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It didn't occur to me until the other day..

that Moxxie has been doing that paperwork for over a month!

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i put a compilation of random stolas noises together and i literally can't fucking breathe. i am in genuine tears. oh my god.

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So we all agreed for a while that Stella was the reason Stolas believes he’s not enough, but something that always bothered me about that theory was that in the bath water, he’s looking at an image of himself after Ozzie’s.

And then it hit me.

What if it’s not Stella? What if it’s Blitz?

Stolas has been the pursuer. Every time. And he’s been hiding a lot of himself while doing it. He stopped talking about his favorite books when Blitz complained they were boring. He was the one to assume Blitz wanted sex when Blitz broke in. He started the deal. He’s been overly flirty because he thought that’s what Blitz wanted. He invited Blitz inside for some casual conversation after the disaster at Ozzie’s. He started all their texting conversations. He’s the one who got the Asmodean crystal. He tried over and over to bring a modicum of comfort to Blitz when he was badly hurt and he got silence.

As a high-masking Autistic person, I’ve been there. Many times. “If I get it right this time, if I suppress who I am in just the right way, if I figure out exactly what they want, they’ll be my friend/partner/hire me for this position/tell me they’re proud of me/etc.” And when it inevitably fails, because it always will, it feels like I’ve been stabbed.

He’s not been “enough” since the day he hatched. Not for Paimon, not for Stella, and not for Blitz.

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I am just noticing now that the ice cream that Blitz is eating here is called 'Cryers', and it makes so much sense that it's called that considering s1 e7 and s1 e8.

Guess what Blitz binge eats after the events of Ozzie's? That's right, ice cream. So Blitz's go to strategy for coping is, have a cry session and then binge eat ice cream.

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you know there is something very satisfying about the fandom going on and on about how stolas hurt blitzo when he hid his face behind a menu in "ozzie's" when that doesn't even register in blitzo's worst memories reel.

he feels worse about the way the he rejected stolas there than about anything stolas did that night.

what actually gets his tears flowing is the memory of verosika chewing him out for being a serial heart-breaker while stolas watches.

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Mom! Mama, I had the worst dream. This isn't a dream. It's your life. And it always will be.

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Can we talk about the fact that the scene with Blitz's mother really seems to parallel Stolas in Truth Seekers

Seeing this just makes me think that's it's no wonder why Blitz has all these feelings for Stolas. I also really wonder just how much of his mother Blitz sees in Stolas.

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Best friends 🗡

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"and make sure they spell my name correctly on the cup-they always put "Foxy" or "Roxy"; I hate that." - Moxxie, Truth Seekers

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[Stolen Observation from Twitter]

Wait what??

Firstly,

WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE SHORTS ARE AFTER GHOSTFUCKERS Has Blitz just been bedrotting for a month straight???

Also, another interesting thing, The shorts are in reverse order of release

Mission Antarctica is canonically the most recent short

What's been happening?

Theorists, discuss

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2.10 || GHOSTF**KERS || HELLUVA BOSS

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poor guy

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Part 108.

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this is the first time ive. drawn stolas

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woops

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Skeleton Stolas!💙 He may have a....bone to pick with you🦉🌙