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i will never understand why fujoshis and bl fans become so proud of it. like what r u doing

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Richard Gadd is ten times the man I am because if I shared my trauma and I saw people calling me the villain and debating on what I should have done and calling my actions bad (even though I already acknowledged my role in what happened and also that guilt over being an imperfect victim is part of what kept me from saying anything at the time) I would go fucking insane and start killing

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“trans women act like a caricature of women!” is such a tired argument. like okay?? i'm a girly girl with girly interests. why should i see it as an insult when trans women also take interest in the same things that i do? if anything, it makes me happy to see other people do things that make them feel excited and comfortable in their own skin because i'm a normal person that experiences empathy. just admit that u dont like trans women bc ur weird stop trying to justify it uuuuugggghhhh

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this post is so dumb and stupid and i dont even think its funny and everyones ragging on me but im gonna keep it up because it has likes

i like that yu’s velvet room is canonically a limo w a bar. like why is there a bar aren’t these supposed to be. like. symbolic what does that MEAN

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it's honestly no surprise that yana (while designing the game, characters, and managing the mechanics and designs) would include key elements of disney movies. and i thought it would just stop in the animated films but no. after seeing glorious masquerade with sebek and silver's outfits being similar to maleficent's diaval's outfit (the second movie) i explored the other live action movies.

riddle's horse is named vorpal and in alice in wonderland AND the jabberwocky poem, a vorpal was mentioned but it was a sword. this sword was used to slain the jabberwocky being alice's signature weapon...

and this just supports my theory or headcanon the riddle does indeed portray alice as well. the mindset of the queen of hearts but the personality of alice...

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it kinda (actually rlly) annoys me when i see ppl (usually adult men) belittling bts’ accomplishments/boiling the group down to “korean one direction” or just an immature fad for teenage girls cuz, like… whether you personally like them or not, you have to admit, their progression from a group of nobodies from a small, dying company to the world’s current biggest music group is genuinely impressive (especially considering that they are an all-asian group with an almost fully non-english discography, meaning a majority of their fans don’t even speak the language that they make music in).

like, they have a hustle, their story is insane and i honestly think they’d be way more respected if the target audience wasn’t considered “for girls”. i’m not saying that anyone has to like them (between their history and their fans, i can see why people don’t) (also the music just isn’t for everyone) but i am saying that i think the general picture that’s been painted of them since they became “americanized” is an inaccurate portrayal and i wish people weren’t so hostile towards things that teenage girls traditionally enjoy because i think there is a lot genuine artistry to be found in their work; you just have to look for more than a couple of seconds to find it.

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oh fuck my sexual fantasy has a plot hole in it *starts over*

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2019年【RINGOEN】さん（twitter/RINGOEN_Apple） スリーブイラストを描かせていただきました。

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coping with your interests by finding other people that like the same thing and talking to them about it <<<< lame, dumb, stupid. kinda embarrassing! what if they don't like it and think i'm stupid? NO.

coping with your interests by writing a 200 page powerpoint detailing every inch and crevice of the lore, including your personal opinions and advice on how to consume said media, all presented as if you’re introducing it to somebody else when you are, in fact, just talking to yourself >>>> SAFE. im writing one abt p4 rn i like that game a lot

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Pipabeth doodles

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i like danganronpa but i don’t like it when fans try to pretend that the problematic material in it is secretly deep and anyone who’s upset with it is an idiot, actually, for not understanding the Totally super nuanced societal commentary hidden just beneath the surface. “mikan is only sexualized because she’s a victim and it’s a way for junko to torture her further” or maybe this game just sucks!!!! idk!! maybe these games r so obsessed with sexualizing abuse bc the creators r weird!! there is a way to portray victims that are affected by their trauma without being disrespectful, but danganronpa V2 didn’t go down that route because whoever came up with that plot point is a knob sorry

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albedo’s relationship with rhinedottir is such an important key aspect to his character and yet i never really see people talking about it? rhinedottir left albedo’s prototype, a living being with emotions, to die because he wasn’t good enough. knowing this, i imagine that albedo probably lived to be perfect only for her to eventually abandon him as well, essentially confirming that he would never be good enough for her no matter how human-like he seemed. albedo’s character story describes rhinedottir as a cold, strict woman who would threaten to leave him if he ever failed her. it specifies that he believed her, too — rhinedottir evidently wouldn’t have hesitated to throw albedo out just like she’d done to his brother. to rhinedottir, albedo was always replaceable. sure, we don’t know a lot about the specifics of their relationship. maybe there was more nuance on her part, but from the way that i see it, rhinedottir either didn’t see albedo as sentient despite creating him to be so, or she knew that he was but just didn’t care. one thing is for certain: rhinedottir treated albedo like an experiment.

(what makes this even more interesting to me, though, is durin. in the festering desire’s description, we see him refer to rhinedottir as “mother” multiple times, and she also refers to her creations as “my lovely children”, which tells me that she must’ve established parent-child relationships with them. durin’s memories paint a completely different picture of rhinedottir in comparison to albedo’s. rhinedottir was kinder to durin, she calls him “lovely” and tells him that she’s sending him away from khaenri’ah in order to “display his beauty”, a stark contrast to the way that she seems to have treated albedo (albedo also says that he considers rhinedottir to be family, but he never outright calls her “mother” in the same way that durin does. i think that’s interesting.) in the end, though, rhinedottir still corrupted durin and sent him to his death, so i don’t think she really cared about him either. at the end of the day, no matter how she treats them, rhinedottir only sees her creations as tools that she can use for her own gain.)

so, okay, rhinedottir doesn’t care about her creations. fine. cool. albedo doesn’t see it that way. or maybe he does and he just doesn’t care. albedo knows about durin, he knows about his prototype and what she did to him and yet he still loves rhinedottir. he still views her in a falsely positive light and doesn’t seem to register anything wrong with the way that she treated him. he maintains that rhinedottir means more to him than words like “family” or “master” can convey. he still thinks it was his fault that she left and now he’s stuck chasing after an impossible goal in an attempt to get her to come back. meanwhile, she evidently cared for him conditionally and left as soon as she found something more interesting to study (we don’t know the full story but that’s how it looks). in a way, i feel that he must have somewhat realized that his relationship with rhinedottir wasn’t healthy on some level because, while he’s not exactly warm, he doesn’t treat sucrose or timaeus the same way at all. like, he’s patient with them and he helps them out on a personal level. i can only imagine that he learned this by examining his relationship with his master and realizing that it bothered him at some point. that’s mostly just speculation on my part, though.

the thing about albedo is that, on the exterior, he seems to have moved past it. he’s still looking for the “truth of this world” as far as we know, but he’s also managed to find a place in mondstadt on his own, divorced from rhinedottir’s influence. he’s developed hobbies outside of alchemy, likes and dislikes, has made friends and has even met people that he considers family. sure, he lives in a secluded cave on a mountain so, i mean, it’s not like he’s social but he’s his own person. albedo also seems to have come to terms with his origins as a synthetic human, the mark on his neck and has accepted it as something that he can’t change. he seems happy, if not, content with where his life has come to in the current state of the game.

this raises a question for me. between albedo’s love for rhinedottir and his place in mondstadt, if rhinedottir were to come back, what would he choose? what would come of it? i’m honestly really curious, and i hope they find something to do with their dynamic in the future (if rhinedottir even appears) because i think it has a lot of potential.

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Now that the Parasite in chief has had her platinum Jubilee, i thought id share some fun facts about the monarchy in the UK and the Queen in particular. All of this information is easily found online.

-The Queen negotiated clauses in the equality and Diversity Act so she wouldn't have to hire 'coloured or foreign' staff in the palace. that clause is still there today.

-The Queen tried to use The State Poverty Fund to heat Buckingham Palace even with her own personal fortune.

-She lobbied the Scottish Parliament 67 times to ensure that new wildlife protections laws woudn't apply to her estates there.

-The main throne she sits on is worth an estimated £40,000,000,000. Her jewellery Collection worth circa £5,000,000,000 made with 28, 578 diamonds and gemstones, almost all of which were stolen from countries Britain invaded and enslaved...sorry colonised. She also banned the Police from searching her estates for stolen artifacts.

-Her crown estate is one of the largest property owners in the country. It has over 26 Royal residencies, inc 9 palaces that remain mostly empty and property portfolio that generates £300 million per year. Yet she had a family thrown out during the covid eviction ban for a £32 unpaid bill.

Her son is a nonce ( pedophile) that she protected through a £12 million payout.

-The 'free' book that was sent to every school to tell kids how wonderful the queen is cost the taxpayer £12 million.

-She has £420 million personal wealth, which doesn't include that for-mentioned crown estate or her antique furniture or her jewellery collection or all the stolen gold.

-She and her family cost the tax payer £345 million per year in security and other protections.

-The jubilee cost the tax payer £28 million , set aside by the chancellor for the purpose of funding it. Whilst there are currently 14.5 million people living in poverty here in the UK.

Celebrating the incredibly rich, racist and privileged whilst millions of our own citizens are suffering is disgusting.

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new reblog game. reblog to make jeff bezos die

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my fave part abt omegaverse as a trope is seeing if the author has the balls to go into world building beyond fucking and to address the older members of society and how they function. like ur telling me some bald guy in his 60s also goes into heat? cool!!!!!

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Please Reblog is Your Blog is Safe for Non-Binary People.

If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals