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this one is called: 'i smoke too many cigarettes fosho'

Your like a Robin,

You dissappear quicker than you appear,

Leaving me wondering if your near,

My dear.

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this one is called ' I LOVE YOU GOD' :

I don't want it to end,

The feeling,

The bliss,

I understand it will,

But one can pretend.

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Invisible jesters distracting my light

Like a gust of wind i know they're around

How long must I wait for these evils to pass?

Because the longer I sit in torment the more they laugh.

And i wonder, how do the others do it?

As in, expell the jesters from their mind?

Is it something you get or something you find?

This is what I long to know so that I too can let my light glow; glow and shine and light up the globe.

Glow for you, glow for me

Glow for the one and eternity

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this one is called 'sex':

From the moment death fell on her breath, I rolled amongst what's left,

It flows from mountain streams; rapidly underneath,

The view from here is gorgeous, stumbling to my feet

For centuries it's remained untouched but can you move it for me?

Because I'd move it for you if time ever agreed.

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This one is called 'i was at a bbq and i felt you'

I'm alerted by your presence,

Welcome back to the realm of my heart,

I'm glad with bitter sweetness,

But I always knew you weren't far,

You steer the wheel of my mind,

Sometimes you leave me blind,

Will you ever leave for good?

I don't know if you could

The things we do for love,

Even when she's out of reach,

I start painting pictures up above,

To fool myself into peace

You blew me like a wish,

A wish it seems only I get to keep,

But you've returned for a little while,

So darling shall we get some sleep?

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This one is called '4am smoke laa'

Sanity is a strange one.. who truly has it?

Is one born sane?

Is insanity a prerequisite to sanity?

The same way one cannot know cold unless they have experienced heat burning their flesh,

Can the same be said for sanity?

I do feel grounded: i kiss the air, and I invite into my day the sensations that dominate my senses,

But yet there's a real thread of fear being yanked by something inside me; by the gust of wind that's blown by peculiar feelings

Do they hold true?

Is it mere intuition?

I'm not sure if I want to find out

What would that mean?

And the wind whispers "is it to do with God?"

I sure hope that it's not,

Are you telling me, for following love with reality I lose my touch?

Is that what it costs?

There's only one way to find out,

And I must find out,

And that's by living out these days,

And passing through it's hours.

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A feeling like this is something I dread to miss,

If my spirit is a glass this is its water,

Harmonious acknowledgements between my inner friends; they're so warm down there,

Thanks to this love emanating surely from the one love and the one love is your love and you are God!

This is why I verily stay by your side.

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There's something I've got to tell you:

I feel the same way I did when I was born,

Facing the light and my face in my mothers eyes,

How it felt to breath for the very first time,

I feel that way tonight,

I really do,

That's all I had to say to you.

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Hearing these private hints is like having to squint,

A delicate balance between hearing and listening,

But once that sweet spot is found the result is profound,

So i ask: are you listening?

To the feeling not the sound!

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I WROTE THIS FOR MY FRIENDS:

I'm sorry for being so miserable guys

Some days i feel possessed

And other days i feel like I've been blessed by God

I really want to be good

I really want to do good

And I know none of this really matters

And I don't want sympathy

I just want to apologise

And I'm only saying this because I'm drunk

I love you

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Gold can keep you up at night

Unless you stand before white

Sometimes in the dark

Sometimes in the light

In the name of relief

Closing your eyes in ecstasy

You can return to eternity

Now that your being is free

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Oh my how i feel strange,

Like the world is a game I've forgotten how to play,

The difference is night and day,

Please do not meet my eyes I am too terrified,

I must escape the spotlight of being alive,

You see how crazy this is?

Peace seems far away,

Fading,

Fading like reality.

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I only know you by your reflection,

The one that bounces off a myriad of surfaces: the window, the screen and my mind,

Of which shows no imperfection,

Hence my distant admiration,

That you'll never know,

Apart from an occasional smile; one that conceals more than it reveals,

But for the sake of my heart, it will do

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I remember every impulse,

Every urge,

Every dream,

Every primal scream for you to leave,

Then I gave in,

I answered your persistent knock,

I followed your tantalising hiss,

I allowed you to take over,

Only to feel empty forgetting that I did.

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Eye contact doesn't mean much,

We may catch our eyes smiling at each other but really I'm meandering in a daze,

I'm not looking at you, I'm looking for you,

But the signs were blurred by wishful thinking,

I see someone, I've found no-one.

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I extend my hand, extending my finger towards you like that one painting

As I hide behind my insecurities, I shiver with fear

It's a cold feeling, a cold way of living

But maybe if you extend your hand, extending your finger towards me like that one painting, I could feel the warmth of life; the life that exists in the air I blow my wishes out with

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Well it's a new chapter

You feel the butterflies in your stomach, their eagerness

To Turn that page gently and wildly

How zealous we are to zoom our eyes to the ending

But instead we should fixate our attention on the word infront of us

Following it to the next word completing its sentence in marriage

The vows we made before turning this chapter must be upheld; no infidelity

The fruit of this marriage is that each paragraph is filled with twists and turns; the surprises and accidents of life

If you know a surprise , before the surprise, the magic is lost

Similarly if you foresee an accident would you not try with your rational to prevent it?

What good is that?

Your not immersed in the chapter

You betray the author; the mighty author

My friend it's one word at a time