hiro--aoki

[hiro--aoki]

Nieblina

TW: Suicidal thoughts, attempted suicide, character death mention, serious angsting

A/N: ANGST ANGST ANGST RAAAHHH

The car moves along the dark road, the trees towering over the vehicle and its occupants. The eerie shadows form stripes of darkness across the asphalt.

It matches the mood inside the car well.

The passengers of the vehicle are just two people; Shorter and you.

The cars speed only accelerates, nearing the edge of the mountain.

Shorter, behind the wheel, is sobbing, not out of fear of death but the fear of why you're putting yourself through this.

Maybe it's to soothe your delusions that you both had a happy ending, maybe you just hope that you won't wake up this time. That you'll reunite with Shorter somehow.

"Wake up, please, stop." Shorter says, "I can't come back, I'm sorry. Just stop doing this to yourself!"

You keep silent, eyes locked onto the nearing edge. Shorter can't stop, it's only his consciousness in the dream, not the body. If you could even call it a consciousness.

What do you call a dead person's mind?

The car speeds up more at the reminder that this is the only way you can see him.

The car is sent over the railing, rolling it down the hill, and square into a tree. You turn to Shorter, he's dead. Again.

You know it was painless for him, because his mind wasn't technically connected to his nervous system.

There's a large gash on his chest, right on the spot where Ash had shot him.

You slam your hands against the dashboard.

If you just died in one of these dreams, your suffering would end.

These dreams. You had first used them to communicate with Shorter, but that was only a temporary solution.

You had tried dying in the real world, but you just couldn't, these lucid dreams were your last hope.

Shorter and your surroundings begin to fade as you wake up back to reality yet again.

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give them a week and they would fix literally every problem in Piltover and Zaun

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Everyone (including me) going crazy over the (un?)doomed yaoi, canon Yuri and doomed straights is cool and all but

CAN WE AGREE THESE TWO WERE THE REAL MVPS ???

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but my best enemy is you

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Btw this is my Christmas wish list

If i don't see these under my tree in 3 days, I'm personally visiting Santa

I think

I have a few types

I like in men

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