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gyulscult · 5 years ago

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make it up (1)➷ cha junho

- on going series.

genre: angst.

high school au | quiet boy! junho x extroverted!reader

summary: you have always thought you were everyone’s favourite, the golden girl of the school. but when you accidentally bumped into the school’s infamous quiet kid, you found out that he doesn’t like you one bit and you were determined to change his mind.

perhaps it was your cheerful aura, or your outgoing and optimistic personality, or the amount of love and empathy you have for people; whatever it was, you were used to the love and admiration from other people for you.

as exaggerated as it may seem, but it was the truth when you say you have never experienced the feeling of getting rejected before by anyone, even the rudest and meanest kid in kindergarten gave in to you and gave you back your favourite plushy in the past.

because of this, the littlest inconvenience and the littlest change in someone’s act towards you could keep you thinking about it the whole day, but even when those happened, you usually would just confront the people about it and settle it nicely.

“hey guys, you know that really hot senior? han seungwoo?” you said, interrupting whatever your friends were talking about, “i’m planning to meet him today, to ask him out.”

sua and mira immediately gasped and loudly started to bombard you with questions, catching attention from other people from the cafeteria, but they immediately brushed it off when they saw it was your squad, probably used to it already.

“when are you meeting him?! give me details, y/n! you are not leaving this table until you give me all the deets!” sua yelled.

“i’m supposed to meet him in like five minu– oh! i see him!” you exclaimed, a grin suddenly spread on your face when you saw seungwoo from the entrance of the cafeteria waving at you.

mira took out her phone and began filming you, “okay y/n go i’m gonna film you walking to him. make sure you hug him so i could post on twitter and this would go the cute couple–”

“shut up, mira!” you rolled your eyes before you practically jumped out of your seat and skipped towards seungwoo’s direction. the two girls giggled as they watched intensely.

you were so focused on going to seungwoo, you didn’t even realise there was a guy walking into your direction, holding an un-lidded soda in his hand. he had airpods on, one hand holding the soda and the other in his pocket as he quietly and slowly walked peacefully.

he did see you skipping towards him, but like a normal person he just walked like nothing happened. he didn’t even really see your face.

did he expect that you would accidentally bump into his shoulder which made him lose the balance of his hand and accidentally knocked the soda off and spilling it all over the floor, your skirt and his uniform?

definitely not.

the second you accidentally bumped into his shoulder and saw the cup of soda being pushed onto the floor, everyone in the cafeteria turned their heads to you and the guy. loud gasps were heard, but other than that it was dead silence as their eyes watched every move.

your lips parted, before looking at the boy who was still looking at his spilt soda on the floor.

“i’m so sorry–” you began apologising, glancing at his name tag on his shirt, “–junho.”

junho snapped into reality when you called out his name. and just then he realised everyone’s attention was on him. he hated it. junho watched as you crouched down and picked up the cup before standing up and handed it out to him with an innocent smile. “i’m really sorry, let me buy you a new one.”

as he examined your face, junho realised who you were. y/f/n. he scoffed silently as he remembered you as that loud annoying girl in my music class who was constantly laughing and making jokes with her friends.

the scoff did not go unnoticed to you; it made you raise a brow.

he glanced at the cup you were still waiting for him to take before looking back at you, “why are you giving me this?” he took the cup from your hand and tilting it upside down, the remaining drops of cola dripping down the cup to the floor. “there’s nothing left for me to drink.”

you watched as they dripped, your body was frozen and you did not know what to do. or what was happening even. why was this junho guy being mean to you? who even is he? is he new?

junho stared at your stunt face before walking away. though he may look cool outside, he was a mess in the inside as people were still watching the both of you. he walked towards his friends’ table, who were, too, watching with a gaped mouth.

you felt your cheeks redden in embarrassment when you realised everyone in the place saw you getting humiliated by that guy. you let out a scoff before walking away from the scene towards seungwoo.

when you did, people started minding their own business again.

“hey, are you okay?” seungwoo asked.

“yeah, i’m fine,” you lied, faking a smile, “hey seungwoo, that was crazy right? what he did.” seungwoo nodded immediately, agreeing with you, “yeah he was a dick. but hey, glad you’re fine. come on, i’ll help you get cleaned up.”

on the other hand, junho sat quietly in front of his two, and only friends, yohan and eunsang, still thinking of what he did.

“dude, what was that? you were so mean to her,” eunsang brought it up. “do you hate her or something?”

junho only shrugged his shoulders.

“i’ve never seen y/n being treated that way. should i congratulate you, chacha?” eunsang teased.

“no.” he answered timidly.

yohan and eunsang looked at each other before sighing. “junho, you consider us your friends right? we’ve been friends for like two years now, can’t you loosen up buddy? at least say something more than a word!”

junho sighed too before looking eunsang dead in the eye, he hated being forced to talk, it’s not like he asked to be friends with him (though he’s definitely grateful for them or else he was going to end up look like a loser).

“no, you don’t need to congratulate me.”

the both of them grunted a quiet okay then’s before going back to their food. and junho went back thinking about what he did.

perhaps it was because he was still annoyed at you being so loud in music class he couldn’t focus, or perhaps it was how innocent you looked like as if you didn’t just spill his coke, or perhaps he just your outgoing and cheerful personality;

whatever it was, he just didn’t like you a lot with strong passion.

you really thought cha junho was a new student around, but when you walked into music class the next day and saw him sitting up straight at the back of the class, quietly examining his textbook, not talking to anyone, you have never felt so shocked in your whole life. how come you never noticed him before? he was just two seats behind from yours!

“oh y/n!” your seatmate, yeonjun called out, waving his hand at you.

because you were still staring at junho when your friend called you, you saw how his already upstraight body straightened even more when he heard your name, and how his shoulders tensed and how his eyes began wandering away from the textbook that he was reading.

you brushed off that thought immediately and walked towards your seat, greeting your friends back here and there.

before you sat down, you turned your head to junho, who was still not moving. “hi junho!” you suddenly cheerfully greeted him, obviously expecting a greeting back or at least a nod. you saw how he stopped shaking his leg and completely froze for a second before looking up at you.

your smile wavered when he slowly looked back at his textbook without saying even a single word. the people around you who saw you getting ignored were whispering as you felt your self esteem decreasing rapidly.

“is he crazy?” “did he just ignore y/n?” “he’s acting cool again huh?”

junho pretended to go over the words in the textbook, trying to ignore his heart that was threatening to explode out of his body because it was beating so fast. when everyone started diverting their attention away from him, he shut his eyes tightly as he let out a huff.

why did you even talked to him?

you tapped the tip of your eraser of your wooden pencil onto your table, not paying attention to what your teacher was talking about, obviously quieter than usual. the ringing of the school bell rung snapped you back into reality, your teacher immediately dismissed the class.

as you packed your things, you couldn’t help but to sneak glances at junho. he was so pretty. maybe you stared at him a few songs too long, and if it wasn’t for one of your friends calling your name out, you would have definitely stared at him longer than that.

“y/n!” taehyun suddenly wrapped his arm around your shoulders, “me, yeonjun and hyuka are going to the karaoke, wanna join?”

a quality time with your friends, usually you would say yes. usually. you took a quick glance again at junho, before sending taehyun an apologetic smile, “raincheck on that! i’m kinda busy today.”

junho, who was pretending not to hear your conversation was quite surprised himself that you didn’t want to join. but that wasn’t his business. he slung his bag onto his shoulders and inserted his airpods into his ears before walking passed you and your friends who were still convincing you to join them, oblivious that your eyes were following him.

he was just walking through the corridor and humming in his head the song that was playing in his airpods; he couldn’t hear you calling his name out from behind.

you huffed in annoyance. because you couldn’t see his ears being blocked by his airpods, you really thought he was ignoring you by purpose. “hey, cha junho!” you yelled louder than before, surprising a few people here and there, but junho kept on walking as if you were just the thin air. that does it.

you walked faster, and finally caught up with him enough for you to grab his arm.

junho’s eyes widened when he turned around to see you glaring at him while gripping onto his arm. he looked away for a second, before looking back at you and removing his airpods. “can i help you?”

you let out a breath before you removed your hand from his arm, “you seriously didn’t hear me calling out your name like a thousand times?”

junho didn’t know what to do. or what to say. he didn’t want to say anything. he just didn’t want to talk to you. you were too loud for his introverted ass. introverts and extroverts can never clash, can they?

“well,” he started, his voice quieter than usual, looking down at you, and you weren’t going to lie, his cold gaze sent chills down your spine, “why did you call me?”

“ah! that...” you trailed, giving him a slight smile, “i wanna talk to you. it won’t be long.”

junho wouldn’t admit this, but aside from you making him irritated with everything you do, but you also make him sort of nervous. talking to you, specifically makes him nervous. it’s... not that he likes you or something..

“no.” he said it bluntly, before turning around, not seeing how your face dropped so suddenly.

“wait wait!” you yelped, grabbing his arm again, but now with two hands, almost really desperate for him to not go. “please i– i’ll make it really quick, really. just one question. or two. or–”

“fine,” he sighed, turning around to you again, “what?”

you didn’t understand him at all. you barely knew him, hell, you just knew him like yesterday. was it the soda incident? why was he so mean to you?

“well– you know that the soda incident was an accident, right?” you asked in a slow, soft tone, in hopes that it would too, soften him up to you, “i’m sorry, really! it was a total accident!”

he stood there for a few seconds and you wondered if he even heard you. junho shrugged his shoulders, “whatever.”

you furrowed your eyebrows as you watch him turn around and began walking away from you. but you weren’t giving up.

you ran to him, stopping in front of him and he automatically stopped too, so he doesn’t bump into you. “listen, i’ll make it up to you!” you pleaded, putting both of your hands together as you gave him your puppy eyes, “anything you want, just for you to forgive me.”

junho sighed at your persistence, “one question—why do you desperately want to make it up to me?” he didn’t miss the way you flinched when he spat out the word desperately.

“i just,” junho also noticed how you began to get a little quieter, “i feel bad. and i want you to forgive me. that’s all.”

you saw the way he smiled slightly at your answer. but you knew he smiled almost to mock you.

“i don’t think you want to make it up to me because you want me to forgive you,” he stated, “i think that you only want to make it up to me to get me to like you. because you found it quite unbelievable that unlike other people, i don’t kiss-ass to you and don’t worship you and don’t act like you’re the goddess of this world. you hate the fact that you have that person that dislike you. i think you only want to make it up to me because you’re desperate to be loved by everybody.”

for the first time, you were dead silent.

after he said all that, he saw the spark in your eyes died out, and you were obviously affected by what he said.

junho felt guilty at that moment. he didn’t mean to tell all that to your face, but you wouldn’t leave him alone and it all just happened.

“i’ll get going,” he muttered, guilt dripping down his voice. he looked at you for once last time—you were looking blankly at nowhere—before he walked away.

and you didn’t stop him.

TO BE CONTINUED.

wanted to make this just one part but,,,, the limit :((((( anyway part 2 is definitely fluffier than this SNDJDJFB thank you for reading !!!!

i hope you guys can give me your feedback! ❤️

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gyulscult · 6 years ago

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chenle as your boyfriend

before we start, this is a little gift for my friend on twitter (@jhwaney). I hope you like it!

okay so,, when you two first met was when yall were kids

you were eating lunch alone since you knew no one

then chenle came out of nowhere

“why you’re siting alone here?”

“you don't got anyone to sit with?”

“can I sit with you?”

“sure??”

then he started daily siting with you and you both got to know each other

that's when you both became friends

move on to high school

here’s where he started to crush on you

you both were studying in the library and out of nowhere

“y/n I got a question”

“what is it?”

“do you like someone?”

oH BOYY,,,,

“no, why do you ask?”

“nothing just curious” while letting out his cute dolphin laugh uwu

the next day was weekends so you spend it with chenle

while you both were studying, chenle was just looking at you the whole time and you didn't notice.

“lets study later, LETS GO BUY SNACKS”

“alright but don't let me pay like last time IM BROKE AS A JOKE”

thE LAUGH AKJUHDIJHGHJCHDJDHDSII

“I wILL PAY :D“

then yall go

you both filled the cart with snacks and drinks aND OH BOY IT COSTED TOO MUCH,,,

“how are you pay all that mr. genius”

“miss genius I got this >:^|”

and you were like wHAT THE HELL DUDE SDUHSUGH when he payed all of it

“dude what are you”

“zhong chenle :3″

“neVERMINDDD”

yall take the bags and go back home

when you get back to the house

you both decide to watch a movie

bE READY FOR THE HUGSSSS ;u;;;;;

the softest side hug ever uwu

he’ll be resting his head at your shoulder and you’re gOING TO SCREAM UHYGUSIJHGHDSKLJ

you just act like you didn't notice and continue watching the movie

after an hour the movie is almost finished

and you surprisingly didn't fall asleep

while lele did

he fall asleep at your shoulder

you kept playing with his hair aND HIS HAIR??? IS??? SO??? SOFT???

when the movie ended, when you moved a little to get your phone

“don't move”

“uhu?, okay,, sorry”

“how is it to feel like being the cutest person on this world”

this is when you start to feel something WAS off,, you stayed quiet

“when I asked you if you liked someone in the library,, I wanted to know so no one can try to get you before I do”

‘hE’S JUST BEING DELUSIONAL THATS ALL’

“you know, I liked you since we started to become close friends. I will probably lose my friendship with you because of this though,,”

you wanted to stop him :((

“not liked, I loved you since that. I hope you feel the same way if not let’s just be friends”

your heart was gonna break from just hearing him saying all that :((

after some time, chenle stopped and he fall asleep again

“I love you too“

after ALL THAT ANGSTY STUFF,,

there was school :D (smilin’ through thE PAIN)

you went to your class that didn't have chenle (you share every class with him except music)

you sat down at your seat, and class started

through the whole class, you couldn't focus

you kept thinking about what chenle said

your hands got swEATY AND YOU WERE LIKE HGFFDUGBGYUUYDVGH

“deep breaths, deep breaths”

and you were finally calm

you ‘tried’ to do well in your class

after it finally ended you got out

it was already afternoon

you went to your locker, in your way there you dumped into someone

“h-hey I'm sorry-”

“chenle?”

“yeah,,, sorry should’ve watched my way, here I’ll help you”

“it’s alright, no you don't need to-” you were gonna take the book that was in front of you but yall hands reached it at the same time

chenle giggled and you let go (YOURE SURE AS HELL YOURE BURNING HAAHGAHJHSJ)

as you both finished “thank you”

“no it’s no problem”

“also hey, can we go to the park that is near here? I got something to tell you,,”

oh boy,,,,

“yeah sure!”

after that, you both go out

“you know,,, about what I said yesterday”

“you weren’t delusional?,,,,”

he chuckled “I wasn't, I meant all what I said back there”

“so wait,,,”

“hmm?”

“aren’t we already dating????”

“bro- what”

“I thought we were already”

“oKAY LETS GO TO A UNOFFICAL DATE PLS :’^)”

LETS GET INTO THE COUPLE STUFF FINALLY

the unofficial date was at a calm café uwu

it was really nice and quiet

not to mention he was holding your hand the whole time

and you’re just melting because he’s holding your hand softly because he doesn't want to hurt your hand :((

you would just be talking and he suddenly laughs really dead out of nowhere

“so I was lik-“

“HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHSHAHAGHAHAHAAGHAGSAH BABE YOURE SO FUNNY AAHAH”

“I didn't say anything just yet??”

“YOU’RE SO ADORABLE HAAGHAHAGHAHAHS”

and you’re like alright and laugh along with him

basically you can’t get sad when you’re around him but when you do

he would usually hug you while you cry and let your heart out on his shoulder while he tries to comforts you

he wouldn't show if he’s sad or not, when you notice it he denies it but end up giving up because you’re impossible

he shares his concerns to you and you do the same

he trusts you the most and always rant to you

when he gets jealous, he would just stare at you and probably start whining if you don't notice what’s going on with him

“y/n!,, you’re not paying attention to me :((”

“what‘s wrong lele??”

“pay attention to meeee”

and you would just sit next to him and side hug him until he becomes less whiney and ask him why is he jealous

cUDDLES;;;;

do I need to say anything else

when you hug him hE !! JUST!! MELTS!!

like he would hug you and not let you go and you’re alright with it because his hugs are just so soft???? :(((

“do you want me to let you go?”

“no, let me hug you uwu”

aNDHEJUSTMELTSANDHUGSYOUEVENMORE:((

thE EARLY MORNING CUDDLES;;;;;;

you’d just wake up in 6am

and he would be asleep but you cant sleep

then he would wake up because you’re moving around

“what’s wrong?” with his adorable sleepy voice :((

“I can’t sleep :(”

then he just cuddles you

and you’re just uwuuuu

a sMALL KISS-

talking about kisses;;

he would probably just kiss your cheek uwu

he would rarely kiss your lips because come on

hES SHY;;;;

but he mostly kisses your cheek and hug you uwuwu

honestly chenle would be the cutest boyfriend ever :((

so you’re very grateful to have him

and he’s grateful to have you too

sorry if this was long ;___;

bUT HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT!

and chenle at the end of the day would just want your love and you only uwu

#nct dream #nct imagines #chenle #zhong chenle #nct dream chenle #nct chenle #imagine #nct imagine

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