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“People will love you, people will hate you, and none of it will have anything to do with you.”

— Abraham Hicks

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“Stop pressing rewind on things which should be deleted from your life.”

— Unknown

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I cried myself to sleep

I wondered, “am I dreaming?”

-Alexis S.G (-L.)

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Some days I wish I could cut the edges and protect the joy that’s left. What of me is of porcelain glass; an antique and unique. A broken shell of what was is in its own metamorphosis.

Demons wage their wars. Insecurities take their toll. Doubts play their role. I ought to let this run its course… The road to something more lies beyond my being. I must go there, not many will find their way there, but this is where we call home.

I feel the need to give it a go. The only thing holding me back is the fear of being misled by my own hand it may fall upon. I’m tired but must go.. Vale.

-Alexis S. G. -(L.)

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It took twenty years to realize crying is a gift God blessed us with.

Why would I want to bottle up emotions when I’m overflowing?

It can’t be contained when I feel deeply.

That’s just adding gasoline to a fire when it’s not needed.

Why would I want to blow up when I’m trying to find my peace again?

-Alexis S.G (-L.)

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“as you get older, you realize that you’re not always right and there’s so many things you could’ve handled better, so many situations where you could’ve been kinder and all you can really do is forgive yourself and let your mistakes make you a better person.”

— Unknown

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I miss art and all that could have been..

-Alexis S.G

-L.

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“Maybe we’ll meet again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I’ll be right for you and you’ll be right for me. But right now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart.”

— Unknown

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– Audrey Hepburn

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If it’s broken, will it ever be fixed?

-Alexis S.G (-L.)

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I play symphonies with my strings. You fall from the mouth of song in awe of beauty played by many. Swaying to the hills that comfort your cracked bones. How can you call this place a home, where you stand? In your mind your content with the ways of being and can’t seem to find the words you need to. Fall, you must from your ways. Lose you must; even if it means everything. Why must I stay and ponder anymore.

-Alexis S.G (-L.)

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“You smell like cigarettes and broken things.”

“Yeah, well, aren’t we all just a little broken?”

-Alexis S.G (-L.)

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He’s like summer rain on a cold day.

-Alexis S.G (-L.)

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I feel like silence is the the only option when it’s all I hear anymore. I’m of convenience when you’re in town and I can’t be that for you. No matter the history, I can never be that even for myself.

-AlexisS.G (-L.)

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We made love to morning possibilities until the stars shot out flying above at nightfall. All of our wishes came true when I looked in your eyes. I looked to you when I couldn’t guide myself. I loved your being and always will in such a spiritual way. The pressure I was under weighed so heavily I couldn’t speak. I wish I could have just grasped and took hold of you in some way. You’re important to me and always will. I’ve wrapped my love around you without regret in the midst. I can only hope with you all things are possible, because I don’t want this to be the last sunrise and sunset we see together. I hope the wind carries us along together in all things. I will always consider you as a part of myself. Thank you for everything, your love was heaven sent.

-Love Letters To You

-Alexis S.G (-L.)