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I’m thinking I might need to delete and start again... I don’t have fun coming here anymore, and even when I try to be active, no one is interested. All I wind up doing is staring at the screen then going back to one of my more active blogs.

It’s hard to be active in a fandom where it feels no one wants you there. And after the amount of garbage I’ve been involved with here, the friends I’ve lost here, I’m not sure I really want to be in the Fire Emblem community anymore.

I’m on the fence about deleting and starting again, or just deleting and bidding adieu to the FE fandom as a whole. Especially when I see the people who hurt me constantly being treated like saints while I’m stuck in the corner wondering what I did wrong.

Some times, I don’t know why I log on...

If I do delete and remake, I’m only going to let a select few know, and I’m probably going to really trim the muse list down. Also, I changed my mind, I won’t be doing Oboro’s ugly sweaters again, too busy, and I just don’t care. Sorry if you were one of the few interested in requesting a sweater drawing.

I don’t know why my mood has dropped, I don’t know why I’m so angry, but my temper and depression have been triggered so much by this fandom and some of the people in it...

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Me playing FE Heroes; Maybe I’ll try to get Echidna, even though I’ve gotten nothing but shitty pulls lately ^^

FEH; -Only gives me red and gray orbs-

Me; Damn, oh well, guess I’ll try for Igrene?

FEH; -Keeps giving me Laslow-

Me; FUUUUUUUUUU

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���She’s a grown-ass woman who’s allowed to swear like a god damned adult. I see no problem here~”

“Also I’m taking your Armads~”

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@fatedcomrades​

“What’s up, old man Hector! Now that I’m in Askr now, Lilina now has permission to say ‘Fuck’. You can thank me later.”

“PERMISSION MY ASS! I will not allow this sort of influence to taint my daughter!”

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@xhailflamex

Cavalier -> Paladin -> Royal Babysitter

Bonus because they love their uncle ok:

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🍰 Yuki notices his daughter, Noire looking more tired then usual. Maybe a slice of cake might help?

-||[ Let them eat cake! ]||-

@tomeofwanderers

She blinked awake, shaking her head and trying to keep her eyes open! “I-I wasn’t sleeping, Father!” She looked at him while still rattled, then calmed as the plate with a slice of cake on it was placed in front of her. “O-Oh, thank you father, do you want half? We can share.”

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🍰 (Psycoboro)

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@sleepymajesticmanakete

She looks confused by the offered pastry, pretty sure her last conversation with Tiki had made it seem like Tiki had no interest in her anymore but then she came back with a piece of cake?

She accepts, of course, it’s not like she’s going to turn down food that isn’t prison feed. “Th-Thank you...”

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dagdanwolf‌:

Hearing the younger woman’s inquiry, the mercenary can’t help how she slowly lets her gaze flick over towards Leonie to simply stare. For a long drawn out minute, it almost seems as if Shamir isn’t even going to humor responding to the question.. But eventually, there’s a small sigh under her breath that’s accompanied by a shrug. “Hobbies, huh? I suppose I have a few, though most are not.. looked upon favorably.” Attention is then redirected back towards the arrow in her hand, but surprisingly enough she continues. “But, if you really must know.. I do enjoy a nice bit of gambling.”

“Gambling?” She repeated, not really surprised, as someone who grew up around mercenaries and townsfolk, Leonie knew all kinds of vices.

In recent years, she’d developed a taste for alcohol...

At least this was drumming up more conversation with Shamir, not that she expected to be regaled with tales of casting lots and cleaning out other gamblers...wait... “Do you usually play for gold, or just for the thrill?”

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Send 🍰 to give my muse a piece of cake

If you can't see the symbol, then alternatively send 'piece of cake' to give my muse a piece of cake.

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@fatedcomrades​

“What’s up, old man Hector! Now that I’m in Askr now, Lilina now has permission to say ‘Fuck’. You can thank me later.”

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“So, Other-me, our birthday is in a few days, what do you want?”

“My sanity back.”

“Huh? But I thought you already got it back! We had that whole month long event last year and everything!”

“D’s been inactive here and more than likely hit a few reset buttons.”

“DAMMIT D.!”

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“Are we all still on that whole ‘hand holding’ fiasco... I mean, I was joking about it earlier but, damn...”

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                         “ FUCK YEAH! Glad to finally have you with                               us in Askr, Miss Echidna! ”

“Good to be here, kiddo. Feels liberating to finally cuss like an adult, huh.”

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“Tomorrow after breakfast is fine. I would have just been training around then anyway, so it’s no skin off of my back.” The mercenary replies, while picking up one of her many arrows from her quiver and examining it for any kind of flaws— mostly out of a lack of anything better to do. Even by normal sentry standards the evening was going by slowly, and there was nothing exciting or worth note happening.

With Shamir’s response, Leonie found herself without any idea of how to respond and continue their conversation. Shamir was a mystery, she put her duties first, but it seemed that, beyond Shamir’s skills and record as a mercenary, no one knew anything about her. The ginger girl was tempted to ask Shamir these questions, simply because there was nothing about Shamir besides her archery to really latch onto. Even Captain Jeralt was open about himself, sort of, at least enough to let people in.

“So, um...” Leonie scratched her head in thought. “Got any... hobbies?”

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“The chances of Felix actually listening to me unless it’s about sword training is minimal, and I have no authority over Seteth. The most I can do is separate myself from the situation and save myself the stress.”

“Hmmm...”

“What if you challenged Felix to a duel, thoroughly trounce him, and then as your prize, he has to listen to Seteth for the remainder of the month!”

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“So that thing Professor Seteth was saying about the ‘no-hand-holding’ thing and how Felix is apparently trying to spite him over it... just gonna leave that?”

“…I’m just going to enjoy my one day off a week.”

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“Anyone who even thinks about holding my hand better be prepared to buy me dinner first!”

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“Alright, so, now that I am in Askr, Lilina is now allowed to say ‘Fuck’! Sorry ‘bout that Hector, I don’t make the rules.”

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