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Evgeniy Malykhanov

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diicktective​:

           “ OH , ya know … ” The flicker of a grin says he APPRECIATES being humored. “ THIS , THAT , ” his tongue slides across the tip of her thumb, “ THE WEATHER … ”           Despite the teasing glance he shoots Val, he lets his thoughts settle & his shoulders relax. Teeth scrape her knuckle as his lips close around it with just enough spit & suction to sound SATISFYING on the pull - away.

She grins at his antics; He certainly knows how to change the subject. It seems he’s managed to distract himself in the process. As focused as she is on the way he’s taking her into his mouth, the way his shoulders lower and eyebrows unfurrow isn’t lost on her. 

He pulls back and her hand finds his chest, pushing him backwards until the back of his thighs meet a nearby chair. She forces him to sit, rounding the furniture to rub his shoulders with both hands. She leans in real close, speaking her words close to his ear. “And how’s the weather today? Hot?”

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11: did you ever write boring sex? 12: did you ever write about public sex?

[I don't know that I've ever written boring sex as Val. She has a way of keeping things exciting. But, I do like writing (and reading!) boring sex. I think there's this expectation specifically in fan media, not so much in published books and movies, that sex has to be sexy. That your goal when writing sex is to write something that will turn the readers on.

I love sex written as just being another facet of human life. I love boring awkward sex scenes where the characters have no chemistry, or where someone can't get it up, or where a leg cramp happens at the worst time and neither of them can get back in the mood afterwards. I love sex scenes where things go wrong, where someone can't figure out a bra clasp or someone falls off the bed, but they laugh it off and keep going. I just like realistic characters in realistic settings living their lives.

With Val, public sex tends to be the default. I'm not sure I've ever written her having private sex. But, nothing particularly memorable stands out.]

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  ok! new shadow the hedgehog rp blog ( a sb to a hub blog / @sourentropy​ ) and new to the SONIC RPC! like or rb if interested! / heavily hc based !

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SHIPPING QUESTIONS FOR THE MUN - NSFW EDITION!

[ SFW version here! ]

what’s the best thing about writing smut for you?

what’s the worst thing about writing smut for you?

do you have a pet peeve when it comes to anything regarding smut?

do you write smut only with your muse’s partners, or are you okay with one night stands?

do you prefer for things to get in details, or do you prefer to “fade to black”?

are there some kinks you tend to give to most of your muses?

did you ever play a quickie?

did you ever write a particularly kinky thread?

did you ever write something fetish-related?

did you ever write a threesome?

did you ever write boring sex?

did you ever write about public sex?

would you rather write smut only with mutuals, or are you open for everyone?

do you prefer to write dominant or submissive muses?

would you consider your muse dominant or submissive?

did you ever write about your muse masturbating?

is there a particular NSFW scenario you wanted to play, but couldn’t yet?

what’s something that immediately turns you off from writing smut with someone?

is there any kink/fetish you will likely never play? 

have you ever been pushed to write smut?

did you ever play a hatefuck?

do you prefer a “no plot, just sex” kind of thread when it comes to NSFW?

is there any “unconventional” kink you play, or you would like to?

do you have a favorite memory when it comes to rping smut?

do you have a least favorite memory when it comes to rping smut?

do you think it’s better to focus NSFW threads only during certain days, like sunday?

what’s the first NSFW thread you played?

is your muse someone who like to initiate? are they a tease? would they rather wait for their partner?

how would your muse react to someone teasing them?

is your muse a virgin?

how does your muse handle bad sex?

random!!!

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[I did that thing that I do where I put off replies for too long because I was on vacation and now I'm overwhelmed by my pile of drafts and not sure where to start so anyway send me some sentence starters so I can warm back up to Val

https://hereticalmother.tumblr.com/tagged/prompts;

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whistleblouwer​:

𝙽𝙾𝚃𝙴 :   𝙷𝙴𝙻𝙻  𝙸𝚂  𝙴𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚈  —   (  and  all  the  devils  are  here.  god, they’re  all  here.  i  run  and  i  hide  and  i  move.  rinse  and  repeat.   the  horrors  i’ve  seen  tonight  will  no  doubt  shape  the  man  i  become  from  now  on.  lisa,  i  have  never  prayed  a  day  in  my  life  but  i  pray  you  never  are  made  privy  to  the  events  that  happened  here.  i  pray  your  mind,   your  beautiful,   beautiful  mind  is  kept  innocent  from  the  ordeals  of  your  husband.  you  know  not  to  look  at  my  body,  but  don’t  ask  how  i  died,  either.  ) 

    he  slips  forward  through  an  old  bathroom,  ignoring  the  squish  of  gore  on  his  feet. out  of  the  corner  of  his  eye,  a  battery  is  spotted.  dirty  nails  reach  into  the  pocket  of  a  dead  security  guard  to  reload  the  device.  like  it’s  goddamn  nothing,  now.  like  death  and  blood  and  insides  being  out  is  regular  occurrence.  just  another  fucking  day  at  the  office.  waylon  cleans  off  the  battery  on  his  jumpsuit  before  popping  it  into  the  camera. that’s  when  her  voice  can  be  heard,   sending  him  three  feet  high  and  already  moving  before  his  mind  can  catch  up.   run  first,  as  questions  later. 

𝙽𝙾𝚃𝙴 :   𝚆𝙾𝙼𝙴𝙽 -   (   there  are  no  women  here.  you  jokingly  said  that  was  a  good  thing  when  i  told  you  over  the  phone.   i  never  told  you  why,  though.  i never  explained  the  psychosomatic  pregnancies  and  the  inmates  too  violent  and  misogynist  to  keep  women around  the  morphogenic  engine  and  its  patients.  i  didn’t  tell you  how  my  manager’s  baby  was  made  up,  either.  –   i  wasn’t  allowed  to  say,  then.  but  i’ll  scream  it  from  the  rooftops,  now.  ) 

      a  woman.   that  causes  waylon  pause.  his  head  pokes  out  from  around  the  wall  he’d  hidden  behind.  camcorder  is  raised  once  more  in  search  of  this  impossible  character. 

     ❝   wh— who  are  you?   how  did  you  get  in  here?  do  you  know  a  way  out?   ❞

His footsteps beat heavy on the tile floor; a rabbit running from it's potential assailant. She doesn't have to run to catch up. He backs himself into a corner, hiding, exactly as she's expected. She meets him there at her normal pace, a casual stride, without breaking a sweat. His trust, however, catches her off guard. She's expected to have to follow the sound of heavy breathing, to catch him by the collar of his shirt, drag him kicking and screaming to his feet.

Instead, he allows himself to be caught. He takes a misguided chance on her. The dim lighting of the asylum and silhouette of her makeshift dress are forgiving. She knows he recognizes her for what she is; a woman, a mother. Nurturing. Safe. He isn't able to reconcile that with the potential of her being a patient.

She's focused on him, on all she could do now that he's still; on a slow torture, blood under her nails, the second apostle gasping for breath under the weight of her. The urge burns inside her until it aches, like molten lava coursing through her veins. She's dizzy, always dizzy, on the brink of passing out, though it never comes. She's uncertain if it's a direct side effect of the static, or a side effect of a side effect; the sleep deprivation, the loss of appetite. She doesn't fight any of it anymore. A different perspective is welcome in a place like this. 

But… she's one of the few here coherent enough to think. She holds onto instinct like a lifeline, but she doesn't yet act. Later, she assures it. Soon. There's a method to her madness, the strategy of an animal hunting it's prey. She is soft, until she's not. She is soft, with sharp edges threatening to tear through her calm demeanor like tissue paper. 

"Consider me your guardian angel." She's closer, hand pressed to the wall he hides behind, looming over him. She exudes confidence; lack of fear is the strongest indicator that there's something terribly wrong.

"I got here the same way you did. He brought us here. Together. This is destiny."

She pauses for only a beat. She knows she needs bait to keep his attention. "I can help you find a way out."

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“Technically I’m a New Mutant, not really an X-Man. I hope no one gives me a hard time about that.”

An Independent RP blog for  Doug “Cypher” Ramsey from Marvel Comics

written by sam.

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horror has got to get more erotic and transgender

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“if there is a light then i am going to swallow it. if there is a god then i’m going to make him cry.”

— s. osborn, from “blasphemies at the 5th street station,” published in The Rising Phoenix Review

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[I see people having an easy time with the abuse Val faces (in MM verse and otherwise) because like "she's a r*pist, that's what she deserves" but like. She's not being abused BECAUSE she's a r*pist, she's being abused because she's trans. "That's what she deserves for being a r*pist" only works if there's an actual correlation because then it's like "well if she WASN'T a r*pist this wouldn't be happening to her, it's her own fault " but that's like. NOT the case. Being a good person, being a perfect well behaved morally correct trans person who's respectful of cis people, would not protect you from the things she's endured so anyway what I'm saying is the real horror is transphobia]

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[Mount Massive au Val honestly works so well with the Outlast franchises encompassing theme of corporate greed being The Real Villain. Like it's consistently implied that the villains became villains because men like Jeremy Blaire wanted to make money off the abuse of vulnerable people. 

If the mentally ill patients of Mount Massive had received actual medical care instead of being tortured as fuel for a murder machine that Murkoff wanted to perfect so they could sell it to the military, none of this ever would've happened. And one thing that's never really addressed (and for what reason? Val could've easily been in Outlast 1 when they make it so explicitly clear that cis women are not allowed as patient or faculty in Mount Massive) is the treatment of trans women in men's prisons. 

I feel like a lot of people's only exposure to trans women in prison is in Orange is the New Black, and yes Laverne Coxs character does face transmisogyny, but she's still in a women's prison. A lot of people seem to think that's what happens when a trans person ends up in prison. It's what happens when you pass, when you've medically transitioned through hormones and surgery, when your name is legally changed and your sex marker on your ID matches your gender. Things that low income and homeless trans people do not have access to. Frequently, those are the people who turn to crime because they have no other means of survival. Even when people aren't in prison for theft, frequently it's low income people who end up with addictions and drug charges because being low income or homeless is hard and they're trying their best to cope. The majority of trans people in prison are not being housed with their gender or being addressed as such by guards or staff. 

Is Val in prison because she's a poor little meow meow who stole bread for her children? No, she murders men, she skins them alive, I don't know what the fuck is wrong with her, but she's still being subjecting to an extra level of constant disrespect and degradation that cis prisoners are not being forced to endure. It's horrendous to strip her of her humanity and identity in the way that Murkoff has, and if she wasn't a feral little freak it would be downright dangerous to lock her in a cell with violent men who haven't seen a woman in years. 

And sometimes I feel like it gets lost in my writing because she's always been good at spinning a situation in her favor. She has arrangements with some of the guards and feels like she's manipulating them to her benefit. But, honestly? Being like "hey, I know the other guards are starving you out, I'll sneak some food to you if you suck my dick first" to someone you're in a position of power over is horrendous. No matter how much, from Val's perspective, she thinks she's taking advantage of some of these men, they are the ones with the key to her cell and putting her in a position of having to barter with sexual favors to get basic needs met is not great! She may be making the best of a bad situation in Mount Massive, but she is being horrifically abused at every turn and anyway my point is fuck Murkoff]

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[late munday, regular val shit will resume tomorrow, leave me asks <3 ]

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[reminder that I'm on a small hiatus while I'm out of town visiting @leaderbond / @fractiopanis / @companypride / wherever he's active rn ✌️]

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trans girls know all the best spots in town *shows you the underground tunnels we crawl around in*

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[reminder that I'm on a small hiatus while I'm out of town visiting @leaderbond / @fractiopanis / @companypride / wherever he's active rn ✌️]