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I'll be unstoppable once I'm skinny

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Hiii you'rw siper cool:3 i loveee your blog!!! Have a grwat day or night or whatever time:3 (sorry if I'm beo g weird I'm a bit tipsy:])

not at all !! I think ur super cool too, esp with that one crop top I see u wear a lot !!! is it diy? :0

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I wish I didn't have to up my intake to survive ☹️ for some reason my body has decided I need to eat more and more otherwise all symptoms will come for me

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red and black masc moodboard

Made by me :3

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I'm still getting 62g of protein so it'll probably keep me bloated but I'll make sure to workout as much as possible . I really wish I was my lw again I was just there :/

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I binged on fucking goldfish cuz I got nervous after being called the n-word hard R :/ even worse I did it AT SCHOOL . I acc hate myself IM SUPPOSED TO WEIGH LESS BY MONDAY OMG I might just eat my dinner tn, workout and then omad the chocolate I'm being given tmrw and then fast the weekend because kms I'm so fucking fat . I'm too terrified to weigh and even more terrified to go on discord and confront the old skinny body checks I have.. I even keep refusing to look at my gallery I USED TO BE SO PERFECT . I WAS ACC TAKING PICS AT MY LW. no binging, I'm gna omad Friday, fast Saturday and Sunday + workout all three days . IM FATTTT I'm gna kms .

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haven't made a post in a week but I also managed to get down exactly to my lw so !! new lw + lbmi HERE I COME 💪🏾💪🏾

[cw of 120.4 lbs/54.6 kg + cbmi of 22.7 || cgw of 115.6 lbs/52.4 kg + gbmi of 21.8 || ugw of 85 lbs/38.5 + ugbmi of 16.1]

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please interact if youre an active ED blog in January 2025! if we're already mutuals, please tag some of your favorite mutuals/blogs to follow!

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me when the eating disorder doesn’t turn me into a twink it just makes me a skinnier girl

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request: forcemasc dogboy/alterhuman malespo board (i am so excited for this one tysm for the request omg)

please do not reblog my posts with tags.

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being a man and having an eating disorder is so gay who am i trying to be skinny for??? OTHER MEN??? 🤣🤣

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got groceries for me !! gna go to another store tmrw to acc use my money to pay for even more groceries ^_^

I got p much everything on my list except for yogurt ! I'm gna get some yogurt n hopefully some more protein heavy things like shrimp [if I can find it on sale] and mayb even some eggs?

ik I want yogurt and possibly eggs if I can afford it ! just hope 30 dollars is enough to get a tub of yogurt n 12 eggs + mayb some shrimp if I'm lucky??? or maybe I'll get a rotisserie chicken and manually take out all the bones n pack it into ziploc bags so I can freeze it... decisions decisions

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wieiad ★ 1.10.25

dinner -> frozen meal chicken burrito bowl [360c]

total -> 360

burned -> 57

net -> 303

I was gna do the workout td but I got too fatigued...I'm ready to go to bed honest as all hell ! But I shall not, I'm acc gonna try to drink two liters of water since I finally have some motivation to drink it...at least one n a half before bed ! I just know I'm cold and I'm tired and I'm praying to be thinner tmrw 🙏🏽 ik fs that I ate less than yesterday so it's not a crazy idea to think that maybe I'll lose to like 121.4 or smth :p there is a very good chance I could only lose .2 but that is better than nothing ! Hoping I lose more than .4 tmrw 🙏🏽 I'll be bmi 22 with that !

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since Jan 5th [sunday], which is when I weighed in at 125.0, I've lost 3.2 lbs in just under a week, but I'll update on Sunday [Jan 12th] to see if I managed to lose 4 lbs ^_^

I haven't lost like 2kg in a week for a longgg time, so if I do that this week I'll b rlly proud ! kinda hope that I'll lose more than that tho ! cuz if I lose 1.4 lbs, that means I'll be right back at my lw ! but i also know that I have to eat more on Mon, but also if I continue doin what I'm doin, ik I'll only gain a bit on Tues n then continue to lose it ^_^ like max I can have is 600 in order to lose to 85 lbs by June ! so yeah I'm gna have fluctuations but consistency will keep me losing !!! I just have to stick to the plan and I'll get down to 115 by like mid Feb or smth :3

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You know what time it is… mascspo time.

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weigh in ★ 1.10.25 -> 121.8 !

so happy abt it ! I first woke up at like 2 am or smth n weighed in at 122.2, but then I went back to sleep n woke up at 7 and I'm 121.8 !

since I'll likely lose tmrw as well, I'll probably b bmi 22 by tmrw bcuz I'm bmi 23.0 rn ! My limit today is 400 :p still tryin to focus on protein intake, idk how exactly I'm gna do it this time?

the workout certainly helped, I think I'm gna do my second one of the week today so that way I'll have 2 for the week done + I don't like working out on the weekends :p at some point I wanna up to 3x a week, so switching it up from Tues + Thurs to Mon, Wed, Fri is the goal ! But I didn't do it this week on Tuesday n Thursday so I'll wait until I've done it on Tues n Thurs for one or two weeks before switching it up !