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im doing artfight this year -> heres my profile ! lemme know if you're doing it too, esp if you have weird charactersss

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oh so i have no shifts next week :|

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how to not get angry when im grappling with the fact that im progressing slower and feel further behind in life than i should be which i know is because i am mentally ill neurodivergent and traumatised <- im not getting angry about that im getting angry that some peoples life was fine and thats why theyre doing good and im never did anything wrong so why didnt i get that

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should i teach myself blender and or zbrush

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taking photos on my laptop at the tafe library

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men go "i am very unhappy" and you ask why and they go "i have decided that being a man requires being unhappy and alcoholic. I saw it on television" and you go "was it in the series where the guy was a depressed alcoholic because the point was showing that being obsessed with the abstract concept of being a man will make you unhappy" and they go "yeah it was that one" and you go "well you know you could stop doing all that literally any time and instead do things that make you happy" and they go "no i want to do this. I want to be sad no matter what and i just need you to be really upset about it" and you go "why would i be upset about you making yourself sad for no fucking reason" and they go "because i'm a man. That has to be really important to you"

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im not kidding if these are less than $500 im scraping every week so i can get then once rheyre released . look at these fucking things

silicone fetish gear manufacturer i came across is in the process of making paw sock/shoes. that you can stand and walk in and they look like canine paws and theyre silicone . sorry no i cant come out im saving up for something

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silicone fetish gear manufacturer i came across is in the process of making paw sock/shoes. that you can stand and walk in and they look like canine paws and theyre silicone . sorry no i cant come out im saving up for something

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some of the things i see posted about women and womanhood and femininity and whatever on instagram make me sad in 4th dimensional ways... these women have been put in a cell by society and never once has it ocurred to them that the bars may be brittle.

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i love being a girl. i love (proceeds to list things that are not at all exclusive to being a woman)

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what they dont tell you about being loudly transgender is sooner or later someone will say you helped/were the reason they transitioned and you just have to. sit with that for a while and how wonderful it is that a person can inspire others to take better care of themselves like that. the louder you are the better, you help strangers more than you know

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you know, i can't compare how i think of myself now to how i did when i was younger, i cant even say "oh actually it was this" because at the time i believed what i did. but i do think i was uncomfortable in my body because of Things that had happened and how my family made me feel. now I'm away, im "out" many things my body does that previously made me uncomfortable or upset are perfectly fine now. i know there's an age i was at where if i visited him now and told him what i was doing, i know he woulf flip his shit and insist I'm not him. and that change is scary and beautiful

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i had completely forgotten the sensation of havig so much blood leave your pussy at once it physically parts your lips

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the way in which wayneradiotv utilizes his twitch dot teevee channes emoite slots is baffling to me

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got my period, put the wrong measurements on my fb marketplsce listing and the girl couldnt fit it in her car and was getting annoyed in the most irritating way, my vape died, need to wait for my housemates to be done with the kitchen . might as well walk in front of a truck