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[hhaoki]

not weird at all!! feel free to send me whatever, especially stuff like this :)) i loved id

opened my email in the middle of class to see that i had been gifted a fic girl you almost made me scream in the middle of cell biology

it's so so cutesy and in such a mood for this vibe, i love it

thank youuuu!! i was so nervous about posting it too 😔 i felt like it would be weird to jump in ur inbox and send it so i just gifted it to you!!

[hhaoki]

i miss your fics😪

i miss having inspiration to write too ☹️ whenever i sit with my computer and think i'm going to write something it just doesn't come out.

(also now i'm kinda focused on other things. but i know if i really had the mind to write i would, it just isn't happening unfortunately

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how tf u do italics on ao3💔💔 pls help me

girl i'm sorry ☠️☠️ haven't checked my inbox in ages, but basically you have to change from html to the other mode

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https://www.tumblr.com/hhaoki/782560701575266304/this-is-so-long-it-looks-like-an-entire-fic-but

I’ll need updates on the story sorry 🫥🥵

Good lucky with everything hon! Rooting for you.

girl ☠️☠️ thank you!!

[hhaoki]

this is so long it looks like an entire fic but whatever (it also sounds like a fic. i dont even believe it myself.

imma call her A just so it doesn't get too confusing

i don't think this counts as nsfw, but just in case, avoid it if you're under 16? idk

so basically she's in my uni class and from the start i just thought she was a basic normal straight girl, and we'd never interacted with each other before so i didn't think too much about her

then on a wednesday we're at the bus stop and A tells me she's moving into the same apartment complex i live in. her apartment is literally right next to mine. that's when i start to actually notice things about her (like the lesbian hands and the little awkwardness she had whenever we talked

then on friday i go to a party and her friend (i'll call her B) tells me A already knew we were going to live next to each other for months, but was too embarrassed to say anything. and that she's bi. and then she also told me B's roommate from another course was into me and bugging them to befriend me and get us together.

me and A got closer, became friends, and whatnot. we flirted a lot and i didn't even have to tell my friends i was into her cause it was so obvious. and it's pretty clear she wanted me too (i mean cmon the girl put on perfume to go get groceries with me) so i was just waiting for the right time.

so like two days ago we had dinner at her place (we both live alone), and when we laid down on the couch she started playing with my hair. i took her hand and we stayed there for like 2 hours. but we both had to sleep because we had to wake up at like 6am the next day so i was kinda stalling, and then i just told her i didn't want to leave. A told me to stay and sleep with her on the bed.

we went to her bedroom to lay on the bed and i turned to look at her (couldn't see shit with the lights off), and then i told her i'd made a wish earlier – it was pretty obvious what it was. but then she said i was putting her in a really complicated position cause she told B's friend she'd help her get with me and she didn't want B to be upset with her. essentially she told me we couldn't do anything before she talked to B about it.

if i wasn't so damn desperate already i mightve been more reasonable but seriously. yall got no idea how many times i was on my bed half asleep thinking about knocking on her door. so i turned to the other side and the only reason i didn't start crying is cause she cuddled me. and we just did that for like another hour. we'd change positions so i could comfort her (she was pretty sad about the whole thing too), and basically we spent the hour kissing everywhere but the lips.

she said she didn’t think she'd like me that much, that she didn't think anything would happen between us. i told her that was worse then if we'd just kissed already, like seriously we're cuddling, my face is on your tits, i've kissed your neck your back your shoulders, what's worse than that?

her back was turned to me, my hand was on her thigh (she put it there herself), and she kept saying i was making it really difficult for her. then at some point she turns to look at me and kisses me. with. her leg. in between mine. be fr.

after that she kept saying we had to sleep and whatnot, but then she kept shoving her face in my neck. and her leg in between mine. but we went to sleep regardless and that's it.

basically she talked to B and everything's fine, but we haven't seen each other since because we're home for the weekend. we're seeing each other tomorrow, so obviously i'm dying inside.

that's it. all the oversharing i'm allowed, ever. now i'm going to crawl into a hole and die of shame for putting this out on the internet.

i'm not one to share that type of stuff here but it's so ironic i simply have to

i'm into my neighbour. she just moved into the apartment next to mine. if you remember my first published fic you know how funny that is.

[hhaoki]

Hellllooo ofc we want details

that's so real tbh i'm curious af about everyone's lives

let me organize it in my head first and i'll tell yall cause it's a little confusing

[hhaoki]

kinda feel like telling yall the details but also no one cares but also it's my blog and i can post whatever i want but also it's not the reason i have the blog in the first place

i'm not one to share that type of stuff here but it's so ironic i simply have to

i'm into my neighbour. she just moved into the apartment next to mine. if you remember my first published fic you know how funny that is.

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i hope she‘s scared of flying insects i guess?

nah, that's me

don't know if i've ever said this but the whole plot of that fic is inspired on something that actually happened to me (the cricket in the shower and whatnot

[hhaoki]

i'm not one to share that type of stuff here but it's so ironic i simply have to

i'm into my neighbour. she just moved into the apartment next to mine. if you remember my first published fic you know how funny that is.

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well whether you post in 1 week or 1 decade i will read it😋 i come back to your fics so often your writing is amazing and whenever (or if) you decide to bless us with any of your wips we‘ll be ready and sat

thank u babes <3 hopefully it'll be sooner rather than later

[hhaoki]

okay so, seriously

i know i said i'd try to write more and all, but i wasn't expecting uni to be so exhausting (universidade estadual paulista você me paga

i really want to get back into writing, especially because i have wips that are very dear to me, but i don't know when i'll be able to post anything again. might be next month, might be next year, who knows.

just wanted to come on here to say that, and let yall know that i'm not dead. at least not yet, anatomy might just be the death of me

[hhaoki]

me when i say i'm going to start writing more and then simply forget i even own a blog (i'm a pathological accidental liar, apparently

[hhaoki]

btw, daniela shouldn't have to prove anything. there's a vídeo of her being touched intimately. whether that was mapis intent ou not, daniela stated she felt uncomfortable. saying she has to prove it sounds exactly like what society tells a woman when she accuses a man of SA. i know i've not said anything about this, and honestly it's because this community has been shit lately (the sam kerr trial, bunny shaw being a target of racist abuse and now this), but i saw this discourse and i just have to say this. even if daniela says nothing at all about this ever again, she's still the one you're supposed to believe. mapi is the one who has to prove something here.

[hhaoki]

Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

[hhaoki]

everyone is deactivating lately omg..reblog if you are a real internet addiction fan

[hhaoki]

All I can say I loved the new fic! (And the others)

Very thankful for @bruhnze introducing me to your work! :)

thank you!! i'm also very thankful to her for being so kind to my writing on her blog ;)

[hhaoki]

the internet is crazy because what do you mean hundreds of people read a fanfiction i wrote but they don't even know anything about me?? like for all i know you could be picturing me as a tall blonde in your head, meanwhile i'm actually a 5'3 little asian girl