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I wish you'd grab my wrists and cut them for me, watching me squirm and jolt back and having the widest smile plaster on your face. You enjoy how much it hurts me, tell me I'm pathetic and can't do anything right, not even hurt myself right. Show me how much I deserve it, how idiotic and pitiful I am, that I deserve to be hurt like this. Everytime I make you mess up by moving, yell at me, hit me, cut me again, slap or squeeze my freshly sliced skin, anything to make me shut up, anything to put me back in my pathetic sad place.

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hed send me whatsapp stickers w emojis with razors and whatnot. admittedly it was kinda funny but like. whats funnier to me is him just never addressing it. like im sure he didnt believe my ass lie at the er

the reason as to why i fixate on scars on thighs is that pretty much the only time ive been caught is the one time i -a fucking idiot- cut my arms during the winter because i was like no one will see it anyways <- i got so sick i had to go to the er and get an iv drip.

and i like to project onto the characters i draw a normal amount.

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ALSO I FORGOT TO ADD THAT BUT AFTER SEEING IT MY DAD NEVER TALKED TO BE ABOUT IT BUT MADE SELF HARM JOKES TO ME FOR LIKE. THE NEXT 3 MONTHS?

the reason as to why i fixate on scars on thighs is that pretty much the only time ive been caught is the one time i -a fucking idiot- cut my arms during the winter because i was like no one will see it anyways <- i got so sick i had to go to the er and get an iv drip.

and i like to project onto the characters i draw a normal amount.

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im just impressed w the dedication. but like why

today i saw someone cut off and eat their nipples on shtwt

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today i saw someone cut off and eat their nipples on shtwt

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fucking his wound. sorry i mean im fucking his wound. sorry i mean that im fucking his wound. i mean sorry im trying to fuck his wound. i mean fucking his wound i mean im fucking his wound i mean im in his wound fucking it i mean

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(touching your open wound) damn you’re so wet

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Oh...that's gore...that's gore of my comfort character...

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I’m going to preform medical malpractice on you cuz I love you

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so is anyone going to pressure me into cutting myself for your satisfaction or

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i have noooo idea if it's okay to send an ask abt this butttt if i come across art of mika with scars on him or nything do you want me to send them your way? <- has a album on its phone full of enst characters either bleeding or shing (there's other stuff but like) so i could look for them

nfkdnd of course :3♡

BUT PLEASE DO!!!!!!! it doesnt only have to be meeks either<- normal

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like whenever i see an artist draw him with them i replenish 2000hp

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mika is an exception to this rule however. the way that we dont see his arms at all makes me a bit crazy

the reason as to why i fixate on scars on thighs is that pretty much the only time ive been caught is the one time i -a fucking idiot- cut my arms during the winter because i was like no one will see it anyways <- i got so sick i had to go to the er and get an iv drip.

and i like to project onto the characters i draw a normal amount.

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the reason as to why i fixate on scars on thighs is that pretty much the only time ive been caught is the one time i -a fucking idiot- cut my arms during the winter because i was like no one will see it anyways <- i got so sick i had to go to the er and get an iv drip.

and i like to project onto the characters i draw a normal amount.

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ngl my shoulders being too wide is probably the one thing that upsets me the most past everything

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巳蛇

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freaky towa