he-tea-lia

[he-tea-lia]

hate when so many good things happen but i have to make choices so its very stressful and feels like everything is shitty and bad even though by all accounts everything is actually amazing. um. iggy is one of these wonderful things so this is hetalia related.

honestly so real and true of you. horrible feeling for real

[he-tea-lia]

in one week i will be in england i will be inside of her ... crazy to think about

wait in one week?? girl dm me

[he-tea-lia]

Had to blacklist my otp's tags 😞 the way some other shippers have been acting have made me not like them anymore even though they used to be comfort characters for me and now I have art block.

looool yeah ngl i don't really participate in fandom in general these days because certain fans/shippers just rub me the wrong way. sorry to hear your otp has been ruined for you, that's pretty grim 😔

[he-tea-lia]

TFW you make a alt account to post crack fics and they end up getting more hits and kudos than any of the fics you actually put effort into...

often the way 😔

[he-tea-lia]

I would log out of ao3 to leave more comments on my friends fics as a Guest so it looked like more people are leaving comments.

that's sweet of you!

[he-tea-lia]

confession: i live in the checkered pocket of her apron

so real and brave of you to admit 🙏

[he-tea-lia]

i just impulse bought some hetastuffs while on a nobuy....

RIP king 🙏

[he-tea-lia]

that's what i thought originally as well! but anon is a friend of mine and iirc the person clarified that they weren't thinking of russia so hm. deeply confusing

Went on a gay little autumn outing with a cute girl and we got on the subject of Hetalia, she swears she remembers someone having a crowbar and I cannot remember any such thing, but I have been trying to to research crowbars in Hetalia for hours because now it’s really bothering me that I cannot remember something about a series which consumed me for about five years.

hmmm i wonder who this was from 🤔🤔🤔

anyway. i also do not remember anyone with a crowbar so can someone confirm/deny pls

[he-tea-lia]

(same as FB anon) nah I thankfully was not directly involved - but I was a young and impressionable onlooker and did genuinely grieve for "Mari". if anything it just sucks more for the people who WERE directly involved, and I'm just sad they didn't get the closure they deserved

yeah totally. really fucked up thing to do

[he-tea-lia]

after reading through this blog and its… interesting asks, I'm afraid this might be kind of a downer. but hey I wanna get this shit off my chest so might as well. in the age of us looking back on cringe shit and video essays on years-old fandom drama, I'm honestly surprised NOBODY has talked about the shitstorm that was the Feliciana Vargas FB page (if you have FB, look up Feliciana Vargas/N Italy and you'll probably find it - it's the page that has the orange-tinted pic of her cutting off a braided ponytail). it was a roleplay page by a girl named Mari (and a couple of co-mods who manned the fort), whose family was killed in a fire over Christmas 2011, then she had to testify in court against their murderer, who was sentenced to death. she was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer shortly after and passed away in January 2012. exceeeept... one of the co-mods came out in 2014 and outright stated the whole thing was a fucking lie, that nobody died and the whole entire thing was puppeted by their co-mod Charity. in retrospect, it should've been obvious in that we never got ANYTHING to verify any of it. no obituaries, no news articles, I remember even trying to find news reports on a family dying in a fire (which you'd think would be international news???), and everyone involved refused to release any identifying information about Mari despite making a memorial page for her. not to mention all of this shit happening in the span OF A MONTH - but I remember it deeply impacted the Hetalia roleplay community at the time, and her last post in January 2012 still has several comments and likes bereaving her "death".

I guess there isn't much that can be done short of obsessively tracking down every single individual involved and asking them for answers (incredibly difficult because all of this happened well over a decade ago), but I'm still so disappointed that the community that rallied behind "Mari" were so badly manipulated and hurt by all of this. if anything, I just wish someone would shed light on this bullshit and at least give some closure to the people hurt by this. I know a lot of her roleplay partners and close friends were very publicly devastated by this.

wow. i wasn't in the fandom at that time so i never heard about this, but jesus, that's a fucked up thing to do, and i'm sorry you (presumably) experienced that. honestly, i'm not sure there's much i can say aside from what i already have but. yeah. fandom back in the day was......... well. it sure was something. i'm sorry they manipulated you like that.

[he-tea-lia]

Recently fell back into Hetalia and read all of the material available and translated on the archive and Hima’s blog in less than 48 hours. Could not think about anything else for weeks and thought that would scratch the itch, but the fixation has not abated whatsoever and spiritually I feel like I’m starting to foam at the mouth.

oh yeah that happened to me during lockdown — it’s the reason this blog even exists. genuinely what even is it about the anime nation men :/

[he-tea-lia]

Went on a gay little autumn outing with a cute girl and we got on the subject of Hetalia, she swears she remembers someone having a crowbar and I cannot remember any such thing, but I have been trying to to research crowbars in Hetalia for hours because now it’s really bothering me that I cannot remember something about a series which consumed me for about five years.

hmmm i wonder who this was from 🤔🤔🤔

anyway. i also do not remember anyone with a crowbar so can someone confirm/deny pls

[he-tea-lia]

confession i brought my iggy doll with me to class today and ive been drinking again idk i feel like im getting worse. thats my confession thanks for listening

ah grim i’m sorry to hear that. the drinking not the doll thing i mean. nothing wrong with bringing a doll to class innit

[he-tea-lia]

i didn't know the axis power and allied countries were real until today. i thought hetalia made them up but i googled the soviet union because i was curious about which countries were apart of it and i discovered they were real after looking around

something something one of today's lucky 10,000

[he-tea-lia]

ALSO i’ve just noticed it’s past midnight here so it’s my birthday. what a lovely surprise for it

[he-tea-lia]

nice

[he-tea-lia]

I wanna give you the notes you deserve SO. BAD. Bc ur hilarious but I cant reveal the secret identity. PLEASE KNOW you are a treasure to this fandom and i would pay serious bank to see u preform comedy

;) i did consider doing stand-up for a while! but then i realised i’m not funny irl, i just do the Autism Stare until people laugh out of discomfort