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The Cruel Prince — Holly Black

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11/19/23

Made some photos for my project today that were supposed to be additional to my project, but now I'm not sure, maybe they will be my final outcome, I need to consult my tutor.

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12.11.2023—had a few slow study days to deal with my mental health. had some time to think through my analysis, so have some more clarity there. hopefully this week i can finish a second full first draft

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Labour by Paris Paloma and Eat Your Young by Hozier are siblings and they eat raw human flesh and organs for dinner together, with their hands

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studied, cleaned and reorganized my room, studied again. and i finished the night on a video call with my friend with lots of laughter. .𖥔 ݁ ˖༄

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10.29.23

10/100 dop

the vibes today have been so perfect. it’s been cold and rainy and I haven’t left the house once today. yesterday, my roommates and I had a dinner party with several friends that was such a fun time. today, we had some leftover soup and my roommate made the best cinnamon hot chocolate and whipped cream. I started a new book and worked on some parti diagrams

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11/18/23

Guess who's alive haha

I haven't posted in a while because I am constantly busy woth my studies, barely get to take care of myself.

I'm kind of burnt out, so today was a big clean day in both physical and spiritual ways.

Hopefully I'll ger to reacharge this week since we've just finished our last project for this semester. Thought the exams are coming up, I'm trying to not get too anxious.

Reading this awesome book from our school library "Vitamin D: new perspectives in drawing".

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21 September 2023

Studying and doing some literature review outdoors is always nice once in a while❤️

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THURSDAY'S NOT BEING MORE CHILL

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09/20/23

We had a tutorial on research for our critical journals where we are supposed to review some artists' work and analyze other crtitics' opinion on it. I wouldn't say it was very hard, but the process is quite tiring, especially in a mental way.

Thursday is supposed to be more chill. Hopefully. Can't wait for the Sunday to do nothing all day.

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09/19/23

We had the second and the last (thankfully) color focus session, it drained me completely, I'm colorblind at this point.

I think I found a new friend! Finally lol.

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09/18/23

It was a hella long day, we had a color focus session today, I was the fastest but I am still drained.

I'm really enjoying the studies thought.

Now I gotta get to bed because I have 4 more days to go through.

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09/14/23

Today was a little crazy but hella fun.

At first we had briefing about an upcoming 10 weeks long project, and started making photos to kind of warm up and get a general idea of what we can do on this project. First half of the day those were in the studio, and it was mentioned in the brief that we will go outside after lunch, and I thought that that meant that we'll go around campus or something, BUT WE ACTUALLY GOT ON THE METRO AND WENT TO THE CENTER OF THE CITY TO DO SOME PHOTOS AND PERFORMANCE ART LIKE WHAT. That was unexpected, but fun. Also we were working in pairs, so I got the opportunity to bond with some of my groupmates, and I also got to know my tutor a little better! That was nice.

I'm kinda disappointed that we don't have any class scheduled today, I feel like it might be harder for me to actually get into the flow since instead of two usual weekend days with some homework we will have three days of doing completely nothing. I guess I should be happy, but I feel like if I don't have anything to do I'll lose my mind. So I decided that I'll go to my uni tomorrow to fill in my studio notebook about today's activity. My printer at home doesn't work properly, so I need to get to uni to print some photos of my work.

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09/13/2023

We had the first creative activity today! It was this crazy kinetic drawing session, everybody was durtyyyyyy

I was exhausted by the end of class.

We also got our study plan for the whole year, and it's crazy. It's giving army basic training or something like that. Very fast-paced and intense. Hopefully I'll be able to keep up.

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Day one of uni done!

Definitely got presentation overdose, but I'm really happy.

I am still confused about a lot of things and overall feel like I'm in a somewhat transitional state, not in the "chilling 24/7" state anymore, but not in the "studystudystudy" state yet either.

I got in a group lead by our course leader, which is both good and bad, as I am really grateful for the opportunity and I look up to him, but because of that I fear I'll be really anxious because of the desire to prove myself to him.

Anyway, I'm in the beginning of a new path, looking forward to all the change I'll go through.

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09/12/2023

1st day of uni today!!!

I haven't overslept and have left when I was supposed to that's definitely a win.

I'm really excited!

We just have general inductions today, but tomorrow we will have our first drawing session which will be very interesting considering the supplies list (headphones, wet wipes to clean ourselves and spare clothes that we will get dirty).