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Hey guys be cool and normal but reblog this with the homemade meal that would get you the most hyped as a child. I need it for reasons.

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What do you been Paul Higgins went to Argentina with Liam's dad 😭😭😭

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anyone else think it's kinda fucked up that the wise men went to little baby jesus and brought him a frankenstein. really scary

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actually I want to write an essay about how all the one direction members have been essentially forced by public expectation to verbalize their grief on social media only a day after liam’s death & then some of them (namely harry! lol) being scrutinized for their posts seeming ’calculated’ / ’written by PR’ / not ’genuine enough’. like. so what if they are? Imagine your childhood best friend dies and millions of people are waiting for you to say something that helps them deal with their parasocial grief. and then that very fame & loss of privacy being the thing that you all went through together as essentially children & the repercussions of that likely being a contributing factor to your friend’s death. the cycle. anyway. none of them owe us shit

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One Direction via Instagram

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It's hard to put into words how much 1D and, by extension, the Tumblr community meant to me from about 2012-2017.

I spent every day on here. Reblogging posts, sharing fanfics, and chatting with ppl I never met. There are mutuals who have long gone from here (I mean, so did I). Some not even mutuals, but ppl I still think about sometimes, regardless. It was community.

I think, in a way, what I'm feeling right now is a delayed mourning for times gone past.

I'm 36 now. I hadn't really thought about this community, 1D, or Liam in ages, but the news of his passing brought all those positive memories and feelings back.

All this to say, it's okay if you're having complicated feelings. And, mutual or not, I hope you're doing well.

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Lirry, you will always be the old, grumpy married couple in my heart. like

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oh scott

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“September 7: Harry S. came for dinner. He cycled to our house after working out in Mayfair. We had not seen him for a long time. It was just the three of us. He’s done with his tour and taking a much-deserved break. As he is a pescatarian I made a leek and zucchini risotto with a quick veg stock I cooked up, followed by cod alla livornese, which I can't seem to get enough of these days. Felicity made a carrot salad. We drank tequila and wine and Harry brought one of the best single-malt scotches I've ever tasted. We talked a lot about books and love. Harry is a voracious reader. He's reading Rilke now. He's a thoughtful and kind fellow. Not Rilke. Harry. I never knew Rilke.”

- Stanley Tucci on cooking for Harry last year in his new book “What I Ate in One Year: (and Related Thoughts)”

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Zayn's post did me in. They were just boys 😭

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one direction (2010).

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Last group hug of the OTRA tour in Sheffield, 10/31/15.

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it's so weird to see posts that aren't about liam right now. i know we all went our separate ways after the band broke up, but the fact that this news isn't every post on my dash!!!! just so wild because not too long ago one of the boys would BLINK and i'd see it giffed up from 30 different angles 😭

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@liamhunny this is what I was talking about 😭😭😭😪

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Seeing a lot of old faces here today. 1D was such a huge part of my life at one point. What a tragic end.

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HONGJOONG :: CRAZY FORM