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hellezza · 4 days ago
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WHAT THE ACTUAL LIVING SHIT
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duff baby you got a little bit of sweat there lemme just 👅
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Papa Het 💋
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they deserved to be friends forever ❤️‍🩹
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hellezza · 9 days ago
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I like photos where it looks like his teeth are too big to fit into his mouth
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Where do they go
Low key got the Disney wife gums
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hellezza · 9 days ago
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𝐼 ‘𝑀 𝑀𝒜𝒟𝐿𝒴 𝐼𝒩 𝐿𝒪𝒱𝐸 𝒲𝐼𝒯𝐻 𝒴𝒪𝒰 𝓂𝑜𝑜𝒹𝒷𝑜𝒶𝓇𝒹
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hellezza · 9 days ago
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lord forgive me for i am about to sin 🙏🙏
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i truly believe that during this specific era, james had the biggest size kink. so big it would drive him feral.
he’s just obsessed with making you seem small just so that he could take care of you in every way possible. he loves how his large hands can cover up almost your entire torso when he’s holding you, fucking into you.
he loves seeing his bulge appear in your stomach. it just makes him fuck you even deeper, wanting to see how big the bulge could get. or the way he rests his elbows on each side of you, trapping you and you try to claw onto him.
whenever you suck him off, he always has to bring his cock to your face, comparing you to him as he wonders how the fuck were you supposed to put all that in your mouth?? he spits over your lips, bringing his hand down to grab your jaw, forcing your mouth open with his thumb, making you suck on it. after he pulls his thumb out, he’d bring his tip, smearing his precum against your lips before motioning for you to open your mouth, tapping his cock on your tongue.
he couldn’t wait anymore, so without any warning, he thrusts himself into your mouth, making you gag. he sees the mark of your lipstick near his base, he lets out a breathy moan. you bring up both of your hands to stroke him, wanting him to feel as good as possible. he loves pulling out paint your face, wanting to make you look as messy as possible with your unruly hair and runny mascara and smeared lipstick. he spreads his cum all over your face, feeding some of it to you.
he remembers the time you wanted to be the one on top for once. you had never tried this position with him yet. he was so gentle, murmuring sweet words of encouragement. you were sat on top of him, knees on each side as you stroke his cock. when you’re ready, he has his hands on your hips, lifting you so he could set you on his dick very slowly. the sight was almost comedic, seeing your eyes pop out as you hiss from the stretch.
“it’s okay, sweet girl, take your time.”
you whine and whimper when you finally take all of him, causing james to groan as he brings his hand to the bulge that appeared in your stomach, rubbing his hand there and around your tummy. you were so tight around him, and he tried his hardest to resist the urge from fucking you at an inhuman pace, but with the way you were clenching around him, he couldn’t take it slow much longer.
he got up from the couch, effortlessly carrying you with him as he cradled you with one arm, and the other rests beside your head against the wall as he fucks mercilessly into you. you cry out, wrapping your arms around his shoulders as you muffle the sounds of your whines into the crook of his neck. it didn’t take long for the both of you to cum. he brings the hand that was resting against the wall and uses it to stroke your hair, mumbling sweet words as he peppers you kisses,
“you did so good for me, princess. i didn’t hurt you, did i?” he coos.
he continues to baby you, setting you on the couch to clean the cum from his thighs and from you. he lays down on the couch next to you, bringing you into his arms as you both fall asleep, his arm wrapping around the entirety of you.
this absolutely sucked i’m sorry but i just needed to get this out of my system.
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hellezza · 9 days ago
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Papa Het 💋
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hellezza · 10 days ago
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just spent 10 minutes blasting cola (cause lana gets it) and imagining the lotus position with james…
OH FUCK anon you just gave me an idea
James Hetfield x reader
“𝓐𝓵𝓵 𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓼 𝓽𝓸 𝓭𝓸 𝓲𝓼 𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽𝔂 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓽𝔂 𝓫𝓪𝓫𝔂.”
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“It’s not just two horny humans anymore, it’s two hearts.”
one shot x reader
disclaimers : age gap (modern day james), smut, fluff, unprotected sex, cursing, smoking, for my romantic (but horny) james lovers, kids go back to ur parents <33
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It’s a late Saturday night and my friend asked me to join him at the bar he sent me the address of. I don’t know this town very well. To be honest, I just came here because of him. I needed an excuse to move out from my old town and see something new and this guy I was talking with seemed like a good exit door. Truth is, this man is not as nice and good as he seemed. I’m the typical case of a woman manipulated and lied to just for sex. And even, I used him too in a way so if the sex is good what’s so wrong? But even this is bad. He only thinks for himself and himself only, not caring if I finish nor if I like it. He calls me, we hook up, he comes and then leaves telling me he’ll take me on a nice date next time. It never happened, and it will never do. I don’t even want to. I don’t even know if I want to stay here. So what am I doing here still running after him to be treated like shit? Here’s the answer, I just don’t have anything better to do. I don’t know anybody and I’ve got no idea how the people in this city are. So I go to every single one of his so-called “dates” waiting for a new day to start. When I find something better to do I promise that it will be passionate and most importantly; fulfilling. Fuck.
Standing in front of the bar I light myself a cigarette waiting for him. We usually have a drink and then go straight to it. Saying I’d need a drink to be able to hook up with him would almost sound like unconscious rape so I will not say that, I consent to this bullshit. But I definitely need something to drink to be able to listen to him and his tremendous fucking ego.
While I’m waiting I see this group of guys enter the bar. They look older than me, around their 50s maybe even if they definitely look younger than that. There’s four of them, one of them has long black hair nicely put back in a braid, another one has grey hair and wears a hat. To be honest, I just heard the third guy call him a “dumbass” so that’s how I’d describe him. This third guy has a very beautiful face, I must admit, with long curly salt and pepper hair. But this is nothing compared to the fourth guy. I think I have never seen a man that attractive, he’s quite tall and he’s got short white hair. He wears a black shirt that exposes his heavily tattooed arms. My fucking god he is hot. I can’t see clearly because it’s nighttime but I’m pretty sure he’s got ocean blue eyes. Which would be the cherry on the cake for my heart. I feel like I know them from somewhere but that might just be me. They’re all laughing and joking around and the fourth guy I was talking about notices me and says hello with a smile from afar. He must have noticed me creeping over them, shit. At least his smile is beautiful. I say hello back and leave them to enter the bar.
I can’t believe it! While I was lost watching over those guys I didn’t notice this fucking asshole was 30 minutes late! Fuck it! I’ve had enough! I call him twice before getting him over the phone.
*”- Yeah baby I’m sorry I’m late.” he says in an unbothered voice. “I had something more urgent to do.” he adds.
“- Something? That’s what I am? Something? You fucking asshole! Could you at least have the fucking decency to tell me you will not come?” i answer, obviously pissed.
“- Hehe sorry!” he laughs slightly. “It’s okay, you agreed it was nothing serious between us so just go home and next time I’ll take you on a nice date.” he dares to say.
“- What the fuck? You think I want to see you again? Get fucked!” i yell.
“- Do whatever you want, it's not gonna change my life much, you’re too frigid for me anyway.”
“- Too frigid?? Maybe if you knew how to use your dick properly instead of shaking it around in my pussy to come after 30 seconds I would be more expressive! What the fuck do you know anyway? You probably don’t know what pleasure on a woman looks like since you’ve never been able to give it to them!”
“- Bit-” i hang up before he can say anything else.*
I also block his number, he already sent me a few messages. What the fuck? I know I was not thinking too much about this but I won’t accept to be treated like property. I don’t want to waste this time I spent alone outside so I decide to go inside for a drink before going back to the shitty place I’m renting. That’s decided, fuck this town, I don’t wanna stay here. I’ll go fool around the west coast or lose myself in some mountains. I’m an artist, I don’t have money so I’ll see what I can do.
Sitting at the bar drinking my vodka I notice the guys from earlier in the booth on the corner. The light is still pretty dark so I can’t seem to really catch their expressions. Whatever man. My time at the bar is just me looking at those guys while talking to the waitress who’s also been with a lot of assholes that just wanted to play with her. Her name is Hailey, we got along so well she gave me her number. I don’t wanna get drunk so I just sip my drink slowly to retard the moment I’ll have to go.
“- Hey girl, stop looking over they must have enough!” Hailey commands with a laugh.
“- What do you mean? Can’t even see them well from here.” i answer, taking a sip of my drink.
“- They’re the guys from Metallica! They had some shooting for a video to do around here that’s why they’re here. I can’t believe they’d choose to come to this bar out of all the ones in town. I must admit that they’re actually pretty normal humans!” she explains.
“- What did you think, they were aliens?” i say, completely unbothered.
“- When your band is that orgasmic, yes. Like I’d love to meet a human man that could make me feel like they do.” she laughs.
“- I’ll drink to that!” i say taking another sip of my drink.
“- You look completely out of this? You not into metal?”
“- Oh.. I very much am. It’s just… I don’t even know what to think anymore with all that happened tonight. And I mean.. It’s cool that they’re here and all but what do you want me to do. It’s not like I’m gonna become their best friend. Here they’re just four guys sharing a drink after work.” i chuckle.
“- I guess you’re right.” Hailey tilts her head.
Hailey takes the tray and goes in the back of the bar to serve some drinks. I’m left alone for some time trying to think about what’s next for me to come. I can’t believe I didn’t recognize Metallica before, I guess I can’t see very well in the dark. So the first one was Rob I think, then the “dumbass” was Lars, the fourth with the beautiful face Kirk and of course James. The tall tattooed one with the black shirt, no wonder I thought he was hot. I always thought so. Whatever era of his, I think he’s my ideal type. If you saw the guy I was supposed to meet with tonight you’d laugh at me for lowering my standards so much. But listen. A girl like me could never get a guy like him. Plus, to him I’m surely a young chick who doesn’t know what she wants. It’s wrong though, I know what I want. Something deep and passionate with somebody that’s not afraid of telling me they care about me. Something adult. It’s 2023 and I can’t believe guys like this asshole I was supposed to hook up with still exist. Okay if you want casual sex but be honest about it and get sex education for Christ’s sake. Now I want a man like James. At least a man that’s like how I would imagine him to be. I laugh by myself thinking about how dumb I am to think about this.
“- What’s so funny?” a deep voice asks me.
I almost choke at the surprise. Here he is, sitting next to me. James fucking Hetfield. I also see the other guys leaving the bar saying bye to me and James with a wave of hand. I turn my head to look at James clearly saying it all with my face. What the fuck is going on.
“- Nothing.” i cough. “Just silly thoughts.” i smile.
He is so beautiful. His face in the light is even more satisfying to look at.
“- Seems interesting.” he answers playfully.
I chuckle slightly. But I can’t wrap my head around why he would talk to me. I should be the one here all “stars in my eyes” asking him how he’s doing. Wait? Is he flirting with me? I turn my head to look at him in the eyes and go straight to the point.
“- James? What exactly do you want?” i ask, trying my best to stay composed.
“- I don’t know.” he holds my gaze. “What do you think I want?” he smiles.
“- A bouncy young chick you’ll never see again to blow you tonight?” i sarcastically answer. “If you want just that from me you can get fucked.” i continue.
I had my quota of assholes for the night and I don’t want to have the beautiful image I have of James to get broken too. Now that would really piss me off. I deeply hope it’s not the case. That he does want to fuck me but also to care about me. That he wants to be this passionate and deep relation I was thinking about. Or at least hear he wants to fuck me good and well and respect me. Just that. Just this would turn me on. Just this I would be willing to risk. I can hear James laugh at my raw words. At least he isn’t the type of guy to get his ego crushed because I talked coldly to him.
“- Not at all.” he stands up and puts himself behind me while approaching my ear. “I mean, I would love to make love to such a beautiful woman but certainly not use her and leave. I see things in a deeper way.” he whispers.
My eyes got bigger instantly. That’s all I needed to hear. I look into my pockets for the dollars I need to pay for my drink. I put them on the bar and stand up, taking James’s hand and dragging him out of the bar. His hand feels so good I can’t even explain the feeling. It’s rough but soft and the way he presses my hand into his to be sure he is not mistaking my gesture turns me on even more. It’s not just lust. There’s something so romantic about this.
Once outside the bar I stop, realising I don’t know where the fuck I’m going.
“- Where’s your hotel?” i ask, pressed.
“- Just at the end of the street.” he answers.
“- Kay, let’s go.”
I start walking confidently but James stops me and makes me look at him.
“- Are you sure about this?” James asks.
How thoughtful. I mean, it’s the bare minimum but I’ve never been asked that before. The guys I have been with didn’t give a shit. They could fuck and so they did without asking me if I was completely okay with it.
“- And you? Are you?” i answer.
“- More than anything.” he cups my face with hands.
He’s taller than me by a good head but I don’t feel threatened by his height. His hands feel so good and his eyes give me so much admiration, I just can’t resist.
“- James…” i almost whisper.
“- Tell me your name so I can beg for you. Because this doesn’t seem real.”
“- Y/n…”
“- So fucking beautiful.” he lets out. “Prove me it’s me real and I’m not just dreaming that the hottest chick in this town wants to go back to my room with me.”
I know what to do. I slowly put my hand on the back of his neck to pull him to me and just like that I kiss him. His lips are so soft and hot, I never felt such a thing while kissing somebody. It’s so overwhelming that my heart starts beating at an unhealthy beat. But also, it’s so peaceful, it’s exactly what I want to feel for the rest of my life.
I let my lips go from him and look at him, studying the blue of his eyes. Something changed. It’s not just two horny humans anymore, it’s two hearts.
“- Shit.” i hear James say.
He takes my hand back and this time, he is the one leading the way, being careful with every step I take for me not to be lost. I don’t know what he’s thinking and that makes me feel a mix of excitement and fear.
When we arrive in front of his hotel my heart starts to pound again. What is about to happen? Is he really in for it? If I mistook what he wanted from me I could at least say that I fucked Metallica’s singer. At least. That’s what I repeat myself. But the other part of my brain tells me to let go and see what’s gonna happen without any questions.
Waiting for the elevator to come he holds my hand tightly, like I am about to disappear into space.
The elevator comes and I am left here with him, just the two of us standing next to each other. The hotel is very big, so the elevator takes time and every minute feels longer than the other. Because I can’t touch him, because I can’t feel him. This highway to whatever is going to happen is the longest road I’ve ever had to take. But the best one yet.
As a way of waiting, I let my head rest on his arm next to me. His beautiful tattooed arm. But before I could really settle my head here James turns me around to kiss me.
“- I’m sorry, I can’t wait.” James almost whispers.
I moan into his mouth as a way to give my approval and he grabs me by the back of my thighs and wraps my legs around his waist, my arms going straight to hold the back of his neck. His lips derive from my lips to fall into my neck, biting the skin he leaves trails of kisses on. Fuck I didn’t knew I was that sensitive here. I need his lips on mine, I need his tongue to play with mine so I turn his head around with one of my hands, my lips practically begging at this point. As I deepen the kiss, I let his tongue enter my mouth and play with mine. God, it’s like he’s trying to look for all the places that make me feel good.
“- Wait wait James!” i exclaim.
“- What?” he answers, kissing my neck.
“- There’s cameras in elevators? Right?” i ask, afraid we might have been seen.
“- I couldn’t give less of a shit baby.” he responds immediately, letting a laugh out of me. “They can see a beautiful woman they’ll never have if they want.”
“A beautiful woman they’ll never have” what does he mean by that? What do you mean never have? I have no more time to be lost in my thoughts because the elevator just opened. James carries me through the hallway in the same position as we were in, my legs wrapped around his waist and my arms around his neck. One of his hands is on my ass, which makes me weaker than I would admit and the other is around my waist. I’m so glad that it’s late, nobody is walking around the hotel. I can also feel the hardness in his pants, teasing me just enough for me to get wet. I know what is gonna happen now, he’s gonna fuck me, and he’s gonna do it good. I’ve been waiting for this. And I can’t believe that none other than James Hetfield will do it. I’m so horny just thinking of it.
Opening his hotel room door he wastes no time to close the door and he drops me on the bed. Towering over me, he goes back to where he was before, kissing me, my neck and now the birth of my breasts. I push James's head slightly to have room to remove my shirt, which, when he understands my attention, does for me. My bra goes away at the same time as my shirt and here I am, topless, in front of a man that makes me feel so confused about my feelings.
“- Perfect. So perfect.” i hear him groan.
I moan at the touch of his soft lips sucking on my nipples. He bites them and sucks on them like he found a new instrument to play. I could come just because of this, this new feeling is incredible.
“- I want to make you feel so good.” James tells me, smiling.
I freeze and moan at his desire. Nobody has cared enough for me to do that. To want that. To care about my pleasure. James’s voice is so low and rough that it almost vibrates through my body, sending shivers to my heart and pussy. There’s nothing I can do. I want him. Whatever if he throws me out of his room after, I want him.
“- Can I?” he asks, his hands on the border of my pants.
“- Yes, but remove this before.” i answer, grabbing the end of his shirt.
He gets the message and lets me remove his shirt from him. What a beautiful sight. His body can tower over me easily, with his muscular back and broad shoulders. His tattoos I think are the best thing about this. It makes him look even more like a piece of art, and it contrasts his fit chest and stomach in the most beautiful way there is. He smiles at the way I look at his body. This smile, his tremendously beautiful smile.
James slides down on his knees right in front of the bed. He grabs my foot and removes my shoe, and does the same for the other. He then removes my pants to leave me only with my panties, my pussy throbbing at his gaze.
“- Even your legs are perfect. How have I not found you before?” he says, slowly kissing my legs.
I can’t think straight with James lips now kissing the interior of my thighs, getting dangerously close to my pussy at every one of his pecks. I slid my hand in his hair, avid for his touch.
“- James, please.” i beg.
“- Don’t beg darling. What you want I shall do. Tell me. What do you want?” James answers, languidly.
Breathing hard and shortly, I try to gather my words. I can’t believe this is happening.
“- Mmh…” i moan, trying to remove my underwear. “I want your lips…” i breath heavily. “Right here.” i finally say, resting my hand on my pussy.
James eyes glimmer as his gaze is fixed on mine. He doesn’t say anything but grunts in approval and removes my hands away from my panties, removing them by himself, leaving me fully exposed to him. His head dives instantly in between my legs like he’s been starving for it. Oh my god! That’s good! My hand in his hair, I keep him in between my legs, not wanting it to stop.
“- What a pretty cunt… what a pretty sight.” he whispers, latching on my clitoris.
This is the first time somebody eats me out. This is the first time I am feeling this and yet I know he’s better at it than average. His tongue alternates between my clitoris and my slit and my legs start to shake. But here’s the thing. I don’t want to come right now. I want to come with him. While he’s in me.
“- Ja..James!” i exclaim, lifting his head up with my hands. “I want you.”
James puts himself on his knees and kisses my lips softly. So desperate for him I open his belt and pants. James puts his fingers under my chin and locks his gaze into mine.
“- Look at you. So desperate for my cock. I’m such an asshole making you beg for me. I should be the one doing that. I should be the one begging for you to even deserve the desire you have for such an old man.” he says.
He finishes removing his pants and underwear and only now I realise how big he is. I have never had something like that. His cock is thick and big with a vein poking along the shaft. It looks more than ready to be in me. And this makes me even more horny.
I raise myself on my knees too and put my hands on both sides of his face.
“- I think I’ve got a taste for men who are older. Or maybe just for you. Because no man has ever made me feel what you make me feel. Just in an hour, you’ve made me more fulfilled than I have ever been.” i admit, kissing him.
Sitting on the mattress, James grabs the back of my thighs so I can sit on him and wrap my legs around him. I wrap my arms around his neck, again. This position we’re in, the lotus, is so intimate, like something you would do with your partner, not an unknown chick you’ve met an hour ago. My tits press against his chest and both our hearts beat at the same pace. His cock is teasing my entrance and his gaze is locked in mine.
“- I should find those boys and teach them a lesson. How dare they have the audacity not to make you feel fulfilled.” he kisses my neck. “This will never happen again as long as you’re with me.” he adds, his head buried in my neck.
Did he just ask me to stay with him? Did he just say that he wanted to be with me? I can’t even think about it more as I feel his cock entering me. It’s stretching me out. And it feels so good.
“- Fuck, this is so big!” i bite my lower lip.
I moan and he starts to move into me slowly, he’s so deep and I can barely hold it together.
“- That’s it babygirl, you’re doing good.” he tells me, removing the hair out of my face.
The way he talks to me makes me crazy. The way he holds me makes me weak. The way he looks at me makes me feel alive. This is what I meant when I said I wanted something passionate and deep. Talking about deep, the connection we have as his cock moves in and out of me is incredible. You can probably see the stars in my eyes. And I can see the fire in his.
“- Mhhh… James! AAahh!” i scream, feeling numb.
“- Oh y/n. Mmmh…” he grunts. “You are so beautiful bouncing on my cock like this.”
“- Stop… mmmh… stop telling me those things…” i let out in between whimpers. “Or I’ll be sad… mmh… when I have to go.” i add, hearing him groan as an answer.
I feel my release coming. I’ve never felt that good. The only times I have come before were when I was touching myself, it’s the first time a man will do it. And what a man. I will be sad when I have to go, I wish I could have sex with him everyday, I wish I could kiss him every minute. It might sound cliché to feel such things towards a man like him in such a short time. I said he’d fuck me and fuck me good. But he’s making love to me.
I see his face flinch and he kisses me.
“- I can feel you tighten around my cock...mmmh..” he says. “Come. Come for me baby.”
I can also feel his cock twitch in me. I know he’s about to come too.
“- James… mmmhh… please! Come in me! Please! Aaahh!” i tighten my arms around his neck, throwing my head into his neck, coming as i implore.
“- Fuck… you are so amazing.” he says, out of breath, coming deep into me, letting little whimpers out of me.
I can hear his heartbeat through his chest as his cock softens into me. This feeling is so peaceful and makes me forget about what is to come next. It makes me feel so important and cared for. It’s two hearts. And I don’t wanna leave. He’s making me crazy. Here, in his arms, in this position, I don’t want this to end.
“- Y/n.” he calls. “Stay with me.” he demands, his hands falling on my waist. “Stay with me. I’ll take you anywhere you want, give you everything you want. I know it’s selfish to ask you to leave everything so I can be with you but I need you. I don’t know how, I don’t know why. But I do.” he begs.
“- Oh James. I fucking hate this town. Take me anywhere you want.” i answer.
I was the loneliest and most bored woman on earth some hours ago. Now I’m the happiest and most fulfilled. I think, while James locks his promise with a passionate kiss on my lips.
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A/N : the lotus like man i just want to do that with james it feels so deep! thank you anon because this gave me an idea for this oneshot, i wrote this with of course, cola in my mind because lana does gets it. i usually write stuff with rough sex and all but something more soft from time to time doesn’t hurt, hope you’ll love this anon, and everybody else (james you can take me anywhere) <33
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hellezza · 28 days ago
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#Chatty Wife + Amused Husband
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hellezza · 28 days ago
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So, tell me…what's your decision on smoking that depending on? On what's gonna happen. When? Now. […] Well, whatever else happens between us, at least we know that part works…what? I have to go. What? Did I do something? No, no, this was…you were — are, it was wonderful. And I look forward to many similar occurrences in the future, but right now? I have to go, understand? Not at all. It's more fun that way, isn't it?
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hellezza · 28 days ago
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#live slug reaction: literati edition
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hellezza · 28 days ago
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Partners In Everything
Metallica Teaches Being A Band
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hellezza · 1 month ago
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that's so f'n beautiful wtf [crying]
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I've literally had this stuck in my head for as long as I've been obsessed with him but imagine being highschool sweethearts with him...
Like you guys were inseparable when you were kids. Your houses were right across the street from each other and you were the only kids on the block so you always played together. You would ride your bikes through the streets, go to the arcade, play in a nearby creek. When you two got older your spot by the creek became a place to escape from family issues, you'd pass a joint and a beer back and forth, and just talk about your futures. Then when Senior prom came around his brother and your mom forced you two to go together even though neither of you wanted to go to prom in the first place. Half way through the night you'd ditch and go to your spot in the woods. You'd both be a giggling mess, drunk on spiked punch as you fall to the ground together, him holding you in his arms, making fun of your poofy dress once more. But secretly he loved it, his heart had been racing all night, his hands sweaty every time you'd smile at him. Now that you were on top of him, giggling away, he kissed you. He didn't know what overcame him but he did it anyway. You kissed back. Neither of you had felt this way about each other before, but now that it happened a whole new world of feeling opened up. All those years together, all of those memories, became something more in one moment.
You two continued to grow together, supporting each other through everything with a tight hold on each other's hands. James band blew up, just like you always told him, and he drug you along on tours and to crazy parties. You two would sneak off and make out in corners and in bathrooms, not caring what other people think. In '86 on a hiking trip, he got down on his knee and pulled a ring out, asking you to marry him. Of course you said yes, leaping into his arms and kissing him. You'd get married in 1990, 10 years after you started dating, it would be a small wedding, only your closest friends and family. He performs a song at the wedding for you that he had written, Nothing Else Matters...and it really didn't. Not to him anyway, he could have lost it all, the band, the fame, the money, he could have been living on the streets, but as long as he had you, he still had everything.
Mid 1991 you tell him you're pregnant, you both freak out at first but then realize how beautiful the opportunity is. Both of you came from broken families so the idea of starting a family together, one that would be full of love and laughter, neither of you could pass it up. Ironically enough the baby was born at the beginning of '92, February 10th. What would have been Cliffs 30th birthday. It only seemed right to name your baby boy after him.
A few years later another baby boy follows, Layne. It was a difficult pregnancy which ended in a C-section so you two agree to stop at two. But of course, the desire to have a baby girl outweighed your fears so in 1999 little Julia followed.
James had been struggling with his alcohol addiction, you tried so hard throughout the years to keep him from falling deeper but it couldn't be stopped. It pained you to see him this way, to watch him drink himself half to death. Many nights he'd stagger through the door and pass out on the floor.
Your breaking point was when he hadn't made it inside. He was passed out in the lawn in a pile of his own vomit. He needed rehab, no matter how much he denied it.
The months following were rough for everyone, James, you, the kids, but you pushed through and when he came home it was perfect. He was sweeter than ever, his smile from his youth, the one you fell so hard for, was back on his face.
The years that followed his sobriety journey were sometimes hard but you two made it work, just like you always had. In 2007 you found out that you were pregnant again. Both of you panicked for a while, wondering how you would make another baby work after already having three. Especially since they were getting older now...and so were the two of you. But Stevie was another perfect little angel who was adored by everyone. Her big brother Cliff especially. He was a sweet, sensitive boy who often took care of her without even asking. James and you told him he didn't have to help but he didn't listen.
Everything was perfect as the years continued on, Cliff got married and him and his wife welcomed their first baby in 2017. You and James were ecstatic about the news and the fact that you were grandparents now. It was only then did you realize that all of your dreams had come true, you and James were growing old together just like you always talked about in the spot by the creek. Sometime between 2017 and now, Layne and Julia both got married along the way too. Cliff welcomed two more kids, Layne welcomed his first, another on the way. Julia and her wife were opening a bookstore in Vail together. Stevie was about to graduate high school which seemed unreal.
Now you were here in the kitchen, preparing a Sunday dinner for your whole family, your 4 kids, 3 bonus kids (their wives), and your 4 grandchildren. James had arrived home from the store after you sent him for an ingredient you had forgotten. He stepped into the kitchen with a grin plastered on his face and his hand behind his back.
"what?" You'd say, eyeing him suspiciously as he stepped closer to you. Hed brushed your graying hair out of your face and bring a small flower out from behind his back, placing it on your ear.
"I saw it on the drive home, thought you'd like it," Hed say softly, a boyish smile on his face. You'd smile back, feeling a faint blush on your cheeks. Somehow after all these years he still found ways to whoo you. He'd wrap his arms around you and smile once more before leaning down to press a kiss against your lips. The kiss would be interrupted by the squeals of a few of your grandkids running into the kitchen, wanting attention from him, wanting their grandpa. You'd smile at the sight of him scooping one into each arm, moving to the living room to play with them as you finish up dinner, your heart filled with more love than you ever thought possible.
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Literally gonna sob
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You’re like the best writer of smut here ☺️☺️☺️
Please I’m begging 90s James (can be any era) taking reader’s virginity? But he didn’t know she’s innocent and she thinks after all the groupies he fucked he’d be disappointed in her? But he’s actually super turned on, cause no one touched her and now he gets to ruin her??? So I guess corruption kink, purity kink, dirty talk, size kink (he’s big, we all know that)???
A/n: I've had this conversation with a friend a few times, my idea is that -going off of the picture of James on the record, we all know the one- he's roughly 5-7 inches (8 being a generous amount) because he's holding himself in his hand and there's still some poking out, plus he looks flaccid SO by my calculations I've come up with said lengths, let me know if you want to hear more of my thoughts on sixty year old mens dicks🫠
Warnings: Smut, size kink, dirty talk, fingering (f receiving), idk about corruption and purity kinks but I tried lol, if you think I missed anything let me know otherwise enjoy!
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You straddled his lap, arms around his neck with your fingers laced in his hair. James's arms were around you, holding you close while he attacked your lips with your own, his tongue exploring your mouth.
You'd been dating for two months, getting closer to three, and you still hadn't told him he would be your first. You'd gone on a few dates, some highschool romances but those didn't mean anything really.
You were quiet and kept to yourself, you didn't go out, you didn't get dates, how you managed to get him was beyond you but here you were, in his bed, in his lap, in his arms with his hard on pressed firmly against your ass.
Honestly, you didn't think you'd make it this far with him. James was a rocker, the lead singer of a big band, he'd been with so many women it was hard to believe that he went cold turkey just because he met you.
"Sweetheart," he spoke, getting your attention, "what's wrong?" He asked, bringing a hand up to your face and thumbing your cheek in a soothing motion.
"What's wrong..?" You repeated softly, letting him move your face further away so he could look at you. "Nothing's wrong, why?"
"You were thinking about something." He said with a warm smile. "You stopped kissing me."
You gave a small nod, understanding why he was stopping now. "Right, sorry." You leaned closer to kiss him again but you only got a quick peck before he pushed you away again.
"What were you thinking about, sweetheart?" He asked, eyes flicking down to your red lips.
"Nothing." You assured.
James rolled his eyes. "It's not nothing, tell me." He said sternly, looking you in the eye. You chewed your cheek, he knew just what eyes to give to make your knees weak.
"I'm sorry." You finally said. "I know you're used to a lot of women, you're used to groupies, and I'm not them and I don't think it'll be good enough but I want to try, I just literally don't know how..?" You explained.
James blinked at you, expression blank. "Sweetheart, I mean this politely, what the fuck do you mean?" He couldn't hold back a small chuckle. "Are-are you saying you're scared you're not good enough at sex for me?"
Your mouth opened before the words came out. "Well, yeah but that's not exactly what I meant." You mumbled. "I mean... I-I might be lacking in the, um, sex...ual... intimacy? With, you know... others?"
James inhaled deeply, he gave a nod and rested his forehead on your shoulder. "Sweetheart, are you trying -and failing miserably, might I add- that you're a virgin?" You huffed at his comment but you had to nod.
"Yes." You mumbled, fingers curling in his hair to scratch his scalp. He gave a small hum and pulled away from you again, planting a soft kiss on your cheek as he did.
"Right, and I'd be upset because?" You thought for a while but whatever train of thought you were on was cutoff when you felt him twitching against your ass. "Sweetheart, we can take it slow, you just gotta talk to me."
You inhaled deeply, nodding along as he spoke. "Jamie," you started, "I-I want you to take me... my virginity..." Your voice fell to a mumble, embarrassed at actually saying it out loud, so bluntly as well. Straight to his face.
James smiled up at you. "Alright then." He said, hand going to undo your shorts.
Your face flushed as he did so. "What-what are you doing?" You asked, slight panic slipping into your voice.
"Don't worry, I told you we can take it slow." He assured, closing the gap between you for a moment as he helped you out of your shorts. "But that means I have to get you ready for me, sweetheart, it's not gonna be easy fitting me into you if you're not ready." While it made sense you didn't want to think too much about it.
James continued to pepper your face with kisses as he pushed your panties to the side. He ran a finger through your folds, giving a small hum of approval at how wet you were already. He pushed a finger into you, enjoying the soft gasp that left you when he did.
"Tell me, sweetheart, and be honest." He spoke. "You have touched yourself before, haven't you?" He asked, combing his free hand through your hair.
You hesitated before answering, cheeks already dusted a candy red colour. "Um, I-I have toys..." You mumbled, unable to look him in the eyes as you said it.
James's smile widened. "You do, do you?" He asked. "And when you use them, you think of me don't you?" He questioned further, started to pump his finger in and out of you.
Your breaths grew heavy, eyelids fluttering as his finger moved. "I think of you, Jamie." You said, but it wasn't enough, you were already going this far, you had more to get off your chest. "I-I think of you on top of me, I think of the faces you make and I think of what you sound like... I think of you naked, I think of-of what you'd look like with my-my hand around you... your cock... I think about what it-it looks like when you cum." Once you started you couldn't stop, all the filthy things you'd been thinking about coming out like dirty commandments.
James listened in slight shock, he hadn't known you to be so needy. "Filthy slut." He said with a smile, adding a second digit. "Keep talking." He urged. "I want to hear what else you think of when you're getting yourself off."
The addition of another finger made you whine but he slowed down to let you get used to the stretch. You swallowed thickly and nodded, mentally preparing yourself to continue.
You closed your eyes, letting his fingers resume the same motion, in and out, slow and curling to find what made you tick. "I think ah-about riding you, my-my hands on your chest while you tell me wh-ah- what to do, how-how good I'm doing."
"What kind of toys do you have, sweetheart?" He asked, pulling you from your thoughts. You bit your lip, he wasn't even supposed to know you touched yourself, now he was supposed to know what you're using to do it with? "C'mon, I won't judge." He said, kissing the tip of your nose as his fingers curled in you, making your eyes roll and he knew to hit that spot again.
"They-they're vibrators."
"They?" He repeated. "As in multiple?" Your eyes widened as the realization of what you'd admitted to. "Naughty girl." He curled his fingers again, bringing you closer to your already nearing release.
James added another finger, moving his hand faster now as he scissored your hole in an attempt to prep you for his cock. "When you're alone in bed with your toys, that's how you do it, isn't it?" He asked for confirmation.
You gave it willingly, nodding your head as more moans started falling from your lips.
"You're thinking about me." He continued. "What kind of vibrators?" He asked again. "You've never had anything inside you, sweetheart, right? I'll be the first?" You nodded, his fingers making it hard to focus on anything else. He chuckled as he saw how close you were. "That's it, that's my good girl, cum on my fingers."
Your gut tightened before bursting, your eyes rolled back. Your hands resting on his shoulder clutched his shirt in your fists as you came, a string of curses leaving you.
James groaned lowly at the sight, his fingers still moving in you and letting you ride out your high on them.
As you came down from it, though, he let you melt into him, slowly and carefully shifting you to lay on your back on the mattress. Your head fell back onto his pillow, his scent filling your nose, completely taking you over.
James hovered over you a moment, propping himself between your legs and holding himself up with his hands firmly planted on either side of your head. "Is this what you fantasize about, sweetheart?" You could only nod and let him undress you before following shortly after.
"I'll go slow, so just relax." He said, brushing some of your hair out of your face. "And if, for any reason, you want to stop, tell me. I want to know- I need to know if you're uncomfortable with anything for whatever reason, am I understood?" He asked firmly, cupping your cheek in the palm of his hand.
You nodded, staring right back at him as he used his other hand to line himself up with your cunt before pushing in. He did just what he said he would, moving slowly.
He stopped to pepper kisses all over your face and tell you how good you were doing. "That feels good, doesn't it? Feels good when I stretch you out like this." You nodded, arms wrapped around him, hands splayed out on his back.
"You-you're so big." You mumbled, looking down at him in hopes of catching a glimpse of where you both connected. Only, what you saw was a few more inches still needing to be pushed in.
James let out hearty laugh when he saw your eyes widen. "Only halfway, sweetheart, you'll know when I'm balls deep, don't worry."
You slowly relaxed back into the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, mind full. "You're gonna tear me in two." You muttered to no one in particular, James was the only one there to hear and it made him laugh.
"Damn right I am." He agreed. "I'm going to ruin you for anyone else, sweetheart, no ones gonna stretch you out like this, no ones gonna make you theirs." His eyes flickered over your face, taking in your expression of wide eyes and the small pout on your lips. "No one else gets to be your first."
In a quick motion he pushed the rest of himself into you, burying his cock deep in your cunt. Your eyes rolled back, hands clawing at his back and making him groan. He looked down, grin only getting bigger as he saw the bulge he made in your stomach.
"No one else gets to do that." He purred, reaching a hand down to press on your stomach. A whine left you as he did, your legs tried to close but he was in the way. "Not so fast, sweetheart, we haven't even gotten started yet."
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hellezza · 1 month ago
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Just You and Me
NSFW 17+
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Warnings: Pure sweet love making, older reader, unprotected sex, need this old man so bad
This one's a little short but still sweet
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Your eyes flutter open as the sun beams through the crack of the curtains in your bedroom wake you. The room was quiet, only the soft sounds of your lover's breathing filled the air. You turned your head to the side to look at him, his hair messy, his bare chest and legs sticking out from the tousled bed sheets from your previous night of love making. You smile, still feeling the effects of last night lingering between your legs and the feeling of his touch on your skin. You bring your hand up and run it through his silver hair, trying to tame it. He stirred beneath your touch, his tired eyes opening to meet yours. He gave you a soft look and brought his hand up to rest on yours you had on his cheek.
“Good morning, beautiful,” His voice was groggy with sleep. He smiled before leaning in to kiss your palm. You stroked his cheek with your thumb before stretching forward to kiss his lips.
“Good morning, old man,” His face scrunches as your words before a smile etches his features from your tease.
“Very funny,” He chuckles, squeezing your side to tickle you. You giggle, pulling away from him and trying to push his hand off you, “Last I checked you're not too young yourself anymore, baby.”
“Rude,” You let out an exaggerated gasp, hitting his chest playfully. He grabs your wrists to stop you before pulling you back against him and kissing you again. You deepen the kiss, feeling a familiar flutter in your stomach. James releases your wrists, allowing you to touch him so you place your hands firmly on his chest. Your fingers play with the soft gray hairs that are scattered over his skin. His own hands wander over your body, grabbing handfuls of your breasts as they please. He pulls away and smirks before leaning down and taking your breast in his mouth, licking your nipple as he continues to squeeze them. You smile, letting out a satisfied breath as he showers you with love.
“You're perfect,” He mumbles against your chest before looking back up at you to connect your lips again. You reach your hand down and grab his cock, gently stroking the soft, but hard skin. The two of you continue to make out, not a care in the world about anything else. James uses his hand to push your shoulder down, pushing you on to your back. With him still on his side, He grabs your leg, squeezing your thigh before hooking it over his side. With this position he easily slides into you, both of you letting out a small moan at the satisfaction. His movements were slow and intimate, his hips hardly moving as he thrusts.
“Mmm…I'll never get tired of this,” You say breathlessly, looking over at him with half lidded eyes, sleep and pleasure coating your features. He continues his slow, deep movements, gripping your chin as he kisses you once more, his tongue tasting your mouth. He keeps his other hand tight on your thigh, his thumb gently stroking your skin in the same fashion his cock was thrusting into you. Your skin felt warm under his touch and under the beams of sun illuminating the room. He pulled his face away from yours, staring at you intently, staring at you as if you were the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen, because to him you were. Despite your aging skin and graying hair, the sight of your pleasure filled face was perfect to him, just as perfect as it was when you had met all those years ago.
It was pure ecstacy to be under his gaze and under his touch like this. His slow but deep movements made you relish in the feelings of being connected to him in the closest way possible. Your legs trembled lightly, your eyes fluttering shut as you felt a familiar rush bubble in your stomach. He squeezed your chin, causing you to look at him once more.
“Eyes on me, pretty girl,” His voice was low, still gruff with sleep, and just as sexy as ever, if not more. You kept your eyes on his as he said, his movements going even deeper causing you to moan out softly. The sight of his flushed skin and concentrated gaze was practically enough to send you over the edge. He moved his hand from your thigh and placed it between your legs, his fingers gently circling your sensitive bud. His name slips from your lips, catching his attention in a way that causes him to pick up his movements. The pressure between your legs and the feeling of his thick cock pulsing excitedly inside of you made you shiver. Your hand gripped his forearm as your hip just barely lifted off the bed, seeking attention from his fingers further.
You whine again as your climax hits you, your slick coating his greedy fingers, and making his cock slide in and out of you easier. You push his hand away as it becomes too much, he grips your thigh once more, his hips slapping against yours faster as he chases his own high and follows quickly after you. He groans out your name, dropping his head to your shoulder as he pulls his hips tight against you. You felt his body shiver against you as he filled you up, holding you close so as to not waste a single drop, claiming your body as his once more. You both stay still for a moment, feeling your walls flutter around him and him pulsing inside of you. He slowly pulls out, his mess following and dripping onto the sheets. He watched for a moment before turning to you with a small grin.
“It's laundry day anyway,” He snickers, softly grabbing your chin once more to kiss you with the gentlest kiss he could.
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hellezza · 1 month ago
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Taylor Swift Lyrics That Remind Me Of Jess Mariano
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"So you were never a saint and I loved in shades of wrong. We learn to live with the pain, mosaic broken hearts. But this love is brave and wild. And I never saw you coming." - State of Grace
"Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met. Loving him was red." - Red
"But you're quicksand." - Treacherous
"Breaking down and coming undone, it's a roller coaster kind of rush and I never knew I could feel that much and that's the way I loved you." - The Way I Loved You
"Everything you lose is a step you take" - You're On Your Own, Kid
"And if you dont recognize yourself, that means you did it right." - Dear Reader
"You know how much I hate that everybody just expects me to bounce back. Just like that." - Labyrinth
"When you're young, you just run, but you come back to what you need." - This Love
"There's an ache in you put there by the ache in me. But if it's all the same to you, it's the same to me." - 'tis the damn season
"After everything, I must confess I need you." - The Other Side Of The Door
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maroon - l.h
midnights masterlist | lavender haze | anti-hero
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summary: the three times you said no to his marriage proposal and the one time you didn't
warnings: alcohol
wordcount: 2.4k
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You were in your second year at college. Yale had been your dream school for as long as you could remember and the first year had been a dream and now you had the second year to get ready for.
You were at a party when you stumbled into some guy and he spilled a glass of alcohol all over your shirt.
You looked at him in shock, staring down at the way that the red of the alcohol had splashed all over your little white dress.
There was a moment of silence as you both looked at one another. The stain was splashed all over your abdomen and he felt awful for it.
Some other boy walked over, gasping at the mess that had been made as he stood next to the blonde boy.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry,” he said, grabbing a stack of tissues and placing the red wine down.
You scoffed. You recognised Logan Huntzberger instantly and you could not believe that this had just happened to you.
“Wow Logan, that’s a mess,” his friend said, “Not you sweetheart, you’re gorgeous,” he teased and you just shook your head.
You tried to dab at the stain with the tissues he had handed you but it wasn't working so you abandoned the idea, instead looking at him annoyed.
”How can I make it up to you?” He asked and his friend leaned on his shoulder, looking at the mess.
“You can buy me a new dress,” you said, trying to ignore the maroon stain that was growing against your stomach, the fabric sticking to your stomach.
His friend that leaned against his shoulder smiled, “He could offer his hand in marriage, that normally does it for me,” he joked.
“Ignore Colin,” Logan said with a smile before he looked at you, “Do you wanna marry me?”
You could feel your face heating up at the proposition but you had to hide your embarrassment and act as nonchalant as possible.
“No way Huntzberger,” you said before looking at his friend, “Does that actually work for you?”
he shrugged, “Ask the missus,”
“He’s kidding,” Logan said with a smile, “Send me the dress,” he pulled out a pen before grabbing your hand and writing his address onto the back of your hand, “And then I'll try to clean it, if not, I'll buy you a new one,”
“Thank you,” you said before walking to the door.
Colin looked at his friend and he realised that he had never seen that look on his face before. His friend had just fallen head over heels with some mystery girl.
“You’re gonna marry her mate,” he said.
Logan turned to him, eyes slightly wide, “you’re crazy,” he said, turning back to watch you leave because it hid the blush on his cheeks.
You turned back as you opened the door and he realised just how red your white dress had been stained. You waved at him, shooting him a smile and he waved back a little too enthusiastically.
Little did you know that tonight was going to be the start of a crazy relationship for you.
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You could feel your knee shaking up and down, your hand pressing against your thigh to get it to stop. You were so worried about Logan that you couldn't even function right.
He had been on the trip with Colin and Finn when their stunt had gone wrong and now you were sitting here in a hospital waiting room, hoping that he would be okay but there was no news.
“Mrs Huntzberger?” A voice called out.
You turned around at the sound of your boyfriend's last name and then your brain computed to what they had just said. You looked around and realised nobody knew any difference so you just walked up to the woman, accepting the responsibility, “Oh, um, yes?”
The nurse gave her a smile before she gestured to the room, “You can go in now,” she said.
You nodded and took a deep breath before opening the door. You gasped when you saw it, hand going to your mouth to quiet yourself.
He looked so broken, blood drying slightly on his hairline and he was hooked up to all of these monitors. It broke your heart to see him like this and you sat down next to his bed, unable to take your eyes off of him.
They said he would wake up soon but you didnt mind sitting with him as he slept. With shaky hands, you reached over and brushed a strand of hair out of his face, smiling at the way his head instinctively moved towards you.
You didn't know how long you had been sitting there and staring at him, just making sure that he was really there and alive and wasn't a dream before he started to stir.
His eyes fluttered open and you were met with his gorgeous eyes. You let out a sigh of relief and his lips started to curl into a smile as he looked at you.
“Morning,” he muttered and you chuckled at the words, heart pounding in his chest.
“How do you feel?” You asked, reaching for his hand.
He shrugged his shoulders as much as he could, “The way most people feel when they fall off a cliff,” he teased and you shook your head.
This was not a laughing matter to you. You had nearly lost the love of your life all because he was an idiot and wanted to go out on some dumb adventure and you were so mad at him.
You had been mad ever since you had left your apartment, furious as you drove into New York and absolutely seething as they told you that he had a collapsed lung and listed off all of his other ailments.
But now, as you looked at him, you were just grateful that you got to be mad at him. Grateful that he would stay alive long enough for you to tell him how mad you are. But not now.
”I’m glad you’re alive,” you said and he nodded.
“Me too,” he smiled at you, lips pulling into a smirk, “I’m glad I get to look at your beautiful face again,” he tilted his head to the side, “I thought you’d be more angry,”
You scoffed, “I’m furious,” you said with a small laugh before shaking your head, “No time for that now though, lets just make sure you’re better,”
He nodded, lifting his hand up slowly and touching his cheek. You laughed to yourself before leaning down and pressing a kiss to his cheek.
The nurse walked in and looked at the two of you, a smile on her face.
“Mrs Huntzberger?” She asked.
Logan looked up at the nurse with wide eyes. He had not expected her to say that to you and before he could question it, he watched you stand up.
“Yes,” you replied with little hesitation, forgetting that he was in the room and that you weren’t actually married.
The nurse looked between the couple for a second, “We need to take some tests, see you in a second,”
“One second, I just need to tell my wife something,” Logan said, giving you a teasing smile. Although he was joking, he couldn't deny that the words seemed so normal as they fell off his tongue, like he was meant to say them.
The nurse nodded her head before walking out of the room and Logan looked up at you.
“Are we getting married, Mrs Huntzberger?” He questioned that signature smirk painting his lips.
You could feel your face warming up at embarrassment that he had found out what had happened. You had never meant for him to find out the ways that you had gotten into the room.
“It's the only way they'd let me in,” you tried to explain, embarrassment seeping out of your pores.
Logan did not seem fazed at the idea, his hand reaching out to grab yours, “You want to get married to me?”
“Not today,” you leaned down, pressing a chaste kiss to his lips, “One day,” you stood up and walked towards the door, stopping and turning back to him with your hand on the handle, “one day,”
you repeated the sentiment under your breath before walking out. He was left in that room, cheeks hurting from how much he was smiling at the idea of one day making you his wife.
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You two were sitting on the hardwood floor, looking at one another. He was leaving for London soon and you made work of your last few days together by drinking that cheap rose that Colin had bought you a while ago.
You were both totally drunk, asking yourself how you had ended up in this position, your feet in his lap, your head tucked into his shoulder as he sucked a mark into your neck.
“Marry me,” he whispered against the skin on your neck, thumb brushing against the bruise that would blossom there soon.
You felt giddy but the words nearly made you sober up. Marriage was a big commitment and after what had happened with your parents, you didn't know if it was ever a good idea.
You leaned into him, hand on his chest as you looked up, getting lost in his eyes for a second before you remembered what you were going to say, “No,”
“I love you, I'm gonna marry you one day,” he repeated the sentiment again and you smiled to yourself.
Although you had been together for nearly two and a half years and had gone through hundreds of ordeals together, the thought of marriage still scared you.
But as you looked into his eyes, both of you a little tipsy as you cuddled on the floor of his apartment, the smell of incense burning throughout your apartment, you knew that maybe it wouldn't be too bad of an idea.
“Okay,” you muttered, not believing it to be real.
“I'm serious. I'm gonna marry you,” he held your face in his hands, not taking his eyes off of you, “I will be your husband,”
You scoffed, still not believing him, “Maybe,”
“Thanks Mrs Huntzberger,” he teased and you stood up, brushing the dust off of yourself before reaching your hand out.
He took your hand, flashing you his signature toothy grin. You could feel your cheeks heating up at the thought of walking down the aisle towards him, that smile looking back at you.
“Let's get you to bed,” you muttered, pulling him up clumsily and he collapsed into your arms and suddenly, the idea of marriage didn't seem too bad.
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Two days until graduation. The time was supposed to be relaxing but as you stood in the park where you had gone on your first date with Logan, it was anything but that.
“Excuse me?” You questioned, taking a step back as you looked at him there on one knee in front of you, the box open to reveal a gorgeous ring.
“Marry me?” He asked, not repeating his speech again.
You could feel your heart speeding up and that fear of marriage bubbled back up again and you had to take a few steps back to try and escape that feeling, he noticed that was something wrong and instantly closed the box, shoving it into his jacket pocket before rushing over to you, hands coming to your shoulders to try and smooth you.
“Are you okay?” He asked, not even asking why you were freaking out.
You shook your head, “I need some time,” you managed to stutter out and he nodded his head.
You hated how patient he was with you. It would be easier for Logan to yell at you then for you to have to see that disappointed stare.
Before you even realised what you were doing, you were running in the opposite direction and you didn't stop until you could feel your lungs begging for air.
That was two days ago.
Now you were standing alone at your graduation. You hadnt talked since that day and you didnt know what you were going to do when you saw him but now he was standing there in front of you so you had very few choices.
You gave him a half hearted smile and walked over. He was holding a bouquet of roses in his hands and you didn't know what to say.
“Yours was better than my graduation, I was slightly tipsy an-” he started to say but you could not deal with the small talk.
“Stop,” you said.
He went silent instantly and you could see that similar look of disappointment in his eyes.
Logan reached his hand out, taking yours in his and holding it tight, “Please don't say no,” he begged.
You could feel tears pricking in your eyes, “Logan,” you muttered but he just shook your head before you could say anything.
He knew that he could convince you. You two were perfect together and he didnt know what he would do if he were to lose you.
“You said no when I asked you when I was drunk, you said no last night, you said n-” he started to say and you cut him off.
“Yes,” you stated.
His mouth clamped shut. He looked at you with those big wide eyes. Logan had believed that it would take longer to convince you but clearly this had been your answer the whole time.
“I wanna marry you,” you said, just to reinforce your promise.
He chuckled, that big pearly white grin that you loved appearing, “Serious?” He questioned.
“I want that avocado tree and I want that house and I've applied for some jobs I'm teaching in the Silicon Valley area,” you explained.
He didn't even hesitate to kiss you, dipping you slightly as he revelled in the amazing moment that was occurring. This was all he had ever wanted.
When you both pulled away from the kiss, smiling against each other's lips, he pulled the ring out from his pocket with shaky hands.
You grinned at him as he slipped the ring onto your finger, both of you taking a second to admire the look of it
You kissed him again, unable to stay away from him, “We're getting married,” you muttered against his lips.
“We are-” he kissed you again before pulling away, a smirk on his face, “-Mrs Huntzberger,”
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