, now slowly growing as his blood rushes southward. He tips your head back, kissing down the column of your throat. He leaves a bite just under the neckline of where most of your shirts will be, knowing it’ll be covered enough for your parents to never see it.
“So fucking pretty f’me,” he mutters into your skin, his blunt nails slipping lower and digging into the plush of your ass.
You mewl against him, your fingers twitching at your sides. As much as you’d like to tug at his scruffy hair, bury your fingers in the blond strands and force him lower, you knew it’d be futile. You’d be good for him if he gave you what you wanted.
His arms guide you against him, rutting you against his sweatpants. It takes a moment for your brain to register what’s happening, as he pairs it with a firm suck to your perky nipples, teeth scraping against the soft skin.
A choked whimper crawls from your vocal cords and remains suspended on your tongue.
“Keep quiet,” he reminds, “Or I’ll stop, and y’can go to bed like this, aye?”
You shake your head adamantly at that. You don’t want him to stop. He can’t stop. You don’t want to imagine the feeling of how you’d probably stay worked up until you eventually got home. It wasn’t a risk you were willing to take.
“Gonna make you feel good, pretty,” he grits out between clenched teeth, jaw welded with the effort of not chasing his own wants. He wants to drag it out as long as possible, encourage your pleasure until he has you malleable as soft clay.
The effort your nod takes should be studied. Your body is strung tight, muscles taut with anticipation. Your nod is jerky and uncoordinated, stumbling like your fingertips over the base of his abs through his shirt.
Simon is no better. He leans forwards, kissing you to stop the way his brain seems to follow his blood, straight to his cock. He sucks the air from your lungs, and it leaves you pliant, desperate for more as he steals your breath from your chest. 
His hands guide you against him as he does, his mouth swallowing your keen mewls. Your hands rest on his chest, right above where his heart thuds painfully against his ribcage. He pulls away, letting you sink into him as you catch your breath.
Your head thuds against his shoulder, your hips stuttering through his guided motions. Despite your ragged tempo, you seem to be holding yourself up well enough to grind yourself against him–he can feel your wetness through the fabric of his pants. He’s no better, panting into your hair as he grips at you. His fingers are greedy, one of his hands slipping from the curve of your ass, over your thigh and between your legs, seeking out where you’re most desperate. 
Your clit calls out to his selfish desire, fingertips pressing into you in voracious circles, encouraging the stifled mewls from your throat. You muffle yourself by biting into his shoulder–he would’ve winced if it weren’t for the adrenaline biting through his veins.
When your legs tremble with the effort of holding you up, he knows he’s found your limit. He pulls his fingers back, shushing your whine–you were so close, and he was cutting you off. You choke on a pained cry when he leaves you still, waiting, wanting. He doesn’t even let you try to rut against him, his palm firm against your hip.
It seems rapture falls victim to desperation rather quickly.
Your pleas for him to continue fall on a stagnant tongue as he lifts you, pressing you down into the pillows beneath you. He presses you face down, buries your face in the soft fleece that feels suffocating. But you’d rather suffocate than let him slip by, so you twist your head slightly, enough to suck in air through your nose.
“Quiet,” he reminds, and you bite down on the pillow. “Good girl.”
You don’t know what he’s doing until you feel it. There’s the firm press of his hips against yours, of skin where fabric had once separated you. His cock throbs against the curve of your ass, and he smears the tip across your flesh, leaving the mark of his pre-cum on your skin.
The underside of his cock drags against the dip between your asscheeks when you push your hips up towards him, earning you a stifled, breathy groan from the soldier. You almost tell him to keep quiet too, a snarky murmur that would’ve gotten you punished further, but he pinches at your thigh in reprimand anyways.
He is gentle, dragging himself through your folds and running his length through his fist until he feels like he’s wet enough for you. He intends to be gentle, but when the head of his cock breaches past your entrance, and the heady moan that slips from you reaches his ears, his hand twists into your hair. He presses you down, face first into the pillow with just enough give for you to suck air through your lips. 
“Quiet,” he repeats. His hips start slow, much to the dismay of his cock, which throbs desperately, craving to be seated deep into you. 
Your walls are soft and warm, hugging at his cock like a vice–his vision nearly goes white, and he steels himself with a tense grip against your hip. He curses under his breath. It doesn’t take much for him to slip inside you–since you’d gotten together, your sex life had been anything but dry.
He runs into you like an animal in heat, his teeth worrying at his lip where he too struggles to remain quiet. He can feel his head nudging against your cervix, can feel how you pulse around him like you intend to milk him dry. 
He registers that you’re crying when he looks down, the fabric of the pillow darkened where your tears have steeped into the polyester, your saliva no better as you bite into the pillow to keep your sounds quiet. It’s the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen, having you cry around his cock.
It only encourages him further, when your muffled moans reach his ears. He pulls out of you and slams back in, his own ears wincing at the loud slap of skin that follows. Sure, it was loud, but your choked cry made it worth it.
“Hush,” he soothes placatingly, a hand rubbing over your skin.
He flattens himself over your back, fucking into you with more leverage. It’s nasty and quick, but he murmurs against the back of your head sweet words that suck at your heart regardless–he’s loving in speech and rough in manner. “You’re so… fuckin’ perfect for me, aren’t you? Best fucking girl I could’ve asked for. No one better than you, sweet.”
Hot, blinding waves of pleasure spread through his body through his veins. It ignites his nerves, setting him on the brink of a catastrophic waterfall. His cock twitches inside of you, nudging against your walls. His hand moves under you, pressing between your legs just before where his cock splits you open. He rubs against your clit again, feeling you throb against him–it inflates his ego.
You rut back against him before stilling, your limbs tensing up. Another circle of his slick fingertips against your clit and you’re spasming around his cock, clenching at him so desperately he thinks you might be trying to overstimulate him. You come apart so deliciously under him, tears squeezing out of the corners of your eyes as your eyes roll backwards.
He’s not so far behind, muttering half-assed phrases against your skin, “Fuckin’... squeeze ‘round me like that again, ah…” His accent seems to thicken around his words, disintegrating into soft balms that coat your brain–you’re cockdrunk, and he knows it.
The aftershocks of your orgasm leave you clinging around his cock, and it’s enough for him to force himself against your cervix harshly, his cock pulsing with waves of his spend that seems not to end. It spills out around him when he pulls back slightly, his chest heaving. He waits a moment before he can collect himself, pulling himself out. You barely move, aside from collapsing further into the sheets without his hands to hold you up. 
He collects you into his arms like a wounded animal, his eyes tracing over your form, the tear tracks down your cheeks and the come that dribbles from between your thighs. You shake in his arms, glassy eyes staring up at him with reverence. “You did good,” he murmurs, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead. 
He leans against the headboard with you, before following up his short praise with a modicum of concern, “Did I hurt you?”
The shake of your head sends relief through his bones. He nods at that, holding you tighter, “Sleepy now, aren’t you?”
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Drowning in You
pairing: Frankie Morales x f! reader
tags: MDNI 18+, straight up pwp, bodily fluids, face sitting, Frankie talks you through, filth, praise, male masturbation, we love whimpering men
notes: Inspired by this reblog.
word count: ~ 670
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You blinked at him, half-laughing, half-disbelieving, when he tilted his head back against the couch and said it.
“Go on. Take a seat on my face.”
You’d thought he was joking. The crooked grin, the casual shrug. But then his dark eyes pinned you in place, the gravel in his voice leaving no room for teasing. 
And that’s how you ended up here—knees planted on either side of his head, thighs trembling as you lowered yourself until his stubble grazed your most sensitive skin. He peppered the inside of your thighs with soft kisses, before his nose pressed against your clit. His breath fanned hot and filthy against you as he groaned into you like you were the only air he’d ever need. You hesitated at first, afraid you might crush him with your weight, but he only shook his head, voice rough as he said, “I’m a grown man, I can handle that.” Somehow, the words made you feel lighter and you lowered yourself down until you were literally sitting on his handsome face.
His hands clamped to your hips, not to guide you—no, he let you move—but to keep you there. “You okay?” he asked, voice muffled between your thighs and you nodded. The coarse drag of his beard was maddening, wet tongue flattening and circling around your clit until you couldn’t tell if you wanted to grind down harder or run from the overstimulation.
Every time your hips rocked, you felt the hard ridge of his nose where you needed it most, saw his eyes roll back like he was the one being undone. And god, he was—his cock straining thick against his sweats, twitching as he moaned into your heat.
“Please—fuck—I need—” his voice broke, desperate, muted against you. “Let me—just let me touch myself, baby, please.”
You looked down at him, blinking, hands still fisting his curls. The way he begged, ragged and wrecked, nearly undid you right there. He was trembling, holding himself back like it was torture, like the only thing in the world that mattered was you riding his face until you broke, like your pleasure was a prize to be won.
When you finally gave him permission, the low, guttural sound he made vibrated straight through you too.  His hand flew down, pulling his sweats down, groaning when he finally freed himself. You didn’t even have to look, you could feel it in the way his hips bucked, the way his moan broke against your pussy when his fist wrapped around his cock. A sharp, broken whimper escaped him and it made your stomach twist tight with heat.
“Fuck, baby… you’re so good to me,” he gasped, his nose grinding against you as his tongue dove deeper, messy, desperate. “Taste so fucking sweet—ride my face, come on, give it to me. Wanna feel you soak me while I jerk off like a pathetic fuckin’ man under you.”
Your fingers tangled in his curls, tugging when he pressed harder, seemingly burying his face in you. “You’re everything, baby. God, I’m so hard for you… gonna come all over myself if you keep grinding down like that.”
The obscene sounds of his fist working his cock mixed with the wet, hungry slurps of his mouth between your thighs was dizzying. He didn’t stop, not even when your hips shook, not even when you whimpered his name like a prayer. He was relentless, driven. Every reaction of you just seemed to spur him on more.
“That’s it, fuck, that’s my girl. Make a mess on me.” His voice was wrecked, trembling. Then, low and urgent, “Come with me, please. Wanna feel you fall apart while I ruin myself for you.”
You were already teetering on the edge, thighs trembling around his head, his nose and beard rubbing you raw as you finally shattered, thighs squeezing his beautiful face tight. Seconds later he followed, whimpering into your cunt as hot streaks painted his soft belly and you were catching your breath. 
It was that moment you realized there was nothing sweeter than Francisco Morales begging to come while worshipping you like this.
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NORMAL PERSON: Hey, whatchadoin? ME: Um… writing. NORMAL PERSON: What are you writing? ME: A story. NORMAL PERSON: A story about what? ME:
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OH GOD
sick and twisted breeding fantasy of older farmer convincing a pretty young thing to be his wife. h
she blushes and twitters under his attention, but denies him, claiming "papa would never let me!"
and the farmer thinks that her pa cant refuse if theres a bump growing....
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Heyyyy honey! I just had an idea and I was thrilled for my favorite writer to give it shape <3
Okay. Imagine. A tattoo artist reader who, on a normal day at work, serves Simon. Okay? He wants THIS ESPECIFIC TATTOO.
Just... Yeah. Bye.
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DON'T DO THIS TO ME I'm going feral. oh my god I'm supposed to be doing assignments buuut I can't get this out of my head aaaah (also calling me your favorite writer??!!! I'M SQUEALING AND KICKING MY FEET HEHE ilyyy 💛💛💛💛)
I went overboard lol and uh we've ended up with 2k words
cw: smut, oral (m!receiving), dubcon, coercion, unprotected p in v, creampie!!!, mean!Simon
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You've done all kinds of tattoos on all kinds of body parts and on all kinds of people.
No one like him, though. No, your new client is tall, broad, ridiculously attractive by his mere presence. He's got a skull balaclava on, but the way he carries himself is hotter than any face could be. His sharp eyes feel like fire as they study you while you sterilize your tools and prepare your work place.
You can see him from the corner of your eye, already lying on the tattoo bed and staring right at the side of your face like he thinks you don't notice. Or maybe like he hopes you do.
“Okay,” you say eventually, turning to him. “What do you want?”
He blinks at you a moment, his eyes lingering too long on your lips. “‘s just simple script,” he replies, and retrieves a wrinkled piece of paper from the pocket of his pants.
He hands it to you and you open it. Written in neat cursive: it won't suck itself.
You take a tiny moment to calm the racing of your heart and the threat of a wobbly voice before saying, “And you want it...?”
He places his hand on his lower abdomen, right between his belly button and his groin. “Right here, hon,” he tells you, voice rough, thick.
You'd expected that would be the chosen place. It doesn't really help the blush that inevitably takes over you.
“Right. Makes sense,” you say, suddenly feeling like you're being silly, and force yourself back to a professional stance. “I need you to lift your shirt and—” a tiny breath for courage— “push your pants down a little.”
He says nothing, just stares at you as he pushes his pants to his hip bones and then pulls his shirt up over his stomach.
You try very hard not to stare at the muscles on his abdomen, to not let your eyes follow the coarse hairs of his happy trail down to where you see the beginning of his v-line, and then where it disappears under the edge of his pants.
You force your mind away from what's under his pants as you get about cleaning the area where he wants the tattoo. You don't miss the way goosebumps rise on his skin when you touch him, and it only makes you more nervous.
Steady hand, steady hand, you think to yourself. Don't mess this up.
You place the reference paper on his abdomen and get to work. It doesn't take long for you to finish the tattoo, but it feels eternal. Especially with that searing gaze on you.
When it's done, you look up at him and find he's not even glanced at the tattoo. He's just focused on you.
“Do you like it?” you ask finally, voice a little breathless.
He gives the tattoo an uninterested glance before meeting your eyes again. “You did a great job, hon.”
The word echoes in your mind.
Hon, hon, hon.
God, his voice is so deep, so rough. And that accent? Jesus.
You nod softly, politely, cheeks burning. “Anything else I can do for you?”
He chuckles softly. “Well, if you're offering...”
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You have to admit, you hadn't expected to end up on your knees in front of him, the tattoo you just made inches from your nose while you choke on his cock.
His cock is enormous, which is what you'd expected for a man his size. Still, it took you by surprise when you pulled it out of his pants and felt how heavy it was.
Now, you're realizing how long it is, too. You can't really fit all of him in your mouth, no matter how much you try.
The hunger in his eyes had been unmistakable and, really, you'd been all too willing.
“Gotta see if the tattoo has the desired reaction.” His words had been spoken lowly, somewhere between a plead and a challenge.
“What do you mean?” you asked quietly.
“Just wondering if you could get on your knees, see it from down there?” He'd stood up then, and you'd wanted nothing more than to comply.
So you did.
And he just couldn't help himself. Such a gorgeous girl, on her knees, face level with his crotch? He'd already been fighting an erection when he saw you, when you touched him so you could get the tattoo on him. But seeing you down there had been the last straw.
You'd noticed he was hard. Of course, you had. The bulge in his pants was inches from your face, how were you not going to notice? You'd turned pink then and glanced up at him. “You've, uh, got a situation going,” you'd joked, somewhere between embarrassed and wanting.
He'd risked it then. He either got kicked out of the parlor or he got his way, he'd figured.
“Think you could help fix that?”
You pretty thing, eager and easy, you just undid his pants and got to work like you'd been thinking of doing it anyway.
He can't not poke fun at you for it. You're just so pretty when you're embarrassed.
“Such a dirty thing, aren't ya?” he murmurs now, pushing some of your hair off your face and bunching it at the back of your head. “Look at you, suckin’ on a stranger's cock ‘cause he asked. Are you that desperate?”
You blush, closing your eyes; your eyelashes, wet with tears, brushing against your pink cheeks.
He pulls your hair a little too hard, making you open your eyes wide. “Don't you look away from me when I'm talkin’ to ya,” he growls, his cock twitching when you whimper.
Your gaze meets his, big fat tears rolling down your pretty face.
“Yeah, that's right. Cry, hon. You look so pretty when you cry on my cock.” He pushes your head further, but you shake your head, hands grabbing onto his thighs to stop him.
Simon chuckles, a dark, low sound.
“Don't be afraid, hon, you can take it. Just relax, deep breaths through your nose,” he says, inching his cock further down your throat.
You whine, trying to pull away, but he doesn't relent.
“You gotta trust me, I know you can do it,” he tells you, and his tone leaves no room for dispute.
Your eyes beg him to stop, beg him to let you go, but his gaze is hard and expectant, and you don't want to let him down.
You can hear your heart beating loudly in your ears as you let him push your head down, his cock sliding to the back of your throat.
“Juuust like that,” he says thickly, groaning. “Take it, take it.”
The thick head presses against the back of your throat, your nose right under the tattoo you just made, and Simon grins down at you.
“Go on, be good to me. It won't suck itself.”
So you obey. You suck his cock as best you can, bobbing your head back and forth, taking him all the way in even though you gag every time and cry more.
He's fine with you taking it slow, enjoying how you struggle to fit him, loving how eager you are to please him.
“That's right, like that. Such a pretty mouth, perfect for my cock to fill, hm?” he murmurs, caressing the back of your head.
You keep crying, sobbing softly through the exhilarating sensation of fitting all of him in your mouth. Your spit is dribbling out of your mouth, down your chin, and it's coated his cock. You look so beautiful.
“You got anythin’ else for me to fill, hon? Other pretty wet places I can fuck?” he asks, voice low, and he doesn't miss the way you press your thighs together.
He pulls you off his cock, smirking as you gasp for breath. He picks you up with ease, setting you down on the tattoo bed.
He tugs your pants and panties off, almost ripping them in his haste. You gasp softly, lifting your hips to help him undress you.
“Now you gonna let me fuck you ‘cause I wanna, huh? Not an ounce of self-respect. You're just so fuckin’ dirty,” he accuses, pushing your legs apart.
His hand finds your cunt, already wet, and he pushes two fingers into you. You moan, eyes fluttering shut, your hand grabbing onto his wrist when he starts fucking his fingers into you.
“Full enough?” he asks. “Or do you want more?”
“More,” you gasp, trying to push his fingers deeper into you even though they're in to the knuckles.
“Yeah? You think this tight pussy can fit me?”
You nod, gasping. “Please.”
“Mm. Alright.” He pulls his fingers out of you and shoves them into your mouth, pressing them down on your tongue.
He grins when your eyes snap open to meet his.
“Don't want you getting too loud, 's all,” he offers as a form of explanation, before pressing the tip of his cock to your opening. He slowly inches in, though it's a very tight fit and he's not sure you can take it.
You moan against his fingers at the intrusion, the sound muffled, and more tears prick at your eyes at the delicious stretch.
Simon watches you, unable to look away from how pretty you look as he fills you. He pushes his cock into you as much as he can, though he meets resistance about halfway.
He grabs one of your legs and moves it over his shoulder, and then thrusts the rest of himself into you.
You squeak, body squirming as he fills you completely, the tip of him brushing against your cervix.
He stays there a moment, gasping for breath, his muscles tense. “You're real fuckin’ tight, hon. Ain't gonna last, y’hear me?”
You don't. You're too caught up in the feeling of being so ridiculously full, and all you can do is mewl against his fingers.
He chuckles softly and starts moving. Gentle thrusts that slowly grow fast and hard until he's pounding you, your body bouncing, legs shaking.
He reaches for your chest, grabbing the neckline of your shirt and wrenching it down, your bra going with it, your tits now free for him to grope and squeeze and suck on.
He leaves hickeys all over them, murmuring, “Gorgeous. Fuckin’ perfect tits. Shoulda let you suck me off until I covered these beauties in my cum.”
You're trembling under him, hands scratching at his shoulders and his back, leaving marks as they drag down his arms. You lead one of his hands between your thighs, placing it right against the apex of your mound.
He takes the hint, fingers deftly rubbing at your clit in sync with his thrusts.
You were already close, and his fingers on the needy nub push you right over the edge. You come hard, back arching, cunt sucking him in hard enough that he can't move anymore. Which is kind of an issue because he can't last longer and he comes in you, spurting thick ropes of sticky white cum into your pussy.
“Aw, fuck,” he grunts, gasping. “Jesus. Warn a man, hon. Almost killed me there.”
You're shivering, half silly, and he pulls his fingers from your mouth. You gasp for breath, body flushed, skin sheen with sweat.
He kisses your neck, making his way up until his mouth meets yours. He kisses you slowly, languidly, and pulls away after a while. He pulls out of you, his cum starting to dribble out. He grins at the sight.
“Thanks for the tattoo, hon. And the quickie.” He pats the side of your thigh gently before tucking himself back into his pants and walking out of the room, shutting the door after himself. And you just stay there, fucked dumb, his cum dripping out of you.
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Heyyyy honey! I just had an idea and I was thrilled for my favorite writer to give it shape <3
Okay. Imagine. A tattoo artist reader who, on a normal day at work, serves Simon. Okay? He wants THIS ESPECIFIC TATTOO.
Just... Yeah. Bye.
-🦇💜
DON'T DO THIS TO ME I'm going feral. oh my god I'm supposed to be doing assignments buuut I can't get this out of my head aaaah (also calling me your favorite writer??!!! I'M SQUEALING AND KICKING MY FEET HEHE ilyyy 💛💛💛💛)
I went overboard lol and uh we've ended up with 2k words
cw: smut, oral (m!receiving), dubcon, coercion, unprotected p in v, creampie!!!, mean!Simon
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You've done all kinds of tattoos on all kinds of body parts and on all kinds of people.
No one like him, though. No, your new client is tall, broad, ridiculously attractive by his mere presence. He's got a skull balaclava on, but the way he carries himself is hotter than any face could be. His sharp eyes feel like fire as they study you while you sterilize your tools and prepare your work place.
You can see him from the corner of your eye, already lying on the tattoo bed and staring right at the side of your face like he thinks you don't notice. Or maybe like he hopes you do.
“Okay,” you say eventually, turning to him. “What do you want?”
He blinks at you a moment, his eyes lingering too long on your lips. “‘s just simple script,” he replies, and retrieves a wrinkled piece of paper from the pocket of his pants.
He hands it to you and you open it. Written in neat cursive: it won't suck itself.
You take a tiny moment to calm the racing of your heart and the threat of a wobbly voice before saying, “And you want it...?”
He places his hand on his lower abdomen, right between his belly button and his groin. “Right here, hon,” he tells you, voice rough, thick.
You'd expected that would be the chosen place. It doesn't really help the blush that inevitably takes over you.
“Right. Makes sense,” you say, suddenly feeling like you're being silly, and force yourself back to a professional stance. “I need you to lift your shirt and—” a tiny breath for courage— “push your pants down a little.”
He says nothing, just stares at you as he pushes his pants to his hip bones and then pulls his shirt up over his stomach.
You try very hard not to stare at the muscles on his abdomen, to not let your eyes follow the coarse hairs of his happy trail down to where you see the beginning of his v-line, and then where it disappears under the edge of his pants.
You force your mind away from what's under his pants as you get about cleaning the area where he wants the tattoo. You don't miss the way goosebumps rise on his skin when you touch him, and it only makes you more nervous.
Steady hand, steady hand, you think to yourself. Don't mess this up.
You place the reference paper on his abdomen and get to work. It doesn't take long for you to finish the tattoo, but it feels eternal. Especially with that searing gaze on you.
When it's done, you look up at him and find he's not even glanced at the tattoo. He's just focused on you.
“Do you like it?” you ask finally, voice a little breathless.
He gives the tattoo an uninterested glance before meeting your eyes again. “You did a great job, hon.”
The word echoes in your mind.
Hon, hon, hon.
God, his voice is so deep, so rough. And that accent? Jesus.
You nod softly, politely, cheeks burning. “Anything else I can do for you?”
He chuckles softly. “Well, if you're offering...”
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You have to admit, you hadn't expected to end up on your knees in front of him, the tattoo you just made inches from your nose while you choke on his cock.
His cock is enormous, which is what you'd expected for a man his size. Still, it took you by surprise when you pulled it out of his pants and felt how heavy it was.
Now, you're realizing how long it is, too. You can't really fit all of him in your mouth, no matter how much you try.
The hunger in his eyes had been unmistakable and, really, you'd been all too willing.
“Gotta see if the tattoo has the desired reaction.” His words had been spoken lowly, somewhere between a plead and a challenge.
“What do you mean?” you asked quietly.
“Just wondering if you could get on your knees, see it from down there?” He'd stood up then, and you'd wanted nothing more than to comply.
So you did.
And he just couldn't help himself. Such a gorgeous girl, on her knees, face level with his crotch? He'd already been fighting an erection when he saw you, when you touched him so you could get the tattoo on him. But seeing you down there had been the last straw.
You'd noticed he was hard. Of course, you had. The bulge in his pants was inches from your face, how were you not going to notice? You'd turned pink then and glanced up at him. “You've, uh, got a situation going,” you'd joked, somewhere between embarrassed and wanting.
He'd risked it then. He either got kicked out of the parlor or he got his way, he'd figured.
“Think you could help fix that?”
You pretty thing, eager and easy, you just undid his pants and got to work like you'd been thinking of doing it anyway.
He can't not poke fun at you for it. You're just so pretty when you're embarrassed.
“Such a dirty thing, aren't ya?” he murmurs now, pushing some of your hair off your face and bunching it at the back of your head. “Look at you, suckin’ on a stranger's cock ‘cause he asked. Are you that desperate?”
You blush, closing your eyes; your eyelashes, wet with tears, brushing against your pink cheeks.
He pulls your hair a little too hard, making you open your eyes wide. “Don't you look away from me when I'm talkin’ to ya,” he growls, his cock twitching when you whimper.
Your gaze meets his, big fat tears rolling down your pretty face.
“Yeah, that's right. Cry, hon. You look so pretty when you cry on my cock.” He pushes your head further, but you shake your head, hands grabbing onto his thighs to stop him.
Simon chuckles, a dark, low sound.
“Don't be afraid, hon, you can take it. Just relax, deep breaths through your nose,” he says, inching his cock further down your throat.
You whine, trying to pull away, but he doesn't relent.
“You gotta trust me, I know you can do it,” he tells you, and his tone leaves no room for dispute.
Your eyes beg him to stop, beg him to let you go, but his gaze is hard and expectant, and you don't want to let him down.
You can hear your heart beating loudly in your ears as you let him push your head down, his cock sliding to the back of your throat.
“Juuust like that,” he says thickly, groaning. “Take it, take it.”
The thick head presses against the back of your throat, your nose right under the tattoo you just made, and Simon grins down at you.
“Go on, be good to me. It won't suck itself.”
So you obey. You suck his cock as best you can, bobbing your head back and forth, taking him all the way in even though you gag every time and cry more.
He's fine with you taking it slow, enjoying how you struggle to fit him, loving how eager you are to please him.
“That's right, like that. Such a pretty mouth, perfect for my cock to fill, hm?” he murmurs, caressing the back of your head.
You keep crying, sobbing softly through the exhilarating sensation of fitting all of him in your mouth. Your spit is dribbling out of your mouth, down your chin, and it's coated his cock. You look so beautiful.
“You got anythin’ else for me to fill, hon? Other pretty wet places I can fuck?” he asks, voice low, and he doesn't miss the way you press your thighs together.
He pulls you off his cock, smirking as you gasp for breath. He picks you up with ease, setting you down on the tattoo bed.
He tugs your pants and panties off, almost ripping them in his haste. You gasp softly, lifting your hips to help him undress you.
“Now you gonna let me fuck you ‘cause I wanna, huh? Not an ounce of self-respect. You're just so fuckin’ dirty,” he accuses, pushing your legs apart.
His hand finds your cunt, already wet, and he pushes two fingers into you. You moan, eyes fluttering shut, your hand grabbing onto his wrist when he starts fucking his fingers into you.
“Full enough?” he asks. “Or do you want more?”
“More,” you gasp, trying to push his fingers deeper into you even though they're in to the knuckles.
“Yeah? You think this tight pussy can fit me?”
You nod, gasping. “Please.”
“Mm. Alright.” He pulls his fingers out of you and shoves them into your mouth, pressing them down on your tongue.
He grins when your eyes snap open to meet his.
“Don't want you getting too loud, 's all,” he offers as a form of explanation, before pressing the tip of his cock to your opening. He slowly inches in, though it's a very tight fit and he's not sure you can take it.
You moan against his fingers at the intrusion, the sound muffled, and more tears prick at your eyes at the delicious stretch.
Simon watches you, unable to look away from how pretty you look as he fills you. He pushes his cock into you as much as he can, though he meets resistance about halfway.
He grabs one of your legs and moves it over his shoulder, and then thrusts the rest of himself into you.
You squeak, body squirming as he fills you completely, the tip of him brushing against your cervix.
He stays there a moment, gasping for breath, his muscles tense. “You're real fuckin’ tight, hon. Ain't gonna last, y’hear me?”
You don't. You're too caught up in the feeling of being so ridiculously full, and all you can do is mewl against his fingers.
He chuckles softly and starts moving. Gentle thrusts that slowly grow fast and hard until he's pounding you, your body bouncing, legs shaking.
He reaches for your chest, grabbing the neckline of your shirt and wrenching it down, your bra going with it, your tits now free for him to grope and squeeze and suck on.
He leaves hickeys all over them, murmuring, “Gorgeous. Fuckin’ perfect tits. Shoulda let you suck me off until I covered these beauties in my cum.”
You're trembling under him, hands scratching at his shoulders and his back, leaving marks as they drag down his arms. You lead one of his hands between your thighs, placing it right against the apex of your mound.
He takes the hint, fingers deftly rubbing at your clit in sync with his thrusts.
You were already close, and his fingers on the needy nub push you right over the edge. You come hard, back arching, cunt sucking him in hard enough that he can't move anymore. Which is kind of an issue because he can't last longer and he comes in you, spurting thick ropes of sticky white cum into your pussy.
“Aw, fuck,” he grunts, gasping. “Jesus. Warn a man, hon. Almost killed me there.”
You're shivering, half silly, and he pulls his fingers from your mouth. You gasp for breath, body flushed, skin sheen with sweat.
He kisses your neck, making his way up until his mouth meets yours. He kisses you slowly, languidly, and pulls away after a while. He pulls out of you, his cum starting to dribble out. He grins at the sight.
“Thanks for the tattoo, hon. And the quickie.” He pats the side of your thigh gently before tucking himself back into his pants and walking out of the room, shutting the door after himself. And you just stay there, fucked dumb, his cum dripping out of you.
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Heyyyy honey! I just had an idea and I was thrilled for my favorite writer to give it shape <3
Okay. Imagine. A tattoo artist reader who, on a normal day at work, serves Simon. Okay? He wants THIS ESPECIFIC TATTOO.
Just... Yeah. Bye.
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DON'T DO THIS TO ME I'm going feral. oh my god I'm supposed to be doing assignments buuut I can't get this out of my head aaaah (also calling me your favorite writer??!!! I'M SQUEALING AND KICKING MY FEET HEHE ilyyy 💛💛💛💛)
I went overboard lol and uh we've ended up with 2k words
cw: smut, oral (m!receiving), dubcon, coercion, unprotected p in v, creampie!!!, mean!Simon
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You've done all kinds of tattoos on all kinds of body parts and on all kinds of people.
No one like him, though. No, your new client is tall, broad, ridiculously attractive by his mere presence. He's got a skull balaclava on, but the way he carries himself is hotter than any face could be. His sharp eyes feel like fire as they study you while you sterilize your tools and prepare your work place.
You can see him from the corner of your eye, already lying on the tattoo bed and staring right at the side of your face like he thinks you don't notice. Or maybe like he hopes you do.
“Okay,” you say eventually, turning to him. “What do you want?”
He blinks at you a moment, his eyes lingering too long on your lips. “‘s just simple script,” he replies, and retrieves a wrinkled piece of paper from the pocket of his pants.
He hands it to you and you open it. Written in neat cursive: it won't suck itself.
You take a tiny moment to calm the racing of your heart and the threat of a wobbly voice before saying, “And you want it...?”
He places his hand on his lower abdomen, right between his belly button and his groin. “Right here, hon,” he tells you, voice rough, thick.
You'd expected that would be the chosen place. It doesn't really help the blush that inevitably takes over you.
“Right. Makes sense,” you say, suddenly feeling like you're being silly, and force yourself back to a professional stance. “I need you to lift your shirt and—” a tiny breath for courage— “push your pants down a little.”
He says nothing, just stares at you as he pushes his pants to his hip bones and then pulls his shirt up over his stomach.
You try very hard not to stare at the muscles on his abdomen, to not let your eyes follow the coarse hairs of his happy trail down to where you see the beginning of his v-line, and then where it disappears under the edge of his pants.
You force your mind away from what's under his pants as you get about cleaning the area where he wants the tattoo. You don't miss the way goosebumps rise on his skin when you touch him, and it only makes you more nervous.
Steady hand, steady hand, you think to yourself. Don't mess this up.
You place the reference paper on his abdomen and get to work. It doesn't take long for you to finish the tattoo, but it feels eternal. Especially with that searing gaze on you.
When it's done, you look up at him and find he's not even glanced at the tattoo. He's just focused on you.
“Do you like it?” you ask finally, voice a little breathless.
He gives the tattoo an uninterested glance before meeting your eyes again. “You did a great job, hon.”
The word echoes in your mind.
Hon, hon, hon.
God, his voice is so deep, so rough. And that accent? Jesus.
You nod softly, politely, cheeks burning. “Anything else I can do for you?”
He chuckles softly. “Well, if you're offering...”
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You have to admit, you hadn't expected to end up on your knees in front of him, the tattoo you just made inches from your nose while you choke on his cock.
His cock is enormous, which is what you'd expected for a man his size. Still, it took you by surprise when you pulled it out of his pants and felt how heavy it was.
Now, you're realizing how long it is, too. You can't really fit all of him in your mouth, no matter how much you try.
The hunger in his eyes had been unmistakable and, really, you'd been all too willing.
“Gotta see if the tattoo has the desired reaction.” His words had been spoken lowly, somewhere between a plead and a challenge.
“What do you mean?” you asked quietly.
“Just wondering if you could get on your knees, see it from down there?” He'd stood up then, and you'd wanted nothing more than to comply.
So you did.
And he just couldn't help himself. Such a gorgeous girl, on her knees, face level with his crotch? He'd already been fighting an erection when he saw you, when you touched him so you could get the tattoo on him. But seeing you down there had been the last straw.
You'd noticed he was hard. Of course, you had. The bulge in his pants was inches from your face, how were you not going to notice? You'd turned pink then and glanced up at him. “You've, uh, got a situation going,” you'd joked, somewhere between embarrassed and wanting.
He'd risked it then. He either got kicked out of the parlor or he got his way, he'd figured.
“Think you could help fix that?”
You pretty thing, eager and easy, you just undid his pants and got to work like you'd been thinking of doing it anyway.
He can't not poke fun at you for it. You're just so pretty when you're embarrassed.
“Such a dirty thing, aren't ya?” he murmurs now, pushing some of your hair off your face and bunching it at the back of your head. “Look at you, suckin’ on a stranger's cock ‘cause he asked. Are you that desperate?”
You blush, closing your eyes; your eyelashes, wet with tears, brushing against your pink cheeks.
He pulls your hair a little too hard, making you open your eyes wide. “Don't you look away from me when I'm talkin’ to ya,” he growls, his cock twitching when you whimper.
Your gaze meets his, big fat tears rolling down your pretty face.
“Yeah, that's right. Cry, hon. You look so pretty when you cry on my cock.” He pushes your head further, but you shake your head, hands grabbing onto his thighs to stop him.
Simon chuckles, a dark, low sound.
“Don't be afraid, hon, you can take it. Just relax, deep breaths through your nose,” he says, inching his cock further down your throat.
You whine, trying to pull away, but he doesn't relent.
“You gotta trust me, I know you can do it,” he tells you, and his tone leaves no room for dispute.
Your eyes beg him to stop, beg him to let you go, but his gaze is hard and expectant, and you don't want to let him down.
You can hear your heart beating loudly in your ears as you let him push your head down, his cock sliding to the back of your throat.
“Juuust like that,” he says thickly, groaning. “Take it, take it.”
The thick head presses against the back of your throat, your nose right under the tattoo you just made, and Simon grins down at you.
“Go on, be good to me. It won't suck itself.”
So you obey. You suck his cock as best you can, bobbing your head back and forth, taking him all the way in even though you gag every time and cry more.
He's fine with you taking it slow, enjoying how you struggle to fit him, loving how eager you are to please him.
“That's right, like that. Such a pretty mouth, perfect for my cock to fill, hm?” he murmurs, caressing the back of your head.
You keep crying, sobbing softly through the exhilarating sensation of fitting all of him in your mouth. Your spit is dribbling out of your mouth, down your chin, and it's coated his cock. You look so beautiful.
“You got anythin’ else for me to fill, hon? Other pretty wet places I can fuck?” he asks, voice low, and he doesn't miss the way you press your thighs together.
He pulls you off his cock, smirking as you gasp for breath. He picks you up with ease, setting you down on the tattoo bed.
He tugs your pants and panties off, almost ripping them in his haste. You gasp softly, lifting your hips to help him undress you.
“Now you gonna let me fuck you ‘cause I wanna, huh? Not an ounce of self-respect. You're just so fuckin’ dirty,” he accuses, pushing your legs apart.
His hand finds your cunt, already wet, and he pushes two fingers into you. You moan, eyes fluttering shut, your hand grabbing onto his wrist when he starts fucking his fingers into you.
“Full enough?” he asks. “Or do you want more?”
“More,” you gasp, trying to push his fingers deeper into you even though they're in to the knuckles.
“Yeah? You think this tight pussy can fit me?”
You nod, gasping. “Please.”
“Mm. Alright.” He pulls his fingers out of you and shoves them into your mouth, pressing them down on your tongue.
He grins when your eyes snap open to meet his.
“Don't want you getting too loud, 's all,” he offers as a form of explanation, before pressing the tip of his cock to your opening. He slowly inches in, though it's a very tight fit and he's not sure you can take it.
You moan against his fingers at the intrusion, the sound muffled, and more tears prick at your eyes at the delicious stretch.
Simon watches you, unable to look away from how pretty you look as he fills you. He pushes his cock into you as much as he can, though he meets resistance about halfway.
He grabs one of your legs and moves it over his shoulder, and then thrusts the rest of himself into you.
You squeak, body squirming as he fills you completely, the tip of him brushing against your cervix.
He stays there a moment, gasping for breath, his muscles tense. “You're real fuckin’ tight, hon. Ain't gonna last, y’hear me?”
You don't. You're too caught up in the feeling of being so ridiculously full, and all you can do is mewl against his fingers.
He chuckles softly and starts moving. Gentle thrusts that slowly grow fast and hard until he's pounding you, your body bouncing, legs shaking.
He reaches for your chest, grabbing the neckline of your shirt and wrenching it down, your bra going with it, your tits now free for him to grope and squeeze and suck on.
He leaves hickeys all over them, murmuring, “Gorgeous. Fuckin’ perfect tits. Shoulda let you suck me off until I covered these beauties in my cum.”
You're trembling under him, hands scratching at his shoulders and his back, leaving marks as they drag down his arms. You lead one of his hands between your thighs, placing it right against the apex of your mound.
He takes the hint, fingers deftly rubbing at your clit in sync with his thrusts.
You were already close, and his fingers on the needy nub push you right over the edge. You come hard, back arching, cunt sucking him in hard enough that he can't move anymore. Which is kind of an issue because he can't last longer and he comes in you, spurting thick ropes of sticky white cum into your pussy.
“Aw, fuck,” he grunts, gasping. “Jesus. Warn a man, hon. Almost killed me there.”
You're shivering, half silly, and he pulls his fingers from your mouth. You gasp for breath, body flushed, skin sheen with sweat.
He kisses your neck, making his way up until his mouth meets yours. He kisses you slowly, languidly, and pulls away after a while. He pulls out of you, his cum starting to dribble out. He grins at the sight.
“Thanks for the tattoo, hon. And the quickie.” He pats the side of your thigh gently before tucking himself back into his pants and walking out of the room, shutting the door after himself. And you just stay there, fucked dumb, his cum dripping out of you.
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Heyyyy honey! I just had an idea and I was thrilled for my favorite writer to give it shape <3
Okay. Imagine. A tattoo artist reader who, on a normal day at work, serves Simon. Okay? He wants THIS ESPECIFIC TATTOO.
Just... Yeah. Bye.
-🦇💜
DON'T DO THIS TO ME I'm going feral. oh my god I'm supposed to be doing assignments buuut I can't get this out of my head aaaah (also calling me your favorite writer??!!! I'M SQUEALING AND KICKING MY FEET HEHE ilyyy 💛💛💛💛)
I went overboard lol and uh we've ended up with 2k words
cw: smut, oral (m!receiving), dubcon, coercion, unprotected p in v, creampie!!!, mean!Simon
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You've done all kinds of tattoos on all kinds of body parts and on all kinds of people.
No one like him, though. No, your new client is tall, broad, ridiculously attractive by his mere presence. He's got a skull balaclava on, but the way he carries himself is hotter than any face could be. His sharp eyes feel like fire as they study you while you sterilize your tools and prepare your work place.
You can see him from the corner of your eye, already lying on the tattoo bed and staring right at the side of your face like he thinks you don't notice. Or maybe like he hopes you do.
“Okay,” you say eventually, turning to him. “What do you want?”
He blinks at you a moment, his eyes lingering too long on your lips. “‘s just simple script,” he replies, and retrieves a wrinkled piece of paper from the pocket of his pants.
He hands it to you and you open it. Written in neat cursive: it won't suck itself.
You take a tiny moment to calm the racing of your heart and the threat of a wobbly voice before saying, “And you want it...?”
He places his hand on his lower abdomen, right between his belly button and his groin. “Right here, hon,” he tells you, voice rough, thick.
You'd expected that would be the chosen place. It doesn't really help the blush that inevitably takes over you.
“Right. Makes sense,” you say, suddenly feeling like you're being silly, and force yourself back to a professional stance. “I need you to lift your shirt and—” a tiny breath for courage— “push your pants down a little.”
He says nothing, just stares at you as he pushes his pants to his hip bones and then pulls his shirt up over his stomach.
You try very hard not to stare at the muscles on his abdomen, to not let your eyes follow the coarse hairs of his happy trail down to where you see the beginning of his v-line, and then where it disappears under the edge of his pants.
You force your mind away from what's under his pants as you get about cleaning the area where he wants the tattoo. You don't miss the way goosebumps rise on his skin when you touch him, and it only makes you more nervous.
Steady hand, steady hand, you think to yourself. Don't mess this up.
You place the reference paper on his abdomen and get to work. It doesn't take long for you to finish the tattoo, but it feels eternal. Especially with that searing gaze on you.
When it's done, you look up at him and find he's not even glanced at the tattoo. He's just focused on you.
“Do you like it?” you ask finally, voice a little breathless.
He gives the tattoo an uninterested glance before meeting your eyes again. “You did a great job, hon.”
The word echoes in your mind.
Hon, hon, hon.
God, his voice is so deep, so rough. And that accent? Jesus.
You nod softly, politely, cheeks burning. “Anything else I can do for you?”
He chuckles softly. “Well, if you're offering...”
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You have to admit, you hadn't expected to end up on your knees in front of him, the tattoo you just made inches from your nose while you choke on his cock.
His cock is enormous, which is what you'd expected for a man his size. Still, it took you by surprise when you pulled it out of his pants and felt how heavy it was.
Now, you're realizing how long it is, too. You can't really fit all of him in your mouth, no matter how much you try.
The hunger in his eyes had been unmistakable and, really, you'd been all too willing.
“Gotta see if the tattoo has the desired reaction.” His words had been spoken lowly, somewhere between a plead and a challenge.
“What do you mean?” you asked quietly.
“Just wondering if you could get on your knees, see it from down there?” He'd stood up then, and you'd wanted nothing more than to comply.
So you did.
And he just couldn't help himself. Such a gorgeous girl, on her knees, face level with his crotch? He'd already been fighting an erection when he saw you, when you touched him so you could get the tattoo on him. But seeing you down there had been the last straw.
You'd noticed he was hard. Of course, you had. The bulge in his pants was inches from your face, how were you not going to notice? You'd turned pink then and glanced up at him. “You've, uh, got a situation going,” you'd joked, somewhere between embarrassed and wanting.
He'd risked it then. He either got kicked out of the parlor or he got his way, he'd figured.
“Think you could help fix that?”
You pretty thing, eager and easy, you just undid his pants and got to work like you'd been thinking of doing it anyway.
He can't not poke fun at you for it. You're just so pretty when you're embarrassed.
“Such a dirty thing, aren't ya?” he murmurs now, pushing some of your hair off your face and bunching it at the back of your head. “Look at you, suckin’ on a stranger's cock ‘cause he asked. Are you that desperate?”
You blush, closing your eyes; your eyelashes, wet with tears, brushing against your pink cheeks.
He pulls your hair a little too hard, making you open your eyes wide. “Don't you look away from me when I'm talkin’ to ya,” he growls, his cock twitching when you whimper.
Your gaze meets his, big fat tears rolling down your pretty face.
“Yeah, that's right. Cry, hon. You look so pretty when you cry on my cock.” He pushes your head further, but you shake your head, hands grabbing onto his thighs to stop him.
Simon chuckles, a dark, low sound.
“Don't be afraid, hon, you can take it. Just relax, deep breaths through your nose,” he says, inching his cock further down your throat.
You whine, trying to pull away, but he doesn't relent.
“You gotta trust me, I know you can do it,” he tells you, and his tone leaves no room for dispute.
Your eyes beg him to stop, beg him to let you go, but his gaze is hard and expectant, and you don't want to let him down.
You can hear your heart beating loudly in your ears as you let him push your head down, his cock sliding to the back of your throat.
“Juuust like that,” he says thickly, groaning. “Take it, take it.”
The thick head presses against the back of your throat, your nose right under the tattoo you just made, and Simon grins down at you.
“Go on, be good to me. It won't suck itself.”
So you obey. You suck his cock as best you can, bobbing your head back and forth, taking him all the way in even though you gag every time and cry more.
He's fine with you taking it slow, enjoying how you struggle to fit him, loving how eager you are to please him.
“That's right, like that. Such a pretty mouth, perfect for my cock to fill, hm?” he murmurs, caressing the back of your head.
You keep crying, sobbing softly through the exhilarating sensation of fitting all of him in your mouth. Your spit is dribbling out of your mouth, down your chin, and it's coated his cock. You look so beautiful.
“You got anythin’ else for me to fill, hon? Other pretty wet places I can fuck?” he asks, voice low, and he doesn't miss the way you press your thighs together.
He pulls you off his cock, smirking as you gasp for breath. He picks you up with ease, setting you down on the tattoo bed.
He tugs your pants and panties off, almost ripping them in his haste. You gasp softly, lifting your hips to help him undress you.
“Now you gonna let me fuck you ‘cause I wanna, huh? Not an ounce of self-respect. You're just so fuckin’ dirty,” he accuses, pushing your legs apart.
His hand finds your cunt, already wet, and he pushes two fingers into you. You moan, eyes fluttering shut, your hand grabbing onto his wrist when he starts fucking his fingers into you.
“Full enough?” he asks. “Or do you want more?”
“More,” you gasp, trying to push his fingers deeper into you even though they're in to the knuckles.
“Yeah? You think this tight pussy can fit me?”
You nod, gasping. “Please.”
“Mm. Alright.” He pulls his fingers out of you and shoves them into your mouth, pressing them down on your tongue.
He grins when your eyes snap open to meet his.
“Don't want you getting too loud, 's all,” he offers as a form of explanation, before pressing the tip of his cock to your opening. He slowly inches in, though it's a very tight fit and he's not sure you can take it.
You moan against his fingers at the intrusion, the sound muffled, and more tears prick at your eyes at the delicious stretch.
Simon watches you, unable to look away from how pretty you look as he fills you. He pushes his cock into you as much as he can, though he meets resistance about halfway.
He grabs one of your legs and moves it over his shoulder, and then thrusts the rest of himself into you.
You squeak, body squirming as he fills you completely, the tip of him brushing against your cervix.
He stays there a moment, gasping for breath, his muscles tense. “You're real fuckin’ tight, hon. Ain't gonna last, y’hear me?”
You don't. You're too caught up in the feeling of being so ridiculously full, and all you can do is mewl against his fingers.
He chuckles softly and starts moving. Gentle thrusts that slowly grow fast and hard until he's pounding you, your body bouncing, legs shaking.
He reaches for your chest, grabbing the neckline of your shirt and wrenching it down, your bra going with it, your tits now free for him to grope and squeeze and suck on.
He leaves hickeys all over them, murmuring, “Gorgeous. Fuckin’ perfect tits. Shoulda let you suck me off until I covered these beauties in my cum.”
You're trembling under him, hands scratching at his shoulders and his back, leaving marks as they drag down his arms. You lead one of his hands between your thighs, placing it right against the apex of your mound.
He takes the hint, fingers deftly rubbing at your clit in sync with his thrusts.
You were already close, and his fingers on the needy nub push you right over the edge. You come hard, back arching, cunt sucking him in hard enough that he can't move anymore. Which is kind of an issue because he can't last longer and he comes in you, spurting thick ropes of sticky white cum into your pussy.
“Aw, fuck,” he grunts, gasping. “Jesus. Warn a man, hon. Almost killed me there.”
You're shivering, half silly, and he pulls his fingers from your mouth. You gasp for breath, body flushed, skin sheen with sweat.
He kisses your neck, making his way up until his mouth meets yours. He kisses you slowly, languidly, and pulls away after a while. He pulls out of you, his cum starting to dribble out. He grins at the sight.
“Thanks for the tattoo, hon. And the quickie.” He pats the side of your thigh gently before tucking himself back into his pants and walking out of the room, shutting the door after himself. And you just stay there, fucked dumb, his cum dripping out of you.
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honey-on-your-tongue ¡ 2 days ago
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This is art I LOVE IT
Sometimes Clark goes a little feral in the middle of blowing your back out
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Sometimes — so rare you almost think you've imagined in memory — when Clark gets really into it in the middle of fucking you; with his balls pressed up against your sopping folds and his weight smothering you into the bed, the plush of your ass pressed into his hips and his chest to your back, he slinks a hand up to hold your jaw.
And its not at all aggressive but its not soft either. An element of gentle retrieve noticeable in the understanding that he could be much rougher if he wanted to.
Its still enough to make you sob and your cunt to suck him in to the point that he's pulsing against your flexing walls and grunting into your hair.
Him claiming ownership over you as he turns your head to make you watch him behind you — black curls stuck to his forehead and corded veins trailing up his vanilla biceps like pretty baby blue and red lace.
And he looks fucking feral as he pounds into you. Brows furrowed and eyes dark with lust and love and the heat of it.
You could cum just looking at him — just at the idea that he's holding back for you. That he's allowing you to have a semblance of control in the way you reach back and wrap a shaky hand around his wrist; clammy fingers thumbing the "friendship" bracelet you made him how many years ago that he still wears.
Patience weaning thin, practically unraveling in front of you as he moves his wrist from your hand only to press your hand into the dip of your back, holding you still as he pounds into you.
Your moans are broken and shattered, deep and filled watery cries.
Clark whispers a restrained "yeah," behind you, his large hand squeezing and pulling at the globe of your asscheek. Like you're something to played with. You love it. Love the dynamic when he gets like this — throwing all resolve and restraint through the windows. Ironically, hes never been reminded you more of Superman in your whole life when he gets feral while balls deep inside of you.
There's something so inherently primitive and alien to his nature. It sends chills up your spine, reminding you how he's all that more powerful, strong, and bigger than you are.
You try to bait him, attempting to wiggle somewhat out of his grasp but he only tightens his grip on your wrist and spreads your asscheek wider.
"No," he grunts, pushing your hand harder against the hot skin of your back, "m'keepin' the hand." But he slows a bit. Pumping long and torturous thrusts that have your walls begging to hold onto him and your hands flexing to for him to steady you.
You watch him with lidded eyes as he drops a glob of spit right onto your asshole, inhaling sharply when you shiver and try to buck back against him.
Clark holds you there and circles the pad of this thumb over your tight ringed hole before slipping it past the muscle and hooking it into you.
Its so vulgar as he thrusts into you. So obscene to know he's watching the way your tight hole pulses around his digit and the way your walls grip and flutter around his girthy length.
You keen and he fucking chuckles.
Leaning over you, he drops your wrist from his hand rather roughly, reminding you to hold yourself there. You obey.
What he does next you hadn't expected in a million years.
Clark takes ahold of your jaw in one hand, so sultry you moan, his hand squeezing your cheeks so that your plush lips pout.
"Just need someone to fuck some sense into you, huh?" He coos, cock still pumping into your heat deliciously slow, "S'that it, y'just need someone to pay attention t'you?"
You sob tearfully, tear-strewn lashes fluttering against your hot cheeks.
Clark licks a fat and wet stripe up the side of your cheek and you gasp, pulling your hand around from behind your back to hold his bicep.
You appreciate that he lets you off the hook for that one.
When he pulls back to look at your fucked-out and shocked expression he just fucking laughs at you, hand still squeezing your cheeks and puckering your lips for him.
"Didn't expect that, huh?"
You cant even think when he drops his hand from your face and presses kisses down the spine of your back before pumping into you again.
"Silly girl," he coos, thumb still hooked past your tight ring of muscle, "just needed to ask if she wanted to get fucked. Isn't that right, sweetie?"
You're nodding and moaning and incomprehensible, mumbling his name brokenly into his pillow.
The smell, stretch, touch, heat, sound of him is overwhelming in the best possible way. You let yourself cry.
"Thaaaats it," Clark wraps a hand around your hair, pressing your face a little rougher into the bed only so that you stay still, "juussst like that, huh?"
Neither of you last long. With you cumming around his girth and his hips sputtering and his voice hitching as he spills into you.
Clark's hand is soft on your hair, stroking the back of your head and pulling strands back from your clammy face.
He lets a moment of quiet pass where its just the two of you panting in the warm air of his room before he coos: "hi there, pretty thing."
Youre wiggling beneath him and he rises a bit so that you can slip out from under him. You try to coddle yourself, but he catches you before you can reach the headboard.
He pulls you against his chest, wrapping your legs around his waist and moving to rest against the headboard.
"Was that scary?" He asks softly, a hand massaging the base of your neck.
You shake your head, hiding yourself under his chin.
"No? Then can you look at me?"
Another head shake.
"Y'okay?"
You nod, "m'okay." Your voice is slurred and heavy.
"Y'just a little shy?"
Another nod.
Clark chuckles a bit and presses a kiss to the top of your head with a hum, "hmm, okay. I'll wait here until you're not shy then." He tries to dip down to catch a glimpse of you but you hide away deeper into his chest "How's that sound?"
You dont say anything for a moment. Fiddling with your fingers.
"D,'okay."
"Okay." Clark hums, stroking his hand over your hair.
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honey-on-your-tongue ¡ 2 days ago
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Birds & Bees
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Pairing: Sex Ed!Joel x Reader
Summary: Joel explains how babies are made.
Warnings: 18+. Unprotected p-in-v. Virginity loss. Creampie. Daddy kink. Girthy, unspecified age gap. Exhibitionism if you squint. Oral (m! and f! receiving). Breeding kink. Assplay. Intercrural sex. Soft dom!Joel. DD/lg dynamics and the use of anatomical terminology to describe various body parts—don’t like, don’t read.
Note: “Lovin’, Touchin’, Squeezin’” is a song by Journey 🕺🏻
Another note: All characters involved in this story are adults. Reader is described as having grown up in isolation, without access to formal education, and as such, her understanding of the human body and sexual reproduction is limited. This is not a reflection of her intelligence or her ability to learn the topics.
Word count: 18.0k
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Surely, it hurt.
It had to.
Whatever was happening in the confines of the bedroom next to yours, the woman didn’t sound like she was having fun. A sharp cry had startled you out of your sleep, only slightly muffled by the cabin’s walls, and when you were awake, you heard all of it. Everything.
“Tommy.” The voice rose, pitchy and shrill. “Pleeease!”
It sounded as if someone were begging for their life, frankly; the responding male groan was near-deafening. The quick, hollow thumps against the wall picked up, and before you could even begin to wonder at what that was from, you heard Tommy Miller’s voice rejoin in turn:
“You fuckin’ love it, don’t ya, baby?”
No, clearly, your wife is in pain.
You couldn’t believe what you were hearing with your own two ears; you and Joel had come to visit for the weekend, since the two of you lived a little ways away from Jackson and the balmy summer weather was too good not to travel. It wasn’t all that often you got to see Joel’s only living family, but whenever you did, it was fun. Tommy, his brother, and Maria really seemed to suit one another, and you relished any opportunity to be around other people. You didn’t get very much of that with Joel.
He was technically your closest, and oldest, neighbor.
Since your grandmother had passed some years back, he had taken it upon himself to care for you. At first, it’d been just a matter of stopping by every now and then to make sure you were fed, safe, and content, but that had morphed slowly over time to you moving into his place. Taking up residence in his little two-bedroom abode out in the middle of nowhere, and becoming something like a friend to him. A pet, a plaything, a ward—you weren’t totally sure what to call your relationship to Joel, seeing as though you’d never been anything to any man before.
That was one of the drawbacks to being born and raised in the remote, post-apocalyptic world as you were: pure naĂŻvetĂŠ. Not knowing one thing by way of societal norms.
You rushed over to his bed now, no hesitation stalling your limbs as you tore off his sheets in a state of panic:
“Joel!”
The man lay there, motionless. His big, broad, black-and-silver speckled chest rose up and down, again and again.
Joel always slept heavy as shit. He wore boxers and nothing more, which you were used to seeing by now.
And you felt such a singular familiarity with him after all this time that you didn’t think twice to climb into the bed, right on top of him. This was just Joel, after all.
Round, brown eyes flew open as soon as you did.
“Fuckin’ sh—” he started, voice thick with sleep.
“Joel, hurry!” you hissed. Straddling his hips, grabbing at his bare shoulders and shaking them as hard as you could. “T-Tommy’s hurtin’ Maria! We need to help.”
A low groan sounded in Joel’s throat—not entirely unlike the one that you’d heard from his brother through the wall, you thought for half a moment—and shortly, a set of hands landed on your waist. They squeezed you tight.
And, just as it seemed they were about to lift and nudge you sideways, you bore down. Insistent, and frowning.
“Just listen! Right now. Please, Joel, I-I’m serious.”
You were pleading with him now, unable to contain the fear in your tone as you clamped a hand over his mouth.
Honestly, you probably didn’t even need to do that—the room was dead quiet, save for the sounds of you and Joel’s breathing, the soft whistle of the wind, then—
“Ohhhh, fuck me! Tommy, it’s—shit!” Maria whimpered.
“You asked for it, baby. Wanted me poundin’ ya, huh?”
Tommy’s words seemed to bounce off of every surface in the room with a grating, nauseating turn. It made your eyes widen, and your palm press even tighter to Joel.
“See?! He—He’s hittin’ her! We gotta g—”
Joel groaned again. Louder, and more pointed this time.
You hadn’t realized it, but your thighs were holding pretty hard, too. Your groin was aligned perfectly with Joel’s, your weight was sinking down, and that touch was concentrated. If there had been any room to consider your current spot, you could’ve sworn you felt a…lump?
“Fuck,” Joel gritted through his teeth. Finally lifting you off him, and wincing as he did, he sat up. He met your gaze with a sharp, stern, and bewildered sort of look.
“What—” he panted, “—are ya talkin’ about, darlin’?”
“Don’t you hear it?”
“Yes. Yes, I do.”
You blinked.
“So…go!”
“What?”
“Stop ‘em.”
“From what?”
“Fightin’, Joel!”
Now, it was his turn to blink.
He waited several seconds, then continued.
“Babygirl, Tommy and Maria ain’t…ain’t havin’ no fight.”
For a while, you had only to stare back at him, confused.
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The ride home was awkward.
Joel could feel it in his bones, beneath his skin, itching from within the deepest recesses of his body: that morning had changed things. For you and for him.
What he had come to suspect for the longest time—and what had only made sense, since the one, lone soul you’d known all your life until him had been your grandmother—was true. You didn’t know what sex was, or what it did.
Joel swallowed thickly, pretending not to be conscious of the warmth on his back. Your arms snug around him. Your cheek resting gently against the cotton duck fabric of his jacket while the two of you rode on horseback to get home, and a pout the size of Texas no doubt marring your pretty face. You’d been cross with him all that day.
“Venison and cornbread for supper. How ‘bout it?” He tried supplying his tone with some playful inflection, hoping to entice with the promise of your favorite meal.
Clearly, though, he would need to try harder.
You shrugged against him.
“Fine by me.”
Joel knew that tone. Could probably pinpoint with surgical precision what you were feeling before the emotion even rose to your eyes. He couldn’t see you now, but he could feel the frustration bleeding through your words. Being treated as if you were too young, too innocent, too dumb to be told this hurt, plain and simple.
He wrestled with this thought the whole way home, then trudging into the cabin that you’d been sharing for months. You strode ahead, steps brisk and decided, and you peeled off your long, light cardigan without a care in the world. You kicked off your boots and set them beside the rest of his in the mud room. Joel followed you, softly.
He set his hands on his hips after toeing off his own Luccheses, watching you and not knowing what to say.
Then you turned to face him.
The cough was both reflexive and immediate. Joel had never seen—hell, it’d been years since anybody, but this…this was even worse, more jarring than he ever…
He forced his gaze away in a blink. He coughed again.
“Sweetie,” Joel started, low. “I think your, uh—”
“Will you just tell me?” you snapped. You threw your hands up, as if sick of having had to hold your tongue this long. “Whatever was going on. With Tommy and Maria. I know you think I’m…I’m…young, or whatever, but, Joel, I am a full grown adult!” Another pause just long enough for you to gnaw at your bottom lip and cross your arms. Bad, bad move for Joel’s resolve. “Ain’t like it’s my fault I was born after outbreak and never learned.”
You were right.
Joel shouldn’t have been so narrow-minded.
Still, that didn’t change the fact that you were wearing what looked to be the most slight, translucent fucking frock of all time. Something short and sweet and swept up in a sea of white tulle: you could’ve been modeling for a wedding night lingerie specialty line, bare as you were.
He must’ve missed it under your sweater. Not turned his head to meet your eyes or your ensemble that morning before you climbed up on the horse behind him and set out. Joel knew he’d never seen this…thing once before.
Your tits practically spilled out of the top. Your arms remained crossed, and you eyed him with a wary look.
“Well?” you said.
“Well,” Joel repeated, still floundering for words. “Wh—Well, y’know, I…see, I’ve—I’ve been…‘S’always been…”
Shit.
He was tongue-tied.
More helpless than a fish trying to ride a bike.
And, like a teenager with an untimely boner growing in his jeans—even though, at his age, Joel couldn’t get bricked that quick if his life depended on it—he shuffled away. Sidestepped you in the hallway and made a beeline for the kitchen, where he could feel an odd stir start to take root in his lower half. He cursed the half-cocked mass in his pants and sincerely hoped it wouldn’t interfere with what he knew he needed to do now.
“I’ll…I’ll explain it, sweet pea. While we cook, OK?”
“Alright.” You started trailing behind him slowly.
You didn’t sound convinced. Joel wasn’t remotely disposed for the conversation awaiting him in the kitchen, or having to look you head-on while half your body was on display to him. You didn’t seem to see it.
You were as innocent and clueless as the moment you’d bat your lashes at him in the half light of the bedroom that morning, straddling his hips, and replying to his last quip by saying, ‘If they ain’t fightin’, what are they doin’?’
“Who gave you that dress, anyway?”
Joel retrieved the meat from the ice box, setting it out to let it thaw while you and him prepped the rest of the meal. Across the room, you were already grabbing some of the ingredients you’d need: flour, cornmeal, sugar, salt
“Maria,” you answered, simply. “She let me have whatever clothes of hers I wanted. ‘S’nice, ain’t it?”
“It looks like something you’d wear on your honeymoon.”
After turning to preheat the oven, Joel sidled up beside you. His gaze affixed itself to the counter through pure force of will, though in his periphery, he caught sight of the outline of your breasts. He tore open a bag of sugar.
Then you turned to him, voice rising a little:
“What’s a honeymoon?”
Joel couldn’t help it; he had to meet your eyes lifting to find his. Inside them, he saw genuine curiosity brimming.
Innocence, too.
“Just a, uh…trip that folks would take right after their wedding,” he said, before clearing his throat. “Vacation.”
“Oh.”
For a brief space of time, silence settled into the grooves and bumps of that slightly uncomfortable realization—what the world was like before it all splintered apart—and neither one of you tried to speak. You worked nimble fingers over the dry ingredients, Joel cracked eggs one by one, and together, you made relatively quick work of readying the cornbread mixture for baking. It was easy.
Stupidly, Joel thought that he might be off the hook in terms of not having to discuss the mechanics of marriage and sex to you then, when you piped up again.
“So this is what I’d be wearin’ after gettin’ hitched? Like…like Tommy and Maria did?” You licked sugar off your thumb before sliding the tray to him, and he took it.
“Yeah. I mean…”
Joel opened the oven door, and more carefully than he probably needed to do, pushed the baking dish inside it.
“…not immediately.”
When he had, you were right back beside him.
“Doin’ whatever we heard this morning, you think?”
The curiosity in your tone was unmistakable. Perhaps emboldened by the plain look of discomfort that was twisting his every feature, you could say it more freely.
Having sex, of course.
Why the hell hadn’t your grandma bothered to tell you?
“Yes,” Joel replied, stiff as anything. “That’s…part of it.”
“How much of it?”
“Well—”
“And why’d it sound like Maria was in pain?”
“Baby, that—that ain’t any real pain, I pr—”
“She was screamin’, Joel! Really hollerin’.”
Shit.
Shit, shit, shit.
He absolutely hated this.
With you pressed up beside him, eyes wide and glossy and shimmering with intrigue, his cock half-hard in his jeans and his mind thrumming with that constant, paralyzing thought—‘I promised I would keep her safe, not completely obliterate her innocence like this’—he balked. He took a step away from you and shook his head, like something had just rocked him to his core.
Your brows pinched.
“So then, what were they—”
“—can’t do this right now, sweetheart. ‘M’sorry.”
Joel’s whole chest seemed to cave with his sigh: the kind that reminded him how old he was, how naïve you were, and how wrong it would be if he gave you the wrong impression of sex. Make you afraid of it, or averse to it.
“We can go back to Jackson. Have one of them teachers in the schools explain it to you much better than I ever could.” Joel was walking to the pantry now, resealed food items cradled haphazardly in his arms. He didn’t slow.
And, before he had even gotten the chance to open the door, much to his shock and sheer, unmitigated dismay, he heard your voice again. Behind him, as defiant as ever.
“Whatever, Joel.”
Your voice was hard; he could feel the eye roll baked in. Then you stalked past him, straight for the living room.
Stomping ahead, and calling over your shoulder, you said: “If you won’t tell me, I’ll just ask some other guy to explain. Maybe the boys my age won’t be such prudes!”
It was the closest you’d ever gotten to downright bratty in your life. Joel had only to stand there, arms full of various powdered fixings and his jaw gone partly lax. He stared at your back, gaze following you as you went over to the den. You flopped onto the old and weathered sofa.
He dropped whatever he was holding then.
With something red-hot and ugly beginning to pool in his gut, mind reeling from the words you’d just spoken to him, Joel acted without thinking. Footsteps echoed.
“Darlin’.”
He wouldn’t get angry.
“Sweetheart. Sw—Hey. Look at me.”
That simply wasn’t in his nature. He loved you too much.
You turned to face him in your seat, and this time, Joel didn’t feign not to see you. Half-naked as you were, pert nipples poking through your dress and chest rising and falling in fast, shallow breaths, you looked like a dream.
So what if he couldn’t be with you how he wanted?
He could teach you, and that would be enough.
Joel tugged you back up onto your feet.
“Fine. You wanna learn about sex?”
As soon as he said it, your eyes went wider. A heat must have spread from your cheeks all the way down to your toes and strangled your tongue as it did, because all you could do was close and unclose your mouth, repeatedly.
How fast that brave, no-bullshit attitude was to disappear, Joel thought idly. He wanted to smile.
You didn’t even know what sex was, and still, as if by instinct, you knew that that word meant something.
It made you shift on your feet, toes curling.
“I, um…”
Huh.
“What?”
“It’s just…” you went on, sounding uncertain.
“Baby, if you can’t even stomach the word, I’d say we’d be better off saving this conversation for another day.”
That made you tense up again.
As if he’d just shocked you with a live wire, muscles jumping and skull surely shaking a, no, Joel, I can stomach it fine, I promise, you cut right back in.
Eyes lifting to his, bottom lip no longer snagged between your teeth, and then with your body lowering, slow, back down to take a seat on the sofa, you finally forced it out.
“Joel, I—I want you to teach me how to fuck. Really, I do.”
Well, shit.
Joel reckoned that had ‘pretty please’ beat all to hell.
Your words damn near knocked him sideways.
It was all the man could do to keep from keeling straight over and croaking on the spot—he had to get away from you, if only by a couple extra feet. He shuffled back. Stood at the center of the living room with his feet planted firmly in place, then tilted his head to you.
“And just where did you learn that word, young lady?”
Paternal condescension came too easy to him.
Joel blinked hard to keep his face in check.
You shrugged before him. Hummed back.
“Dunno. ‘S’what Maria said, right?” you replied, eyes locking with his. “Moanin’, ‘Fuck me, Tommy, pleee—’”
“That’s enough.” Joel held his hand up to stop you.
What was he going to do with you? Gaze glittering bright, lips parted, practically careening over the edge of your seat to hear the rest, while simultaneously looking terrified to learn for certain. You knew some words, but not other ones. You had an innocence and an obscenity bound up inside you at once. Joel was afraid to touch it.
“If I’m teachin’ you a thing…” he resumed, slow, stance widening where he stood and arms folding. “I mean one thing, sugar, we’re only using the clinical terms, y’hear?”
Joel scarcely had the words to describe the depth of his own emotion and what he felt toward you; he knew he’d need to keep some…distance when discussing this subject. Making his jargon dry, unappealing, and scientific seemed like the best way of doing that.
“Alright,” you said, tucking your legs underneath you.
Another beat of silence.
Another ripe, strangled breath slicing through his teeth.
“OK…” Joel went on, trying his best not to grimace. “Has anyone talked to you about the, uh…birds and the bees?”
“You mean dicks and vaginas?”
“Hey.”
Joel choked.
His hand scrubbed down his face in an almost vicious way, and he had to shield his stubbled mouth with his palm, for fear of another less-polite sound tumbling out.
Sat on the couch, you wore a faint, smug little smile.
“Sorry. Penises and vaginas,” you corrected yourself.
Again, Joel was blinking furiously, but now his index finger was lifting, too, pointing at you: ‘Thin ice, kid.’
You weren’t going to make this easy on him, clearly. Whether you were aware of the reasons why, or knew just how to wield your power over him was a separate question. Either way, Joel would need to keep moving.
So, pretending to clear a cough from his throat again, he went on. Recovering the grit to his voice, and scowling:
“Yes. Penises and vaginas. Pretty simple stuff, really.”
You raised your brows. Joel ignored it.
“Pole goes in the hole, and—”
“How’s it fit?” you cut in.
“What?”
Joel’s frown deepened. You sat straighter in your seat.
“I mean…every time I’ve seen one, it’s, um…wormy.”
Wormy?
“Wormy?” Joel returned immediately, in disbelief.
And he couldn’t contain the next, which all but launched itself off his tongue: “You’ve—You’ve seen a dick before?”
“Penis, Joel.”
“Penis.”
He sucked in a breath to try and calm himself, but the effort, evidently, was for nothing. He was near-seething.
You peered up at him.
“Just yours,” you said. A little sheepish. “Once or twice.”
Joel let the breath out. His mouth tightened.
“You’ve—” Then he stopped himself. The question was stupid; of course, you’d caught glimpses of him naked before. That was inevitable living in a house this small.
Before you could even try to apologize, he pressed on.
“OK, well, what’s…what the hell’s ‘wormy’ mean?”
“I dunno. Just, like, squishy and pink, I guess.”
“That’s—” Another brief pause. Joel had to steel himself right. “Well, hon, it doesn’t stay like that. It…It gets hard, when a man feels good. Helps him fit inside the woman.”
Not terrible.
Not perfect, but not terrible.
You perked up where you sat, and it was in that moment that Joel realized that his joints ached. His legs burned. The forearms crossed over his chest had unconsciously constricted tighter to the point that it was getting a little tough to breathe, so he released his hold. His hands fell to his sides at the same time you stood up in front of him
Damn that smile of yours.
Damn those gleaming eyes.
“Can you show me how?” you asked softly.
Your gaze trailed to his crotch, and Joel could feel it like a real, bona fide weight sinking him. It was curious. Sweet.
‘That ain’t right,’ was Joel’s first instinct, which he said.
Even faced with the stern, stormy exterior of a man no less than several decades your senior, though, you didn’t seem deterred by those words. If anything, it made the little tilt in your lips kick higher. You smiled lightly at him.
“How come?” you asked. “It’s just teachin’, Joel.”
Too easy.
Joel swallowed and shook his head.
“No. Sweetheart, teachin’s a whole other beast from…from me showin’ you what I mean. You gotta know that.”
Still, his eyes were glossing over, and a haze was settling over his mind like a mist in the sky just before the break of dawn. His limbs felt heavy, and his tongue went dry.
You were too fucking sly and sweet for your own good.
As if on cue, you drew closer to meet him where he stood. The hem of your dress shifted and swayed, barely long enough to scrape the tops of your thighs. Joel couldn’t bear to look higher, so he just stared at your legs. Scrambling like hell to come up with an excuse as to why he’d need to leave the room in less than a second, he wasn’t remotely prepared for what you ventured next.
You took the hem in your hands, and you lifted it.
Not just an inch or two but ten, easily, all the way until the fabric was touching your navel. The move exposed your entire lower half to him, and Joel found himself ogling a pair of bright, white, matching underwear.
Before he could move, you tilted your hips. As if showing him a new bump or bruise—which you often liked to do whenever you were hurt and needed attention—you said:
“Joel, look.”
He did.
He almost had to.
Old and awful and ashamed as he was, he couldn’t keep his eyes away. They were unblinking and ravenous, soaking in your form like a hunter surveying its next meal
Then you shifted on your delicate, socked feet.
“How ‘bout me? Can you show it on me?” you whispered.
Joel didn’t have the bandwidth to mince words right now
Teachin’, touchin’, lovin’, squeezin’—he had that craving.
One look between your legs and the man would’ve died on the spot if you told him. That was how needy he was.
Your fingers wavered a little when you didn’t hear a response. Joel was too busy eyeing you and trying not to drool, but the sight of you starting to lower your skirt snapped him out of it. He placed his hands on your waist.
“Wait.” Then, realizing how abrupt and sharp that sounded, he paused. He tried softening his tone a little. “Sorry. I mean. You…you want me to show ya, sweetie?”
Finally, his gaze slid up to meet yours.
You were watching him closely.
“If that’s…OK,” you said.
Well, shit.
Nothing would make him happier.
Still, fighting his base instincts, and just narrowly managing to keep his hold steady, Joel reeled it in.
Every thick, callused finger splayed across your sides was practically humming with primal energy; all the same, his love outweighed the lust. He lowered his voice to only the gentlest of tones and asked you, point-blank:
“Is that OK with you? Do you want me to teach you?”
Waves of chill bumps seemed to answer first: your skin, your eyes, your smile, every breath betraying that eager, nervous need. Then your grip moving from your dress. One hand clasping around his wrist and nudging it in.
You nodded.
You let him brush one sweaty palm across your skin.
Joel lowered without thinking. Sinking to the floor, onto his knees, felt like exactly what he needed to do, and he didn’t give a shit if it pulverized his joints beyond repair.
“Right here?” he breathed, now level with your heat.
Wooden floorboards creaked under his weight, and the air swelled thick and warm where he knelt. Sunlight streamed through the windows, bathing the space in a dreamlike sort of haze. Joel inhaled through his nose and almost pitched forward; you hummed your soft assent.
You didn’t know what you were doing then.
By what remaining, fraying thread of resolve the man possessed, Joel stopped himself before he went too far.
He blinked fast and moved his hands to your hips, just below where you were holding your dress’s hem for him.
Clinical.
Educational.
Fucking academic was what this would be.
“Anyone ever teach you about her?” Joel asked gently.
A ringing in his ears succeeded that question, louder than anything he’d ever experienced, and he looked up at you. You stared down at him, and one bat of your eyes was all it took to remind him he’d have to take this slow.
“Her?” you murmured.
“Yeah. Her.”
Joel wished his hands weren’t so big, seeing how easy it was to move his thumb: his palm glided across the slope of your tender mound, and in no time at all, he had a thick, callused pad stroking you over your panties. It traced your seam carefully—cautiously, like a single wrong move might wind up losing you to him forever—and then he searched your face. He swallowed, watching the features contort the slightest, slightest bit in yours.
Your breath hitched, and you whimpered.
You spread your thighs a little more.
“Private parts have…pronouns?”
That thumb swiped up. It grazed a tiny bud beneath cotton, and in under a second, your lips were twitching again. Your hips stirred, as if beyond your conscious control, and Joel eased off of you. He nodded his head.
“‘S’called a ‘vulva,’ baby.” Then his palm cupped it. Holding you in place, repeating: clinical, educational, academic like a broken refrain in his mind, over and over again. “This whole thing. Pronouns make it a little more personal, y’know? But can you repeat that word for me?”
“Vulva.”
The word was foreign on your tongue. You didn’t seem acquainted with the taste or the feel, and that forced a tiny line of worry between your eyebrows. Joel went on.
“Just like that, baby. Good. Reckon it’s best you learn about you before we take on any other stuff, for now.” Holding your heat like a weight in his hand, he crooked his fingers, and the pads grazed a smooth, clothed orifice. “Now what’s this called? You already said it.”
“The…um, vagina.” With a smidge more confidence, you still balked when his index and middle fingers prodded the fabric. That was all he needed for it: two tips poised above that tight, tender hole through the cotton of your underwear, and Joel could sense how acutely you felt it.
You shifted on your feet and let out a sharper noise. You clapped a hand to his shoulder and squeezed it, shortly.
“Joel.”
Then it felt like you were pulling back.
“What’s’a matter, baby. Everything alright?”
Inundated as he was with desire, Joel kept a firm grip over his self-control. His touch retracted from your heat.
“Y-Yeah. I’m fine. I just feel…”
A beat passed, and it seemed you were looking for words
“Is it normal? I feel a little…weird, and…and…”
Still searching. Joel was watching you closely, puzzled.
“Yeah, darlin’? What feels weird? Talk to me.”
At length, the internal foray ended, and you had only to clamp your other palm onto his shoulder, holding tight with both hands and letting your hem drop down again.
A sigh escaped you.
“Joel, I’m…I’m just…sticky down there.”
You said it, and at the same time, your thighs clenched.
Joel was no longer touching between your legs, but the gesture, along with your half-whispered, half-whimpered words nearly sucked him back in all over again. His head spun. His fingers were practically aching with need, wanting to tug your panties down and show you that this was a good thing, but, as before, restraint stopped him.
Instead, he nodded up at you.
With your palms pressing hard and your body positioned over him—towering, compared to his obeisant kneeling—Joel could only be sweet. Understanding. Softly coaxing.
“Yeah? Wanna show me, sweet pea?”
It took some more effort after that. Cajoling, for one thing, but also assuring you that the sticky, wet feeling you got between your thighs wasn’t something to hide but a perfectly normal, natural bodily function of yours. That it helped facilitate the act of sex, as a matter of fact.
“Means she’s happy,” Joel said, watching as you peeled your panties down—very nearly hearing the tacky sound.
Sure enough, the truth came to light. Quite literally, he was proven right with a pool of something thick and crystalline collected at the gusset of your undies; the stuff stretched in a half-dozen strings from the fabric to your drooling cunt, bared to him and pulsing with heat.
Clinical.
Educational.
Fucking academ—
“It hurts, Joel,” you said.
“Hurts?” Joel blinked once. “Where’s it—”
Suddenly, you were rubbing two fingers between your folds in a crude sort of way. Your underwear was in a puddle at your feet, and your free hand was back at the hem of your dress, lifting it slightly. Joel’s eyes widened.
“Right—Right here. It aches. Make it go away, please.”
“Baby—”
“Please, Joel. You said you would teach me, right?”
He did, of course.
He just never thought it’d include touching you half-nude
Leaning in on his knees, pretending he wasn’t decades your senior, chock-full of grays, and a man who had sworn to your grandmother that he would keep you safe. Ensuring you would be taken care of. Surely, that promise encompassed the perils of men and their darkest intentions, yet, here he was. Basking in your glow, reveling in the heat, sleek, and that fucking scent.
His lips were the first to give way.
They seemed to act of their own volition as they sank in to press a kiss between your own—lower, and wetter, but still your lips all the same—and they didn’t hesitate. They formed an ‘o’ directly over your throbbing clit and kissed.
Your stomach clenched in response. Your hips stuttered.
The hand that was clutching your dress jerked to Joel’s salt-and-pepper locks and made a fist, tight as anything.
‘Joel,’ you whined.
‘Joel,’ you pleaded.
‘Joel’ became the quietest, most plaintive refrain in a matter of seconds, with that old, lined, and weathered mouth latching onto your little nub and suckling her in.
Joel pulled off with a wet pop. He didn’t waste time.
“That’s your clitoris, sweetheart.” Hooded, hazy brown eyes drifted up to meet yours, while your legs trembled around his head. “Sensitive, ain’t she? Say ‘clit’ for me.”
Your jaw was slack.
Short, shallow gasps were working their way in and out of your lungs while it seemed you were trying to recover some semblance of propriety, but all that came out was:
“Joel…oh…oh…”
“‘Clit,’ baby. Say it back.”
Maybe that was mean. Hell, it definitely was.
Here you were, fighting to make sense of the wild, shocky feeling spiraling up from that tiny bundle of nerves, and he was making you talk your way through it. The smallest grin twitched at the corners of his lips, though he worked hard not to let it show too obviously.
He squeezed one of your thighs and forged on, soft.
“How’s about it? Got lots more ground to cover.”
You swallowed, finally blinking back at him.
“Cl—Clit. Can you kiss it again, please?”
And Joel did: to reward you, but also to contain the laughter that was no doubt about to be bubbling to the surface if he didn’t make use of that mouth of his, fast.
He kissed your clit like he’d done before, smiling against slick, sopping wet flesh and loving on it gently. He licked a ring around the hood and was about to use the tip to lift it up—to really hit your pleasure point and make you squirm—when another thought possessed him. Another step, another lesson, another far-too-tempting-to-resist spot where he might continue this campaign of erudition
“Ever heard of a thing called a ‘g-spot,’ baby?” Joel said.
You shook your head no.
With your hips tilted toward him and his head in the way, the fabric of your dress hadn’t slid down much since you’d let go, but all the same, Joel lifted a hand to grip the hem of it. He coaxed your fingers down while he did.
“Watch as you do it. I want you to put those pretty fingers to use, try and find that place. Can you do that?”
“Where?”
“Inside you.”
“But I—why?”
“Feels good, trust me.”
Your brows knit in that familiar way; Joel could fall apart with just one look at it. He didn’t press, even when your fingers fumbled down your tummy and made a pass through your legs—completely unaware of what those digits were meant to do and simply wanting to try. Perhaps you’d hoped to replicate the sensation he’d given you, too, or you wouldn’t have moved so quickly.
Swiftly slicking up your fingertips and toying, but making a face when it seemed like you couldn’t feel quite the same thing as you had before, you peered down at him.
“In here?” Your index hovered over a wet, dripping hole.
“Right there, baby. Push it in f’me if you can, alright?”
When you did, Joel had a front row seat; physically, he was no more than five or six inches away while you slid your small, trembling finger through the soaked band of muscle, but it felt like he was in you for the whole thing. Ogling the spectacle of your tight and untouched virgin cunt stretching, then hugging that little digit, before you whimpered and keened his name, was unlike anything he’d ever felt. He knelt between your legs and observed with all the outward practiced detachment of a doctor, though inside, he felt like every inch of him was on fire.
“It’s tight,” you whimpered.
“I know, honey, I kn—”
“I don’t like it.”
Right as your wrist flicked back to remove that finger, pussy stuffed too full and not in a good way, you’d evidently decided, Joel leapt to act. He didn’t even decide so much as he simply listened to your cries.
It hurts, you’d whined above him, Oh, Joel, please.
Suddenly, his thumb was rubbing your clit to dull the ache. Before your index could slide out, his own pushed in alongside it, coaxing that tight, wet ring to stretch with the heft and grit of his hand. Decades of experience preceded him, which made him confident in his words of assurance then—even when you grimaced and groaned.
“You’re OK,” Joel mumbled, nodding when you winced. “You’re alright, just stings a little bein’ stretched, huh?”
“Y-You said it would feel good,” you keened, mournful.
Clearly trying to buck that uncomfortable feeling, you moved back. You stumbled, as your ankles were still trapped within your panties, and Joel had to catch you.
You were close to the sofa; he nudged you toward it, swift enough that he didn’t need to move his hand and simply guided you onto the wide, cushioned armrest. Your feet kicked off the cotton, and in a second, you were sitting—straddling—that spot. Joel stepped even closer.
His finger sank another inch, and you looked fit to be tied
“I said, I don’t—” you started, sharp.
“—know where it is. Lemme help you.”
Joel had another half-minute, maybe. Laying sprawled out like you were, still impaled by his finger and yours, you clearly weren’t a fan of this feeling and would be shoving him off at any second. He’d have to be quick.
So, steeling himself and standing over you on the couch, he pushed in. To the knuckle. His pointer finger was big and warm and ribbed all over with little calluses, and it probably felt like a hot poker was forcing its way inside of your too-tight cunt beside your index, but Joel kept at it. Your muscles pulsed again, a tiny line or two of moisture crawling down his palm with the excess of your desire leaking out, and you grit your teeth. Your heels dug into the couch, and just when it appeared you’d had enough, he felt it. The tip of that probing digit brushed the place.
It was spongy and slick. Solid, but not without some give
Touching it made you squirm worse than anything.
Or, better might be a more accurate assessment.
“Oh, baby,” Joel said, relief flooding his tone as he saw it. “That’s the spot, ain’t it? That’s that special spot, there.”
Your reply was a light grunt when he stroked it again.
It was like you weren’t quite sure how to answer for it—your body, however, gave its resounding approbation when your walls bore down again and squeezed him.
Clearly, this wasn’t a pained hug. You wanted more.
“Remember what we call this spot, sweetheart?”
Syrup practically dripped from every syllable, and Joel didn’t refrain from leaning in. Pressing his forehead to yours, bracing his free hand against the sofa cushion behind you, the old man worked his finger back and forth. He dragged your smaller one with it, and he grinned when a hoarse little cry leapt out of your throat.
That wasn’t an answer, unfortunately.
Joel held the couch even harder and sawed his finger in and out, grazing that special place with every movement.
“C’mon, darlin’, I know you ain’t forgot it already.”
Your pussy was as full as it had ever been and making wet, squelching sounds each time that your finger and his moved through it. Clearly, your mind wasn’t firing on all cylinders, simply soaking in the sensations as you whined, moaned, and rutted your hips. Just precious.
Joel wasn’t letting you off that easy, though.
Still stroking, still petting that sensitive flesh, he went on:
“Is this what we call your…clit, honey? Is that what it is?”
Without warning, he pushed a second finger inside, and you hissed. Your own index slid out instinctively, and as if knowing the rest of it by heart, you started rubbing that sweet, pulsing, needy nub like your life depended on it.
“N-N-No, this—this is it,” you stuttered. Overcome with the wishing and waiting—wanting to show him what you’d learned, as well—you were keen. “This is my clit.”
Pleasure must’ve bloomed through your lower half when you said it, because your next words were swallowed up in a strangled moan. You tried lifting your hips instead, seeming to say to him: ‘See? I’m really learning, Joel.’
A grin sabotaged his face, and he couldn’t contain the urge; Joel leaned in and kissed your forehead. He tilted his chin to steal a glance where you were touching yourself, seeing how urgent those little circles were getting to be, and he couldn’t help but feel a sense of awe. Pride. He halted his ministrations just long enough to take a seat on the old couch and pull you into his lap.
Now cradling you, placing sporadic and comforting kisses along your hairline as he returned his fingers to your heat, Joel felt he could’ve melted between the cushions with just one whimper from your lips—that was how thoroughly you’d softened him already. He loved it.
“Very good, baby, that’s your clit.” His thumb covered yours easily and helped it draw little lemniscates over the bud, which made you squirm on top of him. You bit down on your bottom lip when he scissored his fingers inside you. Then he curled them and brushed that place again. “And what’s this, sweetie? Remember what we call her?”
Your brow furrowed.
Clearly, you were trying to think while the pleasure mounted and spiraled. You tilted your chin to him.
“It’s…It’s my g-spot, right?” you ventured softly.
“Exactly right,” Joel cooed in your ear.
As if to reward you for it, he curled his fingers and tapped that sensitive, special spot over and over again, knowing just what kind of effect it would have on you then. Your breath hitched, and your reflexes sent you lurching toward his chest. You clawed at his t-shirt.
Joel was certain he’d never seen something so goddamn endearing in his life. His smile widened, and he hugged you to him even tighter, not wanting to lose sight of you for even a second. Your legs trembled around his hand.
He nuzzled your cheek.
“That’s it. Good girl.”
Another clench.
“Daddy’s girl.”
And, as soon as he said the words, your chest heaved. Be it a breath, a whimper, a moan, your whole frame shook with the movement, and suddenly you were peering up at him through your lashes and staring, all glossy-eyed.
“Wh-What?” you stammered.
One more plunge of his fingers, and you keened. You looked bewildered, beleaguered, practically bursting at the seams and having only to meet his gaze and squeeze
You were close.
Joel could hear it.
“Daddy?” you repeated, breaths ragged.
Of course, you’d never heard that one before. Joel just nodded his head and let you bask in it—that feeling of wild curiosity. Perhaps not everything would compute.
He could teach you, but you might not get it just yet.
Seeing this look, and sensing how close you were to your climax, Joel leaned close and kissed your temple before murmuring, low: “Yeah. ‘M’not your old man, but that’s another word folks like to use sometimes. If you like it, then that’s all it’s gotta be. Our own little special thing.”
Your fingers tightened at his collar, like a wave was overtaking your body and you couldn’t control it.
Joel foresaw the question before it even arose.
“You doin’ OK, sweetheart? Feelin’ alright?”
“I—I don’t know. It kinda…sorta feels…”
“What? You got a funny feelin’, baby?”
You nodded.
His fingers had been stretching and pumping and pushing all kinds of fiery sensations inside that tiny space, feeling wet muscles contract around him—it didn’t surprise him in the least that you needed some extra time to come. You didn’t even know what it was.
“That’s an orgasm, honey. ‘S’a good thing. Real good feelin’, if you just let it build and build for a little bit lo—”
“Wanna stop,” you hiccuped. “Feels like I’m gonna pee.”
Joel had to hide a grin behind a bevy of kisses. He kept cradling you, kept fingering your soaked pussy with all the soft, practiced resolve of a man much gentler than he’d ever known himself to be. You weren’t pushing him away; he wouldn’t force you toward it. He just wanted to guide you to a path that would give you replete pleasure.
Hell, maybe he could even get you to squirt.
“You’re not gonna pee,” Joel assured you gently. “Even if you did, I wouldn’t care. You know your pleasure’s the most important thing, right? ‘S’why I’m here, baby.”
It seemed to strike you at almost the same moment it did him: this was not only for you, but about you. More than a step above simple pedagogy, Joel was trying to make sure you understood all the inner-workings of sex.
“That’s makin’ love, y’know? Takin’ somebody’s pleasure into your hands and treatin’ them right. Makin’ it…good.”
“Makin’ love,” you repeated, just like you’d done for every other term he’d taught you that day. You drew in a breath
And, at the same time that Joel’s movements slowed with his speech—fingers pumping slower, deeper, to make your insides all but strangle him with just how good it made you feel—something stirred in him, too. Hell, it was the first real movement he’d had in ages.
Decades, maybe.
Thank the stage of life that he was in, his lack of access to peri-geriatric care, or his blasted uncooperative cock, but the man hadn’t had a real, bona fide erection in a long time. He’d figured that that would help keep his urges at bay while he was teaching you these things.
Now he was almost fully hard in his jeans. You were about to finish all over his fingers, and then what?
“Daddy,” you whimpered. Your feet kicked and inadvertently brushed over the bulge in his pants. “Faster, please. I—I think that feels even better f’me.”
Joel couldn’t have you see it, or feel it, or know exactly what you were doing to him and think that you were in some way responsible for helping out with the rest. No, he wouldn’t allow that. This wasn’t about him getting off.
He slid your body back. He slotted his own, head-first, between your legs and dove in. Out of sight, he started to grind his lower half into the sofa, but only after you’d taken hold of his hair and rocked your hips into his face.
That’s it.
This is for you.
“Daddy’s gonna take real good care of her,” Joel said, as if finishing the thoughts that were brewing in his head. “You just lie back an’ close your eyes. Soak it all in, OK?”
And you did.
When he reared back and spit on your pussy, smeared it in with his fingers and panted again, just for good measure, ‘What’s the word for all this, baby? What do we call her?’, you raggedly answered. You told him that it was your vulva, and then you moaned so loudly that Joel thought it might blow his eardrums out. He rutted his denim-clad cock into the couch and kept going. Pleasure spiraled from some of the furthest recesses of his gut, and he dragged his warm, wet, silver-stubbled mouth up your slit, glistening with saliva and your own arousal.
“Smart girl,” Joel murmured appreciatively. Licking lines around your clit, before dropping a quick kiss over it. “And what’s this little button called, baby? It feel good?”
You replied by digging your heels into the couch first, head lolling back on the armrest. Then, light as anything:
“My clit. It—It feels so good when you do that, Daddy.”
“When Daddy kisses her and licks on her some?”
“Gives me that…funny feelin’ all over again.”
Joel could say the same for himself. Something tightened in his balls, right as he humped the cushion with a little more force, and then he knew it, without a shadow of a doubt—that old, worn, once-dysfunctional member of his was now engorged with blood and stiff. He could probably fuck his fist once and blow his load.
He tried to ignore it.
He pushed two fingers to the rim of your cunt, feeling tender, taut flesh bar his entry again, and he worked his way through it. Delicate as ever, your hole spread for him.
“And this?” he asked.
You told him.
He slid in deeper, and before he could even inquire after that ridged, sensitive wall of your insides, you stuttered:
“Th-That one’s my g-spot, Daddy. That’s—That’s—”
Joel sucked your throbbing clit between his lips and flicked the tip of his tongue, just as his fingers curved in.
“That feels good, Daddy, please.”
Your pussy pulsed against him; it wet his silver beard in streaks and left him groaning between your legs, dry-humping the old couch like he was an animal in heat.
He was much, much too old for you.
This was just a learning experience.
One measly orgasm and then he’d—
“Faster, faster, Daddy. P-P-Please.”
Joel pistoned his fingers and flicked his tongue and sucked mercilessly on that little nub until you squealed.
“Let it happen, baby. Come for Daddy,” he beckoned.
“Come? Where?”
“Here.”
And with that, Joel crooked his fingers one last time and made you finish on his tongue. You didn’t squirt, but your whole body convulsed, and you kicked your feet and made those pretty little whiney sounds and pulled his hair—as if you were stunned by whatever was happening to your body, your thighs clenched around his head and damn near yanked out half the grays. Joel kept licking and fingering and mumbling sweet nothings all the while
Pretty girl.
Precious girl.
Daddy’s girl—you were everything, everything to him.
Heat flooded his jeans, and he didn’t even realize it.
It took him more than a couple seconds; he’d just finished lapping up the last of your release and was trying to catch his breath, panting and blinking and savoring your taste, when that recognition dawned.
The man had reached his peak entirely untouched.
Sticky and warm, trickling down his front, it went quietly.
Joel swallowed and propped himself up on an elbow, meeting your gaze with a hot and semi-hooded stare.
He needed to clean up. He needed to get out of there.
Suddenly, you reached for him, fingers outstretched.
“Daddy.”
It sounded so sweet—still as innocent as ever.
You had no fucking idea how badly he wanted you now. How much he hated himself for even taking as much as he had. But he did, and nothing else would take it back.
He really, really needed to go.
“Are we gonna make love now?” Your smile was crooked.
Joel sat up. His mind was clear. Conscience was fucked.
He shook his head as he wiped his mouth of you.
“No. We aren’t,” he answered, pushing to stand.
He turned before you could see the spot in his jeans. Before you could protest, he hardened his voice out of necessity and, already striding from the couch, said:
“Lesson’s over. Put on your underwear, sweetheart.”
The look you gave him then could’ve broken him in two. It was raw and soft and hurt, clearly. You blinked a little faster as you sat up, dress falling back down to cover your modesty and everything the two of you had done.
“But—”
“Don’t talk back to me, neither,” Joel forged on, despising every syllable coming out of his mouth. He was already at the threshold of the room and turning away. “Whatever happened today was teachin’, remember?”
You blinked again, eyes glossier than a moment before.
You rocked back on your heels and tried to stand, but Joel was already retreating. He pursed his lips together, throat clearing and the most flimsy, pathetic veneer of paternal concern working to stabilize his tone. It failed.
“B-But, Daddy, I—I thought—”
His voice audibly cracked when he curtailed your speech.
“Ain’t nothing, honey.” He shook his head against the lie. “This was wrong. If you wanna pout and whine ‘bout it, best head into your room, ‘cause I don’t wanna hear it.”
That made your lip curl in surprise. Soft, muted fury.
You made a fist at your side as he turned on his heel.
And, though he tried moving fast—pretending to shrug off the moment and trudge his way out through the door like nothing had happened—he evidently couldn’t make it quick enough. Over his shoulder, he heard your voice.
Having just made it onto the porch and felt the warmth of the outdoors on his skin, it was as faint as anything. A slight breeze, along with the crushing weight of knowing how badly he was fucking this up, greeted him swiftly, but not before your words reached him. Joel swallowed.
That hurt just about as bad as anything he’d ever felt.
He knew he was wrong, especially hearing you sob:
“Daddy, please come back.”
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Your body was abuzz from head to toe.
Anticipation was one thing, and hatred was another—both feelings seemed to be at war within you constantly.
Though, really, you didn’t hate Joel, and judging by the way things had panned out lately, you likely never could. A week had passed since your little ‘lesson’ with the man, and nothing had ever made you feel so shaken. Or lonely.
One moment being the most precious thing in a person’s eyes, only to fall from that staggering height to nothing. Joel had up and left and brushed you to the wayside, leaving you to clench your fists and kick and cry like a child throwing a fit. But you weren’t. You were a full-grown adult trying to learn what sex meant, and damn if you didn’t feel the sting of being abandoned so easily.
You wanted to hate him more than anything else.
You wished with every fiber in your being not to need a man like him, but you did. It confused you, particularly during moments like these when you’d sneak off to his bedroom in the early morning hours—he’d offered to take you fishing that day, and you’d declined. Now you were in this cabin alone, sifting through all his jackets, flannels, and chambray shirts hanging in the closet and hoping you’d locate one that smelled the most like him.
One you could get off with, maybe.
“Ow,” you murmured presently, having hit your knee on the little hickory nightstand before clambering into bed.
You slid the long-sleeve on. You shuffled forward for a pillow, then grabbed it. Following the same four or five steps you’d been replicating since That Day—seeking identical pleasure and failing spectacularly each time—you stuffed the big, bulky, feather-filled cushion between your thighs and pressed on. You let your eyes droop shut.
Good girl.
Daddy’s girl.
‘S’what you are, right? All mi—
You pivoted and gripped the footboard, bracing your knees even harder against the bed. So what if you needed to wear his shirts and reminisce on all the delicious, filthy words he’d spoken to you just days ago? It wasn’t like you were wailing for the guy’s attention.
That would have been embarrassing. Sad, and all-too predictable for a girl who had been raised without the influence of a male all her life—weepy and needy wasn’t what you hoped to emulate. You wanted to be tough and self-sufficient, just like it appeared Joel had always been.
You wanted to eat, sleep, read and write and cry yourself to sleep whenever you needed it, alone, so long as it meant you wouldn’t have to feel what you had back then, rejected by someone else. That, more than anything, made you realize how dependent you truly were.
This wasn’t working.
After five minutes humping at a pillow like your clit was on fire, you didn’t feel a thing. Well, other than defeat.
“You’ve gotta be kidding me.” You tugged Joel’s shirt tighter around you, blew out a breath, and leaned back.
Your eyes scanned the room—for what, you weren’t sure.
You’d been in here plenty of times before, whether you were cleaning or doing Joel’s laundry or whatever the case may have been, so your surroundings were familiar: old, five-drawer dresser across the way, stacks of quilts that should’ve been shelved ages ago, little trinkets here and there, a canteen hanging off the side of a ladder back chair, and then a desk, wide and shining and empty.
Finely ground specks of pine littered the surface of it.
This was where Joel did his woodworking. Off to the side, a partway-whittled bucking bronc stood, aloof.
You rose from the bed and walked to it.
Maybe—most likely—you were stupid. Joel had all but told you this to your face. Your fingers were small and helpless, and they couldn’t reach nearly close enough to where you needed them; they didn’t know what to touch.
What if you just…
Your brain didn’t get the chance to finish that thought. Your body acted first, and time sped up as soon as it did.
Before you knew it—and damn, were you so, so stupid—you had a hand on a tool. Vaguely recalling the name, some quarter-inch straight chisel or other, you held it up. Set it down. Shook your head, like this was the single dumbest idea you’d had in your life, then took it again.
You grabbed it and examined the handle briefly.
It was wooden and rounded, maybe three inches in diameter. Five inches long. You hadn’t the faintest idea as to what the appropriate size for a…substitute should be, or what the real deal even looked like, for that matter. All you knew was that man parts were hard, and probably much longer than any one of your fingers. You sat up on the woodworking stool and slid the chisel between the tails of Joel’s worn, buttoned shirt.
You were wet. That was the byproduct of thinking of him and humping a pillow mercilessly, plus brushing your fingers through your folds a few times that morning.
But you were tight, too. As if trying to stick your finger through a concrete wall, your walls wouldn’t budge an inch. If anything, the more you tried it, the more your body started clamming up and shutting anything out. You held the tool upright in your fist, tried sinking down, and, in a too-quick move, damn near slip-n-slided your silly, virginal rear end off the chair and onto the floor. You clamped your legs together and let out a wretched sigh.
“Just…go…inside,” you pleaded helplessly. Missing Joel’s thick, callused fingers and wishing he wasn’t such a dick, you tried thinking of him. Attempted imagining his voice.
“Hey, sweetheart?”
Then the bedroom door flew open.
Your hand released, and immediately, you jumped in place. Out of habit, your palms slammed on the table, like, I have nothing to hide, and you made a pass for the half-finished horse figurine. You grabbed it thoughtlessly.
Right as you flipped the thing upside down, pretending to study the base and looking for anything to fix your gaze on, Joel walked in. His footfalls echoed behind you.
A light touch grazed the nape of your neck.
“Hi, baby.”
“Hi, Daddy.”
It slid out without you thinking, like that was natural.
You tried covering it up as quick as you could anyhow.
Turning to face him, chisel still trapped between your thighs, and wearing nothing but the shirt on your back which also happened to be his, you held your arms out.
For the first time in a week, you smiled at him.
Joel hugged you after you set his latest creation down, and you could feel how surprised he was in that embrace. You hadn’t gone near him in days, and the last things you’d said to him, apart from, ‘No, thanks’ when he’d asked you to tag along on his fishing trip that morning, had been, ‘Whatever’ and ‘Leave me alone.’
You were bratty and full of anger. Who could blame you?
Now you were back to being his pet, or at least behaving like it. Joel seemed to heave the smallest sigh of relief as he stroked your head, kissed the crown of it, and rubbed your back. Told you all about the trout that he’d caught and the bear tracks he found, the sights he wished you’d been there to see and the flowers that he picked for you.
“Sittin’ in a jug in the kitchen if you wanna see ‘em,” Joel said, eyes glittering as he stroked your cheek. He really did seem to miss touching. “Lupines, just like you like.”
You tilted your face away from his fingers, smile tight.
“Thank you, Joel. I appreciate that.”
And, although the words, along with the slight movement away from his touch, were likely more than enough to clue him into the fact that you were still cagey—maybe turn a weaker man away from you, discouraged—Joel just stood straighter. Hooked his thumbs through his belt loops and surveyed the table out in front of you.
“I’ll clean the fish. You sit back, sniff them pretty flowers I picked ya, and afterward, I’ll show you how to whittle. How’s that sound?” The man wore an easy look. Underneath several decades of wrinkles, you could make out an expression that was lighthearted and jovial still.
You had a wood chisel about one inch shy of your pussy.
With that in mind, you shook your head and pressed on:
“I wanna try learnin’ on my own first. That’s what I’ve been doing, sittin’ here and admiring your handiwork.”
Lie.
“Get started in the kitchen, and I’ll be out in a little bit. Wanna try the, um…push-cut technique I read about.”
Whatever that fucking means.
You’d heard Joel mention it maybe once.
In reality, you simply needed an excuse to get him out of your hair so he wouldn’t notice that you weren’t wearing pants underneath that oversized long-sleeve shirt of his.
“Well, shoot, I can show you that right now, sweetie.”
Before you could protest his kindness, Joel bent over you, over the table, and reached for a coffee can full of loose materials. He took what seemed like a regular knife
If looks could kill, the man would’ve dropped on the spot.
Your body sagged a little in your seat, and you crossed your thighs tighter to make sure that the tiny metal-and-wood gadget in between them wouldn’t budge an inch.
Joel held his project up to the light.
“See…whatever you do, you gotta keep a real tight grip on the base. Like this.” He demonstrated by holding the flared bottom of the woodblock. “Wrist is always steady.”
Just shoot you in the head.
Wondering if tetanus might not be a legitimate concern in the event that the rusted chisel nicked your skin, you sat in stiffened silence. You listened to Joel wax poetic on finding the grain, saw how invested he was in sharing all the things he knew about his beloved hobby, and felt his palm fall next to yours on the table. He nudged you playfully, and the warmth of that touch made it hard not to remember. Just a week ago, the two of you together.
Then nothing.
‘This was wrong.’
“Wanna try it out yourself?”
Joel was still standing over you, still smiling, and the look on his face as he held out that mini cottonwood figurine made you want to say yes. You lifted your hand to take it.
Then Joel glanced down, grin stretching wider still.
“Gonna wanna use the quarter-inch straight chisel, hon. Why don’t you take that out from in between your legs and hand it over to me?” he pressed. He didn’t blink.
For a second, your world stood still.
Your breath hitched in your throat.
Meanwhile, Joel’s was flowing easy. He extended his free hand out to you, crooking his fingers in a ‘give it’ motion.
You didn’t think—probably couldn’t have done it anyway. Your eyes were glazed, and your heart was thrumming at at least a hundred beats per minute while you unstuck your legs from the seat. Numbly, you parted your thighs.
You pried the little chisel out of place and held it, shaky.
Joel’s expression above you was bafflingly calm. Like this was an everyday occurrence, he just took the tool that you’d retrieved for him, and then he turned it in his hands. Gave you a once-over that seemed curious.
Amused, even.
“I’m sorry,” you spit out. “It’s…It’s gross, I know. I’m—”
“—not mad at you, darlin’. Ain’t a thing to be sorry for.”
Joel shook his head, and in that low, rasping drawl, you sensed more than just an effort to console. His words were slow, like he was spoon-feeding you honey, and affection bled through every note. He focused on you.
His expression softened even more, if that were possible.
“I’m sorry,” he said. “I’m sorry, darlin’. This is my fault.”
You stood.
You didn’t wait for him to tell you not to go, and you moved to leave. More than halfway across the room, you only stopped when he stepped in front of you, hands out.
Pleading with you gently.
“Baby—”
“Stop calling me that!” you snapped, all rancor and heat. “Quit callin’ me sweetheart, and honey, and darlin’, and whatever other name you think’ll make this all OK again.”
You could barely think having him this close to you, but you went on anyway: “Wouldn’t hear one word of that when you left me alone last week. We did what we did, and then you made me feel like I did something wrong!”
Joel’s expression splintered on hearing that. Above you, it was clear that there was a pain behind it—he wanted to reach out and touch you—but he had to control himself. Instead, he swallowed the big lump and shook his head.
“Wasn’t nothin’…nothin’ wrong that you did,” he croaked.
“Was it?” you said, voice cracking in the same way. “Because you haven’t been able to look at me all week, and every time it feels like we might talk, you just leave.”
“‘Cause I was in the wrong. I shouldn’t have done any of those things and…and stolen your innocence from you.”
“But I asked you to!”
“Don’t make no difference. ‘M’too old, and I shouldn’t—”
“—leave me to feel like I’m an idiot!”
“You’re not—”
“Like I’m broken and useless and stupid.”
You probably could’ve talked until you were blue in the face, and Joel’s expression only would’ve grown more distraught. He ran a hand through curls of black and gray and seemed to be making a concerted effort not to let his fingers shake as he did. He faltered in front of you.
He felt for his breast pocket, brows bunching together.
“Baby, you gotta…” He stopped himself shortly. Swallowed like something got stuck in his throat. “Believe me, ain’t none of that true. Wasn’t nothin’ you did—and you shouldn’t feel like you need to be usin’ my woodworking tools, neither…Should be somethin’…real.”
You couldn’t read his expression at the last.
Still, you knew what you hoped it meant.
“So show me,” you said. “Teach me.”
Your voice was weak. His lowered.
“You know why I can’t do that.”
Every spot, scar, and wrinkle gracing those weathered, middle-aged features seemed to harden at once. He wore a stern look, like a father’s, and didn’t budge when you reached out to touch. Just lifted a hand to his chest.
And, sliding something small out of his breast pocket:
“I stopped into town. Got you this.”
A little hand-held mirror.
You took it.
What for?
And you asked him that.
Watched Joel shift from foot to foot as you held it up.
The look in his eyes should have been answer enough. They told you, without prevarication, what this mirror was for. It was up to you to make sense of it yourself.
You took a seat on the bed.
Joel’s bed, big, broad, and soft as a cloud, made for the perfect space to do this. You didn’t have to think about it.
“Like this?” you asked him.
Joel stiffened where he stood. The moment you leaned back and set your heels apart on the bed—facing him directly, with nothing but his shirttails keeping you covered then—he scrubbed a hand down his beard.
He stared no lower than your collarbone.
You sat the mirror between your legs.
“Not here,” Joel said, jaw clenched.
The glass was rounded with a handle.
Perfect for holding it an inch away from—
“Baby,” Joel cut in, a little more choked. “I meant alone.”
“Then go.”
You were tired of feeling spineless—something naïve and meek and incapable of doing things on her own. Guilty as Joel may have felt, it didn’t change the fact that you had needs, same as him. If he didn’t want to see this, so be it.
You lifted the ends of your shirt to take a look at yourself.
The mirror was propped up on the comforter, affording you a near-perfect view of what had made you curious.
She was pretty. Plush. Simple.
You’d never gotten a glimpse at her from an angle like this, but with one look, you realized why the female form had held so many captive for as long as the human race existed. You had power—real, tangible power—inside it.
Joel’s mind seemed to mirror your every thought to a T.
His gaze had tripped from your neck to your shoulders, down your stomach and toward your center. Once it landed on open, dripping folds, it was like they froze him.
Rooting the stubborn, stern, frowning old man into place, your pussy worked like a spell. That knowledge alone was enough to send your muscles pulsing for him.
For yourself, you corrected.
Your pleasure came first.
“Baby…” Joel trailed off.
He stared, and he sulked, right as your middle and ring fingers teased a line up your aching slit. You were so wet that the most featherlight of touches got them soaked.
Joel swallowed again, bracing both hands on his hips.
“Darlin’—”
“What did I say about names, Daddy?” you cut in. You teased him with the D-word at the same time you found your clit, and a ripple of pleasure pulsed through you. “Don’t talk sweet if you’re not gonna treat me like it.”
You surprised yourself with just how steady you spoke. Similarly, Joel seemed to be stunned himself. He took a step forward so that he’d be stood at the foot of the bed.
“‘M’always sweet on you,” he mumbled. “…ain’t I?”
“Maybe when you feel like it,” you countered.
You made a messy circle with your fingers.
Then another, and another, and another. Sensations rose sharp and hot, further heightened by eyes on your body.
“When you need it,” Joel rebutted once more.
His voice was stern. Underneath it, though, a tortured man was trying to claw his way out. Fighting for control.
Losing the battle momentarily, he leaned in.
Hands still on his hips, eyes still glued between your legs, in an act that you would’ve deemed crude were it done just about anywhere else, Joel bent forward and spit.
A glob of saliva landed squarely between your fingers, almost too perfect for you to believe after you’d seen it.
But then you felt it: warm moisture mixing with yours, motions circling faster and faster around that little bud, Joel’s gaze growing even more intent as he watched you.
There was a frown on his face, but he was crumbling.
“Want Daddy to be sweet on you, huh? Is that it?”
The answer he received came in the form of your fingers sliding between your desperate, clenching, needy walls.
One inch.
One measly inch, and then they stopped.
That was all you could fit inside. You whimpered, shrill.
“Daddy, ‘s’too tight. Can’t go any deeper.”
“An’ what did I teach you ‘bout squeezin’? ‘Bout keepin’ her nice an’ wet so the stretch ain’t so painful goin’ in?”
That line of questioning was pointless, clearly.
You were drenched. Your legs were spread, revealing a wet, drooling pussy practically soaking straight through his comforter. The fingers you’d tried to push in wriggled
Joel grabbed the mirror.
“What’s this for?”
With your fingertips otherwise occupied, the man was free to thumb at your clit while holding the mirror to it. Your hips bucked instinctively, and it was like you could hear the arousal trickling out of you. Joel’s eyes slid up.
“Well?”
So this was a review, apparently.
You babbled, “My clit’s for—for makin’ me feel good.”
“An’ where else can you do that?”
“Here.”
Again, your fingers tried to slide in to locate your g-spot, but the effort was fruitless. Your hole was as tight as anything, and you simply didn’t have the grit to get it in.
“Here?”
So Joel did it for you.
With one thick, sure finger, he split your digits apart and entered your pussy pushing in between them. Languidly.
He held the mirror with more force, sawing the finger of his other hand back and forth to coax you open. To no one’s surprise, it was an easier go. Though one of Joel’s was almost as thick as the two of your own, this stretch was good. The pleasure it elicited made your jaw slacken.
And, just as a gasp left your lips, Joel put the mirror down. He reached for the back of your neck and, angling your chin to your chest, made you watch your reflection.
With the mirror resting between your legs, you had a front row seat to see it all: Joel’s finger dragging in and out, a tiny, gaping ‘o’ in its wake, your arousal trailing it.
He’d done this before, but it was your first time watching
You loved it.
You loved how lewd it looked with this big, coarse, liver-spotted hand flexing back and forth, making a finger disappear and reappear outside your pussy over and over again. You relished the sight of your juices trickling down his palm and wrist. You adored the grip at the nape of your neck, how Joel kneeled into the bed and lowered his mouth beside your ear, telling you the filthiest of things while he fingered you. ‘Missed her Daddy, didn’t she?’ and ‘That’s it, open f’me’ made you dizziest.
Then Joel told you to strip down.
Your fingers trembled with the buttons of your shirt—luckily, you’d only done three or four—and you got it off. You shrugged the thing behind you while Joel added a second finger, and you spread your thighs even wider.
It was a tight fit without his tongue to help. Whimpering and whining and murmuring, ‘Daddy, please,’ you made the sting evident, and that was when he started petting your g-spot. At the same time, to your surprise, Joel leaned down and took one of your nipples in his mouth.
The pleasure together was mind-numbing. Joel licked and sucked while his fingers drove in relentlessly; his tongue lapped over that hard, pebbled flesh and smeared the skin all over with saliva. He panted.
“This is…another spot,” he managed raggedly.
Another lick. Another loud, wet pop of his lips.
Your pussy clenched so tight around his fingers you feared you might cut off the circulation, and you moaned
Erogenous zones, Joel muttered against you.
And what a gift it was to be told—shown—where to find your pleasure. To have the doors thrown open wide and nudged inside that special, private place with the help of someone else. Perhaps the act wasn’t so much a loss of control on Joel’s part, but simply that: giving. You hoped he didn’t feel guilty again, and could enjoy this with you.
A minute later, you were watching yourself come undone
Trembling, fluttering, pulsing around Joel’s fingers while he sucked your nipple between his teeth, like he was feasting on you, you were inundated with ecstasy.
A shrill, pleasured shriek starved you breathless. Spit leaked and dribbled down your chin. The sight of your pussy getting stuffed with Joel’s fingers, at the same time he practically tongue-bathed your chest within an inch of his life, drove you wild beyond all understanding.
You pawed at him the second that your orgasm receded.
“M-More, Daddy,” you whimpered, greedy. “Please.”
No making sense of it then: you were desperate.
Beside you, Joel was sucking in deep, shuddering breaths and blinking furiously, as if trying to clear his field of vision or shake his head of some ugly thought.
You touched his chest, and he lurched backward.
He was doing it again.
“Joel—” you tried his name, gentle.
“I—I can’t.” He shook his head. “We gotta stop.”
“But you don’t wanna. You’re just sayin’ that now.”
You were out of breath, panting on the bed, and you realized then with some embarrassment that you were completely naked. Joel was clothed. He started to stand.
The old man had a look on his strained, weathered face like he’d witnessed fifteen wars firsthand. He braced a hand against a bedpost, clenching his jaw, and when your hand reached out to touch him again, he balked.
Groaned.
You must’ve nicked him someplace painful, inadvertently
Glancing down, you saw your hand atop a denim mound.
That hadn’t been your intention. You’d meant to grab at his belt loops and pull him close, help him see that he wouldn’t be doing you wrong, but your palm had landed on his crotch instead. You weren’t sure what this meant, but you couldn’t help but recall the noise he’d made when you straddled him early that morning at Tommy’s place. It sounded eerily familiar—and you really hoped you hadn’t fucked things up and hurt Joel in some way.
“I’m sorry!” you squeaked, yanking your hand back. “I’m— I— I didn’t mean to, I promise. Did I hurt you, Daddy?”
“Go—” Joel swallowed. Turned. “Go to your room, baby.”
Your heart sank.
You’d run him off again.
How many times would it take for this to be enough? When would you not be messing things up so pitifully?
You sniffled at the same time Joel took a step away.
His back was facing you, and his gait was unsteady.
Just as you started to slide off the bed, about to scamper off naked and humiliated, you stopped.
Joel halted where he stood, torso folding in slightly.
“Daddy!” you cried.
Before you knew it, you were in front of him. Hugging him. Trying to fit your arms around that thick, sturdy waist and babbling incoherently, something to the effect of, ‘Are you alright?’ and, ‘I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry!’
Something poked your stomach.
The reason that you weren’t able to fit your wrists around his back, you swiftly realized, was that something was standing at a perpendicular angle from Joel’s lower half.
You pulled back. You stared.
Joel was already hastening to shove the appendage away, but you saw it, clear as day: all of that was him.
He must’ve tugged it out of his jeans in the split-second that he’d been turned, hissing through his teeth and saying some words you were half-certain you weren’t allowed to repeat. Now Joel was fisting the thing, all thick and angry and pink, like it were something bad.
For some reason, the sight made your mouth water.
“Daddy?” And it was more a breath than a question.
Joel’s expression hardened, same as it had earlier—only this time, there was a tinge of pain behind it. He grunted.
“Darlin’,” he said, stern. “This is a grown man problem. Don’t want you havin’ to deal with none of it f’me, OK?”
“But I’m grown, too.”
You said it without thinking.
It was like a primal drive cut in, and your mind spun.
Your fingers trembled by your sides, and when you stole a look at Joel, you saw him eyeing you steadily. Chest rising and falling in shallow breaths and teeth grinding.
“Sweetheart—” he started to warn.
“Can I touch him? Just…just a little.”
Your voice was soft as you asked him.
Your movements were slow as you approached—you didn’t touch until Joel had breathed a fierce sound through his nose and jerked his chin once. Assent.
“One touch an’ you’re done. Y’hear that, honey?”
It was as if he were actively trying to deter you.
And it wouldn’t work—you were reaching out.
Your fingers curled around flesh that was hard and warm, and intrigue blossomed from the tips of your toes to the lips that wanted to grin at the feeling. Your eyes peered down, and you saw it, plain as anything: this…thing in your grip was dense. Long. Veiny. Flushed. And rigid.
It amazed you just how big the flesh could swell, and how hard it had gone underneath your touch. Holding him like you might a length of rope, you couldn’t even reach your middle finger to your thumb—that was how thick he was. You probably should’ve been frightened by the size, but instead, you found yourself admiring him. Ogling one small, shiny pearl of moisture sitting atop the rounded end and feeling your mouth start to water again.
Joel let out another rumbling sound.
He pried you off by your wrist.
“There. You touched ‘im.”
“Daddy’s…penis, right?”
You knew that he’d taught you the word before already; you just liked the way his pupils dilated when you said it.
And, sure enough, Joel’s irises were swallowed up.
His throat bobbed. He put a hand on his zipper.
“Yeah. Now Daddy needs to take care of ‘im.”
He took a load off in the easy chair behind him, collapsing with a sigh. You didn’t follow at first.
You just watched, enrapt, while Joel planted his feet wide on the floor and fisted his length, eyeing you close.
A grown man’s problem.
Not yours. Not now.
“Can’t even stay hard,” Joel said suddenly. Humorless. “Takes me more’n an hour on a good day. That’s why I say it’s a problem for me, not a little thing like yourself.”
That made you bristle.
You stepped closer. “‘Little thing’?”
“You know what I mean. Don’t got nothin’ to do with your bein’ a full adult—which you are—but your experience. Years you got under your belt.” And in a semi-ironic gesture, Joel hooked a thumb through a denim loop and tugged his jeans lower, exposing more of himself to you.
Spit burned in your throat going down. It was the most infuriating thing; knowing your body was just as good and ready as his, but because Joel deemed you little…
You walked to where he was and got on your knees. Kneeling, you saw the man tense and sit up taller.
“That wasn’t no invitation, sweetheart—”
“I want you to treat me like I’m grown.”
And really, that was all you could say.
No amount of pleading eyes or pawing, needy hands, fingers curling into fists and demanding in a shrill voice, ‘Treat me as an equal, Joel’ would ever accomplish what you managed with the uttering of those nine little words.
For the first time, Joel looked like he understood.
Leaning forward, squeezing the base of his length in one hand and cupping your face with the other, he hummed.
“That what you want?” Thumbing at your cheek.
You nodded. You softened under that touch.
“C’mere, baby.”
C’mere.
Come to daddy.
The next thing you felt was a set of lips on yours; Joel kissed you gently. His mouth was warm and soft and tender beyond all comprehension, drawing you to him and tasting you by turns. Heat fluttered low in your belly, and before the rest of your body could even fully respond to it, he was pulling back. His lips shone, red and swollen.
Smiling.
“‘S’what I wanted to do this whole time,” he murmured, sounding a little bit sheepish as he said it. “Should’ve been the first thing I did—that’s how real folks do it.”
Frankly, you were too light-headed to reply.
You nodded airily, jaw hanging slack.
“Now where’s my sweet girl?”
That you could answer without words. So you did.
Letting Joel capture your lips again, setting your hands on either one of his denim-clad thighs and rising off your heels. Kissing him, and feeling the vibrations of a groan.
Hearing him stroke himself faster, then pulling from him.
Gaping.
“Y’know what made him so hard, baby?” Joel asked you, expression going a bit more lax while he rubbed himself. Evidently, whatever he was doing felt good. “Tell Daddy.”
So he was still in teaching mode.
Your spit was practically leaking out in strings at either side of your mouth, but you managed to steel yourself.
“A-Arousal,” you stammered. Swallowing. “Your penis gets big whenever you’re aroused, uh, seein’ something.”
“And what did Daddy see?”
Your face heated.
“Well…”
Joel drew closer, eyes bright and glistening.
“You can tell me, darlin’.”
Another beat.
“Me?”
Very good, baby seemed to shine in every blink of that honeyed gaze, and Joel bent forward to kiss the tip of your nose, then your cheek. You preened under his touch.
“That’s right. You made Daddy so hard,” he murmured.
Trapped between wanting to curl up on Joel’s lap and soak in all his praise and actually hoping to learn another lesson, you let him take the lead. You tilted your chin with the beckoning of his forefinger and thumb, and you squeezed his legs harder, toes curling underneath you.
In his fist, Joel’s length was ruddy-looking and flushed. The little bead of liquid at the tip had grown even bigger, but the sight was fleeting. At the next possible opening, Joel slid his palm up and over that end and stroked it rapidly. He smeared the moisture over his dick and, peering down at you with an almost curious look, widened the spread of his legs. He shifted closer.
“I’m an old man,” he said, a little deflated. Shaking his length near your face. “He don’t…stay hard for very long.”
You swallowed.
You watched Joel continue to pump himself, but it was clear those motions were slowing. His member was beginning to soften in his hold, sagging at the tip.
“Daddy…” you whined. You didn’t like to see him sad.
“Couple kisses from your pretty lips might wake ‘im up, though. Could ya…Could ya do that f’me, hon? Kiss ‘im?”
You didn’t think twice—you treated it just like you did with his mouth before. You bent down and kissed him right on the thick, glistening head, all round and pink.
Joel groaned.
He cursed again.
“That’s it, baby,” he praised you, voice strained.
You were starting to get the sense that certain grunts of pain—or what sounded like them to your ears—were really more bound up in pleasure. Because of this, you went on, quietly, ‘That feel OK, Daddy? That…better?’
“Ten times better,” Joel hissed through his teeth. Releasing his hold on your face to grip the armrest. “That—That’s what Daddy likes. Little game of lollipop, huh?”
You cocked a brow at him.
Joel chuckled, “‘S’what it’s like, right? Lickin’ a lollipop.”
Hearing that, you couldn’t keep your lips from twitching.
Okay. Lollipop.
That made it more fun.
When Joel held his big, still partly flaccid length out to you again, you acted even quicker. You kissed his tip, and then, not needing to map it out, you pressed your lips to the side, the base, someplace near the thatch of black of gray hair by his tummy, peppering pecks. It was a game.
And your old man seemed to be enjoying it thoroughly, as his hips jerked with every other movement of your mouth. You stuck out your tongue and licked a stripe, and you heard a low, prolonged growl peel out of him.
“That’s it, sweetheart. That’s a good fuckin’ girl.”
You licked the warm, gummy flesh again and relished the taste. That texture, frustrating as it may have been for Joel, was tantalizing all the same. You reached up and replaced Joel’s hand with yours, and strangely, you loved the feel of his dick all soft and wormy beneath your fist.
Your old man.
You peered up and met with scars, slightly sagging skin, silver-flecked hairs, a wide, bushy trail that spanned all the way to his navel over a heaping mound of muscle and fat. Joel was thick, and he showed his years through every inch of his body. Words couldn’t begin to describe how much you loved that, and how feral it made you feel.
Parting your lips, about to stick out your tongue to give him another long, wet, and tender lick, Joel stopped you.
He twitched in your palm.
“Baby, how ‘bout you put Daddy’s penis in your mouth?”
He said it so soft—so ragged and broken and wanting, by the sound of it—that you almost froze on the spot. Spit smeared your lips and down your chin, falling in little droplets onto his jeans every now and then, and your mouth hovered over the head of him. Your eyes rounded.
“Like…Like this?” you stammered. Lowering.
You took his tip between your lips; it started out with a kiss, just suckling the edge, but then, swiftly, your mouth opened up around him and stretched. Your jaw ached to accommodate his girth, and with just one inch, you felt the sting of what seemed like ten. You gagged, not used to that sensation, and your head jerked back by instinct.
You expected Joel to be put off—irritated, even.
But when you turned a coy look his way, you were surprised to find his eyes heavy-lidded and glazed. Expression as limp as ever—his member stirring stiffer near your lips and between your fingers, simultaneously—he watched you. He nodded. He sucked in half a breath
And when he spoke again, it was like he really was in pain
“Honey…” Dick swelling nearly to full-size in your fist. Hand moving from the armrest to lay flat on the crown of your head, a little shaky. “Darlin’, I’m—I’m— I can’t last.”
You were about to question that, confused as to how one little suck of your mouth could make him so squirmish all of a sudden, but then Joel’s other hand was moving, too.
This one reached lower.
It shoved his pants and boxers down, almost to the point of the fabric pushing past his thighs, and then you saw it.
More squishy stuff.
It wasn’t…part of Joel’s dick per se but rather sat at the base. Hairy and round and plush in a funny-looking duo.
“Y’know what’s in there, baby?” Joel murmured.
You had no idea. You said as much in a shrug.
That made Joel stiffen more, teeth flashing.
A soft chuckle, “Guess we never got to that part, huh?”
For a second, you were puzzled. In the next, you were being lifted to your feet. You might’ve stumbled, except Joel picked you up and carried you all the way to the bed.
You landed with a soft thud and saw Joel undressing before you’d even regained your bearings. As with most things he did, the man was relatively slow-moving and careful, but there was a grit and a resolve just the same.
He unbuttoned his flannel shirt and didn’t unglue his gaze from you once. He kicked off his boots, toed off his socks, and when he got to his boxers and jeans, he put a hand on one of the closest bedposts and paused, briefly.
“Baby.”
You were lying sprawled out over the bedspread, naked, with Joel standing off to the side, eyes as ravenous and wild as you had ever seen them. At the same time, it looked like the man had just swallowed a cup of nails.
He leaned closer, and you did the same, crawling over.
“Yeah? What is it, Da—”
“We don’t gotta do nothin’ you don’t wanna do, OK?” Joel cut in over you. Cupping your cheek in one hand. “Hell, we can stop this right now. Save your—your, uh, first time for somebody a little more suited to you in—”
Now it was your turn to interject, eyes rolling at him.
“If you say ‘age’ one more goddamn time, Joel…”
And it made you giggle, partly because you weren’t often in the habit of cussing, but also because of the look that was suffusing Joel’s whole face as you said it: the guilt.
You could tell that it was still tearing him up, knowing how that wide, yawning chasm of decades wedged between you two wouldn’t close no matter what he did. Fingers gripping the bedpost like a vise, eyes studying you by turns, and his underwear and pants all but bursting around the strain of his dick, he looked…
“—scared,” you finished presently. Tugging on his jeans. “Isn’t it my job to be freaking out? This thing’s colossal.”
You’d helped him strip completely nude, watching him kick off the fabric at his feet and climb into bed beside you, and there was a granule of truth to what you said.
What were you going to do with it? Would it even fit?
Then Joel was on top; fear dissolved into laughter.
“Hey!” you hissed around short, gasping shrieks.
“That’s a big word,” Joel mused, barely having to move a muscle against your writhing and squirming. “‘Colossal.’”
“You’ve got a big dick.”
“Baby.”
“Sorry. Penis, I mean.”
Above you, Joel had only to shake his head and scrunch his nose—with his length hard and bobbing between your bodies, there was certainly no sense in denying it.
Still pinning you with his weight, he slid you both up the mattress. He nudged your head onto a pillow. Once comfortable, safe, and secure, and only then, did you feel him start to shift. You glanced between your legs.
His shaft was heavy. It stretched all the way from your pubic bone to your belly button and then well past it by an inch or three-and-a-half. Your presence was like a pebble beside a pillar; this walking, talking wall of fur and muscle couldn’t be outstripped by anything, it seemed.
Joel stroked your cheek with his knuckles, at the same time watching moisture from that tip wet your tummy.
“Y’know…” he trailed off, low. “Y’know how this goes?”
You did, sort of.
Your brain flashed back to the noises stifled behind cabin walls; Joel’s fingers plunging in and out of you; tongue dragging circles, telling you it was best to be wet and stretched, to make sure there was plenty of room for it.
Not a quarter-inch straight chisel, a finger, or a tongue.
Not even just the tip.
“All of it goes in?” you asked him, gaze flickering up.
“All of it.”
Joel’s hips canted once forward, then once going back.
Then again, in a sawing motion, as if to show you.
“Daddy goes in…” Another undulation. “…an’ out.”
Over the course of all your time observing Joel, you’d come to realize that the man reverted to modes of teaching when he was worried; concealing his nerves became a game part-detachment, part-pragmatism.
You saw it now as he shifted his hips in demonstration, simulating sex with his length dragging back and forth across your belly. His brow knit, and he held your gaze.
“‘Fore he can…‘fore he can move, or anything, Daddy’s gotta stretch your little hole out for him. Get her ready.”
“Like you did with your fingers?” you supplied helpfully.
Joel winced.
“Well, a—a little like that.” And he paused to consider his words. “Except, uh…Daddy’s gonna stretch you a bit bigger. Tougher. When he goes in for the first time, he might…well, there’s this stretch of skin he might…rip.”
“Rip?” You raised your head off of the pillow, voice taut.
Joel tried talking you down, both literally and figuratively.
“Ain’t that bad, I-I don’t think. You might not even have it. There’s just this thing inside of some women—a little tissue, I s’pose—called a hymen. Might break the first time you have sex, and—and with everything else… stretchin’, y’know, if it hurts, you just talk to me, OK?”
You nodded, “OK.”
Joel lined himself up.
He gripped his length and angled it. Shifted on his knees.
Swiped the head through your folds a couple of times and made you shiver—was this supposed to be painful? You liked him there, and you tried relishing the feeling. Being wet, and sensitive, and spread with your legs wide open to Joel, you felt as vulnerable as you’d ever been.
You wanted to get the hurt over with.
“Put it in,” you urged, soft. “Go on.”
Joel’s lips twitched overhead. A light chuckle rumbled through him, and he continued the languorous strokes.
“Ain’t that simple,” he mumbled back. “It ain’t…polite.”
For what?
You were about to ask him as much, when Joel slid the flushed, leaking head of his dick from just grazing and bumping your slit to tapping directly—poking your clit. Smearing that pearlescent liquid from the little hole at the end to your throbbing bundle of nerves. You gasped.
Pleasure blossomed from that site. Joel tapped the head again—gentle, but insistent—and sparks ignited across your lower half. Your hips jerked, and you let out a whine.
“That’s why, darlin’,” Joel answered your wordless query. He smiled, sliding his dick back and forth between your thighs, over your trembling, glistening mound. “Only polite to knock on the door before he comes inside.”
And if you weren’t almost shaking in fear, you wouldn’t have hesitated to roll your eyes. Told the old, beaming man with his length poised over your pussy he was corny and not funny at all, y’know that? But instead, you just mirrored his grin, all crooked, soft, and indolent, and you leaned in to kiss him. You wrapped legs around his hips.
You trusted him.
Yet another confirmation of it came when Joel cradled the back of your head and kissed you deeper, sweetly, and then dragged his lips from your mouth to either one of your cheeks, your nose, your chin. Peppering kisses.
Trying to distract from what was forthcoming, maybe.
“Just look at me,” Joel murmured, drawing back and meeting your eyes. “Look at Daddy now, alright, baby?”
You did.
You nodded.
Joel pressed his hips forward, and—
“Fuck!” You swore under your breath.
It stung. No side-stepping the pain, the push of Joel’s length a mere quarter-inch inside stretched the rim of your pussy to what felt like maximum capacity. You dug your heels in his ass, and at the same time it felt like that thrust was going to halt where it was, you grit your teeth.
“Keep going. Please,” you begged him.
Joel groaned. His whole body shook.
“Baby, this pussy’s so fuckin’ tight.”
You must’ve felt like a fist to him—whether that was a good thing or a bad thing was yet to be decided, as the man’s mouth fell open, and a string of curses flew out. His hips stuttered, like he couldn’t bear the feeling, and then his hand lifted to stroke your cheek. His thumb trembled down the cusp of your jaw as his throat bobbed
“Oh…oh, honey. Can’t hurt ya, little one,” he said, choked
“You won’t. I want it,” you murmured back.
As if to affirm that statement, your walls clenched around his tip and sucked him deeper. Maybe a half-inch.
Once sheathed almost past his throbbing, leaking head, Joel seemed to grow even more delirious. He opened and closed his mouth, gray stubble shining from the faint lamplight of his woodworking station across the room, and you thought he’d never looked sweeter. Or needier.
You snaked your arms around his neck just as you felt your body begin to leak more moisture down his length. One soft, minuscule squelch where Joel’s most intimate part and yours molded together, mixing juices, and you could almost taste him on your tongue—feel him swelling bigger and harder pointing in toward your belly.
“Right here, Daddy,” you breathed, voice shrill from how badly you wanted him. “Show—Show me where it goes.”
You should’ve known that tapping into Joel’s pedagogical side would’ve stopped him on a dime.
And it did.
He blinked.
Eyes already clouded with lust and need, he swallowed.
“Y-Yeah?” He leaned closer and blanketed your body.
You nodded at him sweetly, spreading your thighs.
“Please, Daddy. Teach me how to be a big girl.”
Your words might as well have knocked him sideways. The man heaved the longest, lowest groan through his teeth, and muscles ticked on both sides of his mouth.
He liked that a lot.
He’d give you exactly what you needed now.
And, in short order, that was what he did—lowering his head, capturing your lips, kissing you sweetly and savoring your taste, he relished you. Pleasured you. Braced his elbows on either side of your head on the pillow and sucked in a breath and then slid in, finally.
“Open for Daddy,” he said, without pretense or pause.
No equivocation to his movements now, he drove deep. Your body followed as if by instinct, blooming around the intrusion and letting him in. It hurt; like you already knew, there was no sense in pretending as if it wouldn’t sting, but Joel was there through every second of it. Caring for you, kissing you, sawing that big, slippery member of his in and telling you, gently, ‘This is where Daddy belongs.’
“In—In my tummy, Daddy. Can feel ‘im in my tummy.”
“Yeah? Show me where.”
Joel’s hand moved under yours, swiftly guided to your stomach. His gaze shone with pride when you started drawing little circles over your belly button, all while his length was plunging in and out of your wet, needy hole.
You felt a bulge under the skin, and he felt it, too. Whatever hymen you had was probably split in half.
“See Daddy there? All up in your guts?”
You did. You whimpered, “Uh-huh.”
Then, somehow, the man sank even deeper—what once felt like it was teasing at your tummy touched your lungs.
Joel let out a strangled sound.
“Feel—Feel Daddy here?”
As soon as you answered yes, Joel rocked his hips forward to make sure he hit that spot again. It made stars fly before your eyes, not unlike the way you’d felt when he was knuckle-deep stroking your g-spot, but you could tell that this place was different, too. Your toes curled in anticipation, and your walls pulsed around him.
You liked it, not only for the feeling, but the meaning of it.
Something more significant lurked under the surface.
“Your cervix,” Joel said, voice thin and near hoarse.
Another stab of his pelvis, and your mind went dizzy with the pleasure—silly as it was, it also scared you, so you hugged Joel’s neck and nodded your head, ‘Cer-vix.’
“You know where…babies come from, right, hon?”
That question stumped you for a second.
Slowly, you shook your head at him.
And, like the time not long ago when you’d told Joel you wanted to be a big girl, this admission seemed to leave a lasting impression, too. Above you, Joel continued to roll his hips in fast, shallow thrusts and stretch your pussy out with it, prodding at your cervix in every movement.
“Well, this—this is what I was gettin’ at, darlin’.”
Another beat. Another thrust and a groan.
Joel had just managed to steel himself when he went on:
“The birds and the bees, I mean. This is…it. This is…”
Making love.
Making…
Joel didn’t even need to finish his thought, but he reached down anyhow. Feeling for the soft, squishy globes attached to the base of himself, between his legs, he ghosted fingertips over them and stifled a grunt.
“In here, ‘s’where a man stores semen. That’s—”
“The stuff that makes babies, right, Daddy?”
The pieces fell into place without him having to say another thing. The jostling of your body underneath him, pussy taking him deep with every stroke, how Joel would grunt and groan and pant in keening desperation, ‘Oh, sweetheart, that’s just what Daddy likes. Keep goin’,’ it only surprised you how long it had taken for you to see it.
Instinct clouded your sense; you said it without thinking:
“Want it in me, Daddy.”
Joel choked.
Oh.
At the same moment, your walls reflexively clenched, and your fingers wound through the dark, sweat-dampened curls at the nape of his neck. Inhaling a whiff of his aftershave and his natural scent, you felt something stir within you. You couldn’t name it.
You couldn’t place that primal need or why you craved him in you, pulsing out however much of that seed his body could give. It was as simple and as insistent as breathing; your pussy enveloped his length from root to tip and gave it a squeeze like your walls were trying to milk him. Joel’s body responded in kind, and he groaned.
“‘M’sorry, Daddy,” you squeaked. “I didn’t mean to.”
“You want Daddy to make a baby in your belly?”
Joel’s mouth was hovering less than an inch away from your own, and the look on his face was that of a man starved. His thrusts slowed. Hard, hot flesh twitched inside you and sank all the way in until you squirmed.
This gruff man, this tough man, this caretaker and wellspring of kindness and warmth. Protection since the day he’d entered your life. And now he was buried to the hilt, hips digging into yours, and he was smoothing a hand over your cheek. Seeming to be waging an internal war, he swallowed and held your hip with his other hand.
“Don’t—Don’t answer that,” he rejoined, hoarse.
“Please, Daddy. Please,” you whimpered back.
In an exploratory move, you reached to lick at his bottom lip. After that, his chin, down the plane of prickly silver stubble and then around his mouth, like you couldn’t get enough of the man. It felt natural; you lifted your hips and raised your eyes to him at the same time, begging.
You didn’t need to ask. Joel didn’t need to speak again.
But after taking a look deep in your eyes and feeling you hug him—tug him in, both between your arms and your thighs—it became readily apparent his resolve was shot.
His hips drew back and rocked forward.
His tip nudged your special spot, and you both groaned.
No further teaching or talking was needed from that point forward; you and Joel seemed both to operate on instinct, with your bodies making all of the requisite decisions to keep moving. Joel slipped his arms under your body and held you tight, pressed himself as near as he could while he drilled you into the bed and pushed you closer and closer to your peak. His length swelled and throbbed, and the whole time through, he couldn’t take his eyes off your face to watch what his movements were doing. Always ‘my girl,’ ‘my darlin’,’ or ‘my sweet, precious baby’ as his pubic bone bumped your clit and he cradled you to him. The bed creaked underneath the weight of each thrust, and before you knew it, your moans were increasing in pitch. Your body tightened.
Joel’s did the same, and with the tight, wet suction of your pussy all but cutting off the circulation to his dick, neither one of you had much say in what followed after—ropes of warmth coated your walls with every pulsation of his length, and euphoria seized you from head to toe.
How long it lasted, or how long Joel remained buried in your aching heat was anyone’s guess. All you knew was that when you re-opened your eyes on recovering from your pleasure, Joel was watching you. Thick, sticky warmth stuffed you to the brim before starting to leak out—and, evidently, your old man loved that feeling, as he couldn’t keep a grin from spreading across his face.
Cheeks glowing, eyes bright, and smile mirroring your own, it was clear he wasn’t going anywhere this time. Joel held you closer, then pressed a kiss to your cheek.
“So, that’s how you do it.”
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honey-on-your-tongue ¡ 7 days ago
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The accuracy is painful 😭
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clark with a shy, nervous girl; suggestive content
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If you had told your past self the night would be ending with you and Clark practically dry-humping on your couch, you wouldn't believe it. Not that anything like that is above you, just because you can barely find it in yourself to kiss him goodbye most nights, absolutely ridden with anxiety.
Tonight had been you and Clark's fifth date and like all those before, he had absolutely swept you off your feet. He was such a gentleman, and you were so infatuated with him that when it was nearing the end of the night, you had scraped together all your confidence and asked him if he wanted to spend the night.
Fast forward to now, you and Clark were blindly moving through your apartment, making out like horny teenagers. You make it as far as your living room before he's dropping down on your sofa, pulling you along with him. You land in his lap with a surprised gasp that's half muffled against his mouth, hands gripping his shoulders for stability. He laughs at your reaction, lips still pressed against yours, and the deep vibration of his chest against yours makes heat pool low in your tummy. You swear everything he does is so insanely hot.
He wastes little to no time before he's kissing you breathless once again, hands that once sat idly on your hips now exploring the expanse of your body. He's not crude about it, though, big hands sliding up your arms and down your back, leaving goosebumps in their wake. His hands are so warm, and even through your clothes, it feels like he's setting your skin on fire with his touch.
He's not letting up, lips moving against you with a fervour that had you feeling lightheaded as they travel across the side of your face, underneath your chin and up the expanse of your neck before they return to your lips once more. One of your hands moves from his shoulder to the back of his head, lightly tugging at the soft curls there when you feel him pulling you impossibly closer, making your core press right against the hardness in his slacks. He groans at the brief sting of the tug paired with your warmth pressed right where he wants it most, and the sound travels right through you, makes your legs shake in anticipation, and your fingertips feel numb.
He's everywhere at once, filling all your senses in the most intoxicating way. He tastes like the vanilla ice cream you had shared for dessert and smells like something woody and fresh and so very him. It's taking everything in you to not moan aloud at just the simple feeling of his hands tugging and grabbing at you so hungrily, too embarrassed to really let him know how good he was making you feel already.
Clark's brows furrow in confusion once he notices it. He can hear the way your heart beats frantically in your chest like it's trying to escape your ribcage, and normally he wouldn't be too worried (hell, he'd most likely be flattered from getting a reaction like that out of someone with just a little kissing) but the rapid pace at which your heart beats paired with the almost iron grip you had on his shoulder and the way your body almost refuses to relax in his embrace concerns him.
So gentle as ever, his hands return to their hold on your hips before he's pulling away from your lips reluctantly, almost immediately missing the sweet taste of you. "Sweetheart," he calls timidly, smiling at your still shut eyes. When you do open them, you're met with eyes blown in lust yet still so soft with adoration.
"You okay?" he asks, hands rubbing up and down your sides in a way he hopes is comforting, grounding. "You know we don't have to do anything tonight. I'll leave right now if you want." "No!" your voice is so sudden your shock yourself, "No, I'm okay. I don't want you to leave. I want this, I promise. I'm just a little nervous, is all. I'm sorry."
You're aware that you're rambling a little, but you needed to make it crystal clear how badly you really wanted this, even if your own nerves were getting in the way. And Clark, bless his heart, doesn't seem annoyed or discouraged by this, in fact his eyes soften a little more at your words. He holds your face in his hands— tips of his fingers reaching into your hair while his thumbs rub across the balls of your cheeks—before he's pressing a kiss to your forehead.
"Don't apologize, sweetheart. We'll just take it slow, alright? Whatever you want, I'll do it," he speaks, lips still pressed against your forehead. You nod softly before you're pulling back from him so that you could meet his eyes once more. There's so much warmth and admiration behind them that it makes a funny feeling erupt in your chest, too heavy to mention yet undeniably there. Before your courage fades, you're lips are pressing against his in another kiss, hoping your eagerness speaks for you. He's stunned for a split second before he's kissing you back with the same amount of (if not more) intensity, smiling once he feels the way you finally relax in his hold, practically melting into him with a dreamy sigh as your fingers hungrily weave their way through his hair.
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I FUCKING LOVE THIS OH MY GOD
yes, ma'am
clark kent x editor!reader
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Summary: Clark likes his editor, even if she's a little mean to him.
Word Count: 12.1k
Content: 18+, smut, clark is a disaster and a yearner, reader is a little mean but clark is into it, piv sex, oral (f!receiving), clark whimpers, light angst, reader is described as having hair
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Daily Planet, Metropolis - 9:47 AM
The hustle and bustle of the newsroom is already well underway by the time Clark Kent makes an appearance. The way-too-big gray suit that he wore at least once a week is crumpled, the coat nearly hanging off his shoulder as he tries to make sure he hasn’t lost any of the papers that are haphazardly hanging from his open bag while balancing a cup holder with four cups of coffee from the nice coffee shop down the road.
Other employees step around the frazzled man as he makes a beeline for his desk, flashing smiles and good mornings to everyone along the way. He’s stopped just shy of his destination as Lois Lane pops out in front of him, eyes heavy with exhaustion, as she eyes the paper cups before plucking the one with the most sugar listed on the order sticker. “Thanks,” she mumbles as she turns around, making her way back to her desk, muttering some stuff under her breath about having to rewrite the byline for her article again.
Clark barely has time to stutter out a ‘you’re welcome’ before he realizes the missing coffee cup has caused the cup holder to begin to tip sideways, the other three coffees teetering dangerously close to disaster. Clark can already see the next two seconds flashing before his eyes: spilled coffee and the exasperated look from everyone around him.
That is, until a perfectly manicured hand shoots out from behind him, deftly swiping the cup holder from him before all of the cups spill over. He follows the hand to its source, landing on your face… your very stern, eyebrow cocked in disbelief, face. “Seriously, Kent?” you ask with a scoff as you set down the holder onto his desk.
He feels the burn up the sides of his neck to his ears as he stammers, clamoring to put his bag down and straighten out his suit. You look nice today, he notes. You look nice every day, even as you stand before him, scowling. All he can think about is how pretty you look and how mesmerizing the red of your lipstick is.
“Y-yeah, sorry,” he finally apologizes, snapping to as he realizes you were waiting for him to respond. “The fight with Superman this morning ended up shutting down the A-Line, so I had to walk.”
You don’t even try to disguise the way your eyes roll at his excuse. “Superman, of course,” you mutter under your breath before raising the manila folder you were holding. “Here are the edits for the article you gave me yesterday, and remember, you still owe me the draft for the Crane case.”
“Geez, let the guy breathe for a second before jumping down his throat as soon as he gets in,” Jimmy Olsen comments with a grin as he saunters over, grabbing another cup from the holder on Clark’s desk. He pats Clark on the shoulder with a faint ‘thanks, man’ all the while pretending you’re not glaring daggers at him as he falls into his chair, sipping happily on his coffee.
You point the folder at Clark, who stands there awkwardly as you turn your fury to Jimmy. “He wouldn’t need a chance to breathe if he got here on time like the rest of us,” you fume. Jimmy holds his hands up in surrender, sending a sympathetic smile to Clark before ducking his head and turning back around to face his monitor. As much as Jimmy loves Clark, he was not going to put himself in front of your wrath for him.
When you turn back to Clark, he at least has the decency to look apologetic, hunched in a way to make himself appear smaller, and the corners of his lips pulled into a remorseful smile. You curse his dimples silently in your mind. “I was hoping getting you a coffee might soften the blow of me being late… again.”
You look down at the two remaining cups and see your name written in Clark’s chicken scratch handwriting with a wobbly smiley face drawn next to it. The sticker with the order on it displaying that he’d gotten you your favorite from the shop down the road that you loved to go to whenever you managed to pull yourself away from your desk for longer than ten minutes. That is to say that it is a luxury around here.
Your eyes narrow and lips purse for just a moment before you shove the folder into his chest, and he scrambles to catch it before it hits the ground. “I’m serious, you better have it to me by six P.M., Perry has been on my ass about it,” you assert before plucking your coffee from his desk and turning to walk back to the editor block, the click of your heels like a siren song that has his eyes following after you trailing up your form before settling on your plush backside before he realizes what he’s doing and looks away quickly, suddenly very interested in the broken ceiling tile above his desk.
He hears a snort of laughter and glances back over at Jimmy, who is not even attempting to hide his shit-eating grin. “What?” Clark asks.
Jimmy shakes his head in disbelief. “Dude, you have it so bad.” Clark dares to look confused as to what Jimmy is referring to. He motions to you and Clark can’t help but to sneak another peek at you as you’re stopped in the middle of the bullpen talking to one of the summer interns, the stern brow you’d had with him has softened as you’re inevitably explaining something you have already gone over at least twice with her before with far more patience than you ever afforded Clark.
Clark doesn’t even realize the dopey smile that works its way onto his face as he stares until Jimmy snaps his fingers. “Yeah, see! That!” He points at Clark’s face, which has now settled into what could only be described as a pout.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Clark insists.
Jimmy groans as he spins in his chair. “Just ask her out already, the worst thing she could say is ‘no’.”
Clark’s brows furrow. “Actually, the worst thing she could say is ‘you’ll be hearing from HR’.”
Lois rolls out from behind her desk, looking a bit more chipper than five minutes prior, cup of coffee still securely in her hand. “Fired for sexual misconduct would look really bad with future employers,” she teases.
Clark gives her an exasperated look, and Jimmy waves his hand at both of them dismissively. “I’m telling you, there’s no way she’d say no or report you to HR.”
“Jimmy, I hate to break it to you, but she cannot stand Clark,” Lois informs.
“Yeah, she can’t—” He whirls around to look at Lois, a distraught look on his face. “What do you mean she can’t stand me?”
“Clark, you’re always submitting drafts to her late —” “Yeah, because I get really nervous and end up re-writing it like five times before I give it to her.” “— You’re also always showing up late for work—” “I can’t help if the city is attacked and an entire subway line gets shut down!”
Lois gives him a sharp look, and he swallows, something unspoken between them that Jimmy at least doesn’t pick up on.
“Listen, some women just aren’t impressed with the whole… naïve farm boy vibe you got going on,” Lois finishes with a shrug. “Don’t take it so personally.”
Clark looks to Jimmy for some backup, and luckily, the redhead takes pity on poor Clark, coming to his friend’s rescue. “Lois, I respect your opinion on this matter as a woman, but trust me, she may seem like she’s not impressed, but—”
“Oh, don’t even give me that she’s playing hard to get spiel,” Lois rolls her eyes with a disbelieving smile on her face.
“—But, I think she’s playing hard to get.”
“Oh my god, you’re both HR violations waiting to happen,” she chides before taking another sip of her coffee.
“Aw, c’mon, look, you made him sad.” Jimmy gestures to a very downtrodden Clark, who is simply staring in the general direction where you had disappeared back into the editor block with a visible frown on his face.
Guilt creeps up Lois’s spine, and she sighs. “Listen, if you really like her, then just ask her out already and spare us having to endure the puppy dog looks.”
“There ya have it,” Jimmy nods. “Lois Lane approved office romance.”
Lois lets out a bark of laughter as she and Jimmy dive into their own conversation, leaving Clark to his thoughts. He drops into his seat, starting to look over the edits you’d handed him. The amount of markups on the page doesn’t even surprise him. Bright blue ink scratches out entire segments of sentences, circling others, neat handwriting tucked into the margins explaining each cut and need for clarification.
The first article you edited for him had been even worse. There was more blue penned onto the page than black printed ink. You had torn his article into shreds, the one he had shyly placed into the tray on your desk after he had tried to email it to you, only to be told you only accepted printed copies of drafts, something none of the other editors requested.
(Lois would later tell him that you preferred having something physical in your hands when you edited, and she’d made the same mistake in her first week)
He had been so proud of that article when he’d handed it over. Less so when you’d given the folder back to him with nothing more than a raised eyebrow before walking back to your desk, it took all of five minutes before he’d shown up in front of you, the marked-up draft crinkled nervously between his hands, clearly upset by the sheer amount of edits.
You had stared at him, unblinking, as he stammered all over himself, waiting until he talked himself into an awkward silence before saying anything. Dealing with uppity journalists who took personal offense to edits was nothing new to you. “If you don’t make the edits, then I won’t approve it and it won’t go to print,” you’d said simply. “Unless you’d like to make an argument for the run-on sentences?”
There wasn’t any malice in your voice, and that was the moment Clark realized it wasn’t personal, it was just your job, and you were not just good, but great at your job. He must have been as red as a tomato by the time he turned and fled back to his desk with his tail tucked between his legs.
He made the edits, and when Perry walked by his desk the next day, he was complimented on the pacing and tone of the piece. It didn’t make the front page… not even second or third, but it was his first article in the Daily Planet.
You had even smiled at him and congratulated him on his first article when you were making your rounds that morning.
That was where this inconceivably tiny, bite-sized crush started.
Because even when you shredded his article into pieces, his heart sang at the tiny compliments left in the margins.
‘Good pacing here.’
‘This passage really shines.’
‘Beautiful.’
And of course, it doesn’t help that you are pretty. Walking around the office with your face done up and hair perfectly styled in outfits he doesn’t think he has seen a repeat of since starting here almost three years ago. He always feels like a mess in front of you, especially when he comes in late (which is often) and sees you standing there, arms crossed, looking like you want to go up one side of him and down the other (which you have before).
There is also the fact that you hate Superman.
Well, maybe hate isn’t the right word.
Strongly disapprove of?
He remembers the first time a clip of Superman played while you all had gathered in the newsroom. When everyone else was oohing and ahhing at Superman’s heroics (which Clark may or may not have been preening a bit at), you stood there, sipping at your overly expensive coffee with such an unimpressed look.
“Just what we need, another jackass in tights wandering around.”
Clark deflated at that.
While you never explicitly said you disliked his caped alter ego, you definitely never had anything kind to say either. The articles he submitted to you about Superman? If he had gotten those edits when he was a freshman in high school writing for the Smallville High newspaper, he would’ve never written another article again.
Entire paragraphs marked for deletion or simply ‘TONE’ in all caps next to specific passages. The worst had been when you crossed out a sentence and just put ‘No’ next to it in the margins.
“It’s a feature, not an op-ed, Kent.”
It was brutal. Even Lois couldn’t help the grimace whenever she happened to catch sight of those drafts, her and Jimmy saluting Clark when they knew he was walking over to the editor block to submit a Superman article to you.
Despite that, he looked forward to seeing you every day. You had become the person he looks for the moment he enters a room, without him even realizing it.
So much about you and the way you move through the world has been noted and categorized by Clark.
He loved the moments when he caught you while editing, two or three pens stuck in your up-do because you kept forgetting you’d placed them there and grabbed a new one each time, chewing on your bottom lip as you carefully marked up whatever draft you were working on.
He loved how you took care of the people around you in your own, sometimes standoffish, way.
“Have you eaten?” You’d asked him one day, his second year of working at the Planet. It was late, and it was just you two and a handful of others in the office working towards deadlines that were creeping far too close for comfort. He’d been having the hardest time with the beat Perry had assigned him and had worked through his lunch and any subsequent breaks.
“O-oh, I don’t really have money to order out right now,” he said, almost embarrassed. He’d just paid rent, which meant he would be living off of cup noodles and breakroom coffee until next week when his next paycheck hit.
You glanced up at him from your phone that you were tapping on. “I didn’t ask if you had money, I asked if you’d eaten,” you replied pointedly before returning your attention to your phone. “Beef and broccoli, yeah?” You confirmed, and he was a bit stunned but managed to nod in response. Warmth rolling through his chest that you remembered his food order. “I’ll get those eggrolls you like, too.”
“I can pay you back next week,” Clark offered, and you just waved your hand at him, not looking up from your phone.
“I’m not worried about it, Kent.” You walked off, calling out to the others in the office that you were ordering food, leaving Clark’s heart to simmer in your wake.
He loved how unafraid you were. How confident you were in your convictions. There weren’t many people at the Planet who would go to bat against Perry, but you did constantly. So many times, he’d walk into the newsroom to see you two having a screaming match about whether or not an article should go to print.
“We are not printing this!”
“Oh, come off it, Perry, if you want to play it safe, go work for Newstime Magazine!”
The article almost always went to print. Not without a lot of griping from Perry, and you never were smug about it. Satisfied, yes. But it was about journalistic integrity. It was about publishing articles that no other company would touch with a ten-foot pole due to the fear of backlash because no one else would do it. There were many other employees at the Planet who shared the sentiment, but you were consistently the one who fought for it, loudly.
So yeah, Clark Kent had a crush on you because why wouldn’t he? And maybe Jimmy was right, and he should ask you out.
(Or maybe he was wrong and Clark would be looking for a new job by Friday)
By the end of the day, he decides he will ask you out to dinner. Hyping himself up in the moment as he starts to finish the article that he has already rewritten twice now.
Except he doesn’t end up asking you out at all. Instead, it is five P.M., and he stands in front of your desk, freshly printed draft clutched in his hands as he watches you type away at something on your monitor.
You don’t even look up at him, and he knows that you know he is standing there.
Time stretches on for what he could only imagine to be an eternity, and he can feel his heartbeat in his throat as he waits until, finally, you push back from your desk, turning to face him. “Is there something you need, Clark?” The eye contact you make sends his heart sputtering, but the way his name rolls off your lips has his knees so weak he almost falls against your desk in a heap. Your gaze flickers down to the papers in his hand. “Is that the Crane case draft?”
“O-oh! Yeah!” He says dumbly, and when he doesn’t do anything but continue to stand there, you blink, briefly wondering if he’d suffered some head injury in the last few hours.
“Can I… have it?” you question, brows furrowed in confusion as you stare up at him.
You watch a flush creep up his cheeks, and he practically slams the folder onto your desk. “Y-yeah, of course! I’m sorry it took so long to get to you, I was having some trouble with one of the sources and…”
“I’ll have the edits to you tomorrow morning,” you confirm. “Try to get here on time, Perry wants this to run for the evening issue.”
He nods, pushing up his glasses as they slide down his nose, and pretends not to notice as you follow the movement. “Don’t worry, I’ll be on time, I promise.” You stare at him for a pause before turning back to your computer, muttering something akin to ‘I’ve heard that one before,’ and Clark is struck by the way the setting sun backlights you, wisps of gold brushing against your profile. His heart his hammering in his chest as he tries to will himself to say something, anything else to you.
“Okay, bye.”
Not that.
“Have a good night,” you call out, not looking up from the screen.
Clark shuffles away, already mentally beating himself up as Jimmy appears behind him, bag swung over his shoulder. “That was rough to watch, buddy.”
“Shut up,” Clark groans as he grabs his things from his desk. “I don’t know why there’s such a disconnect between my brain and my mouth when I’m around her.”
“Hey, I get it, man,” Jimmy nods. “She is scary, but in a really hot way—” Clark’s head snaps up, and he gives Jimmy a sharp look because he knows Jimmy’s reputation. “Relax, relax. She’s all yours, I can assure you. I think she’d eat me alive.”
As Clark follows Jimmy to the elevator, he glances back over his shoulder, seeing you still sitting at your desk as everyone else has begun to pack up for the night. You give a smile and bid another editor goodnight as she tells you not to stay too late.
He knows you will anyway.
As they step into the elevator with a handful of their coworkers, all conversing about their plans for the rest of the night, Clark decides that tomorrow he will definitely ask you out.
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He does not end up asking you out tomorrow, or the next day, or the day after, as a matter of fact. Every single time he resolved himself to doing so, he felt the words turn to mush in his mouth the moment he saw you.
Once, because you had been standing with Lois in the breakroom, laughing in a way he’d never seen before, the snort of laughter so uncharacteristic and unexpected, he had walked straight into the mail cart, sending envelopes and parcels flying all over the place.
The second time, he had gone into the archives to grab some old records to reference for a story he’d been working on, and turned the corner to see you up on a stool, half bent as you tried to wrestle with a box buried on the shelf. Clark could only focus on the swell of your backside in the tight slacks you were wearing and didn’t even register that you had turned to him.
“Clark? Help, please?”
Whatever words that came out of his mouth were unintelligible as his body went into autopilot, grabbing the box you’d been battling with ease, nodding like an idiot as you thanked him before turning on his heel and walking out, completely forgetting about the entire reason he’d gone in there to begin with.
The third and final time, you weren’t even doing anything special, just sitting at your desk, humming along to the desk radio you had quietly going, sorting through papers. Clark was determined this time. He’d spent the entirety of last night rehearsing what he was going to say, all the while fighting an interdimensional creature that was terrorizing downtown.
He had approached you with confidence, and then you’d turn to face him, lips wrapped around a cherry lollipop that one of the secretaries had given out as extras from her daughter’s birthday party over the weekend.
Whatever confidence he had rapidly warped into panic as words fell out of his mouth in a jumble. Indiscernible and certainly not a sentence asking you to go to dinner with him. He stood there as you stared up at him, and he could see the stain of the lollipop on your lips and tongue.
“Clark, what?”
And then he made some sort of noise and, with haste, fled the vicinity, leaving you there blinking, wondering what just happened.
It is that afternoon that he hears you in a quiet conversation with Lois as he is once again unjamming Printer 4. You perch on her desk, leaning close to whisper to her, completely unaware that Clark can hear every single word you say.
“I think Clark has a concussion,” you inform with a solemn look on your face.
Lois almost laughs at that, but keeps her face trained in faux concern. “Why do you think that?”
“I don’t think that man has said a coherent sentence to me this entire week,” you explain. “He’s basically resorted to communicating with me in grunts like a caveman.”
That has Lois snorting with laughter, trying to hide the smile with her coffee cup as she takes a sip of the lukewarm liquid that’s been sitting on her desk for the better part of the morning. “I can assure you he does not have a concussion.”
You give her a pursed look, clearly not believing her. “Then what is his deal?”
It is at this moment that Lois makes eye contact with Clark from across the newsroom. He feels the dread build up in him as a smirk tilts its way onto Lois’s face, and he can almost see the exact moment the thought formulates in her head.
And then the building shakes, lights flickering as a deafening ‘boom’ echoes from somewhere outside. Silence settles in place of panic, as everyone listens with bated breath, hoping it was nothing to be concerned about, perhaps just some construction down the road. Until the second explosion rocks the building, and then chaos erupts.
People are scrambling all over. Clark sees you grab Lois and push her towards the stairwell, yelling at the gaggle of people who are trying to file into the elevator. “Are you idiots? Use the stairs!” That gets them moving, and Clark is moving with everyone else.
As you all get to the ground floor, you can see the source of the explosions, Green Lantern, Mr. Terrific, and Hawkgirl are fighting some idiot on a hoverboard who keeps tossing explosives around like he’s giving out candy on Halloween. Another one detonates, and a building down the street crumbles from the explosion. Debris and dust are scattering through the streets as people run from the epicenter of the fight. Cops are trying to divert traffic away, and the wail of ambulances approaches.
It’s pandemonium.
“C’mon, Kent, move it!” There’s a hand on his arm, and he looks down to find you pulling him along. The crowd around you is a shifting sea, but you’re firm and steady beside him despite the chaos. He realizes he’s going away from where he needs to be, but he lets you pull him anyway.
And then an explosion hits from somewhere above, and suddenly the air is filled with dirt and smoke, and the crowds push forward even as people sputter and try to regain their bearings. You lose your grip on Clark after getting knocked around by the surge of people, and that’s when panic sets in for you as you stop amidst the mass of people, shouting for him. “Clark?” You don’t see his massive form in the crowd of people, and your throat constricts. “Clark?!”
Someone behind you pushes, and you keep moving because it’s either that or be crushed by the swath of people. There’s a barricade another block down, and by the time you make it there, the crowd has begun to disperse, and there’s still no sign of Clark Kent. You feel nauseous as you think of the plethora of things that could’ve happened to him, though the thought of him lying dead in the street with people rushing over him is at the forefront of your mind.
You ask people as they rush by you.
“Excuse me, have you seen a guy, about this tall?”
“A man, curly hair, and glasses?”
A sonic boom cuts through the chaos, and people cheer as Superman flies onto the scene. You don’t, though. Your phone is in your hand as you search for Clark’s number, which has been unused until now in your contact list. It rings once, twice, all the way until the voicemail picks up.
“Hey, you’ve reached Clark. I can’t come to the phone right now, but leave a message and I’ll get back to you.”
You hang up and try again, ignoring the tightness in your throat when it goes to voicemail once more.
“Hey, you’ve reached Clark. I can’t come to the phone right now, but leave a message and I’ll get—”
You feel your lip wobble. And again.
“Hey, you’ve reached Clark. I can’t come to the phone right now, but leave a message—”
With Superman coming to their aid, the heroes make quick work of the lone villain. You barely notice that the crowd has waned as the heroics come to an end. Instead, you’re pacing under the awning of a building, being met with Clark Kent’s voicemail message again and again each time you call him.
You had already called Jimmy and Lois, both of whom hadn’t seen their friend, though Lois tried to convince you that he was fine. You couldn’t help the worry that nagged at you.
“Are you okay, ma’am?” Someone asks from behind you.
You whirl around, pulling the phone from your ear, and you can’t even help the wide-eyed look that appears on your face. Superman himself stands before you, bathed in the light of the setting sun that creeps through the skyline of Metropolis behind him. He’s bigger in person, you realize. Broader than you thought he’d be.
“Ma’am?” There’s concern on his face when you don’t answer.
“Yes,” you reply quickly. “Yes, I’m sorry, I’m fine.”
“Hey, you’ve reached Clark. I can’t come to the phone right now, but—.”
You look back down at your phone and press the ‘end call’ button, biting your lip.
“I’m looking for Clark,” you tell him. “Clark Kent. You know him, he’s interviewed you before. He was beside me, and then an explosion hit above us, and I lost him in the chaos, and I can’t find him, and he’s not answering his phone—” Your voice cracks, and you don’t even notice the way Superman’s face crumples with it.
“Hey,” he calls out softly as he steps closer. You feel a warm hand on your shoulder, and you look up, your eyes meeting an earthshattering shade of blue. “It’s alright,” he assures. “I’ll find him. Why don’t you go home and rest? I’ll make sure he’s okay.”
You shake your head. “No, if something happened to him, I—”
“Nothing happened to him,” he promises. “I’ll find him, and when I do, I’ll make sure he calls you, how about that?”
You want to be stubborn. You want to tell Superman to shove off. But you’re tired, and there’s a burn in your lungs from all of the dust and smoke. Gripping your phone harder, you shove the edge of it into his chest, and he looks a bit surprised, if not a little amused by the action. “You make sure he calls me,” you order, and there’s a fragility in your voice that Clark doesn’t think he’s heard before, despite the way your jaw is set. You’re putting on a brave face.
A soft smile spreads on Superman’s face. “Yes, ma’am.”
An hour and a half later, just as you fit your key into the deadbolt of your door, your phone rings. The name ‘Clark Kent’ flashes across the screen, and pure relief floods you as you pick up on the second ring. “Clark?”
“H-hey,” his soft voice comes through the other end, and you never thought you would be so happy to hear that Kansan accent. “I’m so sorry, I left my phone at the office and I finally just went back to get it.”
“Are you okay?” you ask as you close your door behind you.
“Yeah, yeah, I’m okay,” he replies.
There’s a pregnant pause between you two. You think you should say ‘okay’ and hang up, not draw out the conversation any longer than it needs to be. But you don’t. The bizarre want to hear his voice some more, tugging at you in a way you’ve never experienced before. “Don’t think you get to be late to work tomorrow just because a couple of buildings on our street exploded,” you tease, breaking through the tension of the quiet.
He laughs, and even though you’re silent, he can tell you’re smiling too. “Wouldn't dream of it,” he says.
“Goodnight, Clark.”
“Yeah, goodnight.”
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Clark surprises you the next morning by not only arriving on time, but arriving early. He’s so early that it is just you two in the newsroom. The shock is written on your face as you spot him walking from the elevator while standing at the copier, eyes wide and mouth agape.
He gives a shy wave, cheeks dimpling as he smiles at you. “Good morning,” he calls out.
What he does not expect is for you to grab the stack of papers off the copier and march towards him, smacking him repeatedly with the pile of papers. “You can’t just disappear like that during a crisis!” He doesn’t flinch as he is hit. You don’t even notice how gently he’s looking down at you, too busy giving him a piece of your mind like you always do. “Like, what the hell, Clark? I thought something happened to you!”
You run out of steam surprisingly quickly and meet his gaze.  “I really am sorry,” he whispers, and you take a moment to study his face and the blue of his eyes, and you’re struck by a thought that leaves your mouth dry.
Clark is handsome.
“Don’t do it again,” you warn, giving him one final half-hearted swat to the chest that has him giving you a laugh that leaves you lightheaded. “You’re sure you’re okay?”
He smiles and nods, and when you go to leave, he can feel the end of the moment between you two rapidly approaching. He doesn’t want it to end. “Would you wanna go out to dinner with me?” he asks before he can even think long enough to get nervous about it.
You blink once, then twice as though you’re not quite sure you heard him correctly. “Dinner?”
He nods, swallowing the lump in his throat.
“Is this a date?”
He nods again and can feel his palms begin to sweat.
“Yes,” you say after a beat. He grins, dimples and all, and warmth spreads through your chest, a feeling you’re hesitant to embrace.
“Friday? Seven P.M.?” He asks.
“Gino’s?” You suggest, a lilt to your voice that isn’t normally there, and he’s mesmerized by the look in your eye as you do, by the way you’re trying to disguise the smile that itches at your face. He nods, leaning in a bit. The papers in your hand are a shield between you two, and you step back. “Don’t be late.”
“I won’t be.” He wouldn’t be.
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Gino’s Italian Restaurant, Metropolis - 7:43 PM
He was late.
You didn’t miss the sympathetic looks the hostess and waiters sent you every time they passed by your table for two, which was occupied by one. Your glass of wine was nearly empty, and the bread basket was alarmingly full despite the hunger that gnawed at your insides.
You had been trying not to glance down at your phone for the last half hour, knowing that if you had gotten a text, the screen would light up. However, it had remained dark since you sent Clark your last message, asking where he was.
With one final swig, you empty the glass, catching the eye of the waiter, waving him over. “Can I have the check, please?” you ask.
After paying for your singular glass of wine, once you were out in the cool breeze of the summer night, you finally recheck your phone. The absence of any new message sent a trill of fury through you, only amplified by the news report notification about Superman fighting some gigantic monster in midtown.
“Great,” you grumble. “Let’s hope they don’t knock out the T-Line this time.”
The trek home takes far too long with people getting diverted away from the kaiju battle, and the pleasant buzz you had from the glass of wine had long since worn off as you shove through your apartment door, flinging it closed behind you as you kick off your pumps, breathing in the relief for your aching feet.
You’re desperate to get out of the dress you’d squeezed into (after spending far too long debating what dress Clark would like better on you), but the desire to get absolutely shitfaced after being stood up by your coworker was overwhelming. And that’s how you found yourself lounging on your balcony, watching Big Blue himself battle an enormous alien creature from across the city with nothing but a bottle of chardonnay to keep you company.
You stay there until long after the light show ends, just taking sips from the bottle every so often, sitting in your sorrow. Honestly, you don’t even know why you’re so upset. It’s not as though you even liked Clark all that much; you were just looking forward to a free meal.
Like, yes, he was objectively good-looking, and yes, he always remembered your coffee order. And, yes, maybe you prodded him just a little more than you did others because you liked watching him get flustered.
But you didn’t like him.
(You could have, though)
A loud knock at your door startles you from your thoughts. Your bare feet pad against the floor of your apartment as you softly step to your door, peeking through the peephole, finding none other than Clark Kent himself standing outside of your apartment.
If you were any other person, you might have just ignored the knocking, letting him stew in the silence, but you were not any other person, and with half a bottle of chardonnay in your system, you want nothing more than to give him a piece of your mind.
When you rip the door open, Clark looks at you wide-eyed and sputtering. “I’m so—”
“Oh, absolutely not,” you interrupt, shoving your finger into his (startlingly firm) chest. “You have a lot of nerve, Clark Kent.”
“I know, I know, please just let me—”
“Let you what? Explain? Explain how you left me waiting at Gino’s for forty-five minutes for you? Explain how now at—” You lean back to glance at the microwave clock in your kitchen. “—9:57 PM, nearly 3 hours after we were supposed to meet for our date, you show up at my door expecting to grovel at my feet for me to what? To forgive you?”
“No, that’s not it, please just let me explain,” he begs.
You don’t, though. “You made me look like an idiot.” Your voice is soft, and there’s vulnerability, the bite you had seconds prior, leaving your body rapidly. You can feel the way your throat tightens, and the pit in your stomach feels like it could swallow you whole. You hate feeling like this, feeling this small. Clark looks at your eyes and realizes they’re tinged red and clouded with unshed tears. He wants to throw up. “You made me feel like an idiot.”
“I’m really sorry.” His voice cracks, and it looks like he wants to reach out to touch you, but he doesn’t.
“Me too,” you say back, tone empty and despondent.
“I got you these.” He holds out a lightly crumpled bouquet that’s been hanging limply at his side this entire time. You stare at it. It wasn’t one of those grocery store bouquets, no, this one is full of your favorite flowers, clearly and explicitly curated for you.
You blink back tears and grab the bouquet, holding it close to your chest. “Thank you.”
“You look really pretty.”
“I know,” you whisper. “Goodnight, Clark.”
He doesn’t say anything as you shut the door, your gaze catching your reflection in the hallway mirror. It’s almost pathetic, you all dolled up with a bouquet of all your favorite flowers, looking like you were a moment away from the dam breaking.
And then there’s a burn at the back of your throat that you can’t ignore, and you can’t help as the tears finally fall from your eyes, you suck in a deep breath on instinct, feeling the sob try to wretch out from you. You don’t know that Clark is standing on the other side, jaw clenched, nostrils flaring as he blinks away his own tears.
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The weekend passes by horridly fast. As much as you had wanted to waste away and lament about the date that never was (that you would definitely not admit you had gotten your hopes up for), you would not let being stood up consume your entire weekend; they were a precious commodity after all.
So, after spending Friday night ugly crying into your pillow, you pulled yourself together by Saturday morning. You went out to a boozy brunch with some of your college friends, took yourself on a walk around the park to enjoy the sunshine, and spent some time in your favorite bookstore buying books that you promised yourself you would read and not let sit untouched on your bookshelf like the entire neglected pile of others.
By Sunday, you were feeling better. That is, until you were getting ready for bed Sunday night and the dread hit you.
You spent the night tossing and turning, feeling like you wanted to crawl out of your skin at just the thought of having to see Clark again. By morning, it took a generous application of concealer to hide the bags under your eyes and a heavy pep talk in the mirror to even think about stepping out your door.
As with most Monday mornings, as soon as you walked into the bullpen, it was a cacophony of chaos, but at least it was chaos you were familiar with. You make your way to your desk, offering halfhearted greetings, and feel slight relief as you settle into your seat, hoping that work will keep your brain busy enough not to let the anxiety ruin your day.
Then your gaze fixes on the paper coffee cup placed in front of your keyboard. Your name is written in a familiar chicken scratch handwriting. Swallowing the lump in your throat, you swivel in your seat, looking back at the writer block to see that Clark Kent is already sitting at his desk. Hunched and fidgeting with a stack of Post-it notes as he catches your eye. His mouth tilts up into an uncertain smile.
You purse your lips, a scowl forming on your face as you grab the coffee cup, maintaining unblinking eye contact as you proceed to drop it directly into the garbage can next to your desk, and then you spin back around.
Clark grimaces. “Yeah, I deserve that,” he mutters as he looks back at the blank Word document that’s been taunting him since he got in this morning.
It wasn’t any surprise how quickly word got around about Clark’s spectacular failure. Steve had walked by his desk after the morning meeting, giving a ‘womp womp’ that made Clark nearly snap the pencil he was writing with.
“So, let me get this straight,” Jimmy slides over, munching on some yogurt and granola. “You finally ask out the woman you’ve been pining after for who knows how long, then proceed to miss the date entirely without texting her that you wouldn’t be able to make it, and then show up at her apartment with flowers, thinking that would make up for the complete lack of communication?”
Clark sighs. “Yeah, that about covers it.” His voice is muffled as he buries his face in his hands.
“Buddy,” Jimmy starts. “You really fucked up.”
Clark groans, leaning back in his seat. “Yeah, Jimmy, I know.”
He didn’t even want to look over at Lois because all she kept doing was sending him looks of disappointment the whole morning. She had stopped by your desk this morning with a grin on her face that quickly morphed into a look of horror as you recounted Friday night’s events.
Even Cat, who was usually all honeyed words with Clark, had been giving him the stink eye.
Honestly, though, no one else could make Clark feel as bad as he made himself feel about the whole thing. He had spent the weekend agonizing over how badly he had messed up with you. The sound of you crying on the other side of the door replaying in his head like his own personal version of hell.
He even called his parents.
“Oh, Clark, honey,” Martha soothed. “You wounded that woman’s pride, you just gotta give her some time to cool off.”
“I don’t know, Ma, I think I really messed this one up,” he said, pinching at the bridge of his nose as he felt the telltale pressure of tears building up.
“Now, Clark, no problem worth fixin’ is ever easy.” He couldn’t see them, but he knew Pa was nodding along. “If this girl is everything you’ve made her out to be, she’ll come around.”
The week passes by, and you coming around is nowhere in sight. Every cup of coffee he left on your desk went directly into the trash, the bouquets of your favorite flowers were pawned off to the secretaries, and the lunches were donated to the breakroom on a first-come, first-served basis.
When he went to drop off drafts for you to edit, you pointedly ignored him. To your credit, the edits you made were not as harsh as he’d thought they’d be in light of everything, though there was an apparent lack of any compliments in the margins that he always found himself looking forward to reading (and re-reading).
“Why don’t you come out tonight?” Lois asks on Friday morning. You give her a look, knowing the standing invite for Friday night drinks includes everyone in the office. “C’mon, he won’t be there, he never shows up.”
You pause, chewing at the inside of your lip, internally hemming and hawing. “I’ll think about it,” you finally concede, which is enough to get Lois to grin, a little pep in her step as she makes her way back to the writer block.
Friday afternoon, Jimmy comes sauntering over to you like a cat that got into the cream. He plants himself on your desk, ignoring your look of indignation when he crumples a few drafts you were working on with his ass. “Check out these photos I just finished developing,” he says as he spreads a handful of photos of Superman in front of you. They’re remarkably clear, some of the best pictures you have ever seen of Big Blue. “I was testing out that new lens I just got.” They were from a fight earlier this week in uptown.
Despite your frequently voiced objections to Metropolis’s favorite hero, you give Jimmy a hum of approval, picking one up to closer inspect it. “These are pretty good, how’d you get such a good shot of him in the air?” you ask.
“Climbed up a light pole,” he informs nonchalantly, grabbing some M&Ms from the candy bowl on your desk.
Your neck snaps to look at him. “James!”
“What?” He shrugs his shoulders. “Gotta do what it takes to get the shot.”
You let out a huff. “Unbelievable, you’re gonna break your neck one of these days.” You continue to sort through the photos, setting aside the ones you know Perry will submit for the front page.
“Haven’t yet,” he says, cheekily popping a few M&Ms in his mouth with a wink.
The final photo is a zoomed-in shot of Superman’s face. He’s smiling down at a few children who have gathered around him in the aftermath of the battle, a familiar softness to his face. You straighten up a bit, holding the photo closer to examine it.
“What’s up?” Jimmy asks when he sees your shift in posture.
You feel like you’ve seen it before, the blue of his eyes, the gentle tilt of his lips hinting at dimples, but the rest of the face is… wrong.
Maybe you’re losing it.
“Nothing,” you reply. “Really great work, Jimmy. Perry is definitely going to run this on the front page.”
Jimmy gives a grin.
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You end up at the bar, thinking it might be good for you to let your hair down, literally and figuratively, for the night. Lois lights up when she sees you making your way through the Friday night crowd, and Jimmy has a drink in your hand before you even get a chance to sit down.
You’re listening to Cat go on and on about the guy she’s seeing, and given the debacle of the last week, it should annoy you to hear someone gush about their dating life, but the giddiness on Cat’s face is infectious so instead you sit there resting your chin on your hand with a smile on your face as you nod along asking all the appropriate questions.
It’s loud in the bar between all the people and the music playing, so you barely register the bell above the door ringing. You do, however, clock Jimmy turning to Lois and saying, “He never comes out.”
Instinctively, you turn in your seat, immediately locking eyes with Clark. He looks like he just left the office, suit coat slung over his arm and tie loosened. He’s moving through the crowd towards you, not breaking eye contact as though he’s scared you’ll disappear if you do, only to be intercepted by Lois. “Hey, Clark,” she greets, a tight fake smile plastered on her face. “Didn’t expect to see you here.”
“Uh, yeah, well, not a lot going on tonight, so I figured I’d come… socialize,” he says lamely. You don’t see the flat look that Lois gives him.
Both of them look back at you. You catch Lois’s eyes and give her a little nod of your head, calling off your (very effective) guard dog. However, she narrows her eyes at Clark in a silent warning before returning to her conversation with Jimmy, who had been watching the entire exchange while taking a very long sip of his fruity cocktail.
Clark takes the empty seat next to you. “Can I buy you a drink?” he asks, fidgeting with his tie.
You stare at him as you play with the straw of your nearly empty cup, unabashedly tracing the slopes and contours of his face. He shifts nervously under your gaze, and you can’t tell if the flush creeping up his neck is due to you or the stuffiness of the bar. You still don’t say anything as you lean forward, and he’s too stunned to move away as your hand reaches out, fingers pressing through the curls hanging on his forehead, brushing them back into a tidier position, spending maybe a bit too long smoothing back the sides. The caress of your nails against his scalp sends a tingle down his spine, and his breath gets caught in his throat.
You don’t say anything for too long, just maintaining eye contact with him, like you’re searching his eyes for something.
“Vodka cran,” you say, resting back into your seat, and Clark wonders if you found what you were looking for.
His ears are red, and he quickly turns to the bartender to wave them down and grab you another drink, getting a soda for himself. Conversation flows between the two of you in a surprisingly easy manner, given the events of the past week. Work-related mostly. Clark is doing a better job of not stumbling all over himself, something he’s silently patting himself on the back for.
“You’ve been on time all week,” you note. Clark tries not to focus on how your lips wrap around the straw or how your gloss has stained the plastic.
“Yes, ma’am,” he confirms, the gentle lilt of his Kansan accent slipping through.
You fall silent for a moment, looking at him with such clarity in your eyes that it’s almost startling, and Clark can’t help but feel like he ground your entire conversation to a halt with just two words. “I’m gonna head out.” And then you’re grabbing your purse, tossing a few crinkled bills onto the bar as a tip before standing up.
“O-oh, okay,” Clark stammers, disappointment creeping up in him.
You’re about to step away until you glance back over your shoulder at him. “Are you going to walk me home?” You ask as though that had been the plan all along and he had just forgotten.
He blinks owlishly at your question like he’s not sure he quite heard you right. “Y-yeah!” He scrambles up, nearly knocking over his barstool, and you both head out after bidding your coworkers a goodnight. Lois cocks an eyebrow at you, but you just wiggle your fingers in goodbye.
Jimmy is giving Clark some waggling eyebrows with an enormous grin on his face that Clark is pointedly trying to ignore.
The walk home is quiet. The cool summer air is refreshing on your skin after sitting in the humidity of the bar, and the couple of drinks you had have left you a little light in the head, though it’s not an unwelcome feeling; you figure you’re going to need some liquid courage tonight anyway.
When you arrive at your apartment building, Clark walks you up to your apartment. You still don’t say anything as you take out your keys to unlock your door, and Clark swallows the lump in his throat, already preparing to say goodbye. “You coming in?” You question as though it’s the most obvious thing in the world, as you step into your apartment, leaving room for him to follow in after you.
“I—” He looks like a deer in the headlights. “You sure?”
You give a nod, and he steps in, albeit hesitantly, closing the door behind him. As soon as it clicks shut, you’re on him, hand pulling at the tie loosely around his neck, jerking him forward despite the other hand firmly on his chest pushing him back until he hits the door with a thud.
He looks shocked, face flushed and pupils blown wide as he doesn’t know what to do with his hands that hover at your waist but do not touch. You’re leaning up and he’s leaning down, gaze darting back and forth between your eyes and your lips. He thinks the strawberry smell is your lip gloss, and his heart won’t stop beating symphonies into his ribcage.
He doesn’t cross it, though, the invisible boundary that’s between you, even when he feels your breath fan against his lips. “I’m giving you the chance to be honest with me,” you whisper like it’s a warning, your voice husky in a way that has his insides twisting and turning.
“Okay,” he says softly.
You don’t move away as though you’re afraid he might try to run if you do. He can hear your own heart hammering in your chest. You’re nervous, he realizes. “You’re Superman.” Your tone doesn’t suggest it’s a question. It’s a statement. You know he’s Superman, and you’re allowing him the opportunity to be honest with you about it.
“Yes.”
Your heart rate speeds up. “That’s why you missed our date.”
“Yes,” he breathes like it’s painful to remember.
You finally blink, breaking eye contact to look down, lashes fluttering against your cheeks. “You really like me?” This one is a question. This one you’re unsure about.
Clark’s hands finally find purchase at your waist. The boundary between the two of you is barely hanging on by a thread. “Immensely.” Your grip on his tie loosens, and both hands are pressed gently against his chest. It wouldn’t take much; he would just have to lean down another inch or two to bring the whole thing crumbling down, but he doesn’t. “How’d you figure it out?” he asks.
“Your eyes,” you murmur like it was an evident thing, “—and your little… Midwestern-isms.”
He can’t help the smile that spreads across his face. Oh, he was in so deep. “My Midwestern-isms?”
“’Yes, ma’am,’” you mock with a bad accent, not at all what he sounds like, and you bite your lip to hide your grin. “How does it work? Your face is… different than Superman’s.”
“The glasses,” he informs, tilting his head. “They’re hypno-glasses, make me look a little bit different, just enough.”
Your hands surge upward before you even know what they’re doing, stopping just shy as you look to Clark for permission, and he nods. As you take off the glasses, it’s like his face comes into focus when you never even realized it had been blurry before. Edges sharpen and define, his nose a little straighter, lips a little fuller, jaw a little squarer.
Moreover, he stands differently when the glasses come off. His shoulders rearrange, and he’s taller now, more confident… broader.
Superman.
“You know everything is starting to make sense,” you ponder as you set the glasses on your entrance table, fingers playing with the collar of his shirt. You’re still standing close, his hands on your hips, not allowing you to wander too far from his orbit.
“Yeah?” Even his voice seems crisper, deeper now.
“Mhm,” you hum, “—you’re constantly being late, disappearing whenever some crisis pops up…” You laugh a bit. “I’m actually kind of mad at myself for not realizing it sooner.”
“I thought you might’ve thrown a shoe at me or something,” he admits.
You pull back, giving him an incredulous look. “What?”
“With you not liking Superman and all,” he elaborates. “Figured you would read me the riot act, at least.”
You scoff, rolling your eyes. “It’s not that I don’t like Superman.”
“Oh?” Eyebrows raise on his forehead. “First time I’m hearing this.”
You shove him, lightly, though he doesn’t move, solid under your touch. “It’s this… dependency we have on him—you,” you correct. “Superman—you—you’re not our savior, and we shouldn’t rely on you to fix every problem or to always show up. We should be able to stand on our own two feet.”
“But I want to help,” he insists, and you see it in his eyes, the earnestness in them. It’s so… Clark. “When things get hard and the world needs someone to lean on, I can carry that weight.”
“And what happens when you need someone to lean on? You may have super strength and can fly and shoot lasers out of your eyes, but you’re still—”
Human.
He doesn’t pretend the implication doesn’t crash around him like tidal waves.
You pull away a bit, not out of reach, not with his hands still wrapped around your waist. “Who’s going to carry the weight for you?” There’s sincerity in your question, and he doesn’t know how to respond because he doesn’t have an answer.
“I—”
You bite your lip as if you’re uncertain whether you should say the next part aloud, nervous to speak those feelings into the universe. “I can,” you say softly.
“I couldn’t ask that of you.”
“But I want to help.” You throw his words back at him, and he’s at a loss for what to say. “You don’t have to carry it alone.”
He opens his mouth to say something, but nothing comes out, and he’s looking at you like you hung the moon. He wants to kiss you so bad, but he’s afraid of being the one to cross that line.
“Clark.”
He doesn’t know if there’s a sweeter sound than his name on your lips.
“Just kiss me already.”
Except maybe that.
He’s surging forward in the next moment, mouth hot against yours. The barrier is dust between you. He tastes like the remnants of the sugary soda he’d ordered at the bar, and a quick swipe of his tongue against your lips confirms that your lip gloss is strawberry flavored.
You walk backwards, unsteady but confident, hands firmly tugging him along by his shirt, all the while not breaking the kiss that has your brain in a dizzy fog. You can’t help the giggle that escapes as you bump into your destination, the couch, causing your teeth to clatter together.
Clark smiles against your lips as his hands lower, gripping at your thighs as he lifts you off the ground so effortlessly that it has you letting out a quiet ‘oh’. His deep laugh goes straight to your core, and he settles onto the couch with you on top of him, your hands running through his hair, gripping it in a way that has him giving a low groan.
“Is this okay?” he asks in between kisses as though you’re not actively grinding down onto him.
A whimper escapes you as his hard-on catches the seam of your pants just right. “I will actually kill you if you stop.” The normal bite of your tone has given way to desperation. Clark’s entire body warms at that.
“Yes, ma’am,” he murmurs into your mouth, hands wandering to your ass, pressing you harder down onto him while bucking up into you. He leans back for a moment, placing another peck on your lips as his fingers start making work of the buttons on your blouse. When your cleavage comes into view, accentuated by your bra, something plain and practical, you hear Clark let out a shaky breath followed by an ‘oh, golly’ that has you a giggling mess on top of him. He grins, grabbing hold of the side of your neck as he pulls you back into a kiss. “You’re so pretty.”
You nip at his bottom lip. “I could tell by the ‘oh, golly,’” you tease, though your smugness doesn’t last for long as Clark has you on your back against the couch pillows a second later.
You watch reverently as he unbuttons his shirt, shrugging it off before pulling off his undershirt. He’s like a peacock, the way he fluffs up as your mouth goes slack, seeing what he was hiding underneath oversized button-ups and baggy suits for the last three years.
“Jesus Christ,” you breathe. “What the fuck were they feeding you in Kansas?”
He shakes with laughter as he leans back down, slotting himself in between your legs so he can reconnect your mouths, hand sliding up your side to palm your breast, not waiting long to slide underneath the cup of your bra. You arch up into him as his thumb brushes against your nipple, moaning quietly into his mouth, a sound he eagerly swallows down.
He trails kisses to your cheek, down your neck, spending a bit more time nipping and biting there when you give a shaky gasp. He continues down, pressing kisses to the top of your breasts, before trailing down to your ribs to your stomach until settling right above the waist of your pants.
You barely register him unbuttoning your pants until he drags them and your underwear down in one fell swoop. You cant your hips, letting him take them the rest of the way off, trying not to giggle as he throws the heap across your living room. A problem for tomorrow you.
Self-consciousness pricks at your brain as he spreads your legs, fingertips biting into your thighs, and in the glow of the moonlight streaming in through your apartment windows, you watch him lick his lips as he stares down at you, suddenly, any self-doubt fizzles away. One hand trails up your inner thigh to your core, spreading you so he can take in more of the sight. “You’re so wet,” he murmurs before he bends down.
A breathy moan escapes you as he licks a stripe up your center. “Fuck, Clark.” That eggs him on, and he swirls his tongue around your clit in a way that has you reaching down and gripping his hair. There’s a finger prodding at your entrance and then two that are curling into you at just the right spot.
Your chest heaves as you sink further into the couch, eyes fluttering to the back of your head as your apartment is filled with the obscene noises of Clark eating you out, groaning as he mutters about how good you taste. The feeling of his spit mixed with your own liquids trailing down your ass is overwhelming, and then he sucks at your clit in a way that has your toes curling.
“Clark, please,” you beg. You can feel the band at your core tightening with each swipe of his tongue and thrust of his fingers.
He pulls back slightly, now three fingers deep, hitting a spot inside you that has you seeing stars. “C’mon, sweetheart,” he coaches. “Cum on my fingers.”
Your breath hitches at mild-mannered Clark Kent telling you to cum on his fingers. He dives back in with enthusiasm, which is all it takes as your hips buck up into his face, and he gladly lets you grind against his mouth, especially with the sounds you’re making as you tighten around his fingers. His fingers continue pumping in and out of you as you ride out your orgasm, his name on your lips like a prayer as his lips greedily drink up all you give him.
He leans back, cheek resting against your inner thigh as he watches you catch your breath and give a little whine when his fingers don’t relent, tugging on his hair. A grin works its way onto his face, and he takes pity on your overstimulated self, pulling his fingers out as he presses a kiss to your thigh before crawling back up to kiss you. You can taste yourself on his tongue as he licks at your bottom lip.
Your hands find purchase on his shoulders, drawing him deeper into the kiss, and you can feel the heavy weight of him against your thigh.
“Good?” he asks as he draws back from you, breathless.
“I think I blacked out at one point,” you respond, still feeling a little lightheaded, which is only exacerbated when he grinds his hips against yours and nips at your neck. “Now take your pants off.” You order as you push him back, propping yourself up on your elbows.
“Bossy,” he teases as he stands, unbuttoning his slacks, letting them drop to the floor. You don’t even have time to register anything else when he pulls down his briefs, and you can only stare with your mouth wide open and brows raised high on your forehead at the size of him. Clark looks a bit uncertain. “Is this okay?”
You surge to your feet and pull him down into a kiss. “It’s always the quiet ones,” you murmur more to yourself as you push him back onto the couch with no resistance and climb up onto his lap. He practically whimpers when you grind onto him. “Seriously, what the fuck were they feeding you?” You question against his lips as you slot yourself against his cock. Naked against him, you really take in how large Clark is in every capacity.
His hands have settled on the globes of your ass, letting you take the reins as you move your hips against his, the wet friction has him moaning into your mouth. “You feel so good,” he breathes. “Thought about this so much.”
“Yeah?” You ask. “Thought about me on top of you a lot, huh?” He nods and tilts his head back as you jut your hips against just at the right spot. You kiss down his jawline, whispering into his ear. “What else have you thought about? Stuffing me full of your cock?”
He stammers a bit, his brain short-circuiting at your dirty talk, and heat spreads up to his ears. “Y-yeah, thought about how good you’d look with me inside you,” he admits.
You reach down between you, grabbing hold of him, and his hips stutter up against your hand, moaning at the feel of your soft skin against his cock. The next thing he knows, you’re sinking onto him and he’s committing the hot, wet heat of your pussy to memory. The burn is expected given his size, and you whine with each inch of him you take.
Clark is a whimpering mess beneath you, brows furrowed in concentration as he tries not to move, letting you set your own pace, though the iron grip he has on your waist is going to leave bruises tomorrow. “So good, so good,” he repeats as he presses kisses into your shoulder. “Gosh, you’re so tight.”
You let the ‘gosh’ slide, given how full of him you are right now. It’s almost overwhelming the size of him, and just when you’re sure you’ve taken him all, you feel yourself slide down another inch. “Christ, you’re so big,” you whine, and you can feel his cock twitch inside of you at that.
“You can’t just say that,” he practically begs, voice cracking slightly, and he’s so tense, you can feel how taut all of his muscles are beneath you.
It’s sweet relief when you feel him bottom out in you and you stay there for a moment, letting yourself adjust, the stinging pain of the stretch not unpleasant, and when you feel more confident you’ve adjusted, you give an experimental thrust of your hips that has you both gasping.
You give another, and you can practically hear Clark grinding his teeth together, and then you raise yourself up, thighs shaking, before slamming back down. Your hands find purchase on his shoulders as you set a rhythm, a little sloppy at first as you lean forward to mash your mouths together, Clark whispering praises against your lips.
Every now and then, he leans back to take in the sight of you bouncing on his cock, completely hypnotized by the sight of your pussy swallowing him and the noises you make each time he bottoms out in you.
The rubber band begins to pull tight in your belly, and your thighs wobble, the rhythm faltering. “Clark.” It comes out as a plea. “Fuck me.”
Whatever restraint Clark has snaps at your words. One hand reaches up, grabbing hold of you by the back of your neck as the other digs into your waist, and then he’s forcing you up and down on his cock, hips jutting up to meet yours halfway, setting a bruising pace that has you keening, “Fuck—” you gasp out. “Oh god, I’m gonna—”
Your orgasm rips through you before you can even finish your sentence, and you feel like you’re drowning in the sensation as the world turns to white noise around you. “That’s it, sweetheart, you’re so good for me.”
Clark doesn’t even give you time to come down from your high as he manhandles you off of his lap, the sudden emptiness is jarring, but it doesn’t stay that way long as he bends you over the couch, hefting your ass into the air and sliding back in.
“Such a good girl,” he groans as he resumes the hard thrusts that have you gripping the back of your couch for dear life. The only thing you can focus on is the delicious slide of his cock into you, and you think you feel tears gathering at the corners of your eyes.
You’re whining, overstimulated as all hell, already feeling another orgasm beginning to bubble to the surface. “Clark, oh God, fuck—” You’re arching your back, and he hits it just right. “Ohmygod.”
A loud ‘smack’ echoes through the apartment, and you barely even register the sting on your ass cheek. “Gonna give me another one, baby?”
“Mhm,” you whine pathetically into the couch cushion. Body shaking, just trying to keep yourself up, though Clark is doing most of the heavy lifting. He reaches down, fingers circling your clit once, twice, and that’s all it takes as you buck back into him, a long, breathy moan escaping you as you cum again. It feels like every nerve in your body is on fire, and you think you’ve forgotten how to breathe.
You barely register him asking, “Where do you want it?”
Your mouth automatically babbling out, “Inside—fuck—cum inside me.”
That has his hips stuttering before he buries himself to the hilt, groaning lowly, and you can feel the warmth spread inside you. You’re both frozen like that, breathing heavily, and then Clark pulls out with a low hiss, gathering you up in his arms before collapsing back onto the couch, you cradled on top of him, pressing a kiss to the crown of your head.
“Jesus Christ, farm boy,” you finally breathe after a moment of silence, and you can feel his chest shake with laughter. You tilt your head up to look at him, and he captures your lips with his before pulling away, reaching up to caress the side of your face, tracing the contours of your cheekbones with his thumb.
“You’re so beautiful,” he breathes, and you feel your heart stutter in your chest—a feeling you welcome with open arms.
“So, if I agree to let you take me out to dinner again, think you’ll show up this time?”
He grins. “Yes.”
The weekend passes in a blur of tangled limbs and soft confessions. You tease Clark about all it took was you on top of him to get him to talk to you in full sentences, finally. He stammers and blames you for being so pretty.
On Monday, when Clark comes in late, he does so with a cup of your favorite coffee, and you give him a hard time, despite the smile on your face, with no real bite to your words. Clark is on the receiving end of some light teasing from Lois and Jimmy, who, quite frankly, are relieved they won’t have to deal with a pining Clark any longer.
(They quickly realize, though, that even being together, he still stares after you as you flit about the newsroom, possibly looking even more lovestruck)
And when he submits his next Superman article to you, you still tear it to shreds. The peck on the cheek you give him as you hand him back the draft makes him feel a lot better, though.
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you're going to be the death of me — Clark Kent
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summary: you like to make your boyfriend scared for your sanity. your latest crazy idea? you want to free fall from altitude, and have him chase after you. also, clark figures out you're pregnant before you do. notes: beware, this is 5.7k words of pure tooth-rotting fluff, it’s actually sickening how in love they are. word count: 5.7k words content warning: f!reader lovingly bullies clark kent and clark loves it. he's stupidly and disgustingly in love and he's such a good boy for you. implied service top!clark. sort of sick fic, hurt/comfort, tooth-rotting fluff, nothing but love and affection between reader and clark. reader gets sick and clark takes care of her. suspend your disbelief for this fic pls, it's purely self-indulgent because the idea of clark being able to know you're pregnant before a pregnancy test can pick it up makes me go a little insane. blink & miss it suggestive implied content +18 (masturbation, f! receiving)
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“You want to what?!” Clark’s voice is incredulous, climbing higher the longer he spoke. You look at him like he’s being silly.
“You heard me,” you reply, rolling your eyes. “I want to free fall and for you to catch me,” you repeat, as if maybe it would be easier for him to understand if you’d said it again, slower and patiently. 
“Baby, you know I love you, but that’s insane.”
You truly don’t see the problem. He is one of the fastest man alive, if not the fastest, and you trust him with your life, so what’s the issue? You tell him as much, thinking you’re making some really good and valid points, but he still looks at you with a blend of concern and disbelief. He looks like he doesn’t know whether to check your forehead for your temperature or to try and wake you up.
“I just– love, please, do you even hear what you’re saying?” He’s starting to sound like a broken record.
“No, do you even hear what I’m saying? Because I feel like you don’t get it. You can fly, you’re super fast, you’re the strongest creature on Earth, and I want to feel what it feels like to free fall. Truly free fall. I don’t want security belts or parachutes or whatever. I want to fall, and I want you to wait at least five seconds before flying to catch me.”
He’s spluttering now, not even making any sense, just looking at you helplessly, his arms stuck between wanting to shake some sense into you and holding his head. 
“You’re going to be the death of me,” he ends up saying.
“I love you too, Clark,” you reply patiently. “But that’s not a no.”
“It’s not a yes either! Baby please, give me your pocket mirror, I need to check if I’ve grown grey hair in the last ten minutes talking to you.”
You don’t, but you get on your tip toes and take a peek at his glorious head full of hair and offer helpfully: “No, not a single grey hair in sight. Still young and strong like an ox and very handsome. So, is that a yes?”
He throws his arms in the air and makes a choked noise at the back of his throat, and leaves the bedroom. (You don’t miss the blush on his face at your compliment, though. It’s always so funny and rewarding to fluster him.)
“Come back to me when you start making sense again!” he yells over his shoulders, leaving you confused and feeling quite frankly, a little upset that your loving boyfriend had dared tell you no. well, he didn’t say no, but he also didn’t say yes, and honestly, you don’t know which is worse.
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Clark thinks you forgot about your incongruous idea. He thinks he’s safe now, but you’re just waiting for the right time to ask him again in a way he won’t be able to say no to.
“How was your day, baby?” he asks you, handing you your favorite (Superman) mug. It took quite a long time but he finally stopped flustered every time he saw you buy Superman paraphernalia. It was about time, honestly, because if he wants to be with you, he has to accept your huge crush on Superman, the world’s mightiest hero. You know they’re the same person, but it doesn’t keep you from having a tiny crush on Superman too. 
“It was good,” you say, wondering to yourself whether enough time has passed. No, not yet, you decide. “No, actually, it was horrible. Awful, terrible, no good, very bad.”
“Oh no,” he says, eyes drooping in a gentle frown. “What happened? Are you okay? Wanna talk about it?”
You pout, batting your eyelashes at him. “It’s just…” you sniff. “You weren’t there! Do you know how terrible that is?”
“I– you–” he stutters, before giving up, face bright red and voice impossibly high. “You’re going to be the death of me.”
“You love it though,” you say smugly. “Don’t deny it, my love. You wouldn’t have it any other way.”
The deepening of his blush confirms it for you. He does – he loves how you bully him, how he can’t have a single moment of peace when he’s with you. You know, because his face is an open book. You also know it because deep in the night, when your bedroom door is closed and he’s on top of you and deep inside you, caging you in between his strong arms and he’s panting against your ears, he tells you how much you drive him crazy. How much he loves it, and how he’s going to punish you for all the pranks you play on him.
Great, now you’re blushing too. 
“Just… drink your tea,” he says, brushing a hand through the mess of his curls. 
You’re smiling gleefully as you take a sip of your perfectly brewed tea, the way you love it. You’ve trained him well. “How was your day?”
“Dreadful,” he replied, deadpan. “I was so scared of what else you’ve got in store for me, waiting for me at home.”
“Give me a kiss,” you say. He obeys near instantly, appearing at your side and bending slightly to reach your lips. 
Sometimes, you have to remind him who has the upper hand in the relationship.
(One time, he said, “Give me a kiss,” but he ended up giving you a kiss, because you’d been too lazy to move. That’s what he gets for thinking he can order you around.)
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There’s a knock at the bathroom door. “You’re okay in there, sweetheart? Can I come in?”
“Ueugh,” you reply.
He must have taken that for a yes because the door opened and he entered.
“Oh my darling,” he coos. Simply from the tone of his voice you can tell you must paint a terrible picture. Frankly, you don’t feel like a pretty picture. No one feels pretty, shirtless and on their knees, hugging the toilet bowl to their naked chest. (You were shivering and burning so badly you had to shed your shirt.)
“Don’t look at me,” you say as miserably as you felt. “I’m not sexy, go away.”
“You’re always sexy to me,” he mutters as he pushed his sleeves and slowly approached you. It makes you smile, how he knows you well enough that he knows he needs to reassure you about that, otherwise you’re gonna keep thinking about how he agreed with you when you said you weren’t sexy. He’s a good boyfriend, you think to yourself, before your stomach protested being ignored and you dry heaved into the toilet. Ugh, so glamourous. You’re lucky love makes people blind. 
His hand is warm and steady against your burning-freezing back. “You’re okay, it’s okay,” he murmurs. 
“I don’t feel like it,” you whisper, throat aching and sore.
“You will be,” he says, so convinced you have no choice but to believe him.
You don’t know what’s wrong with you. The day had started perfectly fine. Clark brought you breakfast in bed, you guys cuddled while watching rom-coms that Clark swears he doesn’t like yet always cries at the end of, and then you had lunch with him, something you’ve eaten countless times before, and then you had a nap while Clark went out. And when you woke up, you were so nauseous you thought you were on a boat at first for some reason. 
You barely had time to get to the bathroom before you got sick. 
That’s how Clark found you, maybe ten minutes after, shivering and cold and burning and sick and absolutely miserable. Even the ceramic of the toilet got warm under your body temperature, not giving you any relief anymore. 
“Do you know what happened?” he asked, so gently it made you want to cry, even though you’re never this sensitive. It must be the sickness, making you all disgustingly emotional.
“No,” you reply. “I don’t know anything.”
“Okay, that’s okay,” he whispers, his hand rubbing your back in soothing circles. “We’ll figure it out, and you’re going to be okay.”
“Clark, can I ask you something?” you ask him. 
“Yes, of course baby, anything you want, anything you need,” he says earnestly, looking ready to give you the entire world if you’d asked him. 
“Can you let me fall from a building and then catch me?” you ask, and if your voice is suddenly a thousand times more pitiful and weak, it’s just a coincidence. “Please?” 
Let it be said that you’re not a woman who lets opportunities pass through her fingers. 
He laughs incredulously, knees on the bathroom floor, hand supporting your back and the other running through his hair. “You’re incredible, baby, you know that? And I don’t mean it in the amazing way, more like I can’t believe you.”
“That’s not a no,” you whisper weakly. 
“Will it help you feel better if I said yes?”
“Really?” 
“Yes, really.”
“No takesies-backsies,” you warn him menacingly, even though you’re not quite sure how menacing you can be while naked and on the floor and reeking of vomit. 
“No takesies-backsies,” he confirms. “You just focus on getting better, I’ll handle the rest.”
And he does. He handles everything. From cleaning you up and cleaning the bathroom, making you herbal tea and preparing toasts and soup and anything he thinks you can handle with your febrile stomach. He even goes out to buy some electrolytes — the electric blue ones, your favorite. 
Even when you start feeling better, after a second nap, he’s still there, still taking care of you. 
“I called Ma,” he tells you. “She gave me a recipe for a drink she says has always helped her feel better whenever she felt too sick.”
You drink it to make him happy, but you’re genuinely surprised at how good it actually is. 
Later that night, when you’re both in bed and ready to fall asleep, and you’re laying on top of him like the world’s clingiest blanket, you whisper: “Don’t forget about your promise.”
“I wouldn’t dare,” he replied, hand in your head massaging your scalp with talented fingers. 
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Your sickness is a mystery. As strongly as it’d come, it went away but Clark still looks at you wearily when you eat something that’s not liquid. 
“I’m fine, dumbass,” you tell him. 
“I don’t like being called dumbass.”
“Yes, you do,” you say with a snort. 
He sighs, shoulders dropping. “Yeah, you’re right. I love being your dumbass.”
You smile. “So when are we going flying?” 
He looks at you like you’d just suggested hugging an angry mama bear. “Not yet,” he says. “Not until we’re sure that you’re not sick anymore. I don’t want to take any chances. But I promise you, I won’t forget.”
Stupid sickness, you mutter to yourself. But also, thank you sickness, because without it, Clark would’ve probably never accepted in the first place. 
“What even brought this on?” he asks you, curiosity clear in his voice. “I thought you hated heights.”
“I did, but I don’t know. I thought about how I’m literally the only person on Earth who can truly free fall and not die, so I thought to myself, I shouldn’t miss that chance, you know? With great power comes great responsibility and all that jazz.”
“Are you comparing having a superhero boyfriend to having super powers?” 
“Yes. That’s exactly it.”
“I hate that it makes sense. So what, my responsibility is to save the world and yours is to use me for your fantasies?”
“Basically.”
“God, I love you.”
You grin happily. “I love you too, buddy.”
He looks at you, exasperated. “Buddy, really?”
You shrug. “It’s a cute word.”
He shakes his head, but his lips betray his amusement. He loves you. He loves you so much it’s making him go stupid. 
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A week later and Clark finally – reluctantly – deems you fit enough for the craziest idea you’ve had so far. 
He made you wear a thousand layers anyway, because he says it gets cold up here, and he’s planning to take you somewhere really high, both so that no one calls the cops on you thinking you were trying to do something tragic, but also so that it’s far enough from the ground that should anything — God forbid – happen, he would still have time to catch you.
“Why do you act like you think you can’t catch me on time? You’re going to get me nervous,” you tell him.
“I know I can catch you, don’t even joke about that. I’m just planning contingencies. I don’t think you understand how scary this is for me.”
“But why is it scary? I trust you, and you trust your abilities. You’ll never let anything happen to me.”
“I know that, but do you know how scary it is to think that the slightest mistake on my part could result in you getting hurt, or worse, in you dying? I know I can catch you, I trust my abilities, but I love you too much to not feel even the slightest bit scared.”
“Oh.” 
“Yes, oh,” he says, cheeks a little red. 
“I didn’t think about it like that. I’m sorry for pressuring you into doing something you’re not a hundred percent comfortable doing. I love you too, and I guess, if roles were reversed, I too would be really scared.”
“You didn’t pressure me into doing anything, darling. I want to do this for you, because I can see how happy it would make you, and if there’s anything I was brought into this world to do, it was to make you happy.”
You blush. “I thought you were brought to this planet to bring hope.”
“That’s just a side quest,” he whispers, and hearing him say such a modern and ‘niche’ word is so jarring you can’t help but laugh.
“You’re such a nerd. And I love you so much.”
“And I didn’t even have to catch you yet.”
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It’s not the first time Clark takes you flying, of course, but he usually keeps it to a minimum. As in, he doesn’t take you too high up, because you were usually too scared for anything higher than that. 
And he was right, it was cold up here, and you were glad for all the clothes he’d made you wear. 
“You can look. It’s safe, I promise,” he says gently, coaxing you out from his neck where you buried your head. His arms were strong and steady around you, holding you with ease and confidence. “I would never let anything happen to you.”
You trust him, you do, but you realize now, thousands of feet above the ground, that maybe you bit off more than you could chew. You swallowed thickly.
“Don’t let go of me yet,” you warn him. “I didn’t say go yet.”
“I wouldn’t dream of it, baby.”
You nod, more to yourself than anything else, and finally unglue your face from his neck and crack open one eye, stealing one glance before closing it back up.
“We’re so high up,” you say dumbly.
“We are. And I’ve got you, I promise.”
“How do you do it?”
“I don’t really know,” he says truthfully. “I’ve just always been able to do it, I guess. Must be in my genes.”
“It’s really pretty though. So I can see why you would love doing this.”
You’d only gotten one small peek but it was enough to render you speechless. You were still in the city, and the nightscape was breathtaking. Everything looked so small this high up. It’s like someone had made a lego set of Metropolis. 
“Look up,” he whispers. “You haven’t seen the best of it yet.”
When you do, you gasp. The entire nightsky so close it felt like you could touch it. This high up, the light pollution didn’t reach the sky. You could see the millions of stars scattered across the ink of the sky. You felt small, compared to them.
“Absolutely breathtaking,” you whisper in awe. 
“Yeah,” he says, throat slightly choked up. “Gorgeous.” You look down and see that he’d been staring at you all this time, and you flush bright red. 
“You’re so corny.”
He smiles timidly. “I can’t help it. You bring it out in me. And seeing the stars reflected in your eyes…”
It’s your turn to smile bashfully. “Yeah?”
“Thank you for asking me to do this, sweetheart.”
“I should be the one to thank you.”
“Too late, I did it first.”
“Give me a kiss,” you say, like you always do whenever he has a good argument and you don’t have something to say to your defense.
“Happily, ma’am,” he whispers right against your lips, before pressing his against yours.
You could have the entire world at your palm right now, and it would all pale in comparison to knowing that this man was in love with you. 
He floats in the air, so smoothly you almost forget you’re in the sky, with nothing but a superhero boyfriend as your security link.
“Ready?” he asks again.
“Yeah, I think so.”
“Hold on tight,” he says, and you squeeze your legs and arms around him tighter like an overgrown panda, and he chuckles. “You’re lucky I don’t need blood circulation to survive.”
“Shut up,” you say.
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“Where are we?” you ask, a little disoriented. When he flies you never know which way is up.
“In the middle of nowhere. No one here within a hundred mile radius to bother us.”
Excitement and anxiety wage war against each other inside your stomach, and you think your nerves are winning. 
“Do we have to do this?” you ask meekly.
“With great power comes great responsibility,” he quotes back to you. “But if you’re really scared, we don’t have to do it. We don’t have to do anything you don’t like.”
“No, we got all the way here, we’re gonna do it,” you say more boldly than you feel.
“Atta girl,” he praises, and you preen. “You can let go of me anytime, and I’ll give you a three-second head start.”
“Hey! I said five seconds.”
He raises a brow and looks at you knowingly. “You really want me to wait five seconds?”
“...no.”
“That’s what I thought,” he says, with crinkling eyes. “Though, whether I wait five seconds or five minutes, I’ll always catch you. No matter what.”
You take a deep breath. “Okay,” you breathe out. “I got this.”
“You got this,” he confirms with a nod of his own. “You can do anything you put your mind into.”
“I know, I know. I’m a strong, independent, capable, cute, sexy, gorgeous woman. I can do this.”
“Yes, we all know we need to be cute, sexy and gorgeous to be brave,” he teases.
“Shut up. Okay, I’m ready, you can let go now.”
Reluctantly, he unwraps his death grip around you (for all his talk, he was just as scared as you). Instinctively, you grip him tighter. You don’t look down, because you know it would be a grave mistake. “Catch me, okay?”
“Yes, baby. I’ll catch you if it’s the last thing I ever do in my life.”
“Okay, okay,” you say. 
“You’re stalling, darling.”
You frown at him. “FIVE, FOUR,...” you scream, just to get back at him, and it’s funny how his entire body reacts, alert and ready.
You let go when you say three.
“What the- what the hay!” you hear him sputter. “One, two…”
You giggle, even as your stomach feels like it’s flying upwards and you’re suddenly catching up speed and the wind bites every inch of your exposed skin.
It happens too fast for you to really understand what’s going on. The speed, the wind, the cold, the excitement, the adrenaline pumping in your bloodstreams.
And then, Superman is flying towards you, so fast he looks blurry, and you’re in his arms and he’s holding you so tight you feel like you’re going to let out a squeak, like those chew toys that Krypto adores. 
“I got you, I got you, I got you,” he repeats against the crown of your head, not letting up his hold on you even when he brings you both to a gentle stop and he starts floating in the air. 
You’re shaking, you realize. “Wow,” you say. 
“Baby, you know I would do anything for you but holy moly, never again. This? Never again. I’m not sure I would be able to handle it.”
You just laugh. You don’t understand what’s going on. It all happened so fast you’re not even sure you remember how it felt in the moment. “Wow,” you repeat.
“Baby? Can you say something else so I know I didn’t accidentally break you?”
“I want an encore,” is all you can mutter out.
He lets his forehead falls against yours, tension seeping from his pores, shoulders dropping as he chuckles with relief. “There’s my sweet girl I know and adore. Let’s go home now.”
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“Golly, you’re freezing,” he says, swearing under his breath. 
You are both back at home, in the bathroom, and he’s taking off your clothes like a madman.
“Chill, lover boy. I know I’m sexy but I’m not going anywhere. You can take your time.”
“This is not funny,” he mutters grumpily. “You could get sick. We need to get you warm ASAP.”
You just watch him passively, letting him take care of you any way he sees fit. The bathtub was already half full and steaming. You suppose you were feeling a little cold. But you don’t tell him because he would only start fussing even more, and this fussing is the perfect amount. You don’t want anything more. Honestly, who wouldn’t like being undressed by a man this hot? He wasn’t even out of his Superman costume yet. His mind was on you and only you. 
It’s like he can’t help it. Once you’re completely naked, his hands pause for a few seconds as his eyes take you in. You make a silly dramatic pose, and he chuckles. 
“Up in the bathtub, you go,” he mutters fondly, lifting you with ease so he can place you in the bathtub. The water is, of course, at the perfect temperature. “God, you’re so beautiful.”
Your entire body is a traitor. You blush from the tip of your ears straight to your chest. And he watches it as it happens. His eyes follow the trail your blood leaves behind, and his eyes stutter a few seconds in front of of your breasts. His gaze makes you feel hot all over, and your nipples perk up, standing to attention.
He shakes his head, like he’s getting rid of unwanted thoughts, even though you desperatly want to know what is it he thought about that made him so stiff and hard against his trunks. 
“Will you join me?” you ask him coyly, spreading your legs apart in the water – not far enough that it’s obscene, but just enough that it’s inviting, teasing – with one hand covering your crotch, knowing it would drive him crazy.
He swallows thickly. “No, I can’t,” he says, very slowly, like it’s costing him dearly, to say no. “You need to warm up first, you’re still so cold. I should be taking care of you.”
You pout, petulantly. “Fine.” 
You make yourself at ease in the bathtub, shimmying to get comfortable. You close your legs, but you don’t move your hand away. 
His breath audibly hitches, and his eyes go dark. “Are you…” his bulge is so big inside his pants that it must be physically paining him. It makes your lips water. 
“Am I what?” you ask, pretending to be clueless. It works well around him. 
“Have I ever told you how you’re gonna be the death of me, sweetheart?”
“Only about a thousand times,” you tell him helpfully.
“Clearly I didn’t say it enough. Because baby, you drive me crazy. In the best possible way.”
“Should I stop?” you ask innocently.
“Goodness no. Never stop.”
You grin like the cat that got the canary when he strips down and finally joins you in the water. His reasoning? He’s good at multitasking, and he’s not one to let you take care of yourself when he’s right there. 
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“Clark, baby,” you whisper in the middle of the night. Your eyes are still closed and you’re blindly reaching for him with your arm. You accidentally smack his arm.
“Mhm,” he grunts. “Yes, baby?”
“Do we still have those cucumbers?”
“What cucumbers?”
“The ones I pestered you to buy me because I saw it online, and then I ended up hating it. Do we still have them?”
“No, b’by, I threw them, remember?”
You whine. 
“What’s this about?”
“I dreamt of them, and I started craving it. This sucks. Why did you throw them?”
“Hey, don’t shoot the messenger, you were the one who told me to throw them away.”
“Well why did you listen to me? Why did you have to be the world’s best boyfriend?”
“I have to confess, I’m not sure whether you’re mad at me or in love with me.”
“I’m mad. No, both, I don’t know.”
He turns towards you in the bed and gathers you in his arms, and nuzzles your neck with his nose. “I’m buying you those pickled cucumbers tomorrow. And I’ll even get you all sorts of pickled food, if you want. You like kimchi, right? I’ll get you that too. Is that what you want, baby?”
“Yes please,” you say, feeling irrationally sad. “Thank you Clark, you’re the best. And sorry for waking you up.”
“No problem. You know I wouldn’t bother with sleep if it weren’t for you. I would miss you too much if I stayed awake while you slept.”
That does you in. You sniff. “How did I ever get so lucky?” you ask pitifully, and he makes a soft cooing nose. 
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You’re being strange lately — that is to say, stranger than usual. And Clark is too much of a gentleman to say anything about it. Even when you suddenly refuse to eat eggs and when you make him eat his breakfast away from you because the smell was bothering you. 
Not even when you cried three times during a comedy movie. Clark had specifically picked a movie that didn’t have a single sad scene, and yet you cried anyway. 
Clark started seeing you differently, too. Not in a bad way. It was like he’d fell in love with you all over again. And when he thinks you’re not paying attention, his hands would often find themselves on your — still — flat stomach.
Honestly, the strangest thing yet was the hunger. The insatiable hunger whenever you saw Clark. Clark would be minding his own business, changing his clothes, and you would be there, ogling at him so intently his senses would pick it up. 
And he would — happily — oblige, every single time. He says it’s his job as your man to make you happy. He makes you so happy you truly think you see stars. 
“You know I love you, right?” he whispers softly against your ear. You’d climbed on his lap while he was reading a book on the couch and refused to move since then. He took it in stride, and merely held the back of your head with his large hand while he kept read.
He closes his book and discards it on the coffee table.
“Yeah, I know. I love you too. I just, I really love you so much, and it feels like I’m going to implode from how much I love you.”
“I wish loving me wouldn’t cause you this much distress,” he says softly, after taking in your words. 
“It’s not distress,” you tell him. You don’t want to make him feel guilty for how much you love him. “It’s not bad. It’s just… encompensating. I feel like if you took away my love for you, it would be akin to removing my skeleton.”
He chuckles. “I’m your skeleton, now?”
“No. My love for you is. Without it, I wouldn’t be able to survive.”
He smiles softly, tenderly. His eyes are shiny. “I love you too,” he says. “So much that I don’t know what to do with it.”
���Give me a kiss.”
“Gladly.” 
You’d been craving lobster all week, so later that day, he took you flying to the nearest sea harbor restaurant, and bought you every single item on the menu. He refused to let you dirty your hands, even with the gloves, and handfed you.
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“What is it, baby? Does the world need Superman again?” you ask him, trying — and failing — to keep the sadness out of your voice, when you’d seen him perk up and get really quiet, the way he always does whenever he hears someone calling for help.
He shakes his head no but he puts a finger on his lips, gently shushing you. He had a strange look on his face. Awed, but also scared. 
“What is it?” you whisper, curiosity piqued. You didn’t like it when he didn’t tell you everything right away. It was most probably a bad habit to have, but you didn’t care when he keeps indulging you every single time. 
Except this time. He’s scarily still, body alert. His muscles were taut, almost ready for battle. 
“You’re scaring me,” you say, frowning. “What’s going on? Are Martha and Jonathan okay? Talk to me.”
“Everything’s fine, baby,” he says, voice thick. “My parents are just fine. I can hear them bicker over who gets the last slice of pizza.”
“What is it then? Why won’t you tell me? Is it me? Am I… sick?” The thought dawns on you like a boulder. “I’m sick, aren’t I?”
“Goodness, no, baby. You’re perfectly healthy.”
“Then what is it? Why do you look so scared? What did you hear?”
“A second heartbeat,” he finally confesses. “Coming from you.”
Your first reaction is to laugh, and make a joke. Your second reaction is to gape at him. 
“What?” 
“I didn’t know how to tell you. I’ve known for a couple of weeks now, but I didn’t want you to find out through me. I wanted you to find out on your terms. But sweetheart… I think you’re pregnant. No, I don’t think, I know. When you’ve been getting so sick lately, I asked you if I could use my x-ray vision on you, just to check if anything was wrong. That’s… that’s when I first saw it. Saw them.”
“You… you’re kidding.”
But the look on his face says he’s not. And everything suddenly starts making sense. 
“I’m pregnant,” you finally say. The words are spoken out loud for the first time. Impossible to take them back, it’s real now. 
“Yes, you’re pregnant,” he repeats, and his eyes are so wide and full of love and fear. He’s sitting next to you now, holding your hands carefully.
“How is that possible? We’ve always been so careful.”
His smile slightly dims. “I suppose, with me being me, rules are a bit different.”
You chuckle slightly. “Why did you look scared?” you ask then, suddenly feeling self-consciously. “Do you not… want this?”
“God no, how could I not want anything that you’re creating? How could I not want you, in all of your forms? I’m just… I guess I was worried you wouldn’t be happy. Because we’d never talked about it, and I know you took your birth control and I wore condoms. I thought… I thought you wouldn’t like it.”
“It’s true I never really thought about it, but it’s here, now, isn’t it? That changes everything.”
“Yeah, it does change everything, doesn’t it?”
“Are you… are you sure I’m pregnant?”
“Yeah,” he breathes out. “Now that I’ve heard their little heartbeat, it’s impossible for me to hear anything but their heartbeat and yours. You’re all I see, all I hear.”
“Now I know why I woke up that night craving pickles,” you chuckle wetly. 
Pregnant. You were pregnant. You and the love of your life have created life against all odds. There was a mini Clark swimming inside of your womb right now. The thought is as surreal as it is heady. 
“And why you’d been so emotional,” Clark adds with a loving smile. 
“A baby,” you repeat, not as much in disbelief as a few minutes ago. Now that it’s here, now that the truth is out and between the two of you, you realized you didn’t mind it so much. “He’s going to have a superhero as a dad.”
“And the greatest woman on earth as his mom,” Clark says. You don’t know if it’s your hands shaking, or his.
“We have to get married,” you say suddenly.
“W-what?” 
“We have a baby. We already live together. I’m already basically your housewife, even if you act more as a housewife than me. We’ve been together for years. It just makes sense, doesn’t it?”
He’s smiling so wide it looks almost painful.
“Well, when you present it that way… let’s get married, then. Just the two of us, or in front of the entire world if you so wish.”
“Just the two of us. Martha, Jonathan, Kara, Jimmy, Lois. Krypto can be the ring bearer. The Justice Gang can come too, except Guy.”
He laughs at that. “You would trust Krypto with the rings? He’s going to eat them and the basket with it.”
You giggle. “Shh… this is my fantasy. Anything is possible in my fantasies.”
“There’s no reason I shouldn’t be able to make all of your dreams come true, baby.”
Clark’s excited now, you can see it in the shine of his eyes and the curve of his smile. His apprehension and fears all melted away.
You’re overtaken with a feeling of pure bliss, and you laugh. “We’re pregnant. You and me. We loved each other so much we created a miracle.”
“You’re my miracle. Anything else is just a bonus.”
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