hilangtanpaaksara

[hilangtanpaaksara]

drowning in a mess

[hilangtanpaaksara]

“My life is a struggle between my need for acceptance, my fear of rejection, and a desire to not care at all.”

— Unkown

[hilangtanpaaksara]

gapapa gapapaaaaaaaa

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feels like i lost you forever

[hilangtanpaaksara]

“The truth is—sometimes love changes. The truth is, sometimes life gets hard and “I’ll stay” turns into “I have to take care of myself right now.” Sometimes, those who loved us beautifully cannot continue to do so. And that is okay. You have to understand that there are certain things in life you truly have to let go of. There are certain things in life you cannot control—and the heart of another person is one of them. Either someone chooses you or they do not. Either someone decides to fight or they do not. At the end of the day, you have to respect that. But you do not have to let it consume you. See, you may not be able to control the person you loved, but you can control yourself. You can control the way you unapologetically dedicate yourself to loving who you are and what you have to offer. You can control the way you move forward, the way you choose to believe that you are worthy of the love you have continuously put out into the world. You can control the way you choose to believe that all the love your heart has[…]”

Excerpt From

The Strength In Our Scars

Bianca Sparacino

https://itunes.apple.com/WebObjects/MZStore.woa/wa/viewBook?id=0

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[hilangtanpaaksara]

“I hope you fall in love with growth, and change, and the messiness, and the beauty of fucking up, and making mistakes, and becoming exactly who you want to be.”

Excerpt From

The Strength In Our Scars

Bianca Sparacino

https://itunes.apple.com/WebObjects/MZStore.woa/wa/viewBook?id=0

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“This is me understanding how incredible it really is—that for a moment in time, in a world of billions, two strangers were in the right place, at the right time, and something transpired between them. This is my heart swelling with the thought—that at one point in time, we were the lucky ones. At one point in time, we beat the odds.”

Excerpt From

The Strength In Our Scars

Bianca Sparacino

https://itunes.apple.com/WebObjects/MZStore.woa/wa/viewBook?id=0

This material may be protected by copyright.

[hilangtanpaaksara]

he wants to see me grow

[hilangtanpaaksara]

well here I am…

living through hell, fight my own battle yet still taking all the blame.

[hilangtanpaaksara]

now it’s just me— and the left over scenarios

[hilangtanpaaksara]

you deserve a more tender tomorrow.

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ya allah jika memang bukan dia orangnya, maka ambil dia tanpa rasa sakit

[hilangtanpaaksara]

should i just detach so i dont have to endure that kind of pain again?

[hilangtanpaaksara]

if this isnt working then i should go back to live romanticizing my jakarta and just act like nothing ever happened for these last 4 weeks. life should be fine, it will be, well it always be..

[hilangtanpaaksara]

Dude, there's really nobody else I'd rather be doing this with.

[hilangtanpaaksara]

idk making no compromise at all is a blessing or a fucking red flag fuck y’all im clueless

[hilangtanpaaksara]

everything comes to you become exceptions. him, the exception of all.