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i don’t know. i think i didn’t mind the first 3 eps of andor s2, i liked the ending bit of ep3 especially, but the time jump IS a bit of a whiplash that i think we could’v been eased into better

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press your sorrow upon mine

thomas lawrence/vincent benítez

rated t, 3200 words

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65050768

summary:

The man, dressed humbly in a simple black shirt, wears his hair just long enough to be tied back at the nape of his neck. He’s no young man, perhaps a decade younger than Lawrence himself at most, but his eyes possess a boyish lucidity.

It’s a sombre time; everyone wears a similar gloom in their eyes. But those who grieve with particular anguish recognise one another. It is the grief of mourning a man rather than a symbol.

Perhaps it is not so much recognition, but a quiet attraction—like a moth drawn to a flame.

(Years ago, Vincent Benítez resigned from his post after a surgery in Geneva. A month ago, Thomas Lawrence resigned as Cardinal Dean. Two strangers meet in Vatican City, following the death of the late Pope, grappling with grief, guilt, and sorrow—together.)

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well. hmm. interesting 500th post.

u can rlly tell im ovulating cuz wdym all i was thinking about was cassian andor being in a gangbang in that fuckass leftist infighting scene

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u can rlly tell im ovulating cuz wdym all i was thinking about was cassian andor being in a gangbang in that fuckass leftist infighting scene

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grieve no more, the ships can sail

Andor (1.11, 1.12, 2.1, 2.3), Euripides 'Iphigenia', David Campbell 'Mothers and Daughters', Hayan Charara 'Mother and Daughter', Bonnie Burstow Radical 'Feminist Therapy', Rainer Maria Rilke 'Widening Circles' Title from Walter Savage Landor 'Iphigenia'

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cassian andor here’s your personal colour analysis. you look your best when ur being manhandled and shoved to your knees and shackled and licking water from a bowl like a dog

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also wearing cassluthen goggles but like that old man truly spent the wedding going have we heard from cassian where is cassian

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andor s2 EP 3 finished oh and honestly i quite liked this the middle of the arc dragged the little but there are the familiar emotional punches characteristic of this show

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also why is brasso so goddamn hot this season i literally cannot function every time he is on screen

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are they doing this on purpose is this targetting me wdym ep 2 has cassian licking up water from whats almost a dog bowl 😐

currently on andor s2 ep 1 and when cassian andor got on his knees i got so horny i temporarily blacked out

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currently on andor s2 ep 1 and when cassian andor got on his knees i got so horny i temporarily blacked out

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still didn’t get to see andor s2 cuz wdym my political philosophy essay is the most stagnant stubborn thing to write on

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reblog if you have skilled writer friends and you're damn proud of them

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i need to 'saul the persecutor' tedesco so bad. that stupid bigoted man who believes himself to be so righteous in his persecution of the vulnerable, to be serving the will of god, needs to lose his way completely by coming face to face with a terrifying religious experience in which god appears to ask him 'saul saul why are you persecuting me?'

i don't know if he will be completely in denial or trembling before the face of his reality and narrative crumbling down, but i need to RUIN THAT MAN (there's an erotic component to both conversion and ruination)

i can also add an additional layer of torture to aldo bellini by having god designate him to be ananias, lmao. he will sooooo not be happy about having to one to help tedesco lmaoooo. have you noticed that this is a bellesco post.

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this is a story about memory

an aldo bellini character study

rated t, 2900 words

summary:

I heard that you’re a homo, too.

As if scalded by a hot iron, Aldo flinches at the words thrown so casually. The small garden in the grounds next to a private high school had been his hiding space thus far, but not so much longer. It is the late 1970s. Aldo is still a lanky limbed teenager with a full head of hair.

In his blurred vision, he can make out only the dark silhouette of a boy—the boy stands against the searing sunlight of an early summer day, looking down at him with a head cocked to the side.

This is a story about memory.

(1970s, New York. Aldo comes of age amidst the confusing frenzy of sexuality, friendship, and religious ecstasy. Before God saves Aldo Bellini, a boy does it first.)