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I don’t think theres ever been a time I’ve been so nervous I’ve wanted to throw up. Until right now I want to throw up

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Love "do you know this character" polls, as a plural system with fictives, lol. Like yeah, I know (one of) them, I had lunch with them last Tuesday. Stellar individual, 10/10.

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plural culture is asking yourself, “am i faking it?” and a headmate immediately replying, “i’m real, dumbass”

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meeting plural systems is just like

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One of our headmates are so fruity for another guy and I’m sure she and the guy are the only ones who don’t know yet

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it's me, my 17 personalities, 228 playlists and 479 unread books against the world

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My melody bow ties

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*grabs a sysmed talking about how endos make systems seem fun and great when it’s awful and painful* IT CAN BE FUN AND GREAT FOR YOU

IT CAN BE

IM TRAUMAGENIC TOO

THEYRE GOING TO BE HERE FOREVER LEARN TO HAVE FUN WITH IT FOR THE LOVE OF THE GODS

LEARN TO LOVE YOUR HEADMATES

THE ENDOS ARE RIGHT

ITS WONDERFUL OUT HERE

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Bro imagine making a blog centered around making a blocklist of endo systems 💀

Apparently we're on it btw. I only know this because I fucked something up and accidentally posted something on this blog, so I looked up my username on the other one and got jumpscared by a list that ended up being longer than the bible like get a life holy fuck

Anyway

ID: white banner with black comic sans text that reads 'This system has ended up on an 'endo systems blocklist' post' and in smaller text in the same font: '(Which ultimately means they pissed off an exclusionist lmfao)'. To the left, a jpeg of a somewhat 3d rendered gold star is featured, and to the top right corner a tiny TBH autism creature jpeg with confetti is seen. End ID

Feel free to use this crusty ass, jpeg infested, comic sans banner I made in like five minutes if you, too, have pissed off a sysmed by existing

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!! ASK GAME !!

I guarantee no accuracy lol

👥 - How many people are in your system

🎨 - What's everyone's favorite colors?

⌚ - Most common fronters?

🧾 - Collective pronouns?

📚 - Everyone's pronouns?

🍼 - Most common age group?

🎞 - Do you have any fictives?

💖 - Are there any romantic relationships in your system?

🔢 - Does anyone have a favorite number?

🧠 - Are any of your alters neurodivergent?

🏳‍🌈 - How many people are LGBTQIA+

👽 - Do you have any non-human alters (including hybrids)?

🏓 - What are some common hobbies?

😋 - What is the most liked food between everyone?

👀 - Current hyperfixations?

📖 - Do you guys have any collective interests?

🗺 - What is your headspace like? (If you have one)

🐕 - Does anyone have a pet?

🏷 - Does your system have a name?

💭 - Does anyone wanna share something about their source? Feel free to ramble, anyone can answer too!

💥 - Most chaotic group?

😇 - Any demon/angel/god alters?

👴 - Who is the oldest?

🏥 - Are you diagnosed? If yes, was it difficult? If not, do you want one & why or why not?

🏡 - What is your system dynamic (ex, family, friends, complete strangers, etc)

🔂- How do you keep track of your system? (Members, switches, etc)

🐣- Any childhood things that should've tipped you off to being a system?

👍- Do you like being a system?

📤- Do you know any systems IRL?

💕- Do you prefer in-system dating or out-of-system dating?

🙄- What's the most annoying thing about being a system?

❔ - How bad is your amnesia?

💬- Best quote from an alter?

🎮- Do alters have separate accounts for games or do you all share an account?

⬇️ Joke ones ⬇️

🐎 - how often do your alters think about the Trojan empire?

🔮 - do you believe in gravity?

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rb for bigger sample size!!

(i know a lot of singlets likely won’t vote)

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There's enough circumstantial evidence out there that Little Head Guys of various levels of transience, complexity and apparent independence are actually fairly common, with all the stories about writers' characters arguing about them, jokes about people's conscience taking the form of (insert character here) to the kind of bonds daydreamers can have with their daydream characters... You CANNOT seriously be telling me all of these people have severe repressed trauma and are suffering deeply. UNLESS YOU HAD SEVERE CHILDHOOD TRAUMA YOU'RE GONNA BE ALONE IN THERE END OF STORY is a position I will never take seriously sorrynotsorry

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Shoutout post for systems with high headcounts!

[PT Shoutout post for systems with high headcounts!]

For those with headcounts so high they don't get mentioned in other posts about high headcounts. For those with tens of thousands, hundreds of thousands, millions, or billions of alters. For those with headcounts so high they stopped counting. For those with headcounts so high they can't safely know.

This is a shoutout to systems that:

Can't meet everyone

Cant log everyone

Forget people exist

Get stressed out thinking about your system size

Don't record the members of sidesystems/subsystems/groupings, only the group overall.

Organise your notes in 'weird ways'

Don't record fragments, don't count fragments as alters or don't include fragments in your headcount

Don't track front

Can't tell who's fronting most of the time

Are scared to share your headcount or scared of your headcount

Have been fakeclaimed/judged for your headcount

Cant relate to other systems because of headcount differences

Have lots of introject doubles, have entire casts of fictives from the same source, or have lots of 'duplicate' alters

You all deserve to be acknowledged and celebrated and validated just as much as any other system, and it sucks that that doesn't happen very often.

You're not 'impossible', you're not 'too much', and you're definitely not 'faking'.

Others not understanding what its like to have such a high headcount sucks, but it has no bearing on your validity or worth.

You exist therefore you have worth.

We hope everyone that sees this has a good day!

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if only there were some way to learn about the original intended use case of the term 'plural' in the context of systemhood like a website dedicated to the history of community terminology or even the original blog post suggesting 'plural' as a purposefully non-medical alternative to 'multiple'

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its so cool when u befriend a tranny

and theres

theres more in there

i love u plural trannies