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i'll be here to work on stuff in the next couple of days. been really busy and the brain power to be here just hasn't been havin me.

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𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒖𝒔𝒕𝒖.        is   a   private  ,  mutuals   only   roleplay   blog   for   SIGYN  ,  THE   GODDESS   OF   FIDELITY.   taking   inspiration   from   nordic   lore  ,  marvel   comics   but   writing   her   with   myown   take   and   interpretation.   this   blog   will   not   follow   on   canon   strictly  ,  so   please   keep   that   in   mind.   open   to   other   fandoms   and   multiverse   friendly.   both   the   mun   and   muse   are   31+.   this   blog   will   contain   mature   themes   and   potentially   triggering   content.   you   must   be   20+   to   interact.

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It was hard to admire the way the Golden city glowed.  The news of Loki's deeds on Midgard had produced … a mixed bag of reactions amongst the people of Asgard.  Though it seemed as though she was one of the only people who had been shocked to hear what Loki had did.  He'd always been envious of Thor , that much she could never deny no matter how much she tried.  And she wouldn't attempt to either.  Nor would she deny that Loki had managed to amass a line of deeds that left most of their people not surprised in what he had done.

But she still felt like there was more to it.

There had to be , but it seemed like the Allfather and much of Asgard didn't want to hear it.  Locking him up and being done with it would certainly be the easiest of solutions , yet it still seemed as though they were making a mistake and dismissing this without more inquiry.  Yet , when she brought her worries to Odin when he had made his decision , she was told that the decision was final and to not fall prey to his lies again.  A dig for her loyalty in a marriage the he had made sure happened.  She loved Loki , but her loyalty had always been anything but blind.

“ It just feels like we are walking into something we know nothing about. ”  She vented to Kara.  Glancing away from the tapestry she was working on in her loom , letting her concerned gaze fall upon her long time friend.  Both of them wards to Asgard from young ages , they had naturally been childhood friends which blossomed into something wondrous.  When it came to people Sigyn trusted , Kara sat right up at nearly the top of that list.  Kara had never looked at her differently , no matter how many times she stood in Loki's defense.  It was the very reason she was sitting with her in her chambers and no one else.  Eyes on the blonde , she considered her words for a moment.  “ The Allfather didn't have a single question to ask.  But for what purpose would Loki honestly have after being missing all this time to attempt to take Midgard? ”  Not to mention there was the fact that Loki did not look himself when he was returned.  Something about him just didn't look right.  

random starter for @amarvelousmencgerie.

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not a sexyman not a babygirl,

           but a secret third thing...

                       SOME CUNT!

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Sigyn had never been like others when it came to forgiveness.  Many times had she been told that she often saw only the good in people , keeping herself from seeing the truth about people.  But that wasn't it , not at all.  When it came to redemption , and the involvement of punishment , Sigyn had always been very firm with her beliefs on it.  Punishment without a lesson , without a chance at redemption , she didn't much see the point in it.  The fate that Loki brought upon himself was fair , but she noticed all too often that some thought he didn't deserve the chance at redemption.

That part never really sat well with her.

She always believed that Loki could change , but she also tended to see things most people didn't.  There was an advantage to being the one people paid no mind to , it allowed her to pay attention when she was certain nobody noticed her.  She didn't see a man who didn't want to change , she saw someone who didn't see the point in trying sometimes.  How could one blame them?  Few people seemed to want to see that change happen.  Sigyn did.

So when Thor had asked Sigyn the favor of keeping an eye on Loki in the Sanctum for the day , she was more than happy to offer her services for the day.  There was some hesitation , if only because she wasn't sure this would be pleasant on Loki.  Obviously she wasn't much good at babysitting someone serving a sentence , but she would make due.  On the other side , in New Asgard , she had made the final preparations to cross through the portal and into the Sanctum.  She'd never been , and had been using her excitement to mask her nervousness about seeing him again after all this time.

If he even remembered her.

Thor was as polite as he ever had been.  Pulling a bright smile when he bowed , a sheepish blush she was known to flash at such pleasantries.  “ I'm sure whatever the Sorcerer Supreme has gotten up to far exceeds being part of the welcome wagon for little old me. ”  Her scoff she offered after , being shortly lived until it faded away to her natural soft smile as her gaze shifted to Loki.  It was easy to not the tenseness , and the way he would rather be literally anywhere else other than right here.  Off to a great start.  She shifted on her feet where she stood , lips pressing to a somewhat thinner line as she offered a wave.  “ I'm certain that Loki will show me everywhere I need to know about. ”  Her attention was on the thinner brother , inferring that was more directed at him , rather than to Thor.

“ I imagine that you're going to be late for something from the looks of it. ”  Not that she didn't already know about his shift he was filling in for , the entire reason for why she was filling in for him.  “ Try not to overwork yourself too much. ”

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there had been many moments in loki's long life where death stood waiting at the doorstep, sometimes knocking rapidly and eagerly awaiting for him to fling the door open, and sometimes with more foreboding patience, the presence a looming and heavy reminder that oh yes... death could wait.

of all of said moments, between fire and blood and wailing and begging and daring (stupidly, usually thor's fault), none were quite so painful as this.

death stood at his door and it was grinning.

well! it was always grinning, wasn't it? but this time it was different. this time it was a know-it-all sort of grin. a sort of 'ha ha ha, got ya now!' smugness.

this was because loki was certain, absolutely and completely certain, that he was going to die of embarrassment.

"why can't YOU show her around?" how many times had he asked this question of thor now? twice? thrice? fifteen million fucking times?? if he was going to lose his life to this mortifying task then at least he would be obnoxious about it until the very end. he could tell it was wearing thor down.

his brother was wearing scrubs. the mortal equivalent of a healer's set of robes, only... well, actually a little more practical if loki were to be honest. thor was also wearing a watch and he kept looking at it as if one glance from him might make the seconds decide to skip ahead on his account. thor wore impatience much better these days but it was still there, in the small motions like that.

"because i have a shift i promised i would take and- ah, here we are!"

one of strange's sparking portals began to sizzle and hiss softly as a tiny speck that grew wider and wider and wider until it was large enough for a child to step through. maybe a tad bigger, but still it wasn't nearly as large as what thor or loki would require if they were going into it, which they were not.

they were waiting for someone else to come through it toward them and loki's stupid heart was about give up the ghost on him. he hated that he remembered her and hated even more that there was a possibility she remembered him.. only the memories of her were far nicer and he knew for fact all those of him, as of late, were awful.

thor was grinning. loki swallowed hard.

"lady sigyn, welcome to the sanctum santorum of new york city. i'm afraid our resident sorcerer supreme is not here to greet you himself but i'm all too pleased to have the pleasure. and you remember loki, yes?"

loki made no gracious bow the way thor did, just lifted a palm and gave a sort of 'welp, here i am, sorry about all this' look that was about as awkward as he ever felt in his entire life.

"hello."

f u c k.

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here to work on things cause the muse started sparking again.

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She had always known Thor to have that call to battle.  This feels different somehow though.  She's seen the heartache , watched it claw and bite at his soul hellbent on doing so until there was nothing left.  She knows it all too well , ┈┈ because she's suffered the very same loss that he has.  Tied to his family , she's felt that same heartache.  That there is what brings her worry.

Even Gods have a limit.

Thor's never been one to enjoy finding out where his was.  All beings had it , ┈┈ yet Thor seemed to constantly fight that.  Push past whatever was set in front of him.  But how long did that last before it eventually broke down?  Was she willing to let that day come?  She couldn't afford to be wrong about that.  The pale haired Goddess drew in a deep breath , ┈┈ brows furrowed with empathy and understanding.  She'd be lying if she said she hadn't had her own thoughts of desiring her own view of justice.  Always trying to resist that regardless of what she felt was owed to her.

“ Do you believe that will leave you feeling fuller again? ”  Voice is quiet , ┈┈ as it breaks the silence within the hall.  Now left echoing to aid them in seeing their loneliness.  As if they didn't already feel it with every passing moment.  “ Something tells me you know that it won't , or else you wouldn't still be thinking it over. ”

@asgardianhammer said : ' I have had my fill of words and tearful farewells. I desire blood and cries of our enemy.' 

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𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒖𝒔𝒕𝒖.        is   a   private  ,  mutuals   only   roleplay   blog   for   SIGYN  ,  THE   GODDESS   OF   FIDELITY.   taking   inspiration   from   nordic   lore  ,  marvel   comics   but   writing   her   with   myown   take   and   interpretation.   this   blog   will   not   follow   on   canon   strictly  ,  so   please   keep   that   in   mind.   open   to   other   fandoms   and   multiverse   friendly.   both   the   mun   and   muse   are   31+.   this   blog   will   contain   mature   themes   and   potentially   triggering   content.   you   must   be   20+   to   interact.

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working on finishing up a commission and then i'll be over here working on stuff for the evening. i hope you all are doing well!

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@galdrameistari this has you written all over it.

This one's mine 😊

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it's 11 pm , so i don't know how much writing will get done tonight but i do have plans to be here tomorrow to do some writing of some stuff from the other inbox i wanted to save. thank you to everyone who was patient with me will i worked my way back to writing here. i'm sorry for being a bit mia while i worked stuff out but i'm feeling better about being her so we'll be getting things set on a schedule here soon.

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𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒖𝒔𝒕𝒖.        is   a   private  ,  mutuals   only   roleplay   blog   for   SIGYN  ,  THE   GODDESS   OF   FIDELITY.   taking   inspiration   from   nordic   lore  ,  marvel   comics   but   writing   her   with   myown   take   and   interpretation.   this   blog   will   not   follow   on   canon   strictly  ,  so   please   keep   that   in   mind.   open   to   other   fandoms   and   multiverse   friendly.   both   the   mun   and   muse   are   31+.   this   blog   will   contain   mature   themes   and   potentially   triggering   content.   you   must   be   20+   to   interact.

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𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒖𝒔𝒕𝒖        is   a   private  ,  mutuals   only   roleplay   blog   for   SIGYN  ,  THE   GODDESS   OF   FIDELITY.   taking   inspiration   from   nordic   lore  ,  marvel   comics   but   writing   her   with   myown   take   and   interpretation.   this   blog   will   not   follow   on   canon   strictly  ,  so   please   keep   that   in   mind.   open   to   other   fandoms   and   multiverse   friendly.   both   the   mun   and   muse   are   31+.   this   blog   will   contain   mature   themes   and   potentially   triggering   content.   you   must   be   20+   to   interact.   no   exceptions.   personal   blogs   to   not   inquire. base icons by @calisverse

CARRD.     PROMO.     PROMPTS.     HEADCANONS.     VERSES.

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆 𝐈𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐀𝐍𝐘 𝐑𝐏𝐂. 𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐌 𝐎𝐑 𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐄 , 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐅𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐒 𝐈𝐓'𝐒 𝐎𝐖𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐄.

𝒑𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 ...  seeing   someone   for   who   they   are  ,  undying   loyalty   without   naivety  ,  kept   prisoner  ,  smiling   through   the   tears  ,  don't   let   them   see   you   cry  ,  nervous   picking   to   avoid   snapping  ,  hell   hath   no   fury   like   a   woman   scorned.

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tag drop : dynamics pt. 1.

┊ *̥˚✧  dynamics : loki of asgard. ┊ *̥˚✧  dynamics : thor odinson. ┊ *̥˚✧  dynamics : odin. ┊ *̥˚✧  dynamics : frigga. ┊ *̥˚✧  dynamics : torunn odinsdottir. ┊ *̥˚✧  dynamics : lady sif. ┊ *̥˚✧  dynamics : jane foster. ┊ *̥˚✧  dynamics : pepper. ┊ *̥˚✧  dynamics : michael stevenson. ┊ *̥˚✧  dynamics : amelia lockridge. ┊ *̥˚✧  dynamics : aniela sinclaire. ┊ *̥˚✧  dynamics : tony stark. ┊ *̥˚✧  dynamics : tyr odinson.

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tag drop : ch. study.

┊ *̥˚✧  ch. study : appearance. ┊ *̥˚✧  ch. study : musing. ┊ *̥˚✧  ch. study : isms. ┊ *̥˚✧  ch. study : headcanons. ┊ *̥˚✧  ch. study : ship musing. ┊ *̥˚✧  ch. study : desires.

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tag drop : ooc tags.

┊ *̥˚✧  hollustu : ooc. ┊ *̥˚✧  hollustu : important. ┊ *̥˚✧  hollustu : blog roll. ┊ *̥˚✧  hollustu : promos. ┊ *̥˚✧  hollustu : games. ┊ *̥˚✧  hollustu : edits. ┊ *̥˚✧  hollustu : positivity. ┊ *̥˚✧  hollustu : prompts.