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laurie 😔

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some drinks and banter (Pepper🟩 belongs to @pac1fythehunger)

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markiplier is acting his markipussy out of this show

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I just reada really good fic but halfway through I realized "oh shit this is really familiar.... didn't I write something like this once?" And as I kept reading I kept predicting what happened next and the further I went the more convinced I was that they'd ripped off my story-

like, copied the ENTIRE plot and re-written it, just better than I had? The characters were more fleshed-out than mine were, and the POV was more interesting, and the pace made more sense- but it was MY STORY?

So close to the end I was like "holy shit.. do I message them? Ask if my story inspired theirs? Should I be angry? Flattered?" Cause their tags and description didn't mention me AT ALL, which, sure, it's fanfiction to begin with, but if you're using my work than at least credit me as inspo, right? Just to be courteous?

But I get to the end of the final chapter, and it's not finished, and I'm kind of disappointed cause I never finished my story and I was really immersed in their version now and had been looking forwards to seeing how they tied up my loose ends- so I scroll to the bottom to leave a comment, and.

It's MY URL.

IT WAS MY STORY THE WHOLE TIME.

THE ONE *I WROTE*.

In *2013*.

And FORGOT ABOUT

BECAUSE I WAS SO INSECURE ABOUT MY SLOPPY, SHALLOW, AMETEUR WRITING

And I'm just sitting here now staring into space thinking about every shitty story I've ever written now like

IT WAS ALL GOOD?

IT WAS GOOD THIS WHOLE DAMN TIME??

I'M A GOOD WRITER?????

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I’m posting this at 1 AM (source)

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still forever depressed at deleting my original tumblr. had it up for years as an archive and i accidentally deleted it trying to remove one of the blogs attached to the account. had fan art of my undertale au i wanted to see again on there :/

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can you not post nsfw :(

you come into my home uninvited and tell me how i should arrange my furniture? what a fool you are. skeleton divine death blast

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you want normal?

what's your favourite fruit

there. normal question totally nothing suspicious about this ask

please stop trying to get me to fuck a pumpkin

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they’ve been working on a fucking prank on me since april i’m so goddamn indignant

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patterns.....

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patterns.....

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THE AUSSIE THING❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

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Gumigoo my beloved ❤️🥲

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what am i?

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I had another thought.

If he's actually made out of gummy then it would be funny if he just can crawl in the wall like that.

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as rushed as it is you have no idea how much i NEEDED to draw this and fast