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words from sun bleached flies by ethel cain

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a sentiment i am always saying/thinking to myself in moments of joy is "if i survive, i can do this." i say "if you survive long enough, you can make dinner & paint with your roommate." "if you survive long enough, you can go to the laundromat & read poetry." "if you survive long enough, you can take the ferry with your closest friends." etc etc forever & ever as a way to innoculate myself against nihilism depression fear. even in the smallest moments i tell myself i made it this far to get to this good week, day, hour, whenever & it will happen again & again so long as i survive

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"i don't like rap" "i don't like country" "i don't like jazz" "i don't like disco" OPEN YR EARS & YR HEART!!!! YOU'RE DOING IT WRONG!!!!

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what resembles the grave but isn’t, anne boyer // i didn’t apologize to the well, mahmoud darwish (trans. fady joudah).

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im like if a girl thought she was irredeemable despite never having done anything that should make her feel this way

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VIDYA BALAN as Manjulika in Bhool Bhulaiyaa (2007)

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Shabana Azmi as Neeta

एक दिन अचानक | SUDDENLY, ONE DAY (1989) dir. Mrinal Sen

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SRIDEVI in MR. INDIA (1987)

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LOOTERA (2013), dir. Vikramaditya Motwane

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HUM TUM (2004), dir. Kunal Kohli

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subwayhands

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Jason Martin | Caligula, oil on panel, 2002

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Quotes by Sylvia Plath, The Journals of Sylvia Plath

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“We do not throw these rocks with hate. We throw these rocks with love, Love for a murdered brother, Love for a sick grandmother without medicine, Love for a family we cannot visit, Love for a world we will never travel,

Love for a freedom we will never experience, Love for an ancient people. We throw these rocks with love for Palestine.” - Calligrapher: Everitte Barbee

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From Palestine in Pictures : A Byzantine-era mosaic floor that was uncovered recently by a farmer in Bureij, central Gaza Strip, is seen on 18 September. The farmer said he stumbled on it while planting an olive tree last spring and quietly excavated it over several months with his son. Experts say the discovery of the mosaic is one of Gaza’s greatest archaeological treasures, which are threatened by a lack of resources and the constant threat of Israeli violence.

by Ashraf Amra / APA images

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Shabana Azmi, Swami, 1977.