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December mood: Russian waltzes, caffè marocchino, pink faux fur coats with matching earmuffs, opera halls, vanilla-scented candles, swooning over House of Bolin jewellery, ballet classes, rum & chocolate… 

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⋆·˚ ༘ * pink moodboard

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Intake for today:

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-matcha w/almond milk and honey. barbeII protein bar. Blueberries.

-arugula and spinach blend topped with baby tomatoes, cucumbers, artichoke, feta, & lemon juice. Paired with 3 applegate chicken sausages.

Now working until we go to the gym tonight at 7, then home, shower, and bed! 🤞🏻🤍

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Angel's Diary #1

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Hi my friends,

Just going to thought dump here. E.d.///twt is still up but almost kind of feels dead. I wonder if here will get more popular anyway? I guess we will see! It seems I need some change of pace anyway. Seasonal depression has been bad to me and I've embarrassingly put on 5Ibs. So now I am 115. I hate it. Absolutely hate it. I feel so huge... I just want this taken care of... but my health has been really bad as well. My heart, my chest, my anxiety. Trying to take care of it first... just kind of wish I was happy. My life is pretty swell. It's just not perfect and I want perfect.

Anyway, someone on twt recommended DanceAcademy and I found it free on y0utube. So watching that and hullahooping. Even though I should really be working on my jewelry orders due this week!!! But we are sick enough to focus on the silly things first.

Anyway, I hope you all have a great night and had a wonderful weekend! Here's to hoping we have a good week ahead of us (and get through Thanksg1ving hopefully hahahaha).

~Angel🤍😇

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every time I think I want to eat I remember all the comments made about my body and how nothing fits me/I eat too much/not as skinny as I used to be and suddenly I’m full🤪

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Just manifest it. No matter how ridiculous it sounds, just affirm it, just manifest it, fantasize about it because I know your ass is going to be happy when it manifests.

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model skinny

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November diet !!

I binged a lot last month and had lots of sugar so, I made a new diet to get on track again. Feel free to join me if you want :)

rules

• no eating after 7pm

• 2.5 L of water every day

• avoid carbs/sodium/sugar at all cost

• portion control

• always eat after a >16 hr fasting

• do not eat more than 700 cals per day

• 3 meals per day or less

allowed foods (⁠・⁠∀⁠・⁠)

eggs

chicken

coffee

cottage cheese

tapioca

fruits/vegetables

"light" "zero" "low fat" foods only

oats, chia, nuts etc

natural iogurt

tuna/ sardines

tea

fast food?? avoid! but order only the veg options

prohibited foods

soda

bread

candies (bubblegums, tic tac, lollipops)

embed foods (ham, cheese, spam, pepperoni etc)

pasta

cake

crackers, sweet galletas etc

fried food

instant noodles/processed food

rice and beans r ok but eat less

alcohol

cw: 59.3 kgs :(

gw: 58.0 kgs

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that wasnt very anorexic of me

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What I would do to just look like this 🤍🫧🩰

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Reblog if you’re an active ed blog in November 🫶🏽

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This....

all is well and then you’re in your body

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