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Move.

All his head could tell him was to move. Get out. Get far away from this place. The red on the wall was faded, layers upon layers thick of old dried up blood. He’d ran out of people to kill, blood to paint with. He couldn’t keep up with the demand.

So he moved. Before anything could happen --- if anything happened at all.

He had settled in some little old beaten up shack of a house just a couple blocks away from some weird apartment building. There was his first choice, but... something in his mind caused him to think twice, pick somewhere with significantly less people. Quieter, y’know.

And it was quiet there. No faceless voices sounded from the other side of the wall. No pitter patter of someone else’s pacing feet from above. Just the emptiness of a shitty house and the chirps of a cricket outside his bedroom window.

Quiet, until he heard his phone ring.

Startled, Nny reached for the phone, eyes squinting at the caller ID.

“Devi.”

His finger hesitated to answer, hovering for a short moment over the dismiss button. No, no, he had to answer. He never felt his apologies were satisfactory. Maybe... Maybe this was some weird force giving him another chance. For some fucking reason.

Finally, he hit the answer button and held the phone up to his ear.

“...Devi? You... You called me. I didn’t expect that.”

Đ ł ₴ ₵ Ø ₦ ₦ Ɇ ₵ ₮ & Ɽ Ɇ ₵ Ø ₦ ₦ Ɇ ₵ ₮

                    It had taken her months to even consider what she was about to do. Several months, lots of therapy, and even moving to a new city and a new apartment building. But it had become more and more apparent that she needed real closure. Snap the book of her life shut on that horrifying chapter…on all the distractions, the fucked-up dates, the death and murder and insanity…

                    Yeah. New beginnings…even if Addison Apartments had a creepy-ish vibe to them from time to time.

                    She was stalling again. It had become a really easy thing to do. Just stare at the phone for a while before wandering off to do something else. Maybe go downstairs and talk to that Larry kid. Fellow artist, super into painting and metal. Overall, a good kid.

                    Stalling. She had to stop that. 

                    Then the excuses came. What if he wasn’t at the same shitty old house anymore? Did he even still have a phone? If he did, was it the same number? He didn’t have a job, so how was he paying for power or the phone or rent or…anything? What if she called and he didn’t answer? Did he have an answering machine? She honestly couldn’t remember. 

                    Maybe he was dead? That could just be wishful thinking though…

                    …but even that was kind’ve cruel. She’d liked him a lot. He understood the fucked-up shit in the world, he acknowledged it instead of staying pitifully ignorant. And he was cute, in his own weird way. She didn’t have to pretend to be something that she wasn’t, he just rolled with her own weirdness.

                    She still liked him. That was the fucked up part. But after Sickness…she kind’ve understood what might have happened to him. Even Sickness had mentioned him…

                    “….” She sighed heavily, reaching for the phone, trembling fingers dialing a number she’d honestly hoped she’d forgotten. One ring, then two, then three, then four…click.

                    “–Hey, Nny.”

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551 Johnny C 'Nny' icons

Here are 551 100x100 icons of Nny from throughout the seven issues of Johnny the Homicidal Maniac, feel free to edit these as much as you would like

Warnings for blood, gore, violence, and suicide apply

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A    BLOOD   LUST    INBOX    MEME.       TRIGGER  ��WARNING:   blood,  murder,  death,  violence.    please  do  not  read  forward  if  you  are  easily  squeamish.  

(   send  me   ‘   🔴   ’   to  generate  a  bloody  scenario  between  our  muses.  feel  free  to  specify  a  number  if  you’d  like.      inspo.   )

your  muse wiping/licking  blood  from  my  muses  lips.

my  muse  wiping/licking  blood  from  your  muses  lips.

our  muses  cleaning  up  blood  together  from  a  kill.

my  muse  applying  pressure  your  muses  bleeding  wound.

your  muse  applying  pressure  to  my  muses  bleeding  wound.

our  muses  stumbling  upon  a  blood  trail  together.

our  muses  sharing  a  kiss  that  accidentally  draws  blood.

my/your  muse  sinking  their  teeth/fangs  into  my/your  muses  neck.

your  muse  catching  my  muse  drinking  blood.

my  muse  catching  your  muse  drinking  blood.

your  muse  helping  my  muse  clean  blood  off  of  them.

my  muse  helping  your  muse  clean  blood  off  of  them.

our  muses  sleeping  together  in  their  victims  bloody  sheets.

our  muses  having/sharing  a  blood  bath/shower  together.

our  muses  looking  to  the  sky  as  it  rains  blood.

my  muse  accidentally  biting  yours  too  hard,  drawing  blood.   

your  muse  accidentally  biting  my  muse  too  hard,  drawing  blood.

my  muse  licking  blood  off  your  muses  finger.

your  muse  licking  blood  off  my  muses  finger.

my/your  muse  pleading  for  no  more  blood  shed  from  my/your  muse.

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                                     Calling all JTHM rpers!

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"You learn to tune 'em out after a while...but sometimes, it's hard not to snap and call them on their bullshit. Embarrassing them when you can prove they're a sack of lies can be fun sometimes, though."

“Hmm.” Fingers dragged down his face, then fell to his lap. “I GUESS you’re right. I really don’t know how you can keep from snapping. But then again, you’ve gotta be much more sane than I am.”

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"It's like listening to the most boring, monotonous audio-book with a face, one that pretty much looks like a smug dog turd with a mouth and smug expression. Like ooooooh they traveled to Europe and got groped by a wandering Greek, and we're supposed to be impressed and feel outraged over their being "assaulted", when they conveniently forget you saw them at the pharmacy the week they were supposed to be on vacation, buying laxatives."

An audible sigh sounded from his lips as he brought a hand back up to his head. “Fuck. It’s like they’re trying to sound like an idiotic scumbag. All because their lives are, in their eyes, unfulfilling, but they want people to think they’re living some wild fantasy. …Devi. How do you do it?”

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HEATHERS: THE MUSICAL SENTENCE STARTERS

TW: suicide, ns/fw themes, violence, drugs

BEAUTIFUL

“college will be paradise if i’m not dead by june.”

“life can be beautiful.”

“what can i say? i’m a sucker for a happy ending.”

“you’re a high school has-been waiting to happen. a future gas station attendant.”

“she is a mythic bitch.”

“if i took a meat cleaver down the center of your skull, i’d have matching halves. that’s very important.”

CANDY STORE

“you’ve come so far, why now are you pulling on my dick?”

“it’s time for you to prove you’re not a loser anymore.”

“maybe sesame street is on.”

“keep on testing me and end up like her!”

“color me stoked.”

FIGHT FOR ME

“why, when you see boys fight, does it look so horrible yet feel so right?”

“i shouldn’t watch this crap.”

“could you be seen with me and still act proud?”

“i would fight for you.”

“holy shit!”

FREEZE YOUR BRAIN

“no point planting roots when you’re gone in a hurry.”

“who needs cocaine?”

“does your mommy know you eat all this crap?”

“when the voice in your head says you’re better off dead, don’t open a vein.”

“freeze your brain.”

BIG FUN

“let’s get naked in my pool!”

“so it’s salt, then lime, then shot?”

“a hot guy smiled at me!”

“hey, is that weed? i want a hit!”

“i think that’s what they call ‘third base’.”

“i wasn’t gonna come, but since you took the time to write that sweet note…”

“people wouldn’t hate you so much if you acted normal.”

DEAD GIRL WALKING

“what are you doing in my room?”

“you’re my last meal on death row.”

“shut your mouth and lose them tightie-whities.”

“it’s ‘cause you’re beautiful.”

“you say you’re numb inside, but i can’t agree.”

“i think you tore my mattress!”

“slap me, pull my hair—”

THE ME INSIDE OF ME

“no one thinks a pretty girl has feelings.”

“jesus, you’re making me sound like air supply!”

“call me when the shuttle lands.”

“maybe i can help the world by leaving.”

“you’re very quiet. what’s on your mind?”

“holy crap! this is awesome!”

BLUE

“you got a left hand, use it.”

“don’t run from me!”

“look! booze! drink!”

“my balls are in your court!”

OUR LOVE IS GOD

“they made you cry…”

“you are the only thing that’s right about this broken world.”

“you’re not alone.”

“how did you know it was always a fantasy of mine to have two guys at once?”

“i’d trade my life for yours.”

“well i was hoping you could rip my clothes off me, sport.”

“stop being a dick!”

“what the fuck have you done?”

DEAD GAY SON

“i’ve been thinking. praying. reading some magazines.”

“they just had flair!”

“they took a rebel stance!”

“that was one hell of a fishing trip.”

SEVENTEEN

“we don’t choose who lives or dies.”

“don’t you want a life with me?”

“if you could let me in, i could be good with you.”

“you’re right, that really blows.”

“i wanna be with you.”

“i’ll stay if i’m what you choose.”

SHINE A LIGHT

“deep inside of everyone there’s a hot ball of shame.”

“no volunteers? fine. i’ll start.”

“i faked it, every single time.”

LIFEBOAT

“everyone’s pushing! everyone’s fighting!”

“there’s nowhere to hide.”

“the weakest must go.”

SHINE A LIGHT (REPRISE)

“stupid childproof caps—”

“you don’t deserve to live!”

“you’re gonna die alone.”

KINDERGARTEN BOYFRIEND

“he was sweet. he said that i was smart.”

“now we’re all grown up and we know better.”

“certain girls are meant to be alone.”

“i believe that any dream worth having is a dream that should not have an end.”

YO, GIRL

“oh my god, is s/he dead—?”

“we’ve been worried sick!”

“i’ve experienced everything you’re going through right now!”

“you don’t know what my world looks like!”

“sorry for coming in through the window—dreadful etiquette.”

MEANT TO BE YOURS

“you’re my date to the pep rally tonight!”

“they’re keeping you away from me.”

“you left me and i fell apart.”

“i was meant to be yours.”

“can we not fight anymore please?”

“sure, you’re scared, i’ve been there.”

“one, two—fuck it!”

DEAD GIRL WALKING (REPRISE)

“no one here deserves to die—except for me and the monster i created.”

“it’s one more dance and then farewell.”

“yeah, well, s/he’s wrong about a lot of things.”

“this little thing? i’d hardly call this a bomb.”

“i wish we’d met before they convinced you life is war.”

I AM DAMAGED

“stick around here. make things better.”

“you beat me fair and square.”

“wish you’d kiss me.”

“say hi to god.”

“you look like hell!”

“i just got back.”

SEVENTEEN (REPRISE)

“we are done with acting evil.”

“are you free tonight?”

“my date for the pep rally tonight kind of… blew me off.”

“are there any happy endings?”

“i’d be honored if you let me be your friend.”

“if no one loves me now, someday someone will.”

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♡ - Devi D.

FRIENDS.   childhood friends  /  work friends  /  family friends  /  recently friends  /  turning antagonistic  /  turning into something romantic  /  stable  /  falling apart  /  friendship of need  /  friendship of circumstance  /  pen - pals or internet friends  /  coworkers  /  partners  /  other .

ROMANCE.   childhood sweethearts  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  skinny love  /  unrequited from my muses side  /  unrequited from your muses side  /  friends with benefits  /  awkward  /  fading  /  turning  toxic  /  toxic  and  destructive  /  other .

FAMILIAL BOND.   sibling bond  /  older sibling figure to your muse  /  younger sibling figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal  guardian  /  other .

ENEMIES.   dangerous to themselves  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  passionate  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into a sexual tension  /  developing into a romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based of misunderstandings or lies  /  other .

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PRE - ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME .

send a ♡ and i’ll fill this out for our muses !  i’ll bold what i want for their relationship, italic what i could see and strike out what i don’t .

FRIENDS.   childhood friends  /  work friends  /  family friends  /  recently friends  /  turning antagonistic  /  turning into something romantic  /  stable  /  falling apart  /  friendship of need  /  friendship of circumstance  pen - pals or internet friends  /  coworkers  /  partners  /  other .

ROMANCE.   childhood sweethearts  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  skinny love  /  unrequited from my muses side  /  unrequited from your muses side  /  friends with benefits  /  awkward  /  fading  /  turning  toxic  /  toxic  and  destructive  /  other .

FAMILIAL BOND.   sibling bond  /  older sibling figure to your muse  /  younger sibling figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal  guardian  /  other .

ENEMIES.   dangerous to themselves  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  passionate  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into a sexual tension  /  developing into a romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based of misunderstandings or lies  /  other .

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              I 𝘸𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘱 this morning     With a grudge the size of your 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺

                     I feel so ʟᴏᴡ

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Send “✆” for a MORNING text. Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT. Send “☎” for a RUSHED text. Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text. Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text. Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text. Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text. Send “#” for a RANDOM text. Send “@” for a SCARED text. Send “&” for a LOVING text. Send “%” for a CURIOUS text. Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text. Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text. Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.

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why does it have to be me? why did it have to be me to feel all this pain and loneliness? why do i have to be the only one drowning in the worst of fates?