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Our bodies: Okay okay okay this is it. We've been planning for this. We've got the blueprints in our DNA. It's a time of crisis. It's a time of stress and uncertainty and danger. Brain, seek nutrients! Consume! We need to store up for a possible catastrophe! Go go go! We will beplump! We will be ready for whatever comes! Good job everyone! So proud of us! 🥰😊🥳🙌 We did it!

Us: Oh my god I've gained weight in quarantine. 😱😩 I'm an actual failure. 😭 I can't respect myself until this is reversed 🥺

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dont binge

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me on a date: so... haha... when did you realise your standards were this low? :)

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Me: *steps on scale*

Me: *hasnt lost any weight*

Me: *takes out the pins in my hair, my earrings, my hair elastic from my wrist* this is gonna be good

Me: *strips naked* yes

Me: *cuts fingernails and toenails* this is why I haven’t lost anything

Me: *shaves my head* I’ll definitely weigh less now

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this guy i like just called me “so thin” LETS MF GOOOOO

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*eyes snap open at 3:47am* i’m unlovable

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🖤bellebrindille

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When Ana accounts say “stay safe!” they don’t mean “just eat”, we know better than anyone that that doesn’t work

They mean drink water, take your vitamins, don’t overwork yourself on a fast day, don’t push your body farther than it can go

They know you won’t magically get better, but they do know there are things you can do to make this horrible illness a little better

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Just wanted to make a post of my personal Starbucks order- and while nothing will compare to the creaminess and thickness of a true Frappuccino, the fact that it’s calorie free (or negligent at <5) makes it that much tastier.

Order:

-venti iced americano blended

-add 4 pumps sugar free vanilla syrup

-sprinkle cinnamon and powdered chocolate into it at the sugar station (or whatever the fuck it’s called) and mix it in.

Cinnamon-vanilla-milk chocolate-espresso vibes 🍦☕️

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your eating disorder’s severity is not determined by weight because eating disorders are not weight disorders they’re behavioral disorders thanks for coming to my ted talk

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Reblog the strawberry kitty for good luck!🍓🐱

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anyone else kinda wanna look sick??? like people will say “oh if you starve yourself you’re gonna look like a corpse”,,,, like fucking good that’s what i want??? leave me alone janice