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This is how you start a war.

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Cute 😊

Lady in red.

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@onaga94

And each night,

when I lay my head

down to sleep,

I try to be proud,

for I have survived

one more day

without you.

- One day at a time.

Throwback to my first post on here. Baby steps.

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“I’m not suicidal, but if a car came while I was crossing the street I don’t think I’d move and if someone held a gun to my head I wouldn’t exactly beg for my life in fact id laugh and tell them go for it. No I’m not suicidal but if I had the chance to die without killing myself I’d probably take it.”

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Suspicions.

My gut is always right. Damn it. 😔

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Reblog if…

You’re doing it so you can be confident in public, but not for the attention

The weight loss is not for the gender you’re attracted to, but because you don’t feel attractive

You’re tired of people making petty comments about your weight

You want people to stop trying to put your weight in a sugarcoated box by saying you’re ‘big boned’ ‘thicc’ ‘more to love’ ‘curvy’, etc.

One comment sent you into the start of your ED

A traumatic experience caused you to gain weight that just wouldn’t come off

New medication caused you to gain weight

A Doctor, family, teacher, or friend has ever called you fat

You feel this is the only way you’ll truly be comfortable in your own skin

You’re lying to family & friends

You feel a little bittersweet when they comment on your weight loss

It started as a ‘diet’ that spiraled out of control

You know recovery is an option, but you don’t want to

You used to deny your eating disorder

🌪I want to follow the people who reblog this🌪

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@onaga94 sparkly kitty

star

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Daddy, I’m so sorry I’m not sober anymore. Please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor. It’s only when I’m lonely.

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@onaga94 me

my animal behavior professor just emailed me this

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“That’s the thing about depression: A human being can survive almost anything, as long as she sees the end in sight. But depression is so insidious, and it compounds daily, that it’s impossible to ever see the end.”

— Elizabeth Wurtzel (via purplebuddhaquotes)

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I am moving on

Moving forward requires one foot in front of the other, not both at once. Take your time, relax, and take it one step at a time.

Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin