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The nerves connected to the human jaw

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I used to think my will was strong.

Perhaps it was for a time.

But even a brick wall deteriorates

The thickest wood still rots away

And the strongest threads begin to fray

I’ve carried this shadow for so long

But monsters in your mind do not fade with time

And when you’re heart is broken

They smell blood and their fangs crave a bite

So while I refuse to give up and continue to fight

A waning vigor sets in

The crushing weight becomes heavier

And the resistance begins to waver

So I’ll continue to bide my time

I will lay silently to rebuild my strength

Although it’s harder now

My arms grow sore

My skin is starting to wizen

Leaving me no choice

I must keep going but some days I choose to rest

My voice has grown tired and I speak fewer words

The silence and solitude have become reprieve

In a way that noise could never relieve

I don’t want to die alone

But maybe that’s what is best

Even though it’s not set in stone

This life has put me to its test

I’ve shattered bonds that were once solid

Unwrapped ties once tightly knotted

Burning bridges behind my wake

Maybe I am too cold to break

The truth is I am not, I am begging for purpose

Give me something to believe in again

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can i offer you a nice roman mosaic plate of mushrooms in this trying time

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A giant lava bubble, over a hundred feet across, explodes violently, extruding ribbons of volcanic glass in the air at the ocean entry in Kalapana, USA

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Shout out to everyone who is just so tired So so exhausted So very very tired so very fatigued so sleepy and tired So

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Gustave Dore

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slimed

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What sucks is when you get to the age when you can sense that things are changing with those you once thought would be apart of your life for a long time. It slowly turns into a mutual lack of effort where both you and the other party decide it’s time to move on. The texts become sparse, the conversations become short and less involved, and the energy is just not what it once was. It’s no one’s fault, it’s just that time has other plans and moving on becomes the inevitable outcome. As painful as it might be, you learn lessons that only can come from the loss. Doors might close, but there are others waiting for you to open. Even if it’s goodbye, maybe it’s for the best. Maybe you needed to realize that something better was waiting for you, and pulling away was the only method to allow for new people, inspiration and goals to come into fruition.