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Weighed in at 128.0 after thanksgiving

ik its rlly just water weight but I am still gna fast as long as I can td n tmrw, but I do have to eat tmrw so I ain't too sure how long that can go. I don't wna go out td bcuz of how cold it is but my friends r just gna say bundle up n shit so ig since I already said yes I should go

It's not that I don't want to hang out with them. I just don't wanna go out td. But last time we hung out, I was told I ruined the hangout when I had stuff to do [in this case it was eating dinner so yeah that hurt but I'm sure that's not what was meant]. I don't wanna ruin the hangout again soo I'll just bundle up n cvt myself beforehand so that I can get all the stress out

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NOOOOO NUVCO GOT GOT ?!?!?! NOOOOOO

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REMINDER TO ALL RHE PPL WHO CELEBRATE THANKSGIVING THAT YOU DESERVE FOOD

YOU DESERVE TO EAT

YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY

AND EVEN IF YOU DONT CELEBRATE

YOU STILL DESERVE IT

YOU STILL DESERVE TO NOURISH AND BE HAPPY WITH YOUR BODY !!!!!

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sorry chat I'm still disappearing because life has not been great n I've been lying to my therapists saying I don't have anything to hurt myself with because I do now, I just haven't had any chance to use my blades. I haven't even had the chance to get it from my mailbox sooooo

also I finally weighed, I'm 127.2 lbs...I don't fully approve of it but its less than what it was before my period started :p I'm just hoping to cvt again and then finally, FINALLY maybe I'll start feeling not so bad because I finally am getting my coping mechanism...I would've gone to a much more available form of self harm but I try to keep that one to a minimum because hitting myself on the head is bound to give me a concussion eventually. yesterday was definitely not great and I'm not excited because being an American means Thanksgiving is happening....think I'm gna liquid fast and I mean max I'm having is 310, unless I get another Dr. Pepper.....then I'm having 460 but that's better than a binge :p or maybe I'll have an apple w hot cocoa...and then just save [if I do get one] the other drink for Thanksgiving. Idk I'll probably figure it out :p

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“Stop isolating yourself from reality” well tell reality to stop sucking

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hiii, could u do male $p0 pls?:)

FOR THE BOOOOOOOYS 💥🔥💥🔥!!!!!

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Have not been active in a hot min whoops.....

But I've been on twt mainly ramblin abt gettin new blades n being excited to cvt myself, dye my hair and idk properly starve...upped my cals cuz I'll still reach a new lw by Christmas as long as I eat 500 in a day and walk consistently during the week, I should be good :3 and 500 keeps me from wanting to binge n stuff sooo

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been inactive because I've been crying everyday lmao [ cw for vent ahead, tws in tags.]

Have to stop myself from crying td too jfc

I mean tbh I keep feeling left out of everything and like I am just supposed to go rot in the woods where nobody can find me . But also I keep maintaining/ not losing enough and I can't cvt myself so . Ntm I feel really dumb, lazy and like people won't ever understand that I can understand what they are saying. I'm not fucking stupid. Stop treating me like I'm stupid. I'm seventeen years old and yet all of you treat me like I'm fucking 10. I know shit. Stop acting like I don't just because I don't care to learn abt your bullshit hobby. Stop talking to me like that. And don't only include when it's only discriminatory jokes. I'm a lot more than my race and disability. AND FOR FUCKS SAKE I'M A FUCKING GUY. IDC CIS OR NOT I'M MALE. STOP LEAVING ME OUT JUST BCUZ I'M NOT CIS. IT DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER IM HIS FUCKING BOYFRIEND I'M A FUCKING BOY

Fuck these people piss me off I don't want to see anyone

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wieiad ᯓ★» 11/18/24

Egg drop soup -> 77c

Pizza slice -> 210c

total ᯓ★» 287c

burned ᯓ★» 249c

net ᯓ★» 38c

tbh that meta made me gain a kilo in water weight and even tho I know it's water weight I wanna die regardless soooo

having a very small net !! <3 I think I'm gna water fast until I can't so like...only thing that isn't gna b water intake is the redbull I plan to have tmrw but that's only 10c

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That meta day made me feel horrid afterwards and I've decided I'm nvr having a meta day unless I absolutely need it. I'll fast on the weekends and if I do have a meta day, I'm only having 800 instead of 1500 like I did.

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had a venty draft earlier but I realized that I probs need some more food today soooooo meta day !!

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~ 🍁Cozy Fall Board🍂~

~ 🧡 ~ 🧡 ~ 🧡 ~ 🧡 ~ 🧡 ~ 🧡 ~ 🧡 ~

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request: midwest emo malespo board

please do not reblog my posts with tags.

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wieiad ᯓ★» 11/15/24

jolly rancher -> 23c

2 whole eggs boiled -> 140c

6 grape tomatoes -> 11c

.7 oz Pretzel slims -> 89c

Total ᯓ★» 263c

Burned ᯓ★» 202c

Net ᯓ★» 61c

nth much to say, other than that I hope I get to 125 tmrw :3

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CREEP ALERT ONCE AGAIN ‼️‼️

This man ( i assume hes a man by the posts they had) follows and likes an@ accounts (this acc followed me glad i found them early) and is f3tishizing this disorder AND i found a MINOR in their likes‼️ and theres probably more i just didnt wanna look at it anymore💀🤢

Block them and r3port even cause thats fucking sick af

(i used a shit ton of tags so this gets seen!!)

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Tired of this sh1t aaah thisnpo.

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I don't want to be slim; I want to be emaciated.

ig thntixis