highvelocitycatgirl

[highvelocitycatgirl]

opens the door and leans in

alive? alive

[highvelocitycatgirl]

will i ever regret my own choice for loving you instead of killing you ? / gives u AscianHyth

A loaded question, where Ventus doesn't know the right answer. Isn't sure there is one; it's been slow but she remembers–not everything, but enough has trickled back, faded with time and incomplete with Venat's meddling but there.

Maybe he would regret it.

But he'd made the choice, and she can't tell him he's wrong for it.

Ears low she catches his hand, staring at both of their hands for a long moment. Thinks about it, and opens her mouth–

"Isn't that the point of it, though? To know you'll regret it and then do it anyway? Because you'd regret it more if you didn't?"

(Didn't they have this conversation before? She remembers this conversation–small and tired and fading far too fast, lingering just long enough to ask without getting an answer. Ven's certain she was the one asking, last time.)

"Why can't we be enough like this?"

[highvelocitycatgirl]

𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒 ; a collection of enemies to lovers sentence starters . change the pronouns if needed .

i know that you are my enemy , but you have intoxicated me into falling in love with you .

you're the first person who is vulnerable enough to make me impossibly weak .

will i ever regret my own choice for loving you instead of killing you ?

forget who we are , let's make our new life together .

at first you were the hell that you gave me , until you become my heaven .

I'll try my best to deserve you .

i seek for peace , until i found you .

tell me , why does my own enemy could make feel safe ?

though you are dangerous , you are also capable of love .

my hands have stained with bloods and violence , yet you choose to hold them like a precious thing .

i've hurt you , why would you seek love and warmth in me ?

i'd rather die in your arms than being stabbed by you .

curse me with your love , darling .

what did you do to me to make me fall in love with you ?

you're so pure and innocent , and i am scared to hold you and break you into pieces .

losing you is my worst nightmare .

i'm sorry for hurting you .

be in my dreams to replace the nightmares you have given me .

why do you want me of all people ?

i can't help myself from falling in love with you .

let's have a peaceful life , shall we ?

i shouldn't have given you the scar , i hate it so much .

be happy with me .

i've always hated your smile , but as i keep seeing you smile , i begin to admire them .

god really gives me a soulmate in a possible way , doesn't he ?

i'm grateful to have you as my enemy .

i feel calm when i am with you .

teach me how to love , so i won't hurt you .

all i knew in my life: love is a weakness . then you came into my life , making me stronger not to lose you .

every second i have spent with you , i'll treasure them to remember you .

you don't have any idea how much i love you .

there are many reasons why i hate about you , but those reasons turn into something why i love you .

we were destined to be enemies , so we could fight against each other until we tire ourselves and find many reasons why we should stop and forgive each other .

i forgive you , despite the hell you have put me through .

let us move forward into something new .

i should've let you die , but i chose to protect you .

sit , and let me tell you the reasons why am i falling in with you .

it's impossible , isn't it ? how two enemies can have feelings for each other ?

let me protect you instead of fighting against you .

each day i am always worried something dangerous might happen to you , but i am the danger , aren't i ?

[highvelocitycatgirl]

She sighed dramatically, stealing another chink before getting back to work. "Yes, yes. As you command, so I obey." Cookies began to fill the sheet quickly.

"Do you think we should decorate these?"

He gave Ventus the sort of look that indicated he wasn’t very amused at her attempts to eat the cookies, pointing to the sheet provided. “Work, o great Azem. Lest I deign to blight you with the lack of cookies.” The grin on Hythlodaeus’ face indicated he wasn’t entirely serious, but he would like for her to get going with that dough, please.

[highvelocitycatgirl]

“I.” She paused, chewing through the rest of the cookie for a moment. “Sometimes, yeah. Wen I first found myself on the road to Ul’dah, it was... I kept expecting someone. I dunno. I can’t remember who, or why. But I kept turning around to point things out, and there was no one there.”

highvelocitycatgirl​:

“Something or someone?” she asked, setting down the half eaten cookie in her hand to study him for a moment. Fingers worried at the edges of the cookie absently, causing it to crumble between them. Ventus squinted slightly, ears twitching.

“Oh, don’t look at me like that, ‘Snap.” Hythlodaeus said with a mischievous grin. “T’is nothing so horrible. I think its a bit of both. This is such a… strange, unfamiliar world to me. Everything is different, and yet I know that it is natural to feel out of sorts.” He worried a cookie between his fingers nonetheless. “But it feels… empty. Like it is missing the people that used to be here. Have you ever felt that way before?”

[highvelocitycatgirl]

"Can I truly?" Ven asked curiously, already reaching out to scoop some dough. A small chunk popped into her mouth as she rolled the rest into a small ball for the cookie sheet. "What if lack of cookies was killing me and I only had ten minutes left until I expired?"

“You can wait fifteen minutes.” He tsk’d at her, scooting the carefully wrapped plate away from Ventus’ hands as he set about balling up the dough. “It can go faster by you helping me, unless you’re going to mope about the lack of cookies in the meantime.”

[highvelocitycatgirl]

"This is why you're my favorite." She kissed his cheek, flopping dramatically across the table. "How long will it take? I'm dying from lack of cookies, you see." His cookies, specifically.

“I would be disappointed and cry because I would have to rebake them all.” He drifted with her, stepping to the side to pull a bowl of cookie dough out of cooling storage. “Soooooo~ I made a batch of cookie dough. So provided you’re willing to wait for me to get these baked, you’ll have warm cookies to munch on instead.”

[highvelocitycatgirl]

"You're very charming, don't worry." She patted his cheek gently, amused. "The free snacks just happen to be part of the charm." She wriggled free, pulling him with her as she went to inspect the platter on the table.

"What if I did eat them all?"

“Ohhhhh ‘Snap.” He draped himself over her, which was comical given their difference in height. “You know I would never ever actually assume that of you. You adore Hades as much as you adore pears.” Which was to say – revolving, horrendous. Zero out of ten would never recommend.

He sighed, albiet a bit dramatically, “I can see, however, that you’re not here because of my charming personality.” He waved to the table in a faux offended air, “They’re right there. Though don’t eat them all. Some are going to the office party later.”

[highvelocitycatgirl]

"Being a gremlin, Ikaros." She made a face at him. "Anyway, where are the cookies? I smelt them."

“Ow, ow, ow~” Hythlodaeus pretended to whine, rubbing his head a little. “Whatever was that for, my dear Ventus?”

[highvelocitycatgirl]

Bonks him on the head!

[highvelocitycatgirl]

"I love him."

[highvelocitycatgirl]

lilacmemoria​:

“I –” He had to chuckle a little, familiar enough in the motion but the enthusiasm was not quite there. “That is not what I meant, Gingersnap.” Hythlodaeus rested his hands on his lap, with a soft sigh. “I mean that, despite travelling and seeing the world, the people in it. These brilliant minds and souls who have made an impact on this star. It feels… unbearably lonely. As if it is missing something.”

“Something or someone?” she asked, setting down the half eaten cookie in her hand to study him for a moment. Fingers worried at the edges of the cookie absently, causing it to crumble between them. Ventus squinted slightly, ears twitching.

[highvelocitycatgirl]

lilacmemoria​:

“None. I was bored, mostly.” He hummed, pleased that she seemed taken to them. “And I was hoping someone would come by to keep me company. It’s been… lonesome, lately.”

“Have you tried exploring?” That’s how she met new people. “Limsa’s good for meeting interesting people. But how have you been other than lonely?”

[highvelocitycatgirl]

lilacmemoria​:

“They’re snickerdoodle.” He said with a warm smile, not reaching out to take the plate. They were sat there for a reason, after all. “I thought you may be hungry, ‘snap.”

“They’re delicious is what they are.” She looked pretty pleased to have stolen them. “What’s the occasion?”

[highvelocitycatgirl]

Slides over to take some.

He leaves a platter of cookies out.

And waits.

[highvelocitycatgirl]

🐝  *  ―  𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.   (  random assortment of sentences that can but don’t have to be used for muses meeting each other for the first time. feel free to adjust to better fit your muses.  )

❛  i know we only just met but i already feel like i’ve known you my whole life.  ❜ ❛  umm, is this seat taken ?  ❜ ❛  don’t be alarmed now but there’s someone following you. pretend you know me and come with me. i’ll get you somewhere safe.  ❜ ❛  my friends ditched me here and now i could really use a ride home.  ❜ ❛  i don’t think we’ve met yet but you looked like you needed someone to talk to.  ❜ ❛  can you please pretend to be my boyfriend / girlfriend for a moment so my ex will leave me alone ?   ❜ ❛  are you always this straightforward with strangers ?  ❜ ❛  here, i noticed you lost this earlier.  ❜ ❛  i’m sorry, i must’ve mistaken you for somebody else.  ❜ ❛  so, what brings you here today ?  ❜ ❛  hi, my name is [name]. it’s nice meeting you.  ❜ ❛  you’re cute. how about i buy you a drink ?  ❜ ❛  can’t you watch where you are going ?!  ❜ ❛  i just moved into the apartment next to you, so i guess we’re gonna be neighbors now.  ❜ ❛  oh god, you’re [name], aren’t you ?  ❜ ❛  here, let me help you.  ❜ ❛  is there a reasons you’re here on your own ?  ❜ ❛  apparently we’re going to be working on this together now.  ❜ ❛  you look like you could use a hand with that.  ❜ ❛  what do people around here do to have some fun ?  ❜ ❛  looks like this will take a while, huh ?  ❜ ❛  oh god. please tell me you haven’t just heard me talk to myself.  ❜ ❛  excuse me, i think i’m lost.  ❜ ❛  i just wanted to say that i really like your outfit.  ❜ ❛  do you come here often ?  ❜ ❛  do you mind if i join you for a bit ?  ❜ ❛  you looked lonely so i got you a drink.  ❜ ❛  i don’t think we’ve met, i’m [name].  ❜ ❛  what the hell just happened there ?  ❜ ❛  have you seen this anywhere ? i must’ve lost it.  ❜ ❛  can i please use your phone ? i have to call someone to get me out of here.  ❜ ❛  seems like we’re gonna be spending a lot of time together.  ❜ ❛  come with me, and don’t ask any questions. it’s urgent.  ❜ ❛  i heard strange noises coming from your apartment and just wanted to make sure everything is alright.  ❜ ❛  i have a spare ticket, you wanna come in with me ?  ❜ ❛  you don’t know me but will you be my date for tonight ?  ❜ ❛  we’ve got some time to kill so why don’t you tell me a little about yourself ?  ❜ ❛  i don’t usually just walk up to strangers but my friends set me up to it.  ❜ ❛  i think our orders may have gotten mixed up.  ❜ ❛  do i have something on my face or why do you keep looking at me like that ?  ❜

[highvelocitycatgirl]

“Nothing.” Ventus waved a hand absently, plopping into the space next to him as she leaned over to see what he’d been reading. “Was just out for a walk and saw you while I was wandering. Is it anything interesting?”

It felt nice to be out and about, she supposed. Away from... everyone. The place really did remind her too much of things she didn’t want to think about. “I didn’t realize you’d come back already.”

@highvelocitycatgirl , s.c.

“Ven?”G’raha asked curiously, looking up from the tome he’d been reading, ears twitching in surprise. It wasn’t that late into the evening, the sun had just set. Old Sharlayan was lit with lights and there was still the sound of people heading to and from the Last Stand. Of course, he had just returned from Mor Dhona, having decided to look through the Noumenon to find other books on what they had regarding the Twelve – and other matters. “What’s the matter?”