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I don't know how I survived 2024. all the pain, emotions, financial probs. all of it! Thank you Lord and Mama Mary for not giving up on me 😢😩

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sometimes like today, I ask myself what my life would be like if I never said yes to his proposal. what if I pursue my studies and finish my doctorate degree? what if I ignored him way back in 2018? what if I never dated him?

because now, everything I wished for was completely opposite of what had happened. I always cry, disappointed and sad 😩😭

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Hi. I have a daughter now, her name is Aubrielle. I named her in my 9th month of pregnancy. She's kind, sweet, bubbly, and very beautiful. She's almost 7 months old now. One of the best things that ever happened to me. Giving birth humbles me. It tested my strength, faith, and courage to deliver a human being. It was the most frightening experience. These past few months have been a roller coaster ride of feelings, pain, and happiness.

Motherhood changed me. My mood swings got worse, my decision making has been impulsive, my back has never been better, and my brain loses it's short term memory 🥹

This is proof of how life can change in a single moment. It's up to you how you change your mindset, your principles and faith.

This is me now. A mother and a wife.

Chapter 27.

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when something makes you cry but he doesn't care nor invalidate your feelings. It's worst

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so disappointed

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I had the best life. I am so thankful for it.

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He doesn't talk. so why should I? im so tired of speaking out and reaching out first. I AM VERY TIRED. and nobody cares

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why is everything feels like shit?

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Im in the moment of my life nga I feel so alone. I feel like ako ra ang ga exist. Ako ra tnan problem. Ako ra tnan mka feel ug sad. I feel like I can't tell anyone how I feel. bcoz if I did, they won't understand 🥹

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mura kog kalay. pero yeah. I badly need that cry.

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I think this is my first post as a married person. well, tbh, I've realized many things. First, is that I dont know him very well. and i hate it. I dont like how I see things now. He is different.

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grbe ka toxic ug utok!

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dli mn lang nya ma appreciate akong effort ug help sa among fam. sakit kay akong dughan now. Nganong ing ani ang ipa feel ni papa sa akoa krn? nkahilak kos pgmahay

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mkamahay kaayo akong papa 😭😢

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akong na notice nga puro nega akong ga e post dre lge? 🤣🤣🤣🤣

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I felt so empty.

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gusto ko mkabalo sa tinuod huhu pero mhadlok lng ko msakitan utro. sobra2 nman gd akong naagian. pg masakitan guru ko utro, d nako gnhan mkauyab utro or even mg minyo 🥺