high-fructose-dreamscape

[high-fructose-dreamscape]

If I exist on your mind between your bouts or codependency then I am not your friend. To you, I am a crutch

[high-fructose-dreamscape]

Asthma is the most painful way I’ve tried to unalive myself. But every attack I wonder: do I really wanna save myself?

[high-fructose-dreamscape]

kitten i'll be honest daddy's getting kinda sick of this whole discord roleplay thing. i just don't really think it's for me anymore. can you just call me Garrett

[high-fructose-dreamscape]

I’m afraid to say goodbye. But if I ever get strong enough to say good bye. This is good to everyone.

I’m sorry I couldn’t be stronger.

[high-fructose-dreamscape]

I wish I was worthy

[high-fructose-dreamscape]

I wish I was stronger.

[high-fructose-dreamscape]

I just want the hurt to stop

I’d give anything for it.

But what I sacrifice is not enough.

Why more do you want?

Name your price.

[high-fructose-dreamscape]

The gods laugh at me.

I so badly what a good time

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Maybe I need to do drugs to feel again. Maybe I’ve been ruined that bad. I’m not even worry of feelings

[high-fructose-dreamscape]

I don’t deserve today. I’m unworthy of yesterday. I’m afraid of tomorrow.

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I don’t cut myself. I let the asthma attacks punish me. It’s like I’m being smothered for just trying to exist.

[high-fructose-dreamscape]

The only thing keeping me alive is the lack of a lm efficient way to kill myself.

I realize I don’t have access to a lot of things to make it easy on myself

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The hardest thing I’ve been able to do lately is convince myself to cut my own throat or slice my own belly.

I will never be samurai. I’m too scared to even die like one.

I’m pathetic… I’m not even worthy of death

[high-fructose-dreamscape]

Snakes on a Plane (2006) dir. David R. Ellis

TV Edit Bonus:

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Mortal Kombat (1995) dir. Paul W. S. Anderson

[high-fructose-dreamscape]

You will not be missed.

You are not loved.

They left you for a reason.

You are unworthy.

You were never good enough.

Do not continue. Do not go further.

You shall [not] pass.

[high-fructose-dreamscape]

Bury it deep. Bury it deep.

There’s nothing left.

There’s no love here