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angled brush dangerously close         [ ... ]         held with a certain precision betwixt inked digits         ( while teeth were busy chomping away on sticky sweet bubblegum )         a mere inches from the others face.         MOVEMENTS WERE SUDDENLY HALTED.         she could almost huff out a string of complaints ;         but she's a professional . . . .         and a smile itching to laugh instead takes its place.

❛❛ better hold still         ——         or else i'm gonna end up poking you in the eye         [ ... ]         again. ❜❜

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like a mask that's been removed         [ ... ]         a façade that slipped before your very eyes ;         lily had left her vulnerability at the door in the form of a face in its most natural state.         BARE SKIN IN ALL ITS GLORY.         not an ounce of concealer in sight ,         or even mascara for some sort of cushion.         but alas !         what good would any of that do for a night in ?         PAIRED WITH AN OVERSIZED SHIRT REACHING TATTOOED KNEES —— it practically drowned her whole.         soft ,         old ,         various holes in the hem and collar . . . . .         but most importantly ,         comfortable.

@khenzi: i still think you're beautiful.

the flattering remark almost warmed naturally rosy cheeks ,         and a saccharine coated laugh managed to crawl up from her throat ;         escaping from between pierced lips curled at the corners.         ❛❛ yeah ? even with my tiny eyebrows ? ❜❜

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*      ―      IT WASN’T A PHASE, MOM !  ( PART TWO. )

a collection of lyrics taken from my mostly myspace era nostalgia playlist. this one goes out to all the former emo kids.  some triggering content may appear.  as always, feel free to change and adjust anything as needed.

“ things happen but we don’t really know why. “

“ all these things i hate revolve around me. “

“ why can’t you just be straight up with honesty? “

“ i’m coming home. i’ve been gone for far too long. “

“ have i fucked things up again? “

“ my bed’s so cold and lonely. “

“ you’ve got me shaking from the way you’re talking. “

“ if i had common sense, i’d cut myself or curl up and die. “

“ if this is love, i don’t wanna be loved. “

“ if i could be the devil, you can be the sinner. “

“ you could be the drugs and i could be the dealer. “

“ everything you say is like music to my ears. “

“ i’ve got you under a spell and i don’t think i’ll be letting you out. “

“ if this is heaven, then baby i don’t wanna know hell. “

“ i could’a went to college like rich kids do. “

“ in rock n’ roll, i got a phd. “

“ we got all that we need, packed it up in the van. “

“ i ain’t got shit, but i got this far. “

“ it’s probably better we’re not together. “

“ we were so young and invincible. “

“ young love was such dumb love. “

“ our first kiss stole the breath from my lips, why did the last one tear us apart? “

“ we were just kids in love. “

“ you won’t try to save me. you just want to hurt me and leave me desperate. “

“ you taught my heart a sense i never knew i had. “

“ i bet you believe that i’m better off with you than someone else. “

“ i’m not your boyfriend, baby. “

“ i’m not your knight in shining armor. “

“ l-o-v-e’s just another word i never learned to pronounce. “

“ how do i say i’m sorry? ‘cause the word is never gonna come out. “

“ i’m so bored, your words aren’t making sense. “

“ one more drink and i’m convinced. “

“ it’s been hell not having you here. “

“ i’ve been missing you so bad and you don’t seem to care. “

“ i bet you’ve never had a friday night like this. “

“ i don’t want this anymore. the thought of you is no fucking fun. “

“ i’m tired of begging for the things that i want. “

“ if i leave, i’m alone. but what’s the difference when you beg for love? “

“ we fell in love and now we’re both alone. “

“ i know it’s hard, but who are you to fall apart on me? “

“ i still think you’re beautiful. “

“ i don’t ever wanna lose my best friend. “

“ i really hope you enjoy the show. “

“ hotels are cheap and there’s one down the street. “

“ i’m sorry, i can’t see that you truly love me. “

“ i don’t care if you’re sick, i don’t care if you’re contagious. i would kiss you even if you were dead. “

“ did you call me last night just ‘cause you couldn’t get laid? “

“ you’ve got me right where you want me. “

“ i know i’m a bastard, but i’m not a coward. “

“ why can’t you see what you’re doing to me? “

“ don’t worry, i’ve let you go long before you left me. “

“ nothing compares to a quiet evening alone. “

“ let’s be more than this. “

“ you wear your heart on your sleeve, i threw mine to the sky. “

“ when you use your lips, they better be on me. “

“ liars turn me on. “

“ it’s only a crime if i get caught. “

“ i can’t keep sleeping in your bed if you keep messing with my head. “

“ i can’t keep touching you like this if it’s just temporary bliss. “

“ don’t even talk about the consequences, ‘cause right now you’re the only thing that’s making any sense to me. “

“ i don’t give a damn what they say or what they think, ‘cause you’re the only one who’s on my mind. “

“ will you be mine tonight? “

“ i thought you knew that i was crazy. “

“ who the fuck do you think you are? “

“ i can never be a perfect fucking image of what you want. “

“ we’re dancing with the devil. he’ll drink you under the table. “

“ do you still want me? “

“ i won’t be angry if you have to leave. but i won’t be waiting. “

“ don’t say you’re sorry because i won’t believe you. “

“ i’ve tried so hard to be what you needed. “

“ i’ve tried for so long to make you believe that i’m not the enemy. “

“ i never wanted a partner and i never loved you. “

“ i never wanted a partner and i never loved you, so now you’re free to leave. “

“ i swear to you now, i won’t call. “

“ congratulations. go home now. “

“ stop talking to me. i haven’t been listening. “

“ music is dead thanks to you cunts. “

“ my only home is the bottom of a bottle and a rolled up bill. “

“ i am rock and roll at it’s fucking finest. “

“ self destruction is such a pretty little thing. “

“ don’t bother sleeping without one eye open wide. “

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*      🤘   ―    ﴾  𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎  𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜  ﴿   :   𝐉𝐇𝐎𝐅𝐅𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐌𝐒.

a compilation of sentence starters taken from various videos from the jhofffilms youtube channel.  feel free to change and adjust as necessary.

“ why would i wanna ruin the moshpit smell? “

“ you spilled beer everywhere ! “

“ what are you talking about? you have like, a thousand shirts. “

“ it’s $200 for the tickets, $300 for the backstage pass, $100 in service fees, plus $66. so that makes the total $666. “

“ if i get a shirt after the show, all my sizes are sold out. “

“ so then you buy the wrong shirt size and then you cut it? i don’t see why this is a problem. “

“ fucking slayer ! “

“ i hate when people assume my vest is my boyfriend’s vest. “

“ wait, what the fuck? isn’t that my vest? “

“ did you spend all your money on merch again? “

“ my favorite band? fucking exodus. only paul baloff era. “

“ i enjoy frolicking through the park, long walks through the pit, and double bass pedals. “

“ i just wanna get some sleep at one a.m. i don’t wanna listen to kreator’s third album in reverse order for the fourth time in a row. “

“ c’mon, motherfucker. i’m gonna teach you how to thrash. “

“ no karate in the pit ! “

“ who puts on headphones when they’re at a show? you wanna lose your hearing whenever you go to a concert ! “

“ you can live off of almonds. and beer. it’s good for your health. “

“ bonnaroo? what the fuck is bonnaroo? “

“ get back in your cab and go back to hot topic. “

“ i’m selling bootleg death angel t-shirts out of the trunk of my car so if you wanna get some good shit, just let me know. “

“ what the fuck is death angel?”

“ can you just, cool the metalhead thing? these guys aren’t metalheads. “

“ i’ve been to better keggers on a easter sunday than this shit. “

“ do these guys even listen to the second wave of norwegian black metal? “

“ you’re wearing a ghost shirt. your opinion is irrelevant. “

“ non-metalheads don’t get it. “

“ i washed your vest. it smelled like beer and sweat. “

” you went into my closet and took them, didn’t you? “

“ you’re my metal brother now, dude. “

“ in the name of paul baloff, gary holt, and freddie mercury. “

“ is this where we come to worship lemmy? “

“ there’s nothing more rad in this world than watching some sicko getting hacked to bits by some immortal bastard wearing a hockey mask because he’s late for his game. “

“ do not say one fucking bad word about cliff. “

“ fuck it, i’m gonna burn this church down. “

“ what’s with all these crosses? is it a black sabbath reunion? “

“ you gotta assert your dominance in the pit. “

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I went to this other therapist and like did this like behavioural therapy shit and they were like “oh yeah, there’s something like off with your brain,” and I was like “oh!” and then I just rolled a joint. I was back immediately. 

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   #𝐇̲𝐀̲𝐄̲𝐃̲𝐁̲𝐀̲𝐍̲𝐆̲𝐄̲𝐑̲𝐒̲﹔ a private ⅋ highly selective multi muse featuring original fandomless musician based characters. minors and personal blogs do not interact. established in 2019. sideblog to @daevilhorns. worshiped by 𝒶𝓁𝓎𝓈𝓈𝒶. ⁽  ˢʰᵉ  /  ʰᵉʳ ,   ²⁵  ⁾

✟      𝚝𝚑𝚎   𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚕𝚘𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗   𝚘𝚏  :      satanic  panic ,   toxicity  in  the  metal  scene ,   don’t  judge  a  book  by  its  cover ,   satan  in  the  suburbs ,   ⅋   navigating  fame.

₍ ₁ ₎   lily   wittchen.   she / her. makeup   artist   for   bands   +   low   budget   films.   american. goth   manic   pixie   dream   girl.

₍ ₂ ₎   jason   diaz.   he / him. drummer   for   blackened   death   metal   band   necromutilation.   american. chaotic   stupid.

₍ ₃ ₎   travis   maddox.   he / him. asshole   vocalist   for   deathcore   band   plague   worship.   american. is   he   really   an   asshole   though ?

₍ ₄ ₎   oliver   wright.   he / him. former   rhythm   guitarist   for   burn   it   black ,   current   lead   guitarist   for   thy   throne.   english.   recovering   addict.

₍ ₅ ₎   farrah   weber.   she / her. vocalist   for   doom   metal   /   occult   rock   band   bewitched.   american. witchy   haunting   70s   enthusiast.

₍ ₆ ₎   cory   rhodes.   he / him. host   of   MTV’s   metal   mania.   american. occasional   guitarist.   80s  /  90s   based.

₍ ₇ ₎   angel   knox.   she / her. part   time   video   vixen ,   part   time   dancer   at   seventh   veil.   that   chick   from   that   motley   crue   video.   american. 80s  /  90s   based.

₍ ₈ ₎   eli   mills.   he / him. vocalist   for   rites.   canadian.   he’s   baby   until   he   has   a   microphone   in   his   hand.   80s  /  90s   based.

₍ ₉ ₎   gunnar   purdy.   he / him. vocalist   for   black   metal   band   heretik.   american. metal   god   and   he   knows   it.   maybe   a   little   too   into   the   occult.   80s  /  90s   based.

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