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i want my pain meds back i hurt so fucking bad my elbow is on fire i want my pain meds i want my pain meds i wish i were less afraid of going to the hospital and asking for them before i have full insurance but im too fucking stupid and anxious for that i want my pain meds this hurts so bad i hurt so bad i want my pain meds please. please
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waking up in the middle of yhe night bc chronic pain is gonna be mayas 13tg reason
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i hate gaining weight i hate looking like a woman i dont want to be a man i dont want to be sexualized maya doesnt deserve this maya deserves to be happy without having to think about it. maya deserves a functioning brain that knows what it wants
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men are painfully... dull. like almost soulless. women are so much more dynamic and colorful. everytime i talk to a man im just questioning in my head where the whimsical is.
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thinking about bashing my head in agaOh hello weed. Hello marijuana
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ed bitches who scream that fatphobia is bad and being fat is okay are my most confusing enemy. why tf do u have an ed then. why r u throwing up ur food if ur not afraid of a little fat?
#maya.txt#dumbass cunts#just be a fatphobe who fucking CARES#TAKE UR FATPHOBIA PERK!!! IT CAME FREE WITH YOUR WATING DISORDER!!!!!!!!!
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"It's what makes life more interesting, finding the balance between cigarettes and tofu."
- Gwyneth Paltrow
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maya does not want to do today. maya wants to cry and smoke weed and go back to bed forever
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everyone who makes the argument “you should care about _______ because at the end of the day we’re all human!!” i need you to find a person with low/no empathy and apologize
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who tf is saying skinny people are oppressed for being skinny. no tf we are not. im not denied housing for my weight or turned away from businesses. i AM relentlessly bullied by my peers. idc if u say being told to eat a sandwich is an envious compliment, if u see it like that uve obviously never been on the other side of it. every time ive been told shit like that i think about how undesirable i am. how the only ppl who r interested in me are men in their 40s bc i still look like a kid (which isnt due to my weight but definitely not helped by it). also speaking of. men really like telling me how tiny i am and how they could hold me down and i couldn’t do anything about it in the same sentence
#maya.txt#and That is why i’m andropjobic :) i’ve never had a normal interaction with a man bc they’re all vile
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anti fatphobia ppl in their 20s make me realize the critical reading level has just Never been high
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do yall think you can. get rid of eating disorders. by bullying people. and saying its lame to have them. this is just baby level eugenics
#maya.txt#i am an outlier tbf#bc i believe u should have an ED if u already have one. u should be allowed to talk about it and talk about it with OYHER PPL who have it#but still. eating disorders arent going away
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fatphobia warriors pls tell me my doctor didn’t deny me medical care when i came in to the office complaining for YEARS about fatigue and pain and she told me to eat less carbs and eat more fiber and protein. my bmi was 15 btw
#maya.txt#yes this does steam from a fatphobic attitude. the point still stands that i ur most hated (skinny)#was denied medical care because of my weight. bc if im that low i must be fine#nevermind im sure she could see a note pr five from my psych saying i have arfid/anorexia and desperately need medical treatment for it
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skinnyphobia is not on the same level as fatphobia no. but you look like a dumbass for saying it doesnt exist at all
#maya.txt#tbf skinnyphobia is easier to deal with#fat bitches will cry about the health effects of being fat and then completely ignore the health effects of being skinny#u need to lose Just A Littlw Too Much weight to experience the health effects of being skinny#you have to be a goddamn landwhale who cant clean themselves or move and be like that for Too Long#to experience the effects of obesity#idc anymore. alsp if you care about your weight other ppls weight (esp strangers)#if u care about what food ur putting in ur body when if u plan out the food ur gonna eat#u have an eating disorder
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“my anger is good and righteous” people don’t hit their loved ones because they’re happy :/
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gynephobia tags: guys its okay :( its just a fear, i feel so bad, i just have to live with it, i can’t choose it :(
androphobia tags: If You So Much As Breathe Incorrectly Near A Man I Am Killing You.
#i have a phobia which is a fear. why does this website equate phobia to hate.#maya.txt#oh cause homophobia sure sure… so yall just dont know what words mean? ok
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life rn: wake up. cigarette. food. weed. youtube. more cigarettes. more weed. more food. more youtube. go to bed
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