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"I'm cain and you're able" This is actually really deep because the spelling offers a double meaning; we see amberdollars as Cain contend with the jealousy she feels towards this person who is "able" while she remains unable. He is Able, more privileged, financially stable, physically and mentally healthy, and able to take on any opportunity he wishes to set his mind to, with little to hold him back so long as he wishes it. An earlier line reveals that amber thinks of herself as this "centipede entity," someone who remains unnoticed in the shadows, possibly having something to do with the contrast between her and this "able" figure. Perhaps "able" has overshadowed her all her life, their juxtaposition a constant reminder of what she is not Able to achieve. Despite this, she has declared that they are unable to get rid of her. This could be read as a statement of strength, pride, and determination in the face of adversity, but when we read it with the knowledge of the Able line, it becomes more desperate and insecure. Only without the presence of Able is it possible for her to feel that she is going to "make it". Perhaps, we can even read the line "you cannot get rid of me" as a paranoid acknowledgement of the enemies that wish to be rid of her, and it is that paranoia which leads up to the event where she decides to get rid of Able first, and subsequently tells herself that "[she knows she is going to] make it". We might first be tempted to take this at face value, that she has conquered her former insecurities and is truly confident in her future, now ready to put the past all behind her. Or, a more likely alternative, that she, harrowed by the actions she's taken against Able, is frantically trying to convince herself that she can somehow move past her crimes. Why does she need to tell herself that she is going to make it? To whose benefit is she saying this? She herself is not confident, only desperately attempting to prove what she had asserted just moments before her betrayal of Able: that they cannot get rid of her. With this, she remains haunted by Able, forever condemning herself to be the other half of Able, an incomplete part of a pair, and forever Unable. With this, she becomes the centipede entity in the truest sense of the phrase, and we realize we had been wrong about the nature of the centipede entity all along.

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also i’m so proud of myself and my music dude. my bars are fucking fire as shit dude its insane how i ever doubted that. My wordplay, flows, etc are really good and no one can tell me otherwise, we agree to disagree. “i’m in the shadows you cannot get rid of me, centipede entity making moves taking blues never leave paper trails police can make it to, straight from a fable i’m Cain and youre Able, I’m holy, i’m sacred I know imma make it” and that shit was off the fucking top. I got this in the rap game dude.

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2 posts I wonder what they will say

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SOOO many Jews…….

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eito dont!!! Thats Sirei the commanding officer

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oooouuu oh no takumi what is happening I can't stop itt..

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eito would wear a takumi binder to help the cause

whats the cause

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When have i ever done this ever

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“Unable to reblog this post.” tch… i didnt think it was that good of a post anyways…

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STUPID BIG ASS SIREI 😭😭😭

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Guys domesticabuser is reblogging from me ajd honestly im just really freaked out right now

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