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I don’t want to be with my partner. He can’t go a whole week without a drink. He drinks several times a week. When he comes back drunk I get so fucking angry because he’ll be swaying and saying “I didn’t know I was drunk” like?!! You physically cannot stand up straight rn wtf do you mean???

The way he does certain things too give me the ick.

Plus. Before I got pregnant he said he wouldn’t drink bc if I can’t then it wouldn’t be fair to him and the only fucking places we go (I’m almost 11 week) are to pubs and shit and I don’t want to go to pubs. And I’m tired after work but he wants to go for a drink and I can see he just wants to go out but it’s so boring for me. I’ve asked to do things that don’t require drinking and we’ve done fuck all.

He also said we’d go abroad before my third trimester…several times… no plans have been made and I don’t believe him.

I just get grossed out and fed up and yeah. I want to leave but I need to make sure I have enough money and a place to go before I do.

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-From Pinterest

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Ellen Bass,  "The Thing Is"

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It’s not baby, I’m so happy in life now ♥️

Surely this part of my life has to make a fucking good memoir someday?? Surely this isn’t all that life has to give me?

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I say LOL a lot but I really mean I wish my mother loved me 🤷🏻‍♀️ #sad #vent #toxicmother #sadpost #repost #silentrepost #lanadelrey #ventpost

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i be in my own head fighting for my life

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Everything is fine! (My brain feels like it’s on fire)

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"We have a very affectionate relationship..."

Orange Is the New Black S1:E10

(I'm making gifsets of every Vauseman scene as I binge the show for the first time ever.)

more gifsets: 1 2 3

Bonus:

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-From Pinterest

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The Incident

I keep trying to write love songs

To keep the spark alive

But ever since the incident

I died a bit inside

And I keep pointing fingers

To the person in the mirror

Cause I’d rather it be her

Then the one who had my heart

-c.s.m

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via areyouwhoyouwannabe on tiktok

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Me and my partner haven’t had sex in like 8 months… how am I supposed to believe their word when they say im attractive????