helloashleyy

[helloashleyy]

Tonight I spoke about one of the most darkest periods of my life to my Dale Carnegie class. By reflecting and surrounding myself with people who truly care for me, it has allowed me to grow into a stronger, happier, and a more self confident person. This has been my greatest lesson to date and I am continuing to grow each day. 💙🌌💫

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[helloashleyy]

Go. Let yourself be loved.

How To Get Away With Murder

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"You're sensitive but you're not fragile"

For you to say you regret nothing for taking a chance on us means more than I'll let on to show.

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2017 and I'm still feeling the same way about myself.

Fuck the "New Year, New Me!" Bullshit

Let’s be honest and realistic and say “New Year, Better Me.”

I like who I am fundamentality and for my core personality but I have yet to come to peace with a lot of negativity that occurred in 2014.  I have so much more growth from it and I want to find direction for my future because I’ve felt so stagnant.

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You've pointed how I become more and more comfortable and affectionate. It's true, I'm just really happy to be with you.

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New Years Eve 2012/2013 will always haunt me. I won't say it ruined all New Years celebration but I feel little excitement towards the holiday.

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The little things.

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If someone is not treating you with love and respect, it is a gift if they walk away from you. If that person doesn’t walk away, you will surely endure many years of suffering with him or her. Walking away may hurt for a while, but your heart will eventually heal.

The Four Agreements (via pinkiislove)

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Realistic Conversations

A lot of thoughts float around in my head about us but talking yesterday made us both really realize we won’t last. Not for any particular negative reasons but for the fact that there’s really isn’t much common interests to keep us together one day. I know we weren’t going to end up super serious and get married or whatever but knowing there’s an end date just made me a little sad.

I can’t look at you the same but I do believe this relationship is a good thing. This is one of the handful of relationships that have impacted my life and helped me grow up a little more. I am so thankful for this.

[helloashleyy]

You're sweet when it counts the most.

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"I want to keep you happy."

2 weeks of separation from you and we both felt it. Being with you has been so great and I don't think you even realize how happy you make me already. You treat me so good and I don't know how to take it sometimes.. I always have this fear that lingers deep down that one day you'll change like other have. I doubt that'll be the case. I just need to remind myself to enjoy right now and take things as they come.

[helloashleyy]

Heavy conversations lately but I'm glad you're not afraid to have them with me.

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Faith

It’s so hard to bet on people these days because hardly anyone ever wants to go all in out of past scars and fear.

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i am so impatient i want to cuddle i want to hold someone’s hand i want someone to be interested in what i have to say in my life i am okay with no one knowing me but it’d be nice for someone to want to 

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"You're 23, there's no emergency."

Some of the best advise I've heard in a while on the T today. Just gotta remember this truth.

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Reminder to self

As sick and tired as you feel about this remember how much worse you've felt over someone. You've been broken and put yourself back together, piece by piece. This is nothing. So regardless of what happens tomorrow, there will be someone who will appreciate you for who you are even though you thought it could have been him.