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I had Him this whole time

I pushed away because I was held in fear

Limiting beliefs the demons in my mind

I put them to sleep

I have my power back

I will have what’s mine

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I pray my grandparents and both of my parents get to see me get married and have my first child.

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New Moon Affirmation:

I’m getting the romantic love of my dreams. I’m getting the money of my dreams. I’m getting the career breakthroughs of my dreams. My deepest desires are manifesting. It’s happening now at the right time in the right way. Miracles are unfolding.

-energyhealingjw

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222 you are exactly where you need to be

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December, detach me from any dead roots and plant me in energy that breathes life into my intentions, unbind me from expired versions of myself and allow me to hold hands with growth. May I recognize what compromises my authenticity so I never fall out of alignment with my truth.

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I wish I could just rip my broken heart out and not feel anything

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I just had some interesting lucid dream where I was on a bed and I was sleeping and I had a baby on me sleeping on my chest, and everytime I’d move or pick the baby it was invisible but I felt its lil body and heaviness on my chest like it felt so real #iwishiwasamom

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On a mission to get my green up

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A poem about two lovers not speaking to eachother

In shadows cast by twilight's sigh,

Two hearts beat low, yet pulse nearby.

Silent whispers in the night,

Words caught in the web of fright.

Your eyes, a storm, a restless sea,

Each glance, a prayer, a wish for me.

Yet here we stand, in muffled grace,

A longing wrapped in soft embrace.

The moon, a witness to our plight,

Bathe us in its silvery light.

To speak of dreams, of nights entwined,

But silence wraps us, cruel and blind.

In every moment, every pause,

Our silence sings without a cause.

The space between, a chasm wide,

Still fuels the fire we cannot hide.

Take heart, my love, though words may fail,

In quiet depths, our hearts set sail.

For even in this aching still,

I feel you near, I love you still.

So let the night hold our despair,

And in the dark, my heart lays bare.

Though words remain forever unspoke,

In every silence, our love’s bespoke.

-SRB

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Anyways enough of being sad, LETS GET TO THE BAG. 💰 My mind is focused on my family and making more money that’s my only priority. I am turning 26 soon, I will thinking about dating when I’m richer. Let’s pray I meet my future husband at least before I’m 30 years old tho. Haha….

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Never forget, everything happens for a reason

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Currently heart broken, I really thought I met my person. I really thought God brought him to me for a good reason and not just another lesson. I’m grateful to have learned that I’m worthy for a healthy relationship with someone who actually puts effort and I shouldn’t settle for anything less. However, I already learned that from a previous relationship, do I still need more lessons? It just makes me sad because I really felt that he was the one. We haven’t talked for 2 months after our 3rd date, maybe he thinks I’m ghosting him? But I’m not I’m just afraid if I reach out I’ll embarrass myself. He is the masculine I feel if he really wanted to talk to me he would’ve done so already like he always had. The reason I won’t reach out is because I figured by the second date he was love bombing me and the communication was becoming less and less and less. Already a red flag I suppose. Still sad. I guess it’s hard for me to move on because I know I deserve the best and I know he doesn’t feel like the best option but I just wish he was. Hopefully this will change and he does become the best for me/eachother and we’re just both taking the time reflecting/growing. I will pray that we both become the best versions of ourselves whether we’re meant to be together or not. For the time being I’ll move on, perhaps God has someone better for me 🤍

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“If only I knew that you were reflecting on me too

We’re not talking that’s why I feel so blue

Thoughts interrupting my flow and gives me no clue

No clue if you even think about me too

All my hopes lead me into believing you do”

-SRB

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Cold winter nights are when I think of you

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You do not have to be perfect. God is shaping you daily, let Him.

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You make me blush

It gives me such a rush

Running my fingers through your hair, it feels so lush

I weep as I wonder if this is just another short time crush

-𝐒𝐑𝐁