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Daisuke, you useless ray of goddamn sunshine.

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Mermista: I just don't understand why you'd want to be with HORDAK of all people.

Entrapta: YOU don't understand what it's like to love a big dumb puppy that worships you like a goddess?

Mermista: ...

Catra: Yeah, that shut me up too.

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Ok so She-Ra pulled such a great hat trick with Hordak's characterization, and I LOVE it

One of my favorite things about 2018 She-Ra is Hordak's story and development (and Entrapdak cough but that's not the point of this particular post), and the cleverest thing is that so much of it is actually being set up and told to us in seasons 1 and 2 before we even realize that that's what's happening.

When we first see Hordak in the show, he's giving "generic evil overlord" vibes. Garden-variety baddie. Maybe a little more reasonable than some and clearly capable of long-term thinking, but that just serves to make him intimidating. Everything about him--the way he runs his empire, his armor, his color scheme, his minion, his Villainous Eye Makeup(TM), even his name--are all projecting to the audience "yup, Acme Bad Guy here. Move right along."

But then, backstory. And everything snaps into focus. Not only is it one of the first big oh SHIT moments of the show, where we suddenly zoom out and realize that there is SO much more going on than we realized--it's also the start of the audience seeing Hordak as a character rather than an archetype. Suddenly we realize that he's not conquering Etheria because he wants power, or hates happiness and sparkles, or whatever--he's doing it out of a desperate attempt to prove his worth to his brother/creator/god. This moment where Hordak lets Entrapta in is also the moment the show lets us in on what makes our favorite spacebat tick.

On top of that, we've also seen him bonding with Entrapta and opening up to this person that he respects and trusts...probably the only person he's ever respected or trusted apart from Prime. And she's Etherian--someone of a lower species, someone he's supposed to subjugate, someone who he has been raised and trained and programmed and mind-controlled into believing is below him in every way.

But instead she's brilliant and creative and mesmerizing. She's not afraid of him, and she's fascinated with his work. For the first time since being abandoned by Prime, Hordak finally has someone that he can talk to, who is on his level and both understands and cares about the science! (because he is a giant nerd). She's kind to him, a mere defect. And it just sends his whole worldview into a spin, and that's all before--

Bam, mans is a goner. Entrapta's "Imperfections are beautiful" comment punches right through all the toxic bs that Hordak has been steeped in his entire life. You can see on his face here--I think it's the moment Hordak fell in love with Entrapta, but this is also the face of a spacebat reevaluating his entire worldview. If Entrapta, who is amazing, believes something different from Prime...what does that mean? If Entrapta, who is brilliant, believes that he is worth something, and that she herself is a failure...

Well. We know what happens after that, and how Hordak begins to doubt, and eventually fights back against Prime (and remembers his love for Entrapta after TWO mind wipes help my heart ack). But we also get to see what life in the Galactic Horde looks like: the only life Hordak ever knew before coming to Etheria.

It's not nice.

It's really not nice.

Prime operates in a very specific way, and we learn a lot about it in season 5. Prime expects complete obedience, devotion and worship from his clones. He allows no individuality from his subjects, not even a name. Failure or deviations are punished, mind-wiped, or destroyed. We even learn from Wrong Hordak that facial expressions are considered a privilege reserved for Prime (apart from, presumably, expressions of rapture caused by being around Prime).

And once we learn all of this, suddenly thinking about season 1 Hordak becomes very interesting indeed. The time we spend with the Galactic Horde and Prime throws absolutely everything that we know about Hordak into a whole new context. Now all those traits that made him a generic villain are actually hugely effective characterization! And what that characterization is telling us is that Hordak had already moved much farther away from Prime than we (or, probably, he) had realized, even long before he met Entrapta.

Horde Prime does not allow his underlings to have names, personalities, or any differences of appearance. Not only does Hordak allow this among his own troops, he chose a name for himself as well! Season 5 tells us that his very name is an act of blasphemy against his god. And yet Hordak took one for himself, and that name is part of the core identity he is able to hold on to when rebelling against Prime.

Horde Prime cast Hordak out when he showed signs of physical imperfections. Hordak not only keeps Imp (who is by all appearances a failed clone or similar experiment) around, he treats Imp more gently than we see him treat anybody or anything before Entrapta. Imp is not simply "generic evil guy's minion," he is proof of Hordak's capacity for compassion, and evidence that Hordak cannot bring himself to cast aside "defects" as easily as Prime. Considering where Hordak came from, Imp's existence is a huge, flashing neon sign telling the audience this guy here is better than the hell that molded him, and we don't even realize it until 4 seasons after it's been shown to us!

Very cool, ND.

There's more, though. Hordak's red and black color scheme? His dark eye makeup and lipstick? Very Evil Overlord chic. But nope! Actually these are actually expressions of individuality on a level that Hordak knows would be abhorrent to Prime!

Reading between the lines, I see this as Hordak desperately trying to reconcile two diametrically opposed beliefs in his head: (1) devotion to Prime, whose approval he desperately craves, and (2) maintaining some degree of unique personhood, of Hordak, from which to draw strength. Because a failed, defective clone cannot survive on a hostile world, cut off from the hivemind and from Prime's light. A failed clone cannot create an empire to offer Prime as tribute, nor build a spacetime portal from scraps and memory to call Prime back. A failed clone cannot create cybernetic armor to keep his hurting, weakened body alive; to force himself to keep going no matter what, to fight through the pain and the doubt by sheer force of will.

But maybe Hordak can.

And so there it is. Hordak had plenty of time to gain and explore his individuality while separated from Prime, but I think the reason he did it so effectively (while still deluding himself that Prime would forgive him for these little sins, if only Hordak could prove his value) is because he had to.

Wrong Hordak gained his individuality surrounded by kind, quirky people who took care of him; Hordak was ripped from the hivemind by Prime himself and had to fight for his survival against all odds. And that produced a dangerous and damaging foe for Etheria. But it also produced the one clone with the strength of will to defy Prime himself.

This is long and rambling, but ultimately my point is that 1) I love Hordak, and 2) I love love love love that the show was so clever about his characterization. We learn so much about him and how much progress he's already made in breaking from his psycho abusive cult upbringing, and we don't even recognize it until the show wants us to. Hordak had come so far, all on his own, before he met Entrapta. She just helped push him over the edge and finally realize (at least consciously) that Prime's worldview might not be the correct one.

Idk, I just don't know if I've ever seen all the trappings of Basic 80's Villain(TM) so successfully subverted, where looking back 4 seasons later is actually a smack in the face with the "effective character building" stick. Amazing.

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I like to think of the mercenaries as a group of "I work alone" people forced to work as a team

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I genuinely love this chapter, because it feels like the only time one of the voices did something fully independent of the long quiet.

Also I really like the symbolic meaning

Our shadows haunt our “Happily Ever After”

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I did not think these 2 screenshots would change my opinion of her so much...

I'll be upfront here, I've never been a fan of the Tower / Apotheosis. Her utter lack of empathy always kept her out of my list of favorites. This updated route added something that was missing.

Her self awareness as Shifty begins to absorb her, and her decision to apologize and use her last moments try to help you reach the freedom she's being denied ... that got past my defenses. I did not make it through this scene with dry tear ducts.

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voices upon learning who their counterpart is (from the stranger poem)

hunted: That makes sense. He and I are very similar on many levels, and very opposing in other ways. Where I fly, he fawns. We are both bared teeth.

opportunist: eugh. that freak? Psshh. if anything he's more like my princess– ohh.

Skeptic: Yes, I figured as much.

Smitten: Hehe ^_^ that makes so much sense! He treats his lady with fairness and respect 🩷🩷 i couldn't ask for anyone better

stubborn: well that can't be right. yeah his goddess wife is big and stuff but he is so. small???

broken: that makes sense.. his devotion to the princess is honestly inspirational .. too bad he doesn't have a thought in his brain ...

Paranoid: guh. i mean. maybe from certain standpoints? that doesn't seem right, he's just so. ,,weird.

cold: why couldn't it have been someone cooler.

cheated: fuck that, actually. in no way am i like that guy.

contrarian: pffttttt. that whiny doofus? that's hilarious. but after seeing his princess, i guess it does kinda look like mine.

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My thoughts on Quiet's mouth(s). No take backsies you're all stuck with this cursed imagery

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👁🦷🩸Mouthwashing sketches!🩸🦷👁

Just wanted to get a feel for the characters! This game is so good but also so damn bleak

Alt. Jimmy under the cut

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People who are not afraid to text you 40 times in a row and don’t take it personally if you haven’t replied are literally the most valuable members of our society and should be recognized as such

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im only a man when im a grown ass man and im only a woman when god forbid women do anything

any time other than that? im a fucking Echidna

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looks like october is…. octover

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nuziv are polyamorous (bi uzi, bi v, and n as the best ally anyones ever seen), vizzy are dating “casually” (they judge you like besties then make out like gfs nothin serious 💅) and doll is lizzy’s version of “husband gf who was lost at sea” but if doll coming back lizzy ugly crying fr like the sad slay lesbian she is

also yeva and nori had a “college thing” but then they broke up later and had been mutually pining ever since, even if they both fell in love with their respective husbands

also yeva was the “❤️😌” mom while nori wouldve been a “💥💯✊🏻” mom

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Comic I made earlier this month. Based on a convo w/ a friend :]

bonus:

Can you tell,,,shes my favorite,,,,

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"stop putting curly in happy/recovery aus" "curly, you better stay limbless" "curly is sitting in hell with jimmy" i will literally start biting people

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