harmonyinbloom

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I love the notebook i wish love was real

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I hate that all of my best selfies are when I'm in my comfort hoodies

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Fall

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Applebeesss

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Never met a wiseman , if so its a woman

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So disgusted by romance and relationship propaganda rn I hate love

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Or maybe heaven can be a person

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It's like My love life can never seek peace. Is like it can never maintain love or consistency despite that being what its all about . I try to be optimistic about it. I try to allow myself to be open to these things but i repeat a cycle everytime despite trying new approaches. I'm in the cycle where I'm getting hurt and just taking that hurt out on other people and when i finally want to change for someone i just get hurt again

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the absence of friends as a child has made me permanently observant . I hate it i feel like Im always so conscious of and observant in peoples interactions and behaviors ahhhhh *chokes myself**

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One day i just woke up and i decided to be happy. I threw away the dark clouds

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I saw someone say something abt as a kid they didnt understand anything and when adults were talking it was just like gibberish but i cant relate to that at all no matter how far i think back i was always aware idk if it was cause i just learned to walk and talk early but i always knew wat was going on and in a way i was self aware but it also put a burden on me like context was always there for me , i could read a room , i understood money problems ? The human brain is so odd though? I remember being in daycare and understanding my mom was gonna be a little late picking me up or like my mom calling my daycare telling them i wasnt coming Because i was sick and i had to go to the doctor and she was close to my teacher