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ok im not going to keep maintaining this blog its had its course, good luck out there finding new servers. It will be kept up as a record but otherwise this will be the last post

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Eron here, I was originally going to move past this but reading this one made me laugh. I don’t know when making one profile and directing someone to the correct channel became, “A lot was their idea.”. In fact, I was removed from staff because I was being more active in Hellfire than your server. I will admit, I was petty to report everything ya’ll were stealing from Hellfire (I am, so “sorry” I didn’t just talk to you about your mission to make a “better version of Hellfire”). Getting that on video was very satisfying. It’s a shame it got deleted with the rest of Hellfire, would have loved to add some of that proof and info I got. I was promoted because I got many reports done at a time but couldn’t officially finish them until a Sr.Admin+ looked it over. I will admit after some time I did fall off the face of the internet, I got quite busy with irl and quite honestly couldn’t bring myself to open my computer. I was very surprised to get VIP but it’s because I had done good work for them when I did have the time, it is a shame to see how it all went down and see a place that had been the start of great stories and friendships, as well as the end of some of them. That is all I had to add, I have had my issues with dragonstar, acethephoenix, and legionajax. But, there is no need for me to add to the flames here… Ya’ll be safe ^^

mod edit: sorry but you not claiming they actually did anything bad here besides ‘make a better version of hellfire’ petty aa hell but go off

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We never sent any faked evidence in a ticket, LOL. The only evidence was a link to the docs in serenova, not even screenshots werre sent of the docs untill Silly asked for them. Neither of us had time and will to fake that. The guri text ones were faked but were purely for laughing matter, they werent showed anywhere.

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https://www.tumblr.com/hellfireconfessions/738816354872967168/lets-not-forget

Funny how you had to make a throwaway tumblr acc just to talk mad shit on someone and say they have 10+ discord accs with no proof or evidence other than “uwu they dont talk in vc and are good at utah” — bffr dude, we all know who you are and its just sad atp lmfao.

Side note— if you’re comfortable enough to expose children to graphic depictions of pregnancy, live birth, non con, and bestiality/NSFW, then you’re in support of it, because you obviously think its acceptable to expose people as young as 14 years old to those things.

It was wrong, it was predatory behavior, and anyone who says otherwise is in support of what they did in its entirety, end of story.

Lets not forget that this isnt guris only instance of exposing children to this sort of content.

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let's not forget ...

btw lets not forget that Kaikyu has like 15 dis acswheres proof? i mean how many of this disc acs has he had in hellfire alone?

xurco

vlone

xavi

voldex

zoke

enzo

zoroo

their all the sameone appears other disappears when one is ban a new 1 emerges they were never around at the same time  none of them ever spoke in vcall were crazy good at utah for no reasonthey all spoke with the same manners an all had similar profile pics or about mes all they did was join lots of utah packs make fun of people in them rule broke on peopleso the ai photos where they made their pfp into guris all he does is start drama bc its funny to himtheirs probably more acs out there dudes hella weirdthat 1 time he was caught linking his steam ac to his new disc but staff never ban to then staff conveniently hid that channel

how he has all these discord acs ill never kno since discord requires phone numbers on new acsim not the only 1 who notice im sure others got more screens an their own exp to————probs a bad guri take i dont like what guri did i dont agree with posting where she didi dont like her alsobut i will say this their her chars she wrote ab no other person was involved in her writing just her an her several ocsthat means no one else but her can decide what her chars do say feel or consent towere our eyes scarred? def.where she posted the shit is fr wrong (an she needs to wrap her head around that) (other minors myself included did not need to read that shit)but calling her a pedo an saying she supports gross shit just cuz she wrote something gross is also wrongso is bringing her real life job into itur actions are not excused just cuz she did something bad

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BTW if any of ya'll spent money recently for embers on hellfire, I got my refund right away showing screenshots of what happened. Get yo money back!

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Moral of the story— dont be a fucking creep who writes bestiality 💕

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Hold on I do have a moral of the story!

Be wary of shit talking other people, even while in a group of like minded people. You never know whose gonna develop a guilty conscience and out you to the world. Your chat room is never private and people will find out. Karmas a bitch.

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Yeah the fact that the other side made fake screenshots to try and get other users banned makes every piece of “evidence” from that group look incredibly suspicious if not outright untrustworthy. If they are willing to fake some screenshots what’s to say they didn’t fake more? They really shot themselves in the foot. Had they just not done that things would be a lot different.

For some additional context before seranova started both sides of this whole debacle were in sustrai. I cannot prove any of this, as most of these conversations happened over voice chat or have been lost to the sands of time and deletion of group chats, so take this all with a grain of salt.

Bunnis friend group (the one who owned sustrai and created the group that the screenshots came from I don’t remember the name something with a D) and guris friend group did NOT like each other. There was lots of passive aggression on both fronts and it was painfully obvious.

Both sides were frequently submitting reports and concerns about the other side and both sides were trying incredibly hard to get the other banned. This conflict goes so much deeper than just the docs that Guri wrote and kinda became a personal shit slinging contest between the two sides. Which honestly, given the history of these two it doesn’t surprise me in the least that they tried faking screenshots to try and ensure the parties they were targeting got banned. Shit had been brewing for well over a year. It was only a matter of time.

And what really truly gets me at the end of the day is if bunnis group had just reported the docs as they were. If they didn’t try to fake evidence. If they didn’t excessively shit talk people to the point of making some of their own feel guilty enough to document what was going on, they probably would have won and we probably wouldn’t be here on this tumblr right now.

Moral of the story? Uhh. Fuck I ain’t got one.

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The only “made up” screenie was of guri — and even then it was done once by one member as a joke, and never used in any space other than the private server to trash on a creep 🤷‍♀️

Kai was having an actual convo with moth, where they were being weird ash. There are other screenshots of the conversation that are clearly not faked. Sketchy wasnt being truthful in how they painted the picture lmfao.

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tw for mentions of adult topics / themes. ' you forgot the username. ' speaks for itself.

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Someone is trying to doxx again, if you have your information public anywhere, delete it. If you don't have a VPN, i recommend getting one. @ the person doxxing, you're only turning yourself into the bad guy for both the people you are trying to bash, and the people who would otherwise agree with your points. Get over yourself and grow up

PSA stop posting selfies and real life information into discord servers, if you feel you might be the target of a doxxer i recommend a VPN as well. Even if you arent the target, there are plenty of free VPNs that will make you safer on the internet regardless

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Just for clarification - not a single screenshot that was given was fabricated or "made up". Stop trying to cover your friend Mothrex up saying that all the staff should be killed. You seem to think your little group isn't toxic but considering there have been many people coming forward saying otherwise, maybe you should, idk, stop talking? Lmao. Stop pretending Guri's little band of misfits weren't big into shit talking in VC rather than text since they know they'd get screenshotted.

Representing the 3rd party people i recommend obs recording conversations that can still be found if yall ever want to prove it directly. can upload it thru youtube as public or unlisted(makes it link only accesible) and ill post it in here for yall too

all of HF shit talked it was just a well known thing about HF anyone who claims they did otherwise lyiiing

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So what if that group talks shit? To my knowlege its an 18 plus server. The shit they say isnt exposed to minors at least, and in my opinion well deserved. Shitty people deserve to be shit talked about.

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I can admit when I'm toxic, hell what we said in the discord was very toxic but we never brought that shit into Gen chat in Hellfire, in game, in people's DMs. We're allowed our own space to vent, thank you very much. We're not an official pack and were a private 18+ server. If you say you don't talk shit about people ever, you're a liar. At least we can admit our faults, the only thing Guri's crew is good at is deflecting and never taking responsibility for anything.

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Gonna make a “bad” guri take. A lot of people are applying fiction to reality. Just because someone writes about something does not mean they condone those actions irl. I personally have written some very dark fiction. But I think those actions that I wrote about are deplorable.

Now granted, the things I have wrote have only ever been posted to Ao3 where shit like that can be properly flagged/tagged and labeled as nsfw. Guri shouldn’t have posted that doc to the group and I don’t think anyone should be defending that. But to imply they are a pedo/zoo/groomer for writing a piece of fiction that includes those things, however minor they may be, in my mind shows a general immaturity in people, and an inability to remove fiction from reality.

I think it’s also important to note that English is not their first language. And the way they write stuff has always sounded off. I think they try to make their writing more flowery to make up for the fact that their phrasing can be a bit off and stilted. Which can lead to a large gap and misunderstanding of how things are supposed to be interpreted. They have routinely said things during gameplay like “I don’t know how to say this in English” because the translation from Spanish to English isn’t one to one.

That’s just my hot take.

the writing take is more nuanced than people give it credit for granted, for that point i think end of day it winds down to what people individually think. Writing CAN have these topics and theres alot of stories that use it well while still making it known that the action itself is bad. Guri has made this point themselves using Game of Thrones, while i personally think it doesn't validate the writing i can see WHY writing about pedo/zoo topics is not being treated as cut and dry as the action themselves.

I think the questions come down to 'Are these problematic situations shown in a positive light?' and 'Could this story be written differently without the problematic situations and still be the same story?' These are topics that unless you know how to incorporate them into your story without promoting/supporting the actions themselves, shouldn't be touched in general.

I personally put very little weight into the language barrier because even after native english speakers have explained why it's recieving backlash Guri is just doubling down on what they really meant. When people come with screenshots and direct quotes though it's hard to deny that the writing was excessively explicit, especially with a server that had minors. Basing it only off what i've seen through the blog, Guri's apology post here while not perfect english does show really good understanding of words, just not conjunctions. People are responsible for their own actions and will be judged for those actions regardless of actual intent, they might not have meant for it to come off creepy but *it did* in a server with minors

Not sure where Guri is from but theyve acknowledged that they know minors shouldn't read the story and that they knew the server had at least a few minors. Thats recognition that they are aware minors shouldn't read a story like that but still posted it there which is one of the bigger problems, censoring isn't enough in that situation it should've been regulated to a 18+ only viewing area if at all

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tbh I can't take much of anything from the group perpetuating hate too seriously. guri's doc is weird as fuck but after seeing the comments ( not just vulgar, like some are trying to play it off, but truly disgusting ) from that pack that went as far as to fake images of players saying things like hf staff should be k*lled ( among other things ) or that guri should assault an animal IRL and write about it while they complain abt these docs and someone else who said the r-slur ( who's country doesn't have the historical context of hate / oppression with that word like the USA does ) is just laughable to me at this point. if they had ONLY submitted the report that would b one thing. but the slew of gross, hateful and toxic comments against several people ( even if most were focused on guri ) just prove how it was never rlly abt those docs themselves. at least not entirely. i believe the screenies of what was said was submitted much earlier on the blog by rot ?? but i habe copies i can submit too if needed. its a lot of shit -- like 30+ pieces of evidence. they were taken by other members from that pack sick of all the shit talking, gross comments / jokes and drama. and it is some gnarly shit, way more graphic than anything I read on that doc, as fucking weird as it is. and that is why most of those ppl got banned -- not bc they submitted any report, despite the story they r trying to peddle for sympathy or whatever. but bc of their own gross ass behavior that they don't wanna admit ( at least not fully bc they keep trying to severely down play their part of it ) or own up to. if they were rlly concerned they just should have submitted those report(s) and left it at that. no shit talking, no vile comments, no forging images of people saying gross or fucked up things they never said for laughs. bunniache, ashe/vaun, ej, snail, sketchy, mush, kaikyu, grell and anyone else who we don't see in those screenshots all went so far beyond what was called for; even past venting or regular shit talking. having genuine concerns and even not liking people or how they do something isn't a crime, and u can express those things maturely w/o being gross and toxic. but that isn't what happened at all. and esp knowing some of those ppl involved had been staff at one point -- while criticizing other staff members too for how they handle things after doing all that? wild.

feel free to resubmit screens or add any missing as well since its been a hot minute! i dont forgive one party's actions cause the other's were also bad

ill post em again or ppl can check archives for previous ones we can judge both sides for their actions at the same time