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somehow I got 95/20 on an assignment

I hope they never fix it and leave it this way forever

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if u weren’t aware of salvation army’s homophobia, its prety hardcore

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So I posted this on my main so ima post it here too

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@staff are you fucking kidding me right now?! You’re limiting text posts to 100 text blocks (aka paragraphs). What the absolute fuck.

Since you couldn’t take out fanfic writers with the purge so you’re just fucking up formatting for text posts until they leave? Is that your plan?

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Update:

I’m not dead. Just was busy.

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Me @ Connor Murphy

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i don’t know how to make this more clear but i just love conguel so hecking m u c h

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@trash-mammall ok so cgdjdb I actually already had this page of dumb color coded looking doodles of Connor with dumb hair stuff

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Happy New Years y’all

i stan 1 (one) theatre troupe

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Cynthia: Come on, Connor, would it kill you to smile?

Connor: god i wish

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WE LOVE AND SUPPORT THE MURPHY SIBLINGS IN THIS HOUSEHOLD

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happy Thursday the 20th

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Dear Evan Fansens

Having tried to introduce this musical to friends of mine and their first response was: “that’s the musical with those nervous gay kids, right?” I must say I am disappointed that we, as a fandom, are leaving the impression that this is what Dear Evan Hansen is about. Let’s go over it again, shall we?

Dear Evan Hansen is a complex musical about Evan Hansen, a boy with anxiety. He gets wrapped up in lies he compulsively made trying to keep up the act he was friends with Connor Murphy, a boy with unstable mental health and anger issues who commit suicide.

He pulls in his friends Jared Kleinman and Alana Beck for help with the project he’s created, only to abandon them without even realizing it when he gets everything he wants. (I am not saying these two are innocent, but they were hurt by Evan.) (Also, do not erase their high functioning anxiety and insecurities!)

He has tricked the Murphy family and his community that he was close with Connor. While helping everyone connect, he is ripping apart himself and others with these lies. In the end, he hurt people. He hurt himself. He survived and is okay now. It’s not the closure we would want and expect from the end of a story, but this story is about life. Life doesn’t always have closure.

Zoe got hurt.

Jared got hurt.

Alana got hurt.

Heidi got hurt.

Mr. and Mrs. Murphy got hurt.

Connor got hurt.

Hurt and mental illness. This is the story. Don’t erase it. Learn from it, instead.

I am not saying that this is all the story is and that shipping anything in it is wrong. I MYSELF SHIP STUFF! I just want the message to be seen. This post highlights the dark and painful parts of Dear Evan Hansen.

I am not saying the show is not happy.

It really can be. It really is. 

Evan created a place where people could learn they are not alone! Alana and Jared were part of it! The Murphy’s healed.  Everyone healed, as well as they got hurt.

Just because I say one thing, doesn’t mean I cancel out the other. They coexist.

Thank you for listening.

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evan: how do you break in a glove??

larry:

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larry murphy whenever he sees his family

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hi yeah fuck whoever wrote the dear evan hansen novel for making the abusive, suicidal one gay because, you know, can’t have a healthy or happy gay because apparently none of us are healthy or happy. screw that.