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I think I need an inpatient residential treatment facility. Can’t be trusted to take care of myself

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I can’t break 👊 the 👊 fucking 👊 cycle!!! 😭😭😭😭😭

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Breathe. Just breathe.

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It’s a really weird feeling when the person who s*xually abused you dies.

Sure, he was my brother, but I feel such rage and hatred because he stole my childhood from me.

I’m sad for my family who mourns him and I don’t know how to feel for myself.

Is it okay to not feel?

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Scooby Doo on Zombie Island (1998)

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infinite

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[harvey-piie]

If you demand respect but refuse to give it back, you’re fake. If you don’t think your submissive doesn’t deserve to know if you are having sex with others so they can insure they are safe, you’re fake. If you consistently ignore safe words, you’re fake. If you think safe words are earned, you’re fake.

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Every time I make progress, I get pushed so far back. I deserve the life I have.

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Nothing like a little workout session 🦀

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I wish I could slice every single inch of fat from my body. I’m trying everything and I just want to be fucking attractive…

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I shaved my head

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how do u stay healthy while smoking cigarettes 🚬

i kiss every cigarette before putting it in my mouth and ask to be nice to me

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I just want to go back

Back to mid 2020 when I was 220

Back to mid 2020 when I was starving myself for a reason

Back to when they called me every name in the book and I took it with a dumb gloves over smile on my face and a ‘Yes, Sir’

[harvey-piie]

I have been so sick over the past year but this stupid healthcare system is so expensive that I’ve had to ignore it. All of my organs feel swollen and even little movement I make is so painful. OTC painkillers don’t help and cbd/thc only seem to take the edge off for a while.

My hair is falling out. I can’t grow my nails. My skin breaks out or bruises so easy. I can’t stomach food but surprise, I can’t lose this weight either. Might as well go back to drinking if not drinking hasn’t helped anything.

Alcohol seems to be my only solace. Feels like the only hope. Makes me feel warm and helps me forget about the day.