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hey ya’ll!!

so you might have noticed that i haven’t been posting. at all. if im being honest, my activity on this blog has declined since a month ago? ill get to the sappy stuff later, but let me at least explain why !

the short version - 

basically i joined marching band and i dont know if it was a coincidence that i lost interest or if it was because band took up all my time, but i just lost interest in bts. its nothing about the fandom and i dont dislike bts in any way! 

the long version - 

im someone who moves on from things quickly. i lose interest quickly. if you’re my friend you know that i get super hooked on shows but only watch a couple seasons because i get bored. some shows like the office have been an exception but you probably realize that by now ;) now bts is no tv show, but i had new things come into my life at the same time that i started distancing from the fandom/stopped posting on my blog. it became a chore for me - not like it was tiring, but more that i didnt care enough to put stuff out there? so yes. i lost interest in kpop

HOWEVER!!!!

i still very much love bts the same way i agree arrow is a good show, but i didnt feel like finishing it. when i started to care about bts, a lot of good things came from it. (although it was only like 8 months tops) i really didnt have a lot to define myself with. i didnt play a sport, i wasnt in a club, i was just hanging around u know? and this gave me something to care about. im so grateful for like my small kpop circle!! (its given me irl and online friends) even tho thats sappy but. being in this fandom was definitely worth it. i still very much care for bts and just because i wasnt here for long that doesnt mean my love for them wasnt genuine! i support everything they do <3

also im not deleting my blog or anything i just wont be posting at all. i will check tumblr every now and then and im going to continue talking to mutuals i havent distanced from already lmao so. not forever

thank you for everything-

samantha

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me after watching to all the boys i’ve loved before, remembering how alone and incapable of being loved i am

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DUDE calm the fuck down I know as a kpoppie this isn't my area but... she literally... she didnt do anything !!!!! like!! she said NOTHING about being an anti?? how is she identifying as one?? you've taken a single sentence way out of proportion. she wasn't attacking you or your community. trust me I know you care about your ships and you hate antis and all that but her mini rant was pretty tame if you ask me. clearly you're the one bringing negative energy to the voltron community, so can you not be a headass?

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the coward finally posted

LOOK ok band camp ended and I have a lot of weight off my shoulders. literally

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더우니까여 .. #RM

Because it’s hot .. #RM

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