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relapsed and it felt so good but now i just constantly feel like im gonna throw up. wtf is this shit

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I need a shot.(idc if its a gvn,back,or vodka)

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i want to see my insides. i know it’s the self harm addiction (clean for two years now) talking. but idk. i think it’d be cool if my skin was transparent in some places. i wanna see my heart beat and my lungs move. my throat move when i talk. i want to see my insides.

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when normal partners say ‘i love you’ but he says you make him feel religious again.

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there’s something about being able to feel my ribs that i find comforting. i know i am human.

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it's such a bummer that losing control of your emotions only makes the entire situation worse in really embarrassing personal ways. losing control of my emotions should give me pyrokinesis.

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Illustration from Walter De La Mare’s Down-Adown-Derry: A Book of Fairy Poems by Dorothy P. Lathrop (1922)

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it fucking sucks that getting impaled """kills you""" they should at least give you one freebie. i would look soooo sexy and boyish getting martyred on the spear

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can’t stop thinking about marrying him

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If my death doesn’t cause another satanic panic, I’m not dying.

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someone bury me alive

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from the amount of biblical and religious shit i have tattooed on me, you’d think i was a saint but in reality i’m a satanist who just really likes the lore and iconography

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my house

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Yeah yeah yeah dates at restaurants and the movies is fun and all.

But I'd much rather you take all my clothes away, tell me to run, and then fuck me when you catch me.

I might even let you bury me alive as a treat.

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"i could fix him" "i could make him worse" i could let him stab me 27 times before gutting me like a fish. i think that would accomplish both. two birds with one knife as they say

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everyday closeness

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