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bringing Tumblr back into my life cuz why not

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Ha! Classic Appa.

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Steven Yeun ©Ssam Kim // Glass Men

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I wish I knew what to do with the passion I still have for you.

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it feels like every day I wake up it doesn’t get better because I just miss being next to you more and more each day.

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You learn to take life as it comes at you, to make each day count.

TITANIC (1997), dir. James Cameron

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there is so much hurt and sadness inside of me and i have no idea how to control it anymore

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I honestly believe that people who lost their childhood, teenage years to mental illness and/or trauma are so strong for still being here. Especially once you’re about 18-25 and trying to relearn how to be in society and healthy and human.

Especially when you decide to work towards getting better.

Especially when your life isn’t where you wished it would be.

Stay alive okay? If you lost your youth, I’m sorry and I’m so proud of you for still being here. Keep fighting. Your best years are ahead of you.

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Blegh. My anxiety is through the roof. Finals + moving is taking a toll on my mental. I’ve procrastinated too much. My mind has been so full lately and I’d do anything to clear it out. The constant heart ache and desire to be back home with him, it’s like an itch I can’t get rid of. I’m so anxious to see him, to be home, and to start my life. Despite the downfalls, mistakes, and regrets I’m hoping things will start to fall into place when I move home. I want to move up and be proud of what I have accomplished and what more I will accomplish. I don’t want that feeling of being “stuck” again when I left in the first place. I’m hopeful, I’m optimistic, pls have my back universe. ✨

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I really really do.

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it’s been really hard. I’ve never been this low and upset with myself and this situation/phase we’re in. Love isn’t easy ofc, never is. But didn’t think it would be this painful. I’m torn between the love of my life and letting him go because I love him and want what’s best for him. Everyday it just seems like I veer off farther and farther from what he wants/needs. I know I won’t ever make that mistake again but aside from that we’re also too different and thats what scares me. This is either going to be the best summer in a while or the most painful and lonely summer.

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Ｌｉｌｏ ＆ Ｓｔｉｔｃｈ

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I just constantly think about you and to feel like there’s a possibility that I can’t hold you in my arms again terrifies tf outta me. yOuRe always on my mind and it’ll be really hard to get you out.