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The word you are looking for is “selfish.” Not narcissist, not sociopath, selfish.

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Michi Takao - Bathing, 2022 - Acrylic paint, Gesso

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I bet trapping someone in a painting is reallyyyyyy fun

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next up on the docket: the author's blatant (and yet thematically relevant!) fetish

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A painting I finished this week, plus some close-ups.

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idk thinking about how sometimes you have to show up for people you aren't that close to, because sometimes you're just the person who's there. sometimes you invite a new friend to a party and end up having to sit with them through a panic attack. sometimes you run into an acquaintance on their worst day and they need to talk about what happened. sometimes someone is crying in a stairwell and you're the only one around to ask if they're okay. and none of this is "trauma dumping" or whatever the fuck it's just being there for people because you're the one in the room with them.

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he's the star

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i know what to do, i know im good, i know how to move

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ok but for real why am i always up someones ass

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She has a lucky sock. Very necessary when monitoring the bird situation.

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if you want to know what the situation is for gay people in portland oregon my friend got comradezoned last week

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just wont be as close as you want just wont be cant be im not you arent you dont you cant i cant additive caretaker independence cant wont hasn't intimacy you want i don't cant i don't think i don't think i don't think exhausting

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misha always has to have something to be mad at, misha always has to have someone to be in love with, misha always has to have something he can't do, misha is sweet "sweet" sweet, fuck you

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control control control control control inauthenticity gross overestimations nightmarish cruelty to the self deflected outward underestimation or distaste or guessing games made you miserable let it go why wont you let it the fuck go you have no more control get out of your head into your body it's meaningless, it's nothing, drop