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ARE YOU A SOLDIER, POET, OR A KING ?

The Poet

"There will come a poet Whose weapon is His word He will slay you with His tongue" Loneliness. Strength. Joy. You are powerful, but struggle believing it. You think you're not enough. Here's the truth : you are. You sing songs and hope they carry faith, because you have run out if it, and yet you still throw your heart out to the world and hope it makes it through. You convince yourself that pain is art because at least then, you will always have something to create. You are tired of stumbling through life. You dream of a ground you can stand on. One day, you will dance. Your love is where you feel - without fear.

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memes for that specific brand of ships

SOFTER: “  stop doing that— stop trying to hide your emotions from me.  ” “  i can’t make you trust me. but i’m gonna stick around long enough for you to realize you can.  ” “  not everyone is just gonna become another scar. some people will stay, if you let them.  ” “  i feel like i’ve been living in a storm for so long, like i’m just drifting from wave or wave hoping i won’t drown.  ” “  what happened to you? what made you so scared to stay still long enough to let someone in?  ” “  i don’t wanna be scared anymore.  ” “  even when you smile, your eyes are still sad.  ” “  you’re safe with me. you can let go. breathe. ”   “  i just want to belong somewhere again. or to someone, i guess.  ” “  the thing about never having a home, is you don’t know what to do when you’re finally given one. you just feel like you’re waiting for something to take it away again.  ” “  would you just sit still? you’re gonna get an infection if you don’t let me clean this up.  ” “  i’m not gonna hurt you. i’m just here to help.  ” “  close your eyes. go back to sleep. nothing can hurt you while i’m here.  ” “  you looked so peaceful while you were sleeping…i couldn’t bring myself to wake you up.  ” “  why do you trust me?  ” “  don’t do that— don’t shut down on me. let me in.  ” “  you were talking in your sleep again. i’m starting to think they’re memories and not just dreams.  ” “  i’m not used to letting people close. i don’t like being vulnerable— but i want to, with you. i want to let you in.  ” “  how did you get this scar?  ” “ i don’t always need you to fix everything. i just— sometimes i just want you to listen. ” “  you’re so beautiful when you laugh. i wish i could see it more, but maybe it’s the rarity of it that makes it so captivating. ”

DARKER:  “  every time i touch you, there’s a moment where you look like you think it will hurt. ” “ why aren’t you scared of me?  ”   “  you’d accept a caress from the same hands that leave you bruised, just to feel warm.  ” “  i’ll kill anyone that makes you hurt like that again. i��d kill them just for taking your smile.  ” “  i want to keep you all to myself. i don’t want anyone but us to know the things we do in secret.  ” “  you’re mine now. and i won’t let anyone take you from me.  ” “  would you kill for me?  ” “  i’d cut my heart out and place it in your hands if it would prove my devotion to you.  ”  “  you love me so fiercely. i’m almost afraid of it.  ” “  i know if anyone hurt me, you’d never let them see another day. and i think i like that a little too much.  ” “  i know you’re dangerous, but i also know you won’t hurt me. you bark, and you growl, but you never bite. not me, at least.  ” “  who hurt you? who made you so sad and lonely? tell me so i can make them pay.  ”   “  i don’t like the way they look at you. perhaps i’ll cut their eyes out.  ” “   “  they hurt me. now i want you to make it better. make them hurt too.  ”   “  if anyone lays even a single finger on you, i’ll cut it off and feed it to them.  ” “  yes. i killed them— but i did it for you.  ” “  i had to do it. no one gets to make you sad and get away with it.  ” “  i told you, i’ll love you no matter what. i’ll wipe the blood off your skin. i’ll clean the dirt off your hands from every grave you dig. i don’t care if you’re a monster.  ” “  you should be scared of me. i like that you’re not.  ”   “  don’t you know my love could destroy you?  ”   “  come, sit in my lap and tell me whose blood i should spill tonight.  ”  

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IC

♧ visage

♧ musings

♧ dyn: Wylan/Jesper

♧ VERSE I - six of crows

♧ VERSE II - crooked kingdom

♧ VERSE III - season 1

♧ VERSE IV - season 2

♧ VERSE V - modern

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Thought of me? Late at night?

Independent  &.  selective  JESPER FAHEY of  THE GRISHAVERSE.  Show, book, &. headcanon  based.  Canon  divergent  ,  low  activity  &.  mutuals  only.  Oc  ,  canon  &.  multi  —  muse  friendly.  Written  by  Kirby.

What was I wearing?

001. I'm Kirby, 25, disabled and queer. I'm from the UK, so BST/GMT timezone. My pronouns are any except for she/her.

002. This is a sideblog - I follow back from storybookedhub, you do not have to follow that one in order to be considered a mutual!

003. If you have anything that needs to be tagged, just message me and I'll get right on making a tag for it. We respect triggers here. People existing is not a trigger, and that is the only time I will not tag something.

004. I mainly rp on discord, so feel free to message for my info if you want shorter and faster replies.

005. I've been rping since I was 12, and writing Jesper since around 2018, so I'm very set in my portrayal.

Mains & Exclusives

~ = main, * = exclusive, ♡ = ship exclusive

GHOSTTSAR. Rowena Robasdan. Grishaverse. ~

HOWVERYTM. Veronica Sawyer. Heathers. ~

Verses

VERSE I - six of crows

VERSE II - crooked kingdom

VERSE III - season 1

VERSE IV - season 2

VERSE V - modern

Credits

PSD - wonderland by kingsleigh

Post layout - howverytm

Icons and banners - me

Jesper Fahey - Leigh Bardugo

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OOC

☁ ooc

☁ answered asks

☁ memes

☁ gif warning

gif warning

☁ psa

☁ queue

☁ promo

☁ self promo 

☁ nsfw

nsfw