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you are 16. you are talking with a gay man in his 50s or 60s, a friend, huge and gentle with a scarf and short fluffy curls of gray hair, who has directed you in two plays staged in your mid-size artsy town. (he has not yet asked you to be in his production of The Laramie Project which will change your life. this conversation will also change your life.)

he is talking about theatre. he is talking about theatre when he was younger. he says, "of course, it was AIDS then." in the pause, you ask him. clumsy and quiet and 16 and "straight," you ask him. what was it like.

he takes a moment in which his face is not like a person's face. "there was a time," he says, "i'm not sure how long, years. when i went to a funeral every weekend." he tells you about two funerals in a day, and choosing between friends when you couldn't make it to both. he does not look at you, he looks at them. his wet grey gaze is so clear that you start to see ghosts. it will be years before you understand why it feels like your grief too. why the ghosts call you family.

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I think Tumblr will love this

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She should show up at events where Prince Charles is. Give him a scare 💅 Watch to the end for the result!

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– Смотри: я сфинкс….

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prayer request

If y'all could pray for my Aunt Victoria, I would be so grateful.

She has stage 4 ovarian cancer, and it's a very rare type with almost no research on it.

Even if you aren't religious, please just keep her in your thoughts or say a Hail Mary for her.

Thank you, have a blessed day <3

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I need him

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(affirming myself in the mirror) if that fictional man was real he would fuck you. He would fuck you. You're his exact type. If he saw you he'd get a boner instantly. He would fuck you he would fu

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I am speed

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I don’t have tiktok so I had to find this like a mole digging for worms and nothing could have prepared me for the actual video itself

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don’t kill yourself because the internet is going to be really funny when Elon gets assassinated

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The Blues Brothers (1980)

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Not to kill your fun or anything my dude but I noticed you reblogged a picture of some place in Russia for the aesthetic and I just.... Do you even know what goes on in Russia? I try to stay away from reblogging anything about it and you should too....

im russian

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snoopy of the day

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im laughing so hard because no matter what song you listen to 

spiderman dances to the beat

no matter what song ive been testing it and lauing my ass off for an hour

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https://x.com/alooinpanic/status/1884001007895732592?s=46

this and the follow up in the replies does show how out of touch taylor has gotten