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Team “I can hear the near silent hum of electrical appliances and the bubbles fizzing in the can of soda on the coffee table, but can’t watch tv without subtitles and processes conversation at ¼ speed”

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As someone with anxiety. Please dont ghost people. Its abusive. It hurts. Eventually I will figure out how I hurt you and that hurts me even more. It makes me remember only pain when things would end up differently if you had just told me. I'd forgive you. I'd forgive myself. I'd change myself fir the better.

But ghosting doesnt help. It just hurts. And as an autistic, it happens a lot and it still hurts worse.

So if I upset you, please tell me. Just tell me.

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lilo and stitch did a better job at representing everything s*a tried to do with music and lilo isn’t even “““canon autistic””” 

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This is a reminder for autistic people who don’t feel hunger or thirst signals to eat and drink something.

Also reminder for autistic people who don’t feel pain and cold signals to do a quick evaluation on if you’re uncomfortable and check if you should bundle up or take some medicine for the headache you didn’t realize you had

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My entire existence is wrong. I’m way too sensitive. I get too attached. I’m clingy and annoying. All my misery is not because of other people, it’s because of me, because of the way I am. It’s not their problem that I’m all of the above. The problem begins with me and will only end with me

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I can only fake a smile when I’m having one of those days where I don’t even know what the fuck I’m feeling. Like I still wanna die. I just don’t care anymore

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You made me question my own sanity, you made me doubt my own friends’ intentions, you made me stop trusting myself to make the right choices, you made me flinch whenever someone raises their voice, you made me feel like a worthless piece of garbage. I hate you, because you took away my childhood, you took away my youth and you made me into THIS. I HATE YOU. There is no compassion, no understanding, no self-blaming left, only anger, and you fucking deserve it, Mom.

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You made me feel worthless.

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This is literally what it feels like to have ADHD and step one foot inside a supermarket no matter how thoroughly you prepared for the grocery trip at hand

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The serum amplifies everything that is inside, so good becomes great; bad becomes worse. This is why you were chosen. Because the strong man who has known power all his life, may lose respect for that power, but a weak man knows the value of strength, and knows…compassion.

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yall, please reblog and share this post because i am seeing more and more people taking road trips instead of flying. which i understand cause it’s cheaper and and safer cause of rona but i want you guys to stay safe.

IF YOU ARE A PERSON OF COLOR AND/OR LGBTQ DRIVING THROUGHT GEORGIA, DO NOT STOP IN CUMMING, GA. DO NOT STOP IN FORSYTH COUNTY, GA PERIOD. 

yes it’s a sundown town but don’t even stop there during the day. that place is full of hate and white supremacy. there are numerous stories in the news about this place with black people going missing, beaten, and murdered. this town has been like this since the early 1900s and nothing has changed. please avoid it if you can. 

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Welp, I seriously NEVER believe in these but at this point I might as well just share it and see what happens. If nothing then ok I’m right where I was but if something.....then cool.

this is the money dog, repost in the next 24 hours and money will come your way!!

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What people think hyper focusing is

What hyper focusing actually is

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